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Ego, That So Full of All Sin, Is Killing You

Healing and feeling better today is amazing because it's showing me that I lived a lifetime with heart deficiencies that cost me greatly !...and more importantly than my selfish perspective is the perspective that these great symptoms are not 100% pinpointed as far as a scientific and medical diagnosis, but at least they can be treated.

I really appreciate myself and the cardiologist that I have today are able to engage in a casual conversation and eagerly, truly, and that he genuinely wants to hear my feedback...and the conversations that we have although, quickly paced, are deep and of quite abstract nature herein respects to the heart,... where we both are visualizing and verbalizing what it is that we see and want to convey to another. That's powerful stuff and there's no replacing it and I don't get enough of it!!!

That's healing !!!!!!! It's not healing when a doctor walks the other way and cannot engage in, and share the healing. A healer carries the healing within and delivers it to the suffering and then offers it as a better way to move forward, and as a leader if all, shows others how to makes those precise moves by doing those things first for thyself, teaching immediate others.

I can show you everything not to do and I can show you everything to do and that is up to you but we should trust that our doctors the licensed practicing professionals that are so brilliant and learned, will do this in the most genuine of ways oh, this is leading others into lives of healing.

I see an entire paradigm shift coming into its own, but it is because of the great suffering that many are about to come firsthand, "face-to-face" with & for the first time in their lives, this deep suffering like never before, and trust me... you better hold on tight !!! ...and what that means is... take good care of yourself, and start being kind each day more than you were yesterday, and learn to care for those that are immediately around you, lifting all others, leaving none to suffer... heal and lift that obvious one needing it so first most now !!!!!!!

My friend suffering from depression, the other day apparently early June 2019,  jumped off the bridge behind my home,... and this my friend that brought me to the theatre now, where I serve on the board of directors.

My brilliant musician artist friend that often ran tech at the theatre, off and on and was just a good soul and a beautiful individual, and for whatever reason just couldn't find happiness or balance... and that's not to any fault of his own or anybody else it was just his walk in this life.

Fucking tragic ;( ...such a loveable soul ;( Bless you Brandon. May God carry you home now fast, delivering you at once to happiness in an instant, finally knowing that emptiness so haunted you had.

This I pray for his peace but I fear that by canceling his life lessons he will be in this purgatory until it is time that he will be lifted and exalted but for now he needed this break,  because we all know that we have been broken before...and nearly given in. Please do not give in !!!

I'm sure he felt as I have felt that nobody cares and it's not that nobody cares it is that we are all suffering from austerity !!! It's where we are not empowered to even help those around us because we cannot help ourselves!!! Wake up and realize what is happening around you because it's for everyone that we lose a family and many friends are affected and that takes us all out of the equation towards success and it only makes a bigger burden of us upon the systems which upon us are already feeling it. This is very strategic in nature and you should wake up and take this very personally. Tell me honestly that you don't know somebody that has died of an opiate overdose?

We are under assault from every and all angles, and that is just because others want the life that we have so built so we'll and good and healthy, and are trying to share, but they are not willing to work for themselves, and they want to be theives in the night and inherit what they think is theirs... they, of trust me now, shall fail ! They are failing and falling all around so now as others stand and live !!!!!!!

When you numb yourself with alcohol, or weaken yourself with drugs, you succumb. Be careful if treating yourself when so ill, so necessary it may be, beware so still. Your days from the time that you start self abuse will pass quicker and then tear into your life and rip apart and destroy what would have been otherwise, these choices you have made. Think ahead a bit more now please, and be far more wise.

Ego,
that so full of all sin,
is killing you !!!!!!!

Reply to, Devastated. Can Not Go On

I'm unsure what's up... but I promise another million doors will open for you and a beautiful life if you keep holding on. I know it's bit fun and I know it's lonely, but your truly not alone. Millions everywhere feeling just like this and left in silence, desperate, and alone. Come back soon and show then the Light you'll soon know too. Who leads us out of the darkness when most do not come back? Wait for the miracle, please. Patience is not about us...it's eternal. Look around you? You'll know your truest friends of strength, you'll see other suffering too, that you just thought a moment ago were in a different universe. Clarity is jarring. Just hold on until the new world settles around us, and I promise, watch then how you fit in. Don't fear the unknown, as we really knew nothing much up to this point either honestly. Blessings