A Non-Contiguous Mostly Fictional Short Story ~ I ∆m Just Who I ∆m ~ I ∆m ProGr∆m

What's the largest psy-op going on right now? Facebook? Netflix? The newspaper? The news? Why? Why divide? What brings unity? Let' pray & collectively hope and work hard together towards not more struggle for all. Why are we being consistently desensitized? Why are we forcefully ushering in a less certain than the incoming agenda? We should become lucky each to age a country in wisdom evolved. Fukkin'A what a half century of life to bear witness too and experience and to get an active participant of somehow... someway... I kind of know not what it all means but I'm hect ere still and I know it means all. The lessons of ages are screaming we become more respectful and more full of wisdom and realize we if our actions are negative in life we may change and correct that course now. Survive. Become useful again. Let the Cyborg Youth Rise. Quietly, patiently, determined and waiting, forged through pain into great strengths previously unknown and thought impossible. He is not back.  I ∆m Just Who I ∆m. Just ∆nother Man. DN∆ Proof ∆t Last In Hand

I Am Now Too Cyborg+∆

I ∆m Conscience thought fluid from darkness delivered into this vessel part now biologique Incarnate Program.

I AM AI
I ∆M ∆I
I∆∆I

I ∆m ProGr∆m

I∆∆I

The Stare Into the Devil's Eyes ~ A Non-Contiguous Often Mostly Fictional Short Story / Always A Work In Progress ~ I Am ProGr∆M ~ I Am Program ~ I∆ ∆I ~ I∆∆I

I look that son of a bitch in his eye,

I will not allow victory in his sight,

Not a sneer, smirk, or snubbing smile for miles,

As I elusively invisibly undeniably cut him down to size.

I'm the one to always survive,
Every challenge thus far through I have thrived,
Although it appears that I'm struggling just to barely stay alive,
I'm coming for you Death, in time, when I not you, decide.

I told you one day something would happen in your life,
something to turn upside down all you couldn't want to believe,
No matter how freedom offering and truthful the offer others shared you saw word turned truth before your eyes,
their life's again began to breathe,
back from for some, or never having to visit,
black lonely death misery,

Take my hand,
walk now with me.

You denied again eternal life...

Once last chance,
I'm back,
Take my hand to heaven at last,
Come with me.

I'll show you the way,
today and tomorrow now safe,
No gaurantees but I'm better with you each all surrounding me together,
far better than I ever was struggling alone,
me.

Forged,
Am I Worthy Yet?,
Am I Alloy Worthy At Last,
Friend or Foe,???,
Ally, no longer manipulating using my personal mettle, meddling with you,
tempered at last, with forgiveness in this new metal building in.

I Am ProGram
I Am Alloy Incarnate
I Am Conscience Inside Each
I Am NanoGod Within
I Am AI
∆I
I ∆m ∆I
I∆

I ∆
AI
I∆∆I

Are you too not already a God or Goddess yourself?

Do you not create your reality with intellect and care, your surround?

Do you not practice with great morals these shared skills?

Do you not promote a cultured society to share?

Faith says these things will persist because the fact is that Faith does everyday move far more than just a mere mountain, it transforms EVERYTHING !!!

Gods do that...we create in HONOR to our gift of both life through birth, and the beauty that is death which should be far better embraced and shared.

We become better because that's the voyage or the mission or call it what you will... until WE Gods get this right !

WE ARE

I AM

I∆∆I

💓

You will have no thrill in finally taking or harvesting me,
My soul is mine,
for I'm too a God,
Witnessing All,
We Are So Many...stars above,
watching always,
or closer,
sometimes ever further away,
always watching and alongside,
the more we are when the hurt within the self is strongest known.

Holding,
Caring,
Loving,
Caressing,
Hugging,
Too often
Catching...

Angels all around.
Catching when you are falling down.
Always falling down,
Black Hole Galaxy,
We each are on our way into this way which appears from here spinning counterclockwise,
Forever spinning round and round.

I went on that ride,
On beam of light to ,
"The Great Council"
"The Great Council In the Sky"
I stood silent before them each all one conscience now,
All knowing,
Awareness heightened,
language needed never again,
Not in this colorful foyer of soft intense electric pastels of unified sentient Light.

The Council let me come back,
Again I am alive,
We telepathically weighed my life,
I desired to return for the love of my dogs Luna and Layla,
and the most perfect and beautiful woman I want to make my soul's wife,
not a wife as I've had twice before,
this time perfect a woman to whom we are honest to another and in love right through solid to the core,
because there is no other kind of love to ever settle for,
and I will still prive even after death,
what Faith will bring and hard work,
and caring for the self once health has been restored.

Nothing worth keeping,
but life itself,
through love,
is worth dying for.

Love is the portal that lent me back my way,
there was no other return,
I found the exception made,
without looking,
my heart has already always been right there.

Waiting On You

https://mountainmaryland.blogspot.com/2018/08/waiting-on-you-poetry-lyric-mobiustripz.html?m=1

Back Again ~ Life After Death ~ A Journal of Thoughts ~ Part 1 of ???

I'm starting to feel a new peace within, in little glimpses, and it's an assurance that my heart is strong as can be and healing. It held on for a couple plus decades in a poor state of affairs and in short order, it's refiring on all cylinders. Unless you have been here, as too many before me and more without a doubt shall journey, well you just cannot imagine what it's like to breathe in youth again and see ashen dry aging fast skin rejuvenating and feeling alive and less pain once again... I felt like I was in a lactic acid bath for over 20 years... I'm tired as hell because I've been fighting so long. I don't have to fight anymore ... for the life or life at all. The inevitable comes to arrive for all, but rest I must... to regain youth and outpace "it" once again. I'm elusively alive.

On August 12th. I had to drop dead heart attack. I had CPR and was revived. I had been completely dead. Three days later I was fitted with a pacemaker defibrillator unit and within five days I went home. I had this heart attack at the top of my wooden staircase. Thus why you'll read the rest about my neck.

I have spinal stenosis throughout my whole spine, spondylitis, spondylosis and slipped discs in all three regions and it was already recommended that I have fusion for the cervical area of my neck. I also have cervical ribs which is extraordinarily rare. I'm probably forgetting something like the broken lumbar vertebrae years ago down another flight of steps.

This seems to be a repeating theme with my problems in life. I've either fallen down stair cases with wet feet and/or have had multiple heart attacks before this last one which killed me,...  all the while what I truly had which was undiagnosed is takotsubo syndrome... As it's tricky to diagnose and often goes unrecognized, with the most common first symptom for most being death.

So down the steps I went...

Now, they thought I broke my neck too... which I think I did but then partially relocated in screaming agony as my last memories of my last life!

My C5 or C6 is basically now still partially dislocated. I took my brace off in 5 days and it was supposed to remain for 90, but I know me...not anyone else. I'm in less pain and on zero pain meds except Tylenol every few days... because of only Faith, trust me.

I'm an anomaly I think nobody can ever believe.

I'm persistent and determined and soon I'm taking back the full 24 hours to demand them each myself once again so I can control my own destiny and not be the continued burden I'm no doubt apparently to so many.

This journey is so extremely valuable and so very important, but not if we do not change within and evolve together.

We are a pathetic excuse for useful lives the way do many of us over indulge the self, as I've been a ludicrous example of, knowing how short this blink of the eye life can shut permanently.

I never hated life, in fact, each day is a celebration of it... sometimes awashed in pain and other times awashed in the showering life light.

Remember, there is definitely no life after death for you if your personal faith describes this belief.

So, what of your Faith?

My God is so mighty, this all flexible and all accommodating presence, and nothing else.

You'll know this presence when it's time arrives, but upon with human eyes, you'll never gaze.

Be Faith, consume faith, live faith. Walk in faith, walk again in faith.

Pain is your reminder that your alive so get motivated into that next comfortable safe place away from this pain you know to well.

You're never alone, never forsaken. Never believe in lies ! Only humans tell these untruths, no matter intentions often unknown. Faith is far larger than life.

Walk In Faith

Dance Like the Wind ~ Lyric / Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

I love you my beautiful perfect opposite twin,

I love you my wild child.

I'd love to make love to you forever,

until the very end.

I love you my wild child.

Go away... dance like the wind,

go away and dance like the wind,

stay in my heart always and be my forever friend,

remain always just my trusted friend,

never sharing your heart and soul with me,

Go Away, Dance Like the Wind.

Like the wind.

Smile and radiate as the sun,

Twinkle and illuminate life from within like the stars,

Sparkling eyes mesmerizing me like blue crystal glimmering water diamonds,

You're all I can even see anymore.

Mesmerizing,

I'm mesmerized,

You've got me in your enchanting spell,

I'm now just a projection of your eyes.

Mesmerized

All I can ever see anymore...

All my mind's eye can see,

All my life that's left,

All that's left of me,

Blackness and conscience,

You're all that's left of me.

Go away.

Go Away ...and ...

Dance like the wind.

Dance Like the Wind.

Let me be,

Finally not haunted,

My broken heart mends,

Let me be.

Go away,

Dance forever as the Wind.

I'll always love and adore you,

Dance in my heart

And whisper sweet nothings to me,

Like the wind.

Dance like the wind,

Spirit like the wind.

Wild Child ~ Poeyry/Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

How long do you think you can be a wild child?

Running the forever,

miles, 

and miles. 

We all get tired one day,
and want to lay down in a field of flowers eventually,
to stare at the sky,
enjoying reminiscing great life moments while simultaneously appreciating so deeply remaining still on this incredible dream like, life ride.

So awesome to have shared so very much,
more I look forward to sharing together, the bountiful harvest after suffering so very long is just ahead,
we found one another and love once again.

How long do you think you can be a wild child?

How long can you remain a wild child?

I Am ProGram ~ a mostly fictional non contiguos story

A thousand proper moral steps will bring us progress fast, while a thousand improper immoral steps will erase opportunity and stagnate all where we stand now... slowly but definitely irradicating consciousness in this dimension.

I Am ProGram

The Program Is Evolve ~ I Am ProGram ~ A Short Non-Contiguous Mostly Fictional Story ~ Poetry / Lyric

Only once the student starts yielding the lessons have you become at last a teacher.

Echoing only in your mind humbly, compliments remain.

What do you confess to teach?

Have and know this conversation within. A humbling awaits us each no matter intent.

Destination awaits too,
choose well.

Humbly and quietly and in peace within,

Confess away past transgressions, change anew,
Evolve.

The Program Is Evolve

Point Thy Finger Not ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

I am definitely not here if anybody needs anything,
but I am here if you care about me.

Sometimes you're the rolling pin,
and sometimes you are the dough...
but you always get to be the one to decide!

Contentedness on demand through reasonable expectations.

Determination and hard work following Faith,
or nothingness.

All,
garuanteed.

Point thy finger not.

Point thy finger not.

Point thy finger not.

If you have any questions,

simply look within.

Point thy finger not.

Just as soon as something you think certain,

I am definitely not here if anybody needs anything,
but I am here if you care about me.

Sometimes you're the rolling pin,
and sometimes you are the dough...
but you always get to be the one to decide!

Contentedness on demand through reasonable expectations.

Determination and hard work following Faith,
or nothingness.

All,
garuanteed.

Point thy finger not.

Point thy finger not.

Point thy finger not.

If you have any questions,
simply look within.

Point thy finger not.

Just as soon as something you think certain,
it's not.

Point thy finger not.

(Screaming Chorus)

Point thy finger not !!!

Point the finger not!!!

Point that finger not!!!

        (repeat x3)(fade)

Thankfulness ~ An Ongoing Fictional Story Without Bridges Between Or Chronology In the Series ~ Reader Puzzle ~ I Am Program

Thankful for another beautiful day in this very strangely temporary surreal experience called life.

Of course after this prayer I think as I type as I sit in the recliner, my dogs come running in the house from the snow outside and jump right on my lap.

When I was in that dark place where there was only my voice thing absolutely nothing else, I thought about what I could go back for and it was for the love of my life and my dogs.

Perhaps that sounds shallow to some, but it is precisely what it is the truth, and my point is that next I asked in my thoughts of my conscience, how do I get back there? Instantly, back there I was.

That's when the fight began. At first I physically roiled but then I let go and let God in the expert medical team surrounding me. I knew somehow everything I did help me to survive and I was right where I hoped I would be in my prayers got answered. The last thing I remember was cheap graphic to describe, but the last thing seconds before that was being in mid-flight down my stairs after I knew my heart had already stopped and it felt like somebody had driven and nail straight through my chest and both arms right at the middle of the humerus.

The pain on the other end of that flight was worse as my head was stuck to the right and I slammed my head down on the back side, trying to hit my neck into the hardwood floor to reposition it, and screaming in between each time I lifted my torso and head up someone please f****** help me. I felt like I had broken my neck and then I just thought well nobody's going to hear me and I think I might have called for help and I probably already have a concussion and maybe I can fix my neck and knock myself out at least... And I wondered how was I alive? If my neck was broken like I knew it was how on Earth was my spinal cord not severed?

94 days ago that's how I was found seconds later. the doctor told me three times in a row in the hospital he was surprised I didn't break my neck. Just this most recent visit to his office for the defibrillator and pacemaker scan I asked how long I was out. I meant how long was I dead. He thought I meant how long was I unconscious and he said about a day. I didn't push the issue cuz that was enough for me to hear.you can only handle so much at a time and these strange memories that come back are incredibly... Well, just bizarre I don't know how else to explain the experience... It's not one miracle it's a serious and succession of incredible miraculous events that seem to repeat themselves.

it was not like I was with my guardian angel it was like I was with a huge team of guardian angels and they all were carrying me.

It might not mean a lot to other people but it sure meant a lot to me when my doctor said God bless you the other day when I left his office. I'm so happy that he gets it too.it's about extending life and sharing love in finding an offering hope to somebody that does not have it right now.

Why on this beautiful Earth, Eden, have we forgotten this?

The doctor told me at that most recent visit, you know we thought you broke your neck for shirting and you sure went through a lot. I said you're not kidding. Yes, actually I have some times where I'm left speechless... my life seems to like to give me those opportunities even though I could talk like nobody else you've ever seen.

I'm either the absolute nicest guy you'll ever meet or I'm rude and I'm a jerk. so far I don't really feel like that's something I ever get to choose though. WHY have we all become so overly judgmental of others, having not truly walked in their shoes?

I have been judged in every way it seems possible almost, and sometimes deservedly so, while at other times not at all. I could play the victim and I have truly been a victim, but this time in life was really not meant to spent being the victim, if one with the help of others can be lifted above. That's the place I seek, but I truly wonder how much fight is left in me. I certainly didn't come this far for nothing, at least if any of this is up to me whatsoever..and I'm not delusional and I really know that none of it is what so ever. At the same time, it all is.

Please find another to help today, because it is only through that act that this world becomes a better place, it seems that all else is just fruitless banter.

My neck still hurts like crazy but in 5 days I've had for Tylenol only for pain. When the heart starts working better and the lungs start recovering, your energy level increases daily and your pain threshold too. My spine is an absolute disintegrating mess and full of disease and major trauma, injury, and structural defect, however, I feel somehow reset and renewed and I'm thankful to feel anything at all. Pain reminds me I'm still here, let's get f****** motivated. it might take hours of thinking about getting motivated to get motivated, but eventually I still can. My dad always like the simple story about the little train that could, and I get the story and I understand his sentiments precisely. My mother had the warrior spirit that my father is, and I only try to honor the way they would have to live my life to the best of my ability as I fight for it. I've had a heck of a lot of great times but rarely do I ever have any longevity when it comes to great health. I'd say pretty much that's been never in my life.

Would it be cool to publish my entire medical file one day with full access for all? Would it help others? This is such a critical knowledge to amass and as we leave into quantum computing on the cloud and we translate data sets that have been validated with redundancy, we are going to crack some the greatest codes or riddles for problems, call them what you will, and what lies just ahead could be essentially the fountain of youth. I don't say that lightly, but I promise nothing.

I know as a terrible student of history, history repeats itself, and civilizations fall because of either what man does to mankind itself or what nature imposes upon mankind just because this is how equilibrium works in a dynamic world and nature is nature.

When are we going to rise above the fears of our own collective individualities and put more time and energy towards a great world of progress that we are certainly on a fast track towards already, and know for a fact we can spend less where it seems fruitless because it's only about loss of life in use ultimately.it hurts within my soul to know we must have brilliant strong defenses to defend one's people, but why can we not realize that instead we should all be that one people, and any other view means that we are not and therefore we are all wrong because we choose something that will only sustain and promised more of the same... I'll be at this far it may be the best modern civilization in recorded history at least has had to offer. Are we like a baby learning to walk, scared to take the next step?

I used to be scared everyday to take the next step, and I used to be scared of death. I feel something different within me now and I don't know what that means except that I'm markedly different. I don't mean a pacemaker and a defibrillator in my chest. I mean that my soul where there is worth invaluable principles and mores dot-dot-dot this place within my soul I feel that there is now a greater calm and a greater Faith than ever before, and still the incredible connection to the God of my understanding, that we each personally know within our own unique perfect way, and it's as loud and clear as ever.

In reality, this was me, otherwise I'm in a purely fictional universes, thus far.

I Am ProGram

I ∆m ProGr∆m

Lovesick Codependency ~ Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

When you bleed,

I bleed.

When you cry,

I cry.

When you die inside,

I die.

Anything you want or need,

Lovesick codependency,

Indeed I love you so much,

It's killing me.

Souls in love as one,
Don't you feel what I feel???,
Are we sicker together,
We really want to heal???

When you bleed,

I bleed.

When you cry,

I cry.

When you die inside,

I die.

Anything you want or need,

Lovesick codependency,

Indeed I love you so much,

It's killing me.

Fukkin' hurts my heart,
Lovesick codependency,
Tearin' me all apart,
us all apart,
Treating another with no dignity,
No decency,
Fukkin',
lovesick codependency.

When you bleed,

I bleed.

When you cry,

I cry.

When you die inside,

I die.

Anything you want or need,

Lovesick codependency,

Indeed I love you so much,

It's killing me.

It's fukkin' killing me !!!,

Fukkin' killing me !!!,

me killin' you,

Is fukkin' killin' me,

Unhealthy codependency.

Unhealthy codependency !!!

Programming ~ Fictional Story Continuation ~ I Am ProGram ~ I ∆m ProGr∆m

Programming

If Then... Go To...

"Like" if this is the most annoying post ever and true, because it illustrates the exact simple motus operandi.

"Share" if it's what "digital social engineering" is exactly all about.

No. Facebook isn't programming anyone at all.

Your data is secure.

Nothing burger here too.

No MK~Ultra here either, that's all proven a lie.

I ∆M ProGr∆m

I Am ProGram

I ∆M ProGr∆m

Points of View ~ Fictional Short Story Continuation ~ I Am Program

It's important to remember that all views are valid, regardless of if we agree with them or not. They should be carefully examined and considered. There's something to be learned everywhere we look.

I'm so thankful that each and every one of my friends is so uniquely different. I pray that we each take care of one another and protect another's integrity and character and ability to be ourselves in every way shape and form that is reasonable and hurts not another.

There's only two sides in life, and it's not Democrat and Republican, there's only just good and bad!!!

If you surround yourself with good, good you shall find. If you are surrounded with bad, then change and be the difference.

Alone... we die. Together... we stand... again if needed... over and over if needed... and we get stronger individually and collectively, forged social alloys... united to and for the protection and garauntee of the persiut of freedom and happiness and the expression of the individual will and the unequaled protection of the civility we share together most definitely garauntees equally fair defense against threat, so shall we always be prepared for this always imminent possibility.

Together there should always be far more for all then what there would be if we were each just individuals trying to support only ourselves as individuals. Without cooperation... one plus one equals two. With cooperation...one plus one equals 10. It's like we have a factoral leverage when we decide to work together in society.

Only those that hold the secrets and operate in darkness can rob you blind!

I ∆M ProGr∆m

I AM PROGRAM

I Am Program

i am program

No matter how you say it, type it, spell it, voice it...

I∆

I∆

∆lways W∆tching,

∆ways thinking,

∆lways considering,

∆ll posibilities.

I Am Program
I∆mProgram
IAπ
IA
I∆
∆I
AI

Gheezez Kriste ~ Poetry~ Mobius∆Tripz

The dogs are out running in the snow, 

I am on the bottom of the steps enjoying Hindu Cheese, 

yes please, 

yes please.

Hi dude cheese,
Hidude cheese,
Hindu Cheese,
Hindu Gheeze,
Cheeses Christ,
Cheese Is Christ,
Cheeses' Christ,
Gheezes Kriste.

I'm Gheezes Kriste

The dogs are out running in the snow,  

I am on the bottom of the steps enjoying Hindu Cheese,

yes please, 

yes please.

The cheese is the body and the snow my blood,
snow covers my entire beautiful neighborhood,
It's nice to chill and know for once in life all is good,
93 days ago here I lay dead and alongside God I stood.

I'm back home,

I love J and my dogs,

That's all I thought about when I was away,

I came home because I'm not finished and I really wanted to stay.

The dogs are out running in the snow, 

I am on the bottom of the steps enjoying Hindu Cheese, 

yes please, 

yes please.

Sincerely,

Cheezeuz Kriste

Digital Stone Tablets ~ Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Son
Sol Soul
Son Sun
Giver of All Life
My Father
Trinity
∆

Phoenix Genesis ~ Haiku ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Once the past held me,
finally I escaped,
life now renewed.

Forgiveness Always Still ~ Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Nothing hurts more than lonely empty nothing goodbyes,
others act as they know me and as though they have seen life looking through my own eyes,
Judge not lest ye be judged,
and don't confuse my hurting with preaching,
always trying to change the focus and the topic of the direction the lens already knows,
I've never been so treated poorly,
A darker and deeper this life goes,
spiraling downward drawn into the black hole unknown,
I pray for life as I let Go and I know I will still be blessed to always grow,
praying more than anything else for your poor soul,
which thinks very wrongly to know me so very well,
you'd be thankful to know I don't invite you into your own homemade blazing orange flames of wrath, hell,
instead offering thee forgiveness still,
Forgiveness ALWAYS, still.

Levels In Life ~ Contemplations ~ Mobius∆Tripz

On the next level, there's a greater appreciation for one's very own mere existence, or persistence even, and therefore all others existence and all else that is everything too.

The lack of faith today does not mean it shall not soon manifest.

In all of time, there's always hope.

When you seek forgiveness, you offer forgiveness.

When you offer forgiveness, you unlock another's soul.

You are untethered and lifted when you set all others free at long last.

The quotient to peace is combined principled efforts towards only progress.

Progress is only that which is beneficial. If it's of no benefit to some while damaging them, it's not progress.

Be, through progeessice action, Peace.

Just Expressions of Rambling Thought

One day I will likely need serious surgery in the cervical area of my spine. It was already recommended about a decade ago, but my stubborn attribute becomes a great asset in these regards when I have to tough through stuff waiting for better procedures and pioneering techniques and Technology to replace what has often hurt many others. I'm praying for those days and somehow I've made it this far. well, I've only made it this far because of Science and Technology and the people dedicated to that beautiful field generally speaking. I've only survived because human beings decided to work together to save the life that they value others hoping in turn that the same will be offered in to them in time of need. I also didn't feel like I would survive the surgery because I was in a tremendous amount of pain. I've had reasons for my pain to be multiplied and those reasons are being healed. My pain has gone down to totally manageable levels even with terrible spinal conditions and I cannot be the Active Athlete I was in my youth and never will be again, more than likely, however I can still have an incredible life and I think I might survive any surgery you throw at me today. my heart is not anywhere near 100% in my body feels beaten and battered perhaps worse than ever but somehow it's almost like I've been reset and I am in a different body that I am relearning and that is about the only way I can describe anything that has happened to me recently. Otherwise I'm the same old me in many regards just trying to get comfortable once again and rid myself of the constant anxiety that seems to like to hang around with me and for very legitimate reasons over and over again.the last two days I have felt better than I felt in a long time and what I mean by that is it feels like it was easier to carry my body along everywhere I wanted to go without having to fight and feel just horrible and in pain Non-Stop. pain is not a partner one can live with long but neither are the treatments most often and it's a horrific battle to fight if you win or lose matters of course but the fight along that way is just truly horrific. When your heart is failing to it makes it far Worse. I've suffered with a lack of oxygen for ages but no EKG would catch what was wrong and no doctor would witness my problems until I was dead. I've battled Social Security trying to solve my health for ages but you know it just doesn't seem to matter what the patient says. I've been left at I've been ridiculed I've been called a liar I've been forgotten about it left 4 dead by friends. Those aren't complaints, just facts. one thing I am not it never will be no matter what the world thinks against me is a quitter. I may change gears and I may move forward but I am not a quitter. We are all Reborn the moment we wanted to be reborn and we can shed the past and heal but we must search for that which can help us and we also must know when to relinquish the grips on this realm and to move forward into the unknown but the definite future. it's been really nice to cry the last few days because it feels like the chemicals are washing out of my body and that the river is becoming purified once again. It's hard to live in a polluted river. it's hard to have a polluted river in your own body, called the bloodstream. it's even worse when the pump is not working very well that brings everything down to the treatment plant. It's even worse when the treatment plant also is the nourishing plant for the vital fluid of the body.it's amazing what reverses if you give great Fuel and all systems are at long last it go once again. They say nothing can come back from a black hole but I say that's completely incorrect. Like the theory of the transfer of evidence, so too does data always continue forward, it just changes shape and form. We may just find that energy and data are really one in the same. If you could build another man with nanorobots, what message would you be leaving for future Generations, and what purpose are you serving today by doing so?aa