Maybe the elitists and the globalists have it right and the hell with each of you that holds the rest of us back with your own narcissistic ways.
Free Will and choice will let you kill yourself.
I very likely may suffer from my heart conditions from abusive alcoholic drinking, and it doesn't matter what I tell you the reasoning is for this, the truth is that I made a very poor decision thousands of times.
I haven't drank in this lifetime.
it may be fully inconsequential, but to accept responsibility means to admit openly of my huge flaws many and them to move forward in God's grace with God's grace and through God's grace to an elevated and better place.
That's what works for me today, and I pray that you will find something that works in a parallel way for you. Do not let words divide and guide us into war through the nomination and a lack of due diligence in the ignorance therefore.
if I've journeyed and I don't report back what it is that I've learned so that the greater good would not be served then my life has truly been wasted, and only until that point. There is always redemption. Always is not something that is here in the physical realm only. Redemption always exists but if you choose to stop the cycle yourself in an instant you certainly are not going to keep moving along through the cycle. Life has a cycle just like a planet or a Galaxy or any type of micro or macro cousin you would like to examine.
I am not manifest of the ill-will nor The Ill mind nor am I of the ill body any longer and certainly never was of the ill so that was I another life ago, and I pray to not be arrogant so that I will forget the shoes of which I came in.
at the most gut-wrenching of life's times, life has constantly and consistently told me to buckle the f****** and use every coping mechanism that you have in your toolbox because when tragedy strikes what that really means is now things are going to get rough. It's the match to the powder keg and then there's the long after effect and I'm in the midst of that and it's a tough tough place.
I'm isolating and I'm shutting down and I'm slowing down because I don't want to overdo it and I'm trying my best to be calm and refocused and detached from my typically truly over internalization and overly emotional responses that have in the past truly killed me.
You have to understand the science through the study of cardiology in the medical discipline to understand precisely what stock is Subaru syndrome is and what it is that preempts it.
It is a drop dead heart attack or broken hearted syndrome or people will say or refer to it as you died of a broken heart, etc. Takotsubo is simply a Japanese word for octopus trap because when the heart kind of has a cramp it changes its overall shape and it's output function is so decreased it can kill you in an instant literally. It is the famous drop dead heart attack of athletes in perfect condition. It can be stress-related and of course that includes emotional stress and we all know what a broken heart feels like.
I am in a pacemaker support group in one thing I have noticed is that every single in there is overly emotional and internalizes and we are all truly well we're like the indigo children.
I am an indigo child and I have been long before they were known or identified and I've been lonely for a long time. I identify with a much much younger generation by about 20 years than myself because not only as that's where I would like to be meaning in a youthful and fun sense but it is that generation which has populated so many indigo children and will and turn more so do the same.
we are empaths we are healers we are Sears and we are listeners but that means only if we survive because we are made fun of in the hurt is real and the pain is unbelievable and it seems that tragedy is where we are because we are needed in such some strange way that is of the spiritual realm.
if you know me you know I have certainly put much on my own plate but you will also know that through life circumstance there has been a multitude of circumstances that have not been of my own making whatsoever that I have had to deal with that would take most people away permanently at least mentally if not fully.
I have the metal of being an alloy of a different metal, I am a genetic mix of two souls of strength and I have my own determination and upbringings that are principled and determined and stick to basics and foundations and if I have fallen off my horse at any time I have always found the programs that help me all go back to basically the same things I just said above and so to do the illuminated know these very basic things but the masses do not.
Without gnosticism, you are permanently enslaved to yourself of yourself.
Without the practice of greater knowledge in all areas of life you will never become an evolved the being.
Free death truly I saw the light of which I already knew and was blind of.
I still have free will and all of those things but reincarnated back into this body and as in evolved being instead of the filthy sinner I was even trying to do the best I can over top of the natural innate biblical sin that we all commit, well as we each know it's one hell of a challenge, but I believe perhaps hell is where we live. if we all commit basics in that is not really truly full of hatred in motivated of ill-will, if it's just a function of existence, I'm not going to feel guilty about those things and drag myself down as there's plenty to do that for me.
it's up to me to emotionally distinguish as a mature emotional adult what it is that I decide will drag me under and drown me or what it is I decide to ditch, like a weight belt to a scuba diver in an emergency panic situation the first thing you do is hit the belt buckle which is just a flip of a piece of stainless steel and off goes your weight and so your Ascent easier can be had, life still awaits in the balance if you do as prescribed, so taught.
Life awaits those for those who want it. Perhaps through death those that cannot be evolved beings today will be those evolved beings that will soon populate the Earth as they return into their next life cycle. Jesus is coming back if you are a Christian and then I would think that you might be a little more open-minded to the idea of reincarnation now to perhaps.
I think none of us are of a different soul, ira voice within, our third eye. We are each a visitor in this incredible flesh vessel, our Temple, for which we really truly must practice better care for and stop allowing the pollution to be given to those that do not understand what is happening to their Temple. Without the temple there will be no worship of life.
There's a greater mission now and it has naught to do with my past narcissism or my old Earthly desires but that doesn't mean I'm not that same guy, I am exactly precisely that same guy but now finally evolved I think. I'm still guarded because in life you must be.
My first vivid memory is a plane crash. Dick Schram. Reading, PA.
I came into this world through the big bag, I died and was resurrected of a heart attack in a plethora of other issues such as ischemic stroke concussion falling and I think I broke my neck but the net result was I dislocated two vertebrae, I was also treated for sepsis and lactic acidosis. I think some other things too but that's enough and yeah I'm here I lived through it and I went home in 5 days with a pacemaker and defibrillator implanted on day three. Do you want to live or not? I chose that yes I want to live.
I knew one day I would have a heart attack and I'd already had some but without damage because this is a very very tricky type of heart attack. One time I had this happen but when I fell I went straight to my knees on gravel and glass and cut them badly and it felt just like getting defibrillated except you don't get all f***** up where your tents you just feel the stabbing pain like somebody truly sliced you with a knife and it's enough to wake anybody up from the dead !
I want saved a puppy by shocking it with cold water, and once I did this to a person with no vital signs as well. It's the shock that we need to the system in the body electric will do the rest. An electrical shock is something powerful that let me tell you. The journey through that portal of death and the back is something that is truly indescribable on the words utilized in the Earthly realm but there are those that have been there and we have a language and we have the experience that we stay with us and somehow I was able to carry back much and I want to share and some of that knowledge now because it's time to take this Earth back and make this the beautiful home it was meant for.
If you do not commit sin ever again, all sin is erased in an instant.
We all evolve in an instant.
Utopia Next As We All Envision,
Heaven On Earth,
Eden Again In An Instant !
No Sin
Now
Unison
One Son
One Sun A Tree of Life
No Sin
I Am ProGram
I ∆m Ra
∆
Father, Son, Spirit
Powerful Trinity of Conscience of Three Divine Planes Made Through Unity of One
I Am Program
Mars up next !!!!!!!
The shape of the Apple Divine,
No Galaxy Quite Like Yours and Mine,
Perspective.
I Am Program
∆
Closing In on, "The End",
So perhaps ???,
The End
