When I was younger I definitely sought out my dance with the devil on a nightly basis,
I had this incredible chemical urge to run and run and run like an untamed animal because I had been sickly with asthma all my life until my Escape,
I knew chemicals and rock and roll well and the chemical saved my life and rock and roll was always my well I can't say stay part of my reality all the ways still is always will be I am rokkinroll.
I tiptoed with that mother f***** so many nights I can't believe I'm still alive and as my back since knife stabs down my legs and I can't straighten myself up as I leave my wood stove from the floor rough fall backwards getting up tired of being cold and already sick cuz I'm so stubborn but you're not going to kill this dikk.
You gotta understand I've got a lot of dance and left in me and there's a lot of motherfukers right now that are starting to piss me off and you don't want to get my adrenaline pumping trust me because one by one there's going to be more of us here to pick you each off.
You will not threaten the way I live or my brethren live and my brethren are the fine citizens of the United States of America who understand and Trust the Constitution of the United States and that inalienable Bill of Rights attached to it and everything that both of those two documents stand for.
I don't want to dance with the devil anymore really but when I start getting fired up I think I might have to in a run to DC and knock some f****** heads together and let them realize that 99% of the people are suffering.
There's a real lock in the world today because there's a lot of c*********** with money that won't come off of it who want to control everything and the masses are tired and waking up.
I'm going to say this to those masses also if you are on civil you will be taking a dirt nap.
It's as simple as that that's the kind of gun control I believe in.
One night I danced with the Devil in I drop the son of a bich off at his house where he murdered his dad and then I went in my old 75 Fleetwood Cadillac that was rumored to have been Mafia back to my girlfriend who had my 71 Mercedes 280se oh my God those were the days and I miss you Erin and I hope you're well.
That m*********** blew his dad's brains out and decided Destiny for many others just by pulling that trigger.
He changed Destiny for many others and I drowned myself for a long time and alcohol unable to stop the pain. The pain never stops but I quit drinking. Many times and I almost have 3 years of sobriety again.
Broke my back cuz wooden steps are m***********and when a mother f***** hits a mother f***** well it's like hitting concrete but concrete and it's swinging baseball bats because I seem to hit each step even and that's like six or seven across the whole body as first you go up in the air before the Magnificent and thunderous thud from f****** hell
Yep I'm alive yep well maybe you're up I don't know if I can get Aaron yet and I'm running out I'll try but God damn it it f****** hurts okay little bit but it's going to be a lot of work to live for this through this fuc I can't even think straight this pain more air and just shut up slow everything down but stay alive think straight don't panic
My first memory was Dick Schramm in his plane and this guy was quite the pilot from what I understand and read up on and well he died in an instant before my eyes.
Then I always knew I would watch the surmise of the United States and now before my eyes well I just want to f****** cry because I always wanted to be so wrong but always knew I would be so right because the crazier they think you are it's just heavy Visionary things really are to me and in an indelible reality there are no chemicals or liquids or any other substances to quell such pain
Am I the devil in the Rolling Stones Sympathy for the Devil who has been so many things and experience so much and have been left here to rot oh God? I do not want any more of this but I don't want to believe that that could be a truth and I love this beloved Earth with all of its beauty but not at the cost of all of its pain if everybody is to feel this it's not fairness that anybody should understand but it is a lesson if you hang tough that gives you deeper better understanding of our responsibility as human beings and that is to be good to one another and a hold each others hands all the way through life and into The Bitter End
I speak to that son-of-a-b**** murderer but you know because I'm a Christian.
A lot of people think Christians don't cuss in a lot of people think Christians think they're perfect and lot of people think this in a lot of people think that and does anybody want to know what I think about other people and other religions? No and I have no thoughts about them either because that is to themselves and to each our own let this beauty within ring in that you know that you are right with your maker and that there is no other person or entity that can tell you you were wrong and know that sacred in that your freedoms towards that Pursuit of Happiness here in this country are sacred and that will always ring !!!
I'll Dance with the Devil every day until I disappear if somebody wants to take that away and as much as a gun f****** hurts when it kill somebody you love it's a lot better to have something in your hands so that you can defend yourself just in case because just in case happens in that is reality let me tell you about reality do you want to hear more I can go on and on I don't even know quite how I've made it to almost 50 and I'm not counting my chickens yet.
Christmas Eve 1967 I appeared in that's not significant we all have this date that we appeared. It's significant to The Narcissist self but not to the greater world of course and then again well we're all pretty important because somehow we all well we're connected into the past and into the future and to the left and to the right and to your diagonal Northwest and Southeast and every direction you can slice up a billion ways till Sunday.