To the pedophiles...
I am a victim !!!
It's now our turn to rise up and against !
I was 12 when Fayaz Sahibzada molested me? At least that I remember. No reason to hate Muslims here because this is not a religious issue !!!
I'm going to attach a picture of my doctor's notes when my mother took me to the office when my rectum was bleeding after a trip to the Shenandoah mountains and a hike into and up Old Rag Mountain. There were other times but my memory won't let me go there in full.
He was a trusted professor of literature as I understand, at George Washington University long ago in 1979 when I was 11. That is the way I was told at least.
I think it was 1999 or 1999, or so, when I took the initiative upon my first memory bubble to go to the police and make a report and then see if my memory serves me truthfully, as I realized perhaps the doctor had taken notes. He did as you will see.
There are a lot of reasons to not pursue these things and waiting patiently to be able to out this son of a b**** in public is well worth it however I feel like I am once again taking back something I gave to God but truthfully must not have and I hope this will be the next step and most importantly that this action upon other innocent victims will stop permanently.
You were a trusted friend of my family and you permanently hurt me and permanently scarred me when you broke my families trust when you did the things you did to me that my mind cannot fully remember and obviously could not comprehend at the time. You have changed my life trajectory forever. You stole my innocence
I remember everybody swimming and then finally run down everybody wanted to sunbathe and then in the swimming hole down below that was smaller like a Jacuzzi the last thing I remember was him making me smell this soap that he was overly anxious and excited about. If you think that's terrible imagine living through whatever I looked through that my mind will not let me and encounter again !!!
Today I stand up, against all of the pedophiles, these consistent Sly and stealthy disgusting sick predators, already through the media being relegated to the status of, let's just say whoops !
Today I stand up, and I take control because I say the name Fayaz Sahibzada to the public!!!
I will STAND TALL AND FACR him in the court of law of the jurisdiction that would like to follow through now, as there is no statute of limitation upon these crimes and never should be, and the sentencing should all be mandatory as I don't believe there is reform for these animals that DO INDEED TOO OFTEN Prey Upon Our Youth.
The facts as, as I understand them, the majority of boys in the majority of girls will indeed be molested while growing up ! You may do your own due diligence but as me and my family in-laws went through our tragic ordeal these were the statistics we garnered through the many professional books we read and studied, still in disbelief.
This is left my own family in shock and disbelief. This leaves many families in shock and disbelief. There is no way to ever be fully prepared for the impact of this type of tragic crime. There are legal conduit for justice and it is for justice I pray.
We have a president today, like him or not, who already has a proven track record of going after these bastards and that has let the justice department do its job after 8 years of frustration through policy and crippling austerity. I personally know a federal prosecutor and it was wonderful to hear that they will no longer be held back and forcing the laws that they swore an oath to enforce.
They are coming for you... and WE are all going to speak up United together and Crush you so that you will not hurt children ever again and set an example for the entire world to understand that we are coming to seek each and everyone of you son of a b****** out and we will take you away from the life you have so abused and those Liberties you care not for of yourself and most especially of others.
I know he is Pakistani and I know it would not be hard for law enforcement to find him and in the past where I stood down because of the difficulties this could bring upon me and my family and because of the age of this crime of pain me and because of my poor memory because of memory repression, and a multitude of other reasons I have waited until now to speak loud and clear !!!
When trumpets sound all should listen ! The Bible said that we should tell this to the churches. I share this with you now my first name John. I share this with you now again, my first name John. Let us not please hear a third trumpet blaring loudly again as two should be enough and we already understand the promises of the Third.
I am John Stephen Swygert, and I am standing against the man that molested me as a child and I am standing in the public eye and praying for law enforcement to Now find this man and charge him and scrutinize him with me while my health is well and I am strong to defeat the Beast too long loose and free.
I urge you VICTIMS EACH, through all possible legal conduits !!! ONLY, that you SO RISE UNITED NOW and follow through now today with strength together and let your case be heard As You Take Back Control.
I remember sitting in Professor & Esquire, Joe Beans class, who was an attorney at the Naval Investigative Service, and the class title was Law, Evidence & Or... and we covered the topic of suppressed memories. I remember laughing out loud in class and even stating out loud that if something as traumatic as what we had just read had happened to me... there is absolutely no way I would forget it, my mind is like an iron trap?
Through incidents later in life, about 97 or 98, I had one are called memory bubbles surface from this incident that raked up my own personal muck I didn't even know held down such dark secrets.
In my mind I instantly flashed back to that moment in mr. Bean's class and realized that I myself suffered from what I scoffed at !!!
My mind has been pried ajar open ever since ! Open minded to the realization that this happens all too often and that nobody stands up. I stood up for my stepdaughter and that cost me everything that I had then. It didn't just cost me. Most important it cost my family in law and that is as specific as that needs to be. When there was an allegation of sexual abuse on the table in my life at that moment by simply took action properly and we all stood up strong and it didn't matter what the results were and Court would mattered was that we stood up and it quit !!!
We discussed a moment where there was a lie the child told being so young and is not able to rationalize a logical why, it was obvious as an adult. That moment triggered the flood fourth of bubbles.
I knew I had a problem and I remember him telling me when we filled our canteens that if anything was wrong remember to say that you probably got a bacterial infection from the water from the spring or Creek. I feel firm in my belief that he also threatened my entire family that was with me. It reinforces that I lied to my mother and subsequently my doctor because I was scared to death and the lie I offered was beyond my logic and rationale at that tender age. I don't remember much of the car ride home. I remember other occasions of touching improperly. I remember once we're he was cornering me and I said what was that? I think I heard my sister. My family had been home but it left and I just pretended that somebody returned and that gave me the step I needed to run up the steps and out the door.
Every time he ever visited I had to leave as soon as I knew my family was safe and that conversation was content. Even then I never knew why I had to run I just knew I had to run and run and run.
I ran an awfully long time until the realization that, as I said above, I suffered from repressed memory and had been a victim of molestation by a pedophile, and indeed suffered from this theory so studied with such personal scoff !
Facebook, like Myspace, may not be here forever but it is here now and it is very effective.
Social networking is a powerful tool and as we all start to speak up it's time for me to speak and now it's time for you !!!
STAND UP !!!
SPEAK OUT !!!
SEEK OUT !!!
PROSECUTE TO THE MAXIMUM AND DEMAND MANDATORY FULL SENTENCING !!!
THERE ARE ONLY TWO SAFE PEDOPHILES ONE IS IN A CAGE, THE OTHER WILL DEFINITELY NEVER BE A PROBLEM AGAIN.
He even sickly once tried to explain himself. He stated, and I believe him, that he too was a victim and that this happened to him the way he was brought up in an all-boys School. It will be very feeling to find him and prosecute him and learn the true history here and I cannot wait to look into his eyes and read a poem to him.
He always wanted me to write poetry and he always read poetry and I was a poet anyhow and that is nothing to do with him whatsoever my mother is an artist and it is a gift from her and my father and God and soon when size fired I will write this poem that I speak of now and will be content to stare the Predator into the eyes and know that I am safe and in control and we'll be able to deliver a message so long deserved and patiently waited too serve.
Fayaz Sahibzada... Where are you???
We are coming for you, and the rest of you worthless disgusting vile criminals, and we are coming black stealth thieves in the night.
It's hard to feel anything else beyond the need for Swift Justice immediately of which this worlds countless victims have been betrayed after their suffering for long enough !
I pray that you will pray with me, and seek Justice as the only solution.
A friend recently stated that he has lost a lot of personal close friends through political divide and I urge you each not to play into this type of divisiveness. He stated that I have been a voice and I will continue to be that voice. Jack, you gave me this strength to speak loud and clear today!
Music heals !!!
Live life and speak and sing loudly and clear and to make beautiful music always above and beyond all evil obstacles !
Thank You for being you !
Feel free to contact me at the email below please with complimenting information please. Especially if you to have been a victim by the man who victimized me !!!
The only update will be the information of the proper authorities that will have jurisdiction in my case if so taken as I will press now.