Life's Poem ~ Cyborg∆Steve

My artist buddy that asked me why I didn't take care of my voice and felt as though he never "fit in" jumped off a bridge to his bitter end ;( ......and all this already passed my own unfortunate death... how much more can one take ? ... apparently... everything... Slowly...really, really, slowly. So if you see me crying or wonder why I'm depressed, well that's not even but just a minute percentage of the overall view from here, but when the Light shines, it shines so utterly bright, and I'll never forget looking into your eyes, I found youth and life, a few more breaths you gave me selflessly so, I so happy to know the love in you... you've carried me to my future castle, and somehow when I'm gone, I'm going to make sure that extends from the heavens back down to all of you... it's the better view we are supposed to share... and all we've lost that hurts our hearts so deep is most definitely waiting there...can't you see that looking in my eyes?

SkunkWerks Thorium Portable Power Plants, Let's Rebuild The United States of America !!!!!!! ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Should the United States government distribute small portable nuclear power stations, such as skunkworks, across the country so that the power grid will be independent and also free ?

The energy companies could transition over a. Of time and charge their customer base 20% less per year over a five-year phase at as they either except jobs maintaining the new or transition into other supportive marketplace niches or leave the marketplace all together.

The idea would be to have more money stay in the investment arena and less back to big corporate America where it does not seem to be reinvested and turning a quick dividend back to the citizens but only back to itself typically.

There are often great technologies available or soon to be available but then stagnate because interest wanes or there is financial discontent worldwide and it seems that we choose short-term solutions and absolutely sacrifice long-term goals far too often.

The skunkworks thorium based portable nuclear reactors sound like an incredible almost reality and I've been patiently waiting to see these implemented here and elsewhere as it could completely change the face of the Earth in such ways that we would be able to go live absolutely anywhere we want to taking away one of the most powerful restrictions of choice which is energy which provides comfort. 

It frees up manpower labor-hours time to model Tees we never have enough of these limited finite lives and that time can be spent propelling technology much further along than where we are today.

I am all for systems that benefit the majority of the people and I am all for people working for systems like that, I am tired however of systems that serve very few people or only en-richen a greedy and a handful.

This is not an argument about socialism or capitalism but just simply fairness. I'm absolutely a capitalist at heart and I can understand and easily adapt some attributes of socialism as much as I could any other political philosophy, as each has something better to offer than the other, just as religion and it is with an open mind I hope you read these as it is with an open mind I threw these iddea out there.

I just felt like by now, this point in 2019, we would have already been past this point quite honestly. 

I watched this TV show once when I was young before the space shuttle ever flew in the projected time frame of its first flight... well that hasn't even come yet, and it's already been a retired program.

It's amazing what can happen where there is focus.

It is amazing what will fall when focus is purposely stolen away.

Brainstorm with me and let's make the future even more beautiful.

Super Fund Sites & Cancer Rates, What Are the Statistics ??? ~ Cyborg∆Steve

https://www.epa.gov/superfund/search-superfund-sites-where-you-live

...and what of other clusters of disease ???

...  and other clusters of absolutely abytupe that are anomalous.

We must pay attention as we are upon the internet of things and quantum computing upon the cloud where we will now have more sensors in the world and better ways to analyze them such that we can better learn how to be harmonious with nature and healthier and all respects living in congruence and harmony instead of reverberating in pain in a hideous cacophony.

This is a hunch, but isn't it a logical one.

this simple idea flashed before my mind this morning so as you're a simple picture thinking you would illustrate that idea much faster than writing a research paper.

Since none of us have all the time in the world, sometimes due diligence is your own, as it should be.

Stay Wise !!!!!!!

...here is some research from 2017. We can't say that it's one hundred percent conclusive but it supports the idea.

https://www.researchgate.net/publication/317286664_A_Cluster_Analysis_of_USA_Superfund_Sites_and_Associated_Cancer_Risk/link/5a65d4f64585158bca52bac8/download

A Prayer for Faith for All ~ Cyborg∆Steve

There are those that are sick and those that are well. It is a tide with an ebb and flow, and may we that are well, and well again, always be readied for those that are weakening or weak and departing, and best we will make it together further along this way healthier together not in greed, but sharing. 

Don't be manipulated by divisive fear, have you yet starved to death a day in your life? I did not say don't be prepared.

Find your keel, for the storms come as the tides shift and too, the calm will return, in time.

I pray today each may find today the finest day they've yet lived, and know that tomorrow will certainly offer that promise again, and if not I promise you you are on your next step to your greatest adventure and it is not of fear but the greatest leave in Faith one can take... When it's your time only... not before, please.

Find me in your heart if you are hurting. Take 7 deep breaths all the way in and exhaling all the way in between and think about how beautiful this life is and that you're going to just to make it through the rest of this day without hurting yourself first. Next just go do something for somebody else.

I promise you, and it may be after a long while, eventually, there will be a great Revelation in your life that will bring you back to the same happiness and exuberance you knew only formerly in youth.

Stay strong Forged hard and dream and journey well.

Your Castle In Heaven depends upon your paths upon the Earth.

The middle behind the road is always the wisest choice experience has not yet taught you that lesson well... you can trust in your elders and you don't always have to learn everything rough-and-tumble by yourself.

FAITH

Life Practiced, A Faith for Unity ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Practice whichever religion communicates to you your universal principled desire within, however; you cannot divide Faith into denominations.

Faith Is Faith

Does a Jew, a Muslim, and a Christian, or any other...  argue over the phisophical concept and fruits of Faith??? ...or only the vehicle taken through the journey and to its destination???

Travel Safely, In Safety, In Numbers, Also, In Peace.

Most often, bless others in gift & leave with less physicality.

Be Example

Faith In Practice

Life

I Am You, A Different Spacetime Orbit ~ Cyborg∆Steve

It would seem many that understand that we share time, would also seem to think that we have the same realizations at the same time as well, which is anything but the truth. 

What is gained in your own assumptions upon another?

Why and when would you judge that other, especially in the scrutiny of the public eye?

You cannot discount time !!!!!!!

If you draw breath, you're an evolving spirit.

Today, each spirit shall grow, many through great pains.

I pray each will work hard today to secure better health in order to be of more service to others and the self, in order to be more fruitful and be enriched.

I pray you to share your bountiful gifts and invite those needy into your homes if so trusted.

Fear?

Fear has kept me from more experience than any other facet in life.

The spirit is most definitely tempered and forged stronger through the passage of time and always stands back up.

Serve everything else, and the self last, and be saved.

In volatile times, isolate. Cohabitate with those that are equally inert, otherwise, you're choosing to commiserate. Don't pollute the body.

Do you really think you know who I am?

Really now?

Who knows you?

Once I saw the devil, and I slapped that b**** down !!!!!!!

Well, that was the first time. Look me in my eyes, and ask me if I'm scared of you !!!!!!! The worst you can do to me is release me towards the rest of my incredible journey. Isn't your destiny not already just ahead too? ... not to be confused with just a head, too. Yes, there's a reason for the war of the words and the punctuation. Has not Babbel fallen once, and does not history repeat itself as the heart pumps?

Your words show certain intent from your spirit.

Who will you slay with your swift, sordidly, swordly words today?

...or is it time to lie back down under the golden sun, by my father that cloaks me under his purple lined knightly cape, in a field of green Irish clover?

In my bloodlines, we have known all of the times. 

You are all my bloodlines, twelve tribes, 12 signs. 

Do you not yet, still, see the power in numbers?

17

Is Dark Matter Possibility Unfulfilled ? ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Is dark matter possibility unfulfilled?

Cyborg∆Steve

Lifes' Plans And Life's Planned ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I had this incredible life all planned out. I made it to George Mason University and I would get my bachelor's degree and then apply to their law school. If I didn't go to law school that would be perfectly fine as I would be into a professional career into law enforcement and if I made it into law school I would work hard at becoming a diligent attorney and I would pursue something along the lines of assisting in criminology or becoming a prosecutor but exactly what I wasn't sure.

I did not plan on diving headfirst into the Jack Daniel's bottle after my friend murdered his father and I had to testify against him. I did not plan on flunking out of George Mason University which I worked so hard to get into. I had to work hard because I stack the cards against myself as I was already a pretty hard drinker, but not an insane alcoholic yet. Little did I know what election day held for me. Little did the world know how the world would change on that ill fated election day.

Do you have to understand I grew up the son of a West point colonel who was a staunch Conservative Republican and I could not stand the little tiny bit I knew of Bill and Hillary Clinton and it wasn't that they weren't likable because they were extremely likeable. They were too likeable. It was like they were acting.

You know it's interesting now looking back having so much more knowledge, yet little, because you start thinking about things and well for example you learn that autistic people can learn to be better socially adept if they study others. Well it's interesting to understand that psychopaths do this exact same thing !

It's even more weird when I was the president of an organization that started out as an actor's guild, the fraternal order of Eagles, and was the founder of mother's day. The same very organization that offered gifts too many jurisdictions with the ten commandments placed on those gifts and these gifts would find themselves in arguments about being placed on State properties around the United States, and the first judge to pass judgment upon if these gifts with the ten commandments could stay put on state property or not his self was a West point graduate.

Today, I'm in my fifth year of service on the board of directors at our local theatre. I am an artist and I was appointed to that board of directors by a friend who passed away one day after I died and was revived. he appointed me not because we were deep Long friends, as I had only known him shortly, but rather because of my artistic merit of which he knew and most importantly because he knew that I was not a perfect person but a good and solid person. Authentic and genuine.

My heart doctor knew I had died and been revived. The first time one of his assistants met me he just pointed at me and told the other guy look at him. The other guy looked at the doctor like he was crazy and the doctor kept pointing it in me and just kept saying look at him with a long pause in between look at him. Then he said I'm telling you that's the real deal right there.

I'm good at communicating stories and experiences, often stuff people can't believe. It's probably why the soul I am was placed in this vessel to bear witness. I can't make much sense of it otherwise and like I said call me crazy if it makes you feel more comfortable, it doesn't change the way I feel about myself is single bit. I'm actually anything but crazy. I'm one of the most Zane logical and rational people you will find who likes to take chances with his self because he realizes his own life has shown him that there's no guarantee for the next second or beyond.that doesn't mean to be insane and throw all caution to the wind, but what it does mean is don't be scared to live for crying out loud!

I wanted to be a lawyer and then I had to fight this vicious lawyer in court when I testified against my friend. I could not talk to anybody at the courthouse nor could I attend court while it was taking place and people were testifying because I was a witness potentially and eventually of course was indeed a witness. I was not just a witness, I was the star witness for the prosecution and Jim Horan one of northern Virginia's most notorious prosecutors in Virginia history. Others were not capable of articulating the things that needed to be articulated and although I was emotionally crumpled and destroyed, somehow in between drinking bouts I would get my composure and I would honor my friend's life, while I destroyed my other friend's, his son's, life.

It took years to sort that up and realize that I didn't ruin a f****** thing. It took years to sort out that I got ruined. It took years to figure out that my friend who got blown away in his sleep, apparently, was the kind of guy who would have said don't drink yourself to death over my murder because life is worth living and enjoying like we did together and like your parents have worked hard for you, for.

I don't much like disingenuous inauthentic people at all !

As I'm getting older and I'm getting jaded I am starting to truly start to get this feeling that I don't much like people anymore. I'm really fighting off the getting jaded part because that's not my nature ! Anybody who knows me knows that's not my nature at all ! I am one of the kindest most caring and free loving spirits that you will ever meet that will truly give you anything I have if it will help you and not expect a damn thing in return, unless we have decided that it's in the each other's mutual benefits to make a deal otherwise.I'm not one you're going to stomp all over, but I am one that will reach out a hand to help you... indeed it's already reaching unless you slept it away before, that's entirely up to you always... well, the first time.

All of my studies and all of my life I've really been studying individuals or psychology or studying groups of people such as sociology or culture and of course religion and many other topics fit well into these beautiful geometries.

Soon we are going to start looking at the arts as more science like because we are going to start neural mapping of individuals and as we are going to do this so much is going to be revealed about what we have thought to be rather random to a large degree such as... imagination. I jumped at this point in time shifting gears from the previous paragraph because it is the realization of quantum computing and cloud computing combined that upon the Internet of things platform we are now finally at the beginning of this great voyage of which I read about very early in youth.

I'm not interested on taking forward the non angelics. the liars in the psychopaths in the sociopaths can all stay behind.

The problem here is they are blazing the trail in that direction faster than the rest that only use intuition, into this we of intuition that are going to have to strengthen ourselves to take them the f*** down and out.

What's amazing about words is that they call out to certain individuals or they don't.

We each already know precisely who we are at birth. Each birth experience, indeed. Don't you yet know who I am?

...of those you know that are fake, disingenuous, lie regularly for no reason whatsoever, who are unscrupulous and are only self-serving, if you watch them carefully you will see that they're lost chasing everything here that will not exist in the next realm. 

In 8th grade we had this wonderful project to make a lifeline. There was this great jumping-off point when alcohol was introduced into my life. When I was combined with murder, well I never returned to those dreams again because they were tracks impossible to return to. You don't know what desperate and alone is or dark and black... well, I pray you don't. I pray you can only imagine them.

I'm going to show you "this place" has through neural mapping. I've also written of neural mapping and we are going to neurally map psychedelic drugs as well as the afterlife !

You should hold on to your seat, because things are going to become far more exciting than you've ever known in your earthly womb.

Please, stop treating each other so poorly silly mortals !!!!!!!

The hate you express is the pain within you experienced being purged. When you find yourself in similar places doing the same thing purging this hatred, you must ask yourself why do you place yourself there over and over again. Don't ask yourself if you are a glutton for punishment, know it! Now that you've had this realization, change your entire life immediately ! It's not about other people want to hurt you and it's not about you you you because it's not personal... we are all hurt and sometimes there is good chemistry and sometimes there is not. If you are living in poor chemistry, leave.

When you search and seek your future starting now, you look for one that has the things that you desire in your heart of hearts and you observe and you listen and you learn, quietly, best.

When I pray for you as I pray for those that are sick, you are in my thoughts as you are in others thoughts... and it is our intentions are that we are together and that you are not alone. It is amazing today how many people are offended by prayer. I wonder if they are just as equally offended by the kind gesture of waving and smiling with good intentions.

If inversion is a tactic, and there's already division, what happens halfway through? 

Chaos

You're all being played. 

I promise you nothing of your sensory perception will exist in the next round where I promise you you will find yourself in time. I promise you you will still be you and you will still know the presence of you as yourself in that next realm. I promise you you will know others in that next realm precisely as you do here. I promise you you will know when they are present. I promise you that what will be in that next realm although not physical, will only be that which we all create together by our vibrational frequencies of existence. I'll end with a joke. 

The best part about heaven is... well, there, the matter doesn't matter.

Souls ~ Cyborg∆Steve

It is only in the experience of life which we are each unique, otherwise the same soul resides within all vessels, evolving at different speeds through experience.

To hate another is to hate yourself... don't act upon the hate, but rather find the root and remove it all with its body.

Take Thee To A Nunnery ~ Cyborg∆Steve

It seems our country could be in the middle of a bitter divorce, and nobody gives a s*** about the children ;(

Let me tell you from experience that this is a shitshow with a very poor and tragic ending typically.

if you were the judge or the lawyer you could totally understand and believe that both parties involved here believe everything they are saying to be the truth.

If you are a young child you're torn against nature as all that seems natural is torn apart from you and all that can feel you is a blackness and a hatred that is deep and dark.

Strangely though it is though something bigger than all of the family is driving everything in that direction and nobody can ever solve those problems.

If you are either parent others even know that you believe in yourself and you believe that you are right and you believe that you're standing up for everything that you should end they don't want to pick sides most often. Everybody would like to see everything just work out and even when embroiled right in the middle of these terrible times both parties understand that things work out best if they can set their own differences aside and that's best for everybody involved people passed immediate family even and it is best for everybody's finances as well. The opposite of this can be financial ruin and death at early ages from duress and stress.

We suffered through years of austerity. we've suffered through the second greatest economic downturn in the history of the United States of America which I will underscore heavily here is the worst economic downturn in recorded history because what is overlooked is the population affected, and that population of a few years ago as opposed to the suffering population from the 1930s are of no comparison in size. Fortunately the standard of living has risen overall so that the worst of the suffering on average was far above the worst of the suffering from the 1930s, that is comparing the more recent to the historic precedent.

When will you set aside your own political words that you impress out loud upon everybody else, your own opinion like an a****** and the loudest one of all,...when will you shut your mouth and set these thoughts of your own aside for a change and quit acting in such a selfish manner? Has its not struck you yet that each your personal political philosophical point of view you think so important is only driven by nothing but ego and is absolutely the least most important thing of this physical realm ???

There are those playing a game upon the greater masses and it is through social media and if it is a game that has rules and any projected points or if it's just being made up as we go, as the saying goes, is not for certain, but don't you realize that you have all, the majority, then played a full four decades now?

The bigger the bully you are in the worst you point your finger at others the worship does truly come back to you because it is you that was the most stupid of all worshipping all those things that did nothing but lie to you and have delivered us into Oblivion as we watch countries Fall in bankruptcies thrive but we fight in multiple countries on too many fronts where our resources are spread far too thin and wedevalue value life more and more everyday. Sodom and Gomorrah look like a tropical Paradise in comparison to what we accept today as normal, but those of only this physical realm thus far cannot see further, and I understand their blindness.

The words I have to share with them are far to exceedingly powerful and they are from past the physical realm and therefore only viewed as from a point of insanity because it is they that do not believe this place where I was and returned from is past the physical realm and does indeed exist without doubt and indeed parallel to the universe we experience together in this physical realm.

I have seen the beginning and I have seen the end and I have seen all of that that is in between, and it happened in a flash. Upon my return here, most of that said is what's left of that memory, it happens fast and one is in such awe when they realize they know all of the answers and they have seen all of recorded everything that continues to cycle like the lives we live, plural, yes indeed, and to understand what it means to evolve as a spirit. We all have so very much work to do and that is why we are here indeed and you should be humbled in a way you've never known until these words have met your eyes.

It's time to take a seat now and let's get to work and be a little bit more serious.that doesn't mean don't enjoy good times with your family and friends but what it does mean is put work and Service first as you put others. Earn well and work hard and take care of yourself and be of even more service to others and this cycle only grows, all else is a lie and leads to dead black ends.

Promote life and realize that denomination only divides.

In religion don't let spirituality be lost and don't be a servant to that which does not serve others first.

Who is it they would have this country and others fall in unison and why?

Who is it that would seek out these in goals daily while hundreds of millions suffer?

You are going to have a very difficult time understanding and absorbing the evidence that is going to be placed before you and just buy quantity alone you will quickly see that others have known for a long time they could take advantage of you and statistically have the house odds against you, which is highly against your good favor and highly in their good favor but all done of course unscrupulously by them.

What they have not understood from the day one is that there are those that built the foundation for all of technology and it is those that understand that foundation that can track anything and everything in the digital world from a certain point in time when this was placed into the master architecture.

Those that thought they would get away with bloody murder indeed will not for the most part. 

It is artificial intelligence with quantum computing upon the cloud that has been able to sort the incredible indescribable amounts of data that have had to be sorted to be able to prove in a court of law absolutely with clarity and well beyond even just a reasonable doubt the crimes that have taken place in mass.

The digital rapture is coming and it is going to be in the most fierce storm that mankind has seen as far as people disappearing and then the return to a more settled and balanced society where there is a complete return to all respecting life, but it's a heavy heavy price to pay before we get to that place.

My greater point is that it doesn't have to be... but you choose to hold on to everything that you have and everything that you are so that you can have more and be better than others because that's what you think is what matters, and it is you thinking that that matters that also destroys the world. You are driven into a fear-based corner and by your primal instincts and being a less evolved being, you are being very purposefully manipulated.

but you are the same person that scarce when somebody says try to cleanse your pineal gland. Lest you be reminded the first radios had quartz crystals with in them! Who is the lunatic now I ask you?

Shakespeare wrote, "Take the to a nunnery."

I say, "If only I could be so lucky today."

The Complicit Media Narrative... Julia Roberts As Harriet Tubman

What a disgusting narrative that the media complicitly is spreading like a wildfire and for what purpose??? The outrageous acts...just think about the proliferation of different types of terrible acts that we don't need to say by name in particular... we see across the country, and indeed the world, are akin to flames being fanned and it is these media outlets who are complicit, isn't that obvious??? The proof is there timing of releasing identical stories at identical times  and their talking heads that say identical phrases verbatim on the news shows and radio airwaves.

Listen to whatever is being advertised during these types of pushes and boycott those brands and these divisive multimedia borderline criminal bigwig bullies !!!

It's too bad reporting "good-news" isn't profitable. Shift the paradigm !

https://www.facebook.com/35277543605/posts/10158204239203606/

Utterly Lost ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I will tell you what is so humbling to me today. I am a member of an NDE (near death experience) group, and what veil is taken away is have 99.9% of the people are completely and utterly lost within themselves.

There's a reason Faith exists in there is a reason that it is so incredibly powerful. Those reasons are why it's abused also, and more reasons too. So be careful... in all regards, in all affairs.

Moving forward, I just had Revelations made to me through my experience that were certainly otherworldly because I was no longer here for a moment or so.

I know it's hocus pocus to a lot of people, and hogwash to others... and just a chemical rush if you look at it in terms of medical science ....and blah blah blah ... but there are messages that are powerful that have persisted and echoed through the of the ages & of all teachings and all of the religions for eons.

As we were all born at various different times unique to each of us, so to do our souls evolve. Old souls are old souls and I've always been one of those and for good reason because my time to be exalted is soon. I don't want to hurry.

I want to love and enjoy the roses along the way. I pray you will too. I pray to Source.

All I miss and yearn for is a Castle already for me and all of my love... in heaven. We built that castle, you and I. We didn't quit, we overcame adversity, we persevered. Warrior Survivors. We were all people and knew all pain and swallowed it whole for others to see and stood stronger than ever, a master of this realm too now at long last, finally, to be ever exalted

Some will cross back and forth between realms, physical and what we think now only heavenly. Some can communicate now. 

Trust none. Faith is measured in works. Practice Faith

Your castle awaits precisely as you prescribed.

Build your family strong, as an empty castle is haunting.

Neural Implants ~ Cyborg∆Steve

In the world of computing and at the very beginning of this "internet of things", where do you see us well beyond Facebook in a decade or two?

Will you have a neural implant? Would you accept this voluntarily? It will only become less and less invasive, and perhaps one day passive even.

I am very very fascinated to see what mural mapping crossbred with quantum computing will teach us about the mind, and even perhaps the spirit... the ghost within the biological machine.

There are many that just think we receive a signal. There are those that of course cough but you have to remind them of the first radio is having a quartz crystal in them. then you have to remember the seat of the soul, the pineal gland, and it's crystals within. Hmmmmmmmmmm

My ex-father-in-law is a physicist and also the youngest SES ever in the government before his retirement and probably still holds that record and also ran a government agency and unless you can prove something false, he insisted your mind should be open enough to entertain all possibilities within logical reason... but it's also a mind like this that understands logical reason might not know bounds as well.

Would you like to stay and individual processor, or would you like to be combined with other processors, or a little bit of both?

The doctor that did a little dental work the other day was really something in a great way. Old and tough. He said he needed encouragement (to the nurse) ...and I said well I'll give you encouragement and I told him what I went through in 2018. He told me he had a kidney replaced twice now, and a knee replaced too... so far ! Hell of a guy !!! I said well you encouraged me and I sure hope all of this encourages you cuz look at us ???

What you can never really fully estimate is someone's spirit.

I'm thankful to be alive.

Where is Hunter?

SiBourg∆Steve

Depression Questions

If you suffer from depression regularly, just a curious few questions...

Do you exercise and break a sweat daily ?

Do you find your sweat to have a chemical smell ?

Do you cry at intervals you find often compared to others ?

Born of 67 Eve On Christmas ~ Iam Christian Star

I'm nearing 52, born of 67 this being 2019.

It seems my generations children are angry at their parents and really going at it to try to gain control and they are not scared to rock the boat & challenge even the elder generations as well. 

All I got to say is when you busy talking s***, you never see the fist.

There's a lot of us getting tired of listening to all the jibber jabber. ALL, that doesn't concern Democrat and Republican concerns it concerns all bullshit !!!

There's a part of our population trying to tear apart the better part of the population and we are better than they are and we're not going to let them do that to us. We're not going to keep playing into these games. If there's just those that are so ignorant that they're going to threaten others, they will get slapped down minimally. They will always be met with just enough force to quell them, as the law specifies. that's the fortunate ones. There are others that just can't control themselves or don't care and they will not administer what the law suggests the guideline are. They're willing to pay the price and throw their lives away when they lower their selves to these actions of those that they despise, when the prescribe their vigilante justice.

We've evolved to this place, and here we are. 

What next however, to indeed evolve? Also to keep honor and respect...but why?

If your questioning why, your life is more than likely suffering desperately.

What do you see if those living by example. Follow those leaders.

Of leaders... Where are you ? Do you not see your lost flock?

In selfishness is known no love.

Iam Christian Star ~ Exalted Through Others Works

I'm only exalted to this point in life through everybody else's work.

Makes one deeply humble in a different way to know destiny is not their own, AT ALL.

I'm uncomfortable in a humble spirit, I'm use to riling, rising, raising, carroussing, boozing... Christ, please humble me even more so from myself now.

Why? Only answer I've ever known is to cope with the overwhelming pain life circumstances or others have afflicted upon me, and inside part of me is a killer trained stealth and Swift, sleek fast and powerful that strikes without warning, and the other part is calm and forgiving always, but in the interim, it's not me that's makes those decisions, but rather who it is that lives with the consequences. I certainly inflicted plenty upon myself as well, that needs not be said and there are hundreds that would bear witness to this. Do you believe in healing yet??? I know I believe in forgiveness, you've all proven that to me for sure, well... some. some will never give it when it's not deserved. They don't realize they reserved a space of their soul for illness when they hold onto these reservations, and that lesson I have to consume and it's made my gut hurt a long time. Revelations shall set you free.

I'm trying to be more thoughtful of others in my actions today since these lessons, I'm trying to understand now.

Death was and is not a cliff, but a launching point.

I am thankful for the God that saved the wretch I was.

It's amazing what others can witness and still not believe.

Do you think medical science was built on a lack of faith? Do you think protocols or followed with a lack of faith in mind?

Is life not programs of interactions of cause and effect with faith as our guide towards the desired outputs?

Is it really important that you want to set your way and I want to say it my way so much so that we must fight over that? 

The only person that says you don't have a valid perspective is yourself, and when you make outrageousness it is you that reveals that very weak attribute within, and then the others pounce hard fast swift and strong until death.

Tell me all of the above is a lie and that the struggle isn't real.

Without everyone, I am nothing.

I'm so thankful to have known and shared love. If that was something I could give away in x, I would do it until the end of time, all eternity.

Twelve 12

We are all of the 12 signs the 12 Stars the 12 zodiacs the 12 tribes. We are one and two combined three a trinity, 1 and 2 combined 12. We are a sequence that learns upon itself through DNA life travels over the spans of space-time generation after generation, recording what once was and with vision moving forward doing its best to overcome today's challenges. Life Is Persistence. Faith Is Even More Powerful. Work Is The Only Phofit/Prophet. $ is a tool often associated with sin, beware and be scrupulous.

Names Given & Chosen ~ Christian Star

I do adore the name my parents so honored me with, however... I am seriously contemplating changing my legal name to, Christian Star.

I have many various friends from many various walks of life and I absolutely don't mind whatever silly comments may follow.

I also don't want anybody to expect anything outrageous,... I've been through enough recently dammit.

Now, how you would like to interpret everything above is completely up to your own inner well-being.

Tell me in life an experience that is not dissimilar?

I came forth of utter blackness, a soul forged hard.

~ Christian Star

Iam Christian Star

I'm sorry my last life was so very disappointing, however, I am working very hard at making this life a great and beautiful success. It's good to know who is everybody in the beginning. I can't say I had that in hand last time. I know exactly who everybody is.

I've tried and tested everything and everybody and I know who is strong and I know who is weak.

I don't know of any other such second lease on life quite like mine oh, well... Honestly, I have heard of one.

There are others whose stories are close but I just wish to meet those that saw what happened right before their eyes.

Call me crazy but I feel bad for those who don't believe in faith and have no idea of it or real true knowledge of it ends it's because nobody has shared with them truth and witness and strength of those experiences in their own lives, and that makes for very dire times indeed.

Tell me, are we not in those dire times?

Perhaps all of my epiphanies are mythical fantasy within and I disintegrate and depart and the laughing can ensue some more. 

Perhaps I will build a castle, instead.

~Iam Christian Star

Fairmont Falling, West Virginia ~ Cyborg∆Steve

What can we offer each city, each county, and each jurisdiction in every state that will bring it better growth and stability, and starting absolutely as most quickly and efficiently as possible where statistically we know the most of our citizens are suffering?

I would like to watch all of us start focusing on real Life solutions today as a realist instead of these silly cyber warriors attacking one another with empty words and silly opinions like children. We are all guilty of being despicable in those regards and it's time to grow up. We'll see how long that lasts. 

Anyhow, after a trip to Fairmont West Virginia, I just have had certain Revelations that I think are critical and there is most desperately this multi million people population that are desperately suffering and there's just not people out there doing a damn thing about it because most people are only thinking about themselves and live in pockets of luxury.

In a pocket of luxury you are insulated from the view of the suffering and the real terrible tragedies that are happening around in such close proximity and two people that either don't have the wit or the resources to be able to help themselves react and upright themselves whatsoever.

If I don't speak up I'm nothing. I'm only up right because I've benefited of such a beautiful Community as where I live, where there is great deep suffering. 

We must quickly examine what is successful for populations and evolve as we depart from those systems that have failed us miserably and we should be able to do that with a transition that is very easy and bipartisan, as wouldn't you want the best for everybody as opposed to not and especially most especially at the most economically feasible price possible?

I will not entertain argument in here about politics because this is really just kind of thinking out loud and out-of-the-box philosophically and intellectually and not trying to get down to the sinister details of politics, a machine with tires that spin in place.

I know that there are places each day that present themselves in life where I am offered the opportunity to either do good or not do good and I will try my best to do what is good where I am and also take what I can as an excellent example of learning and experience and hope that I may share it with others so that we all may saw some of these problems.

How could somebody renting an apartment whose apartment failed inspection be put in another house without electricity at this time of year, let me ask you this?

How the f*** is that humane?

I'm positive my first-hand knowledge is not correct and I will not articulate names herein, but why do we accept this too parts of our population today?

I've been all of those people and I know because you get treated like hell and you get treated like you don't matter. Most give up. Those that treat them that way we want them to give up. Why do we all suffer in such a way is that there must be such a hate?

this is not a unique story. I live in Appalachia and this story echoes loud and clear and regularly and often and it repeats. I don't mean it repeats as an echo, I mean it repeats after generation and generation and generation of children that.. well, damn it... I don't know why we have not solved these problems...

They are not wholly made of people that made poor choices. They are wholly made of people that have been neglected and forgotten, and that's for sure and that is starting to include our veterans with your starting to get only a tiny bit of representation.

Nobody wants to talk about death and the dying but the truth of the matter is today is the fact that we have the largest recorded to generation in history upon the doorstep of retirement currently and we have a medical professional shortage.

I wish I could be there in front lines fighting against  that but I don't think I have the heart for it. This shit tears me up inside to watch...over and over and over it seems. 

An ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure, but nobody seems to give a s***. Nobody equals the majority. There is a great many that of course care and give of themselves greatly, I just pray more will adopt that attitude and just help somehow where you see suffering or at least even if you're not hands on just to be a good guide so that that other one may find themselves at a crossroads one day to help themselves once again when they are ready because sometimes that is the juxtaposition but it's not the only juxtaposition.

That's enough out of me I suppose. I just I'm tired of all the suffering.

Modern Political Idiocracy ~ Cyborg∆Steve

How bad has the modern political Idiocracy become?

Is it not a kin to a child watching his parents battle it out, these cheap political parties taking non-stop cheap shots and flat-out telling lies against another through media outlets as weapons, and people as weapons?

Has that done anything positive for the adult human psyche in America???

I've got Friends on both sides of this and just like I have a mother and a father that thankfully I didn't have to watch fight, but if I did I can only imagine... well... I wouldn't have survived.

Who is it that would want us at another's throats? Seriously you have to ask yourself this friends at friends throats? Who would put others in this juxtaposition on purpose??? 

Everybody needs to start gathering their thoughts and biting their tongues and returning to respect and decency for one another and it's okay to hold your political thoughts close to the vest, that is indeed why we vote in private.

I know it's calling the kettle black when the guy with diarrhea of the mouth is telling everybody to shut the f****** and try something different... but... really... we got to think about this a little deeper don't we???

Let's be kind to another again. We are truly destroying families and a beautiful country. The best recorded history has yet known, with a lit of work to be done we can all agree, let's just spend this energy there, working productively.

There will be so much fruitfulness there will not be time for fighting, that was the system we already had in place... completely bastardized !!!!!!!

It's time for the media outlets to all changed their tune. It's time for all of us to change our tune and stop battling it out with one another, but I know this "thing" has a lot of energy. This thing is a powder keg and it's been put here totally on purpose, trust me there.

I had one professor in college and he was on the bomb squad in Washington DC. Dr. Larry Linville. I had a substitute teacher once he was on a bomb squad also. I think it was fifth or sixth grade. Mr. Lampshire. He had a flinch that one could mistake for tourette's. His partner didn't make it. 

I articulate the paragraph above because what I see today is a traumatized society in more ways than the ways I studied in college and I'm thankful that my memory sharpens as my heart strengthens in the oxygen starts to course through my veins better and better and better again but I've a long way to go before I can finish this fight.

it's a fight for our country and for our Constitution and for the foundation and ground work that has already been laid here that is under attack, and I will never ever stand idly by while my life is in my hands. When I am exalted to that next realm again, I will be at peace again as I was for a moment a year in a couple of months ago, but in two then I want a beautiful and peaceful country for this future where our political parties have kind and mutually respectful discourse and they put their personal egotistical bulshit aside and serve the great people of this absolutely most incredible bulk nation in recorded history. I did not say we were anything near perfect so do not get ignorant with me. In a superfluous system there is always great work to do moving forward, as that is the nature of life and survival is it not?

We argue the details and every great book of every principle decent good religion will tell you the same thing is that when you start dwelling there you are dwelling in the most sin you will ever do well in and it is always a path that leads to very dark and evil places in those are just the statistical facts of Life. All of the ancients have taught these things.

Perspectives ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Somebody asks a question... and you and I have different answers. 

If the consensus of your experience leads you to believe your answer correct and the consensus of my experience leads me to believe that my answer is correct, who would be wrong ?

Stepping outside of the self and seeing the larger picture allows one to realize and accommodate several perspectives.

I'm curious if our society today, our culture, we'll be able to do that on a consistent basis.

Should you see any drawbacks?

... ... ...

Before we get an attitude and start to fight, which only shows undue stress upon ourselves and our own personal weaknesses in the moment, try counting to three while you walk backwards in your mind's eye and adopt the perspectives of all, or One from above, a God's eye view.

I hate to say that used to not be my nature, but it's becoming more natural now in myexploration for survival and resilience.

It's strange the things I once knew and decided to act otherwise. I'm so thankful to this chance of having evolved or having certain damages mended and a better train of thought returning as my body's chemicals, a river or a wash, readjust in cleanse, as I have certainly been a polluted lot.

Is our body not an organism already polluted or cleansed?

it's good to step outside of yourself in this perspective to and realize that truth as written above. Think of these things when you're consuming food. It's incredibly difficult to overcome the overwhelming ridiculous amounts of craving that the human being can develop after being exposed to certain molecules. It's scientific fact that many chain restaurants have chemists that work for them and study this very topic and design very secretive recipes because they know basically how to trick your neural network and make you an addict. MSG is the best example and we know not everybody tolerates it well. It's a trick that makes your mind thinks something is exponentially tastier than it actually is. It's probably the most docile of the mall is my guess, since everything else is under lock and key.

I lived under at least two paradigms and I promise you in my youth with my mother's home cooking from natural organic food we were a healthier and happier people and we were younger too so it was easier oh, but healthier natural foods don't pollute a body. Doesn't that make perfect nutritional and dietetic sense?

I eat a crazy amount of cheese but guess what I need to build bones. I will let my weakness be my strength and finally I can straighten my neck after 14 months and look up at the night sky with almost zero pain. The bruising was so very deep. The pain is still ridiculous. There's a new level. Like everything was reset in death and revival. it's rather strange I still hurt but not like I once did but I'm also healing with my heart getting stronger and stronger and my will returning and by stamina wavering desperately back into 4th but on an upward trajectory most oft.

I hate long distance running and I've never run a marathon but now I feel like I have every day for the last 14 months because everything has to be thought of with the thought of God and life for my own sustenance.

It's nice when everything else gets stripped away and you can return so easily to basics without the trauma and idiotic distractions that were placed upon me a few times or mostly which I just put on myself.

The Christian Cliff ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I feel like Christianity left me at a cliff. Unknowing what to do or what was next. Is that not how we feel in the human physical sense?

in my near-death experience through cardiac arrest stroke and other massive complications and the subsequent treatment with CPR and defibrillation and the miracle of revival and the healing process and recovery, The experience certainly leaves one in a different state of mind. I'm not talking about the trauma. The trauma alone is its own box of discontent.

It's where I went in what I experienced and I share these thoughts and ideas with others that have had like experience and oh, well there's this great inner peace within most of the time. I'm still human I still deal with all of the same other stuff that I always used to deal with but I also realize that in the next exalted place all will be as perfect as anybody ever wanted within themselves and all will be forgiven and there shall be no pain and there will be great beautiful melodies and harmonies and all those things we desire together oh, but it is not for us to shut these vessels too soon for we must travel far to evolve our souls to understand and appreciate that place which we shall be exalted.

I don't feel like I'm on that Cliff anymore and it makes it a lot easier to appreciate life so much deeper and I have to tell you I don't feel like I never did.

I love deeply and I live hard and I'm an emotional being and I'm thankful for all of that and if spirit that is difficult makes those things which are enhanced incredibly difficult to deal with because the chemical tides shift Swift and it hurts the heart and I promise you if the right people study this scientifically and medically they will see that this would be the root cause of takotsubo syndrome probably. Trauma and chemical change sometimes Swift and emotional simply even if the thought of only in the universe within because that projection is just as real as the one on the outside we share.

Christianity, like all the other beautiful principled religions, do give great guidance towards the proper way to think in shoes in such ways that there will be fruitfulness in your life for you and your family and your friends and we should not admonish any principled religion just as we should not speak ill of others, of which I am certainly guilty of in my past but I don't feel I will sue easily use those types of words as weapons today.

I feel as though I died, which I did, and returned and I was involved as a spirit and I'm back into the same body in which I will work hard to mend it. I will need some help but I believe in miraculous healing too. I believe in Western and Eastern medicine also. I believe in cross-pollinating and combining philosophies and ideas and religions and any such thing that should help me to survive to the points back to where I can enjoy life and it matters not to me how others judge me along my journey of survival.

I have been blessed with the most beautiful and greatest of friends been crushed often with the greatest of tragedies but who has not as a survivor? The bees still always make honey each year. I desire a castle in which to share love it's my family and friends and my heart is pretty intent on trying to make that reality from pure fantasy.

My whole life seems a dream anyway, and what a beautiful one. 

Forrest Gump has always been a movie I personally treasure in my heart because it touches this place that we all desire no doubt where life is tough but we overcome and we survived and we achieve greatness.

Those things are great, but not the soul is not evolved.

Promote life over denomination which divides and let all else be what it will.

I'm still a Christian. I'm still a Jew. I'm still a Muslim. I'm still a mountain, and a bird, and a fish and the sea. I Am all things you see in others and in me. I'm a brother, a sister, a friend, a sick man, the dead, witness. I Am the Alpha the Omega, You ∆re Too.

God's no name or face, 

God's no gender,

God's no physicality,

God's resides already within you,

each most definitely in His Image.

All life has souls, and souls evolve through evolution, which is a mixture of Darwinism and spiritual mysticism as things are described today. The tribal American Indians knew we were all one this and that evil here and more still in the next life so exalted through metamorphosis.

I've been there and back.

There is nothing to fear,

there is nothing to rush,

let the perfect waters clean and baptize your thoughts,

Destiny,

A castle,

Awaits Us All.

I Shall In Time See You There Too,

ONE

One Day All United Strong

Mind Control Programs ~ Do Your Due Diligence ~ Cyborg∆Steve

MK Ultra

Many people scoff, because they refuse to study evident proof and admission.

How many "programs" do you think you're being conducted upon different populations or the entire population today?

For example, you have Ed Snowden and Mark Zuckerberg, perhaps the finest actors and the most perfect interfaces because I think it's all acting. They are of an age that knows they are constantly 100% of the time under scrutiny. They are sharp as tacks and early into geniuses and they realize that the tree is they are truly under a microscope.

There are many actors amongst us.

The sad thing is the genuine and authentic seem to be disappearing at breakneck speed. I always hated that expression. I especially hate it even more so now.

Language is powerful.

I published in route letters about most of what Snowden has revealed with proof, and when I these letters it was two in particular one former congressman and I had previously correspondence and also met. That was well before Edward Snowden.

The cat had already long been out of the bag with in different agencies stand do you have to realize that we are now inside of the internet of things here and there is an incredible amount of media, more in 2018 alone than all of the recorded history before it at the NSA for an example and that is a direct quote from general people she's Alexander who I met face-to-face into shook hands with.

I don't know how I ended up at the fraternal order of eagles and became their president back long ago in Alexandria Virginia in my twenties, but I do know they started out as an actor's guild.

I don't know how I ended up on the board of directors at the embassy theater, but I do know I'm around a lot of absolutely incredible actors and artists, and I already know some of the most prominent in the world from my youth and I can prove that anytime. I feel spoiled in the most beautiful ways in the earth we experience. I pray everybody will know these wonderful blessings and far more because that's what sharing offers.

There are many that are trying to control parts of the populace because it is just simple mathematics that it is valuable. The most valuable commodity is really people. I didn't use the term illegal oh, I'm being a realist.

I grew up in a staunch Conservative Republican idealist with super liberal friends at the fraternal order of eagles and I heard a calling that said move to Cumberland Maryland and I left after me and my wife decided to take a break from one another.

I trust intuition and its the beautiful Community here that saved my life and revived me, and my intuition is never been wrong but people will tell you I'm crazy and I like to play around and I'm quite comical and well don't you get it there's lots of acting but those that know me, know me.

I love great people and the nasty will get cut down.I've nothing to lose now more than ever and I've never had anything to lose to start with because I've always realized this material world is a myth where we go next exalted.

The serious parts of my timeline that reveal the real me usually read about a decade ahead of real life for everybody else because I am a seer or visionary and I have always been that way and that way I will always be in that which I don't understand my mind is intent and curious about Non-Stop. In medical death on the table my mind was still active with my spirit no. I don't know if they are both permanently resident in this body for sure in a scientific fact but I know for a fact I wasn't within my body anymore. it doesn't even surprise me that this happened to me and what I mean is that I'm alive, again.

A doctor has a federal license and have to be very careful about what they articulate and how they articulated but a nurse will tell you straight out to your face that you were dead and all your organs were shutting down. When you start speaking after you know you were dead and you hear gasps, well those gas are unmistakable because they don't expect anything ever again nothing much less cognizant perfectly clear conscientious expression of thought through articulation I can oral communication skills that they would think being lost at least through the trauma for the minute.

so I guess I flatlined? Guests and then yes you did mr. Swaggart. And then I said I'm not going to look but did you have to unzip my rib cage because if so that's going to be really tough to survive because I know I already went through a lot and I broke my ribs long ago and that took a year-and-a-half of fighting before I felt good and it was like nobody believes me then. Nobody ever believes anything about what I tell them. I smile because I've suffered so much. She's doing good times easy to smile.

I was once connect pretty much promise that if I walked information to my administrative law review for social security disability without my cane that I would get my disability but they decided to trust that up and f****** because I called him out as a liar, my lawyer you can ask my local attorney that I worked for twice and my father and my brother because I called them each in rapid succession immediately after hanging up with that attorney and I promise you the metadata will prove that.

You cannot believe the corruption that is everywhere and purposeful but it is because systems are broken and we are not properly addressing repairing them and we are purposefully being divided.


Here's the part I was Jack you might relate to you because I'm part Irish joke at you, there will be plenty of time to drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and fight, but only after we fix the internal mechanisms of our country so that we will have great abundance once again and the ability to celebrate and get stupid.

You might not like hearing this, some of you, but don't you all realize and I mean every single one of you that are you each not one of the 12 tribes? Are you not each born under one of the 12 astrological signs? Don't let language bastardize your intuition. That's your communication to your source and it's personal and that's okay it doesn't have a name or a face but it does guide you so just stay tuned in and listen to that and follow those that have productive good lives and offer back to others and promote life.

I have had the most incredible highs and lows that most could imagine and often don't believe whatsoever.

I have had friends that are murderers and criminals all the way to successful politicians and wealthy businessman what's scruples well and you as well as military men and civilian government men and women that make me feel as though I have contributed absolutely nothing in comparison. I've not contribute too much because I've been ill and do not information of just my own stupidity and the making of my last life.

I am reborn now, in August of 2018, a Leo, and I will articulate and speak as I wish and I will convey truths that I know and I will shine a light on those liars and the lies that I uncover because that is what happens in life in this Light vs. Darkness and that's my nature.

I am so not healthy but I am more determined than anybody I know because people I know that were determined more than anybody else were dying and I watched them and I want that same custom and through death and rebirth I have it now and I will never abused myself again and I pray and focus on my ceiling first but only after my continual communion with God as I understand him because I just keep in mind that's only a word of reference to that which is in a round that is not physical and therefore there exists no word

...to be continued...

Exalted Frequencies In Unison Design Reality ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I once levitated,
I don't tell lies,
higher states of being,
Magick before your eyes.

Normal for the likes of me,
Vibrating through survival running non-stop at a higher frequency,
exalted spirits very essence transcends physical reality

Chorus:

Pineal crystals all at the same frequencies, transmitting and receiving in perfect harmony,
a beautiful human next dimension exalted neural chemical portal symphony,
at last, we have achieved symmetry.

What if together we choose to lift off?
All in unison,
same intention worldwide,
True thought coordinated neural over the internet of things synchronicity???

Hmmmmmmmmmm,
Just think of what could be ???
Anything we desire in an instant if so agreed,
I've told you now exactly about the attributes of what makes heaven so heavenly.

I've been there, Heaven, and back,
I Was God and His Throne,
Everything born turned to stone,
Every soul ever I've seen all.

There we are all in another's presence not physical,
each in another's neural network,
connected forever with all knowledge,
and with a 360° spherical view of all of history.

Chorus:

Pineal crystals all at the same frequencies, transmitting and receiving in perfect harmony,
a beautiful human next dimension exalted neural chemical portal symphony,
at last, 

we have achieved symmetry.

I Am Witness,
He with Vision,
He that Sees,
Healer, Lover, Visionary.

You've not seen Faith like within I know,
I was dead returned on Faith I set sail,
For Love eternal, I know now returned,
to evolve this soul, like you, until exalted.

Cycling, cycling, cycling,
the elders have never lied,
you cannot teach a mind open you can't pry,
NDE's real glimpses of the dimension next.

Surreal yes,
but equal reality,
a mirror universe of no physicality,
opposite but perfect balance reality.

It only happens once we transcend,
we are souls of a God Organism,
The Creator, Us, We, Family,
Let's start vibrating in the spiritual soul and in the essence of unity.

Intent to help all other person's,
Defend principles and understand the value of structure and discipline,
practicing daily good health and exercise to exorcise demons.

This life is full of half heathens,
Dichotomy says we all commit treason,
I like to run with them too,
Also equally exciting but for the wrong reasons.

Chorus:

Pineal crystals all at the same frequencies, transmitting and receiving in perfect harmony,
a beautiful human next dimension exalted neural chemical portal symphony,
at last, we have achieved symmetry.

Healing & Evolving Soul Cycles ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Having more oxygen with a properly beating heart and more stamina is like being able to dive down further meaning deeper and holding your breath longer but instead you're able to do this mentally. It used to be I could only kind of live on the surface and deal with these things in those things and I would get frustrated and pissed off all the time but now I'm starting to mellow back into the me I knew a couple of decades ago. I get glimpses and I pray that I will continue to see that same means star to re-emerge that a lot of my friends in sure miss. Trust me I do too. I never wanted to be a sick asshole...it ain't fukkin' easy .. and trying to juggle other stuff too... OMG ! Lots of things still to reverse but I'm getting more and more youthful and I'm so thankful for these battle victories. When the time comes to cruise, I'll depart with Grace and peacefully, as my experiences have been Grand and life so perfectly beautiful, but I'm a stubborn son of a bitch who likes to fight and curse and I stand up for what I believe in... and that's life... Mine and others too. It's because others before me taught me to do the same... it's nothing about me. It's about them before and those coming after. I've felt like the luckiest man in the world so many, many, times, I can't even tell you... I hope everyone feels that way inside no matter the challenges and that you know you can overcome anything and that departures are are a tough part of these overlapping souls life's cycles too. Evolving happens at different speeds for different folks and on parallel universes we share from within which is a universe unique to itself. It's amazing we agree on anything, just like it's amazing most often of the time our cars start witch such great reliability and dependability..

Broadcasting & Receiving Souls ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I believe the body only a receiver to the conscience... broadcast from elsewhere (source) to the pineal gland, the seat of the soul, where resides DMT, The Spirit molecule, our consciousness.

Most would think this statement mad, as we currently design nano-robots.

All of this is singing energetic frequency and vibration, one in the same depending on surround and sensory perception.

We are biological-alien-bots running a program of experience and we send and receive data and we utilize our sensors and actuators precisely as those we have designed so similarly.

It's fundamentally a lot more commonsensical than what most would have us believe today, is it not??? You first have to refuse to accept that what you believe thus far is the perfect and finite truth, as we are moving into a time of incredible revelation through modern science and quantum computing and artificial intelligence that is simply indescribable concerning the upcoming breakthroughs that will soon be our daily commonplace bantering and bickering, as we jettison our history and evolve into this new incredible era, and we are already well into it, believe it or not.

Look around in the last decade from 2010-2020 and look at what we have accomplished! But...don't look past what we should have accomplished and must. We all know the imminent and undeniable truths. Trust your instincts and watch nature with an open mind as you learn.

We are now going to become one with the machine in a way mankind may never be able to undo, without completely falling first. We may also lose all the knowledge we utilized to construct that which will eventually construct itself, and then what once we come to rely upon it?

Can we overcome the sad human nature of sins? ...or will they permeate all of this physical existence because indeed it is our toil, no???

I promise you in the next realm of the raised chakra and of the enlightenment and promise of the Kabalah and of the promise of the heavens and all principled religious teachings and basic spiritual philosophy if that next real and dimension will not be of a physical vibration but know it's real and we coexist within it already. We are a part of God, It, Source, etc., and it most definitely is the creator of all things including us. It's not physical but a presence, so no name and no face known to make is Truth, too. As I've sat at His table, My Father Solemn, and I've Eaten with His Grace To Return.

I'm Him too. So are you each. All His Image, Perfect.

The choice is definitely eternal blackness, or Eternal Life, I Chose Life and do return with the help of certain angels, no doubt, right??? Hospital staff performing miracles. I was in blackness. In prayer there. I wanted to come back for my destiny to share, Love. I was back in an instant, and it wasn't me on my mind, but her. She's my Love. There can be no other way, and if she will not have me, I'm content knowing I was always a good man to her, and as a daughter, I will covet her.

She brought life energy to me, shared it with me, filled me with it, sustained me, and because of my Love for her eternal as no other before or after, I'm Living, Again. She did this all while my heart was failing... Takotsubo Syndrome struck me down swift.

Grinding Teeth, A Discipline In Too Common A Practice ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Do many grind teeth mainly because they hurt ??? I'm thinking this is a huge reason why.

I've had TMJ for ages...I think it's gone. I think it was these freaking teeth that got pulled and left perforations on both sides.

These roots into my sinus cavity I believe have been at issue with me for a lifetime, until this newest perforation heals.

Thoughts???

I don't think teething is just for children, our teeth grow and change our entire lifetimes, and it's painful even if your teeth are in absolutely pristine health.

I'm thankful I have energy again to care for myself, what most don't realize is that the stolen stamina is a thief to helping yourself and thinking straight.

I'm not out of the woods still for a good long while but I'm comfortable here, do it's perfectly fine and I see the new me ahead I'm constructing with professional guidance and the life of family and friends.

Life is getting better and better again, and that's a blessing certainly, however, these mountains around I must ascend over and over again and learn to do with Grace. I hate mountain climbing, but I'm learning to enjoy it. It's the learning and the ascension, the enlightenment.

Death is no longer a threat of fear or control over me, it's a beautiful destination, however, one I'm not trying to visit again quite anytime soon. I adore life, and I will work hard to promote that within myself and then maintain that health, and then to help others along this path, a minister, a shaman, a Wiseman, a Chief, a leader, only because experience Grace's me with such honor and duty to others, which I shall learn, too, like mountain climbing, embrace.

These peaks and troughs of opportunity and waiting... can you see the pattern of the waves coming at you now? Can you feel them in your Intuition? Doesn't your Faith support that we should know these patterns and further be prepared, Always ???

Are these mountains unlike waves, truly?

Are these all not just repeating fractal patterns of life ??? No???

I live outside of myself now which I am just a body to manage and maintain. I decided to subscribe to a better plan than to that of free will. I'm no longer interested in what's inside as much as I'm interested in doing for myself that which is best for me towards my greater goals, health is the first greatest goal.

The rest is positioning myself in the finest way most efficiently to maximize my life and enjoy my relationship with God and my family, and my friends and acquaintances. I pray to keep a level balance here, carefully. Prayer is intent. Work is intent delivered. Don't be confused. We are talking practicing discipline over serving the self. Do you understand?

There is no Magickal happening in these disciplines, only the promise of fruitfulness through proper and planned and dedicated work as others you can observe have done do before you themselves, again not Magick.

Practice Discipline.

Practice Due Diligence.

Serve Not Only Thy Self.

Before I didn't practice the proper disciplines and I served myself. I understand that now, which I couldn't then. I'll help others now to see this finer and better way.

Is your oral health not practice in discipline?

How does it reflect your "overall healths " condition?

This is where understanding the Chakras is so critical! Understanding the kundalini, understanding the kabala.

It's all about practicing disciplines and maintaining balance (s).

You cannot be healthy if your rotting where you fuel the body !!!!!!!

Go smile in the mirror and think about how your teeth feel. Why would you neglect them as such? What now are you inspired to do to take your health back? This is the most important step because otherwise, Death stands close ready to knock and you put him at that distance.

Death of Conversation, Life Muted ~ Cyborg∆Steve

The dying art of conversation ;( ...and there went intellectualism too. Who says Magick isn't real ? Looking fairly effective !!!!!!! To be in awe is not unlike being held in a spell, amazed and unable to act for the self, others will for you. At least language has symbol to convey sentiment inaudible. Music is so very powerful, but so is silence. You reveal your inner self when you reveal what you think you know of me and who I Am. Who casts your delusions within yourself? The mirror always knows if you need a stark reminder, for the ego, Narcisiss himself, will always greet you there.