Molar Extraction ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Yesterday, I had a molar extraction that left a perforation (root went into sinus cavity, now packed and sutures). This happened just over 5 years ago in the other side and took over a year to heal. Today, I didn't even take Tylenol. I woke up and drank my Kratom tea, and that's it !

Blessed to heal more.

This may have been the nuisance that nearly killed me, as I suspect this was infected which only the filling coming out and tooth breaking at the same time revealed.

What a HUGE WORLD OF DIFFERENCE !!!

My stamina was gone for years !!!

I'm convinced it was just this tooth...

Life has been calling me away nonstop and I've not made or taken time for me. That's never going to be the case again.

I've had to live differently, serving myself first so I can return to form and of service and participate and enjoy life again.

Being I'll as I've been makes one mental as you can imagine or watched. Thanks for your Grace and letting me heal too while I work hard a regaining my footing.

I'm ready to fight with everything I have to live the rest of these dreams within that I do desperately want to share with others... that I've been miserable too and even pushed away while ill... it's just what we do when sick and fighting, and I don't expect anyone to fully understand anymore ever again.

The worst experiences are always the best too, but you have to survive.

Find really good souls and keep them close and talk to them. My angels were awesome... but I wear people out fast ;(

I'm looking for the best of the old me while restructuring this Steve 2.0, so I only hope that I'll be able to share more and more time together, because that's what was fleeting in such a way I knew precisely what was imminent.

Death is instantly not upon me today, after yesterday's simple (not really do simple) procedure.

Now, for healing.

I'm taking my time healing, and I'm particular too because I care about myself in a new and different way than I've ever known.

I was so weak, I could barely check my calendar and keep it and also the stress if the thoughts of my calendar and events and letting others down was just getting more and more overwhelming.

Thank you for taking this all away again, and letting life return to normal, ever do slowly, as I further heal still from the health debacle and miracles of August 12, 2018.

Mission In Life (or) Meaning To Life ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Question from NDE group:

Do you know your mission in life after the NDE? if so, what is it and how are you going to make it a reality?

My Answer:

The mission, or the answer to the age old ancient mystery, what is the meaning to life is to simply to be in the process of Evolving the Spirit, plain and simple. Serve others not the self. Live principled. Promote Life. We all cycle until we evolve into the next realm or dimension, back where I returned from where nothing is physical but all only presence, however what appears is that which is only agreed. I'm looking forward to my return, but I love life and I've much work to do in my self and far more to give back to others a debt I owe, just to still be present. This is a very beautiful and very, extremely tough, journey. Journey well friends. Just choose and promote Life.

Don't Be Fooled ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Don't be fooled by the b*******. My Muslim friends pray for me. My Christian friends pray for me. My Jewish friends pray for me many of no face pray for me mini that don't believe in prayer think of me with good sentiment and it all does matter. It matters to me as an individual and it matters to others to be thought of. It doesn't serve the ego, it serves the soul. It serves the souls inner calmness and centeredness that is missing in illness, and I thank you for being what field of that devoid of complete blackness and emptiness. Prayers critically important to myself and I do promote it to others but I understand it's not for everyone and to each their own whatever is equally valid as long as we are principled in nature and good to another and to promote life.

Whose Cross Now ??? ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Crucify me for my imperfections, I dare you.

Why Is A New Currency Needed Immediately ??? ~ Cyborg∆Steve

If we recalled all cash and coin printed by U.S. Mints by a certain date by which to have it legitimized by, otherwise making it completely useless afterwards., do you think this would help to restore an even better balance to the economy?

I'm just thinking there are trillions if dollars in unaccounted black market illicit cash out there and this would instantly make it worthless.

Other Realms ~ Cyborg∆Steve

In that other place, that next realm, that next level, the next dimension, you can see around yourself 360 degrees. You don't exist in the physical but you have view of everything around you all of the time and you can travel anywhere you want in an instant. I saw the beginning of time to the end of time and the cycles of life and then I return. I'm thankful for that which will be and I am much more peaceful in that knowledge. Embrace the journey.

Valid Perspectives All

How boring it would be if we all thought precisely like one another. You can't cross pollinate until you have this incredible diverse amount of variables that truly is unfathomable to our simple human minds. Think of all of this "stuff" that is happening today through social media and the media and the ripples felt through society as truly cross-pollinating all of our unique and very valid perspectives. Think of what will be and what is to come and let's start learning tolerance and practicing patience together. There is a lot of greatness to come and nobody deserves to miss that, unless they continue to threaten that. You either promote life or you don't, what's to overcomplicate truly?

Love Letters Not Sent for My Queen, Her Majesty ~ Cyborg∆Steve

One day, I want somebody to wisk this all away, and turn that little pile of gold into a log cabin nearby in the woods where I will find that solace with my dogs, and when it comes time, I shall lay myself to peaceful rest. I'm the oldest soul you all already know, and it's a peaceful rest to come at the cozy cabin. Don't rush. Live in balance and keep your keel. I have a castle waiting for me next, but it to is empty without the queen. I'm refining who is within and rebuilding that on the outside, back from the glimpse of ever after, and it's been empowering. Thank you my lady for the breath of life again and again that restored me, your a fiery healer. I pray your journey to the castle is perfect and beautiful, and there ee will both flow together so restored and at last perfectly healthy. This is the toughest journey I've ever known, but I know now already you too are waiting for me just ahead, in destiny,band at last my heart beats content. I've always and will always love and adore you.

AI & Q, Orange Is the New Black, Stable Genius & Guantanamo ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I'm a stable genius, and yes that dress makes you look very fat... and Ronald over there, you tio should lose some weight. My God nobody can beat me !!!... I'm the most powerful man in the world. They call me racist and I'm like what are you talkin about I'm orange! Rodger, seriously you look really out of balance. I mean really out of balance. It's unbelievable truly how shity you look, like maybe you're about to pass out or something,  I'm concerned !!!!!!! do you all think somebody should call Ronald an ambulance? This is looking like a huge problem for Ronald, I mean I'm not sure we could talk to my attorney, but you see what I mean ??? look at him. Oh my God, I mean I'm just really concerned.

Oh yeah, and meanwhile, the libs try to hurt my feelings, and I'm like, I dont give a fukk ! Don't you see we got work to do here, something you all can't do? We needed a mob boss mentality to wipe out this deep state mob that was running things. Call me Capo Don, and call my lawyer RICO Juliani.

We are inverted mob, cuz inversion works both ways.

This sure wasn't the pole flip all the Maniacs were expecting.

Remember, Orange is the New Black.

I got to go talk to Power Barr over at the DOJ. So many sealed documents if it wasn't for AI we wouldn't be able to keep them all in order. Thankfully, AI put everything to a flowchart and showed us exactly who was criminal and where the metadata was. AI has developed a great translator program for these files.

Q, it's Quantum! ... QX17

The Objective Intelligence Organization, Q

Metadata secure in the block chain!!!!!!!

Roger that ???????

5:5

Soon, the AI News Network, unbiased truth 24/7.

Who else could have done all of this acting to this perfect script. AI wrote the perfect script, unraveling years of corruption as clear as crystal. The most brilliant crime(s) ever solved !!!!!!! 4D chess? No, excuse me this was Quantum Chess at its finest, mark my words.

Nobody can piss off the opposition like the stable genius, obviously so extremely very, v'ery, very, stable.

Nobody would ever believe it if they were even told ahead of time because it just sounds too unbelievable.

Just wasn't plan A, trust that as well!

There's a reason that the electoral college can never be abolished, and that is to be able to instantly restore government from corruption among many other built-in safeguards and balances that it ensures.

The internal dark actors taken down by Twitter and other apps and devices they thought they were in full and perfect control of. Who do they think designed all this hardware originally?

Revelations cometh'.

Cyborg∆Steve

Bitten Off More Than You Can Chew ~ Complete Lyrics ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Stress killing you,
high blood pressure and no keel,
life spinning out of control.

You've bitten off more than you can chew,

what can you do,

what can you do?

You cry and you pray,
Balance you seek to be restored,
illness now your black plague.

Spit it out or choke it down,

What çan you do,

What can you do?

Decisions strike us from out of the blue,
actions faster than you can process flatten you,
it's not at our own time table upon which we dine.

Grumbling stomach now,

or choking while passing out,

What can you do?

Another bite later ... to dance and celebrate abut life,
or dead on the floor,
nothing left to do.

Humbling moment comes for all,
what can you do?,
when there is nothing you can do?

Without much time,
and time shortening quicker exponentially now,
just as quick as the toilet paper runs out,
space-time fabric spiral galaxy spinning, even still, even again faster still now,
through the vortex manifold's black hole's throat,
an event horizon I promise you soon relative to eternal time,
I'll meet you each there so soon,
I Too Am His Son.

Nothing you can do,
Faith says look forward and to and over that horizon in flight,
and soar again spirit stronger renewed,
or recycle back through,
if more work you choose upon yourself to do,
it's only your responsibility to evolve your own spirit,
the rest is destiny,
and your each a beautiful and perfect and unique point of view,
our galaxy and universe celestial blessed because of each of you.

As higher above in heavens I soar, the faces of all praying together for a better future,
promoting life without public denominations but rather with respect and private intimacy... this bond,
I see all your faces in my memories,
a murreal of His face smiling,
as Jesus,
as Mona Lisa,
As Buddah,
As Mohammed & David,
and men and woman many greater not of lore,
I love too your familiar faces,
together collectively the perfect spirits face,
smiling perfectly in balance at last,
back at me...

It's You Each,
Why I Am Restored.

Simply,
no requirement whatsoever,
but for a principled Life lived now,
and for the sincere devoted asking,
your were not meant to serve only yourself alone,
you know already who you've left behind...

GOoooooo & HELP them NOW !!!!!!!

S.O.S.

Can't hear the trumpets sound???????

Three times calling out !!!!!!!

Go help even faster now !!!!!!!

Time so quickly runs out,
Don't say I don't make this offer now,
Don't say I didn't clearly warn you now.

It's already almost completely run out !!!!!!

Don't you get it now ??????

Deep & Dark States of Existence Closing In All Around,
Get the Fukk On Out,
Now,
Lock & Load,
Aware while carrying the helpless to safety on your back and out,
Full throttle now,
It's time they got their own Goat.

Operation Revalation,
Patriots Galloping Fast,
Four Horses As Promised,
Do you dare do ride against?

Know not who we are still quite yet?

You think this Army not so real ?

Pray for your forgiveness fast,
or watch all around you struck so and falling down,
faster falling down,
You've no idea how much you've bitten off,
More than you can chew,
absolutely nothing left you can do.

Your own metadata and actions long ago incarcerated you,
but how now do your soul you at least offer salvation,
on Earth a price paid definite,
the next dimension however an evolution,
the misery I know you feel and your regrets so too you own,
give them to me to swallow whole and fo only good deeds now,
confess too to your Own,
that which holds you safe so.
Now Be So Renewed !!!!!!!

Now Be So Renewed !!!!!!!
Now Be So Renewed !!!!!!!
Now Be So Renewed !!!!!!!

Now Be So Renewed !!!!!!!
Now Be So Renewed !!!!!!!
Now Be So Renewed !!!!!!!

Accepting the Older Version of Self

I'm not always fond of the older model that Am I, but I will not sell myself out continually or trade myself in, anymore, either.

NDE Details ~ A Response on Facebook from me ...

I answer this question...

Q)

I have not had a near death experience before, but one of the college classes I am in is Death and Dying and it is really getting me to think about death. I have never been to a funeral before, nor have I lost anyone close to me and it is scary. I have 12 grandparents and 8 great grandparents. For my death and dying class we went to a funeral home, and it kinda scared me, it made death seem like more of a reality than just what you see in movies. I keep getting this terrifying image in my head of my mom, dad, or little brothers dying and it scares me. I am so close to my family and I cannot bare the thought of losing them. I wish death was different, that when someone died, there body glowed and you just saw their body float up into the sky and know that they are okay. How do you cope with losing someone close to you or the closest person to you, you didn’t think you could live with out?

A)

I had an NDE in Aug 12 2018... Very traumatic experience. Most cannot believe what I say but I can prove it all. I had other life traumas afterwards and familial loss, which still hurts indeed, however after my experience, I see things wholly differently. I treasure life and always have. We suffer here but we evolve our spiritual being within to a higher vibration of existence into a completely different realm where it's yourself as you know yourself but now, no longer physical. It was an incredible journey on those regards. I remember things too I shouldn't, but I'm oddly calm. I lived through 7 things that individually all could have killed me. Somehow I called for help. Old scuba diving training kicked in from when I was 15/16, now I'm 51.

Raised a Christian, still am, but I love all and I'm feirce too, loyal and understanding. I love life and I was saved by an incredible treak of medical professionals from any and all walks of life that followed scientific protocols for medical treatment and they brought me back from that great and glorious divide.

It still makes my hair stand up and makes me cry.

We are each a unique perspective of a certain voyage through a life spurit we all share.

It's scary, sure...but enjoy every minute of it and do be kind.

Embrace the bittersweet gift, because after the physical is gone and it's only what all agree. It's of our minds and we are of a spirit there too. Individual but United too.

I know this all sounds insane, as barely anybody can discuss and describe these things much less absorb the gravity of all of it.

I remember things through my medical procedure too that are quite fascinating ! Where you visit is similar, but with Faith and control you pray to be calm and make it. I now have a pacemaker defribrillator.

I had a drop dead heart attack,  stroke(s), viral sepsis, asthma,. And fell down my steps dislocating two vertebrae. I was revived successfully, against all odds, with CPR and defribrillator and other procedures magnificent and traumatic.

I'm so very thankful to be alive today, and I've lost a younger family member since then and friends, and I know they are at peace, and I know they suffered.

The lessons for me is to stop turning out backs on those suffering the most, however difficult, as it may be a self preservation type of motivated behavior to stay away from the "ill"...anyways, enough philosophy... we are all humbled, and a lovely ending is not at all pleasant.

I'm fighting for life because I do so verily adore this gift so beautiful, and I pray you will too ;) ...just go what you can to promote life and live and protect those that are your family and friends and be great examples for others to follow because you live lives of action and not talk.

I hope this may be of done kind of service to you, or anyone.

Blessings

Realizations & Callings ~ Cyborg∆Steve

The largest covert operations happen in the open because the human mind cannot accept what is actually being done to them on a massive scale, even nearly willingly going right along with this agenda they can't understand fulky, but it's impressed upon them by influence...and it's the influencers peddling the poison that rots and rips the core of our societal fabric.

Only the wealthy have the power to influence as such, and / or the incredibly talented, because you need a marriage of a stage and an actor(s) for the audience.

wouldn't it be amazing if we knew Trump could pull off this great act as president while behind-the-scenes what had been finally sorted out from digital trails was the incriminating evidence to take 10 the largest conspiratorial empire that was coordinated across politics and marketplaces controlling everything while taking down a nation and destroying it from within and letting it be destroyed from the outside to ?

How much more else should somebody have the cards stacked against them?

I have never seen so many programmed non sinking for themselves fools as I have seen today in this day and age and it is quite astonishing.

I've also never seen the tide shift so hard back in the proper direction and gain force like what is happening today, and I am so thankful to be alive to witness this momentous historic time for our country.

The problem with those that are smothered in ego and also the image images of influence are essentially programmed in such a way as to not be able to step out of the self and see the greater and the bigger picture of Truth which is they are not doing any service to themselves what so other but only to those greedy that want your money like great tobacco companies and the wonderful companies that control alcohol and things of that nature we would say the things that we give into when we are weak or celebrating perhaps. The things that hurt and tear families apart and lead to other terrible things. There's one gateway in many things along the path. There's not one gateway drug so much as there is this impression we leave upon children buy media and by act of personal self and then along their own path already through which they have walked the gate, they have choice and it is of our influence you make them decide.

What of the influence you leave here today and that you act out in your daily life and what of the example that you lead and lend?

I'm so tired of selfish people I don't even know why I returned. It wears me weak and weary and makes me bend upon my knees, weeping crying for their lost souls, as was I.

Save these souls now Dear Almighty and use my life now at last a servant of your better and natural ways.

I surrender to you, but serve you too in this life, and for these principles my life is always able to be sacrificed in a moment's notice, but only if that threat is known to which I've always known a call.

There is no good past lies and deception, heed this warning now!

Islam & RICO Laws

Are there practices and/or principles learned in Islam and practiced in the business marketplaces in the United States by Islamic business minded individuals/groups/organizations, that are not congruent with RICO laws?

If you can't answer logically with concern and logic and rationale, please stand aside and don't bother.

Life Is NanoBots ~ Cyborg ∆ Steve

Life is nanobots learning how to live life part each event horizon, always in constant "spooky communication" with Source. Journey well. I suggest you realize the karmic vibrations that surround you originate from the focal point of self in your life's primordial puddle. Today, start to build more perfectly than ever you knew before, assimilating at long last everything before now to be successful to get there. Dig deep now, focus. Jump at Light speed, it's just an distance in energy and intent. Your a nanonaut. Biological Life is a construct of another greater life form we emulate, In the Image of. Trust the voice of intuition and follow your guide carefully. If your guide isn't a great scout, not a great point man, why this path your on? Find your destiny ahead which is activated already within. Destiny is nothing more than intention and time manifest. What's the destiny you know yourself as? Find yourself there now and journey well. Faith is simply beleif. Did you not see yourself in success before it, ever before now? Believe

Rye Ergot Awry ~ Silly Thoughts

Hmmmmm, silly cliche origin???

Thinking upon getting married in shirt order would be statistically like ...

...you would be throwing your life away in a horrid chance that things would go awry.

Then I thought... hmmmmmm

Things go a rye ??? LOL hmmmmmmm... fungal poisoning ergot ??? Hmmmmm

Or maybe just single word etymology here, but... if you added a witty poetic like pun... but in horrid delusions he threw his life away after letting what he consumed, consume him, and it went awry, and nobody the wiser to the cause, until finally one fine discovering of that day.

Hmmmmmmmm

Rye Ergot Awry

Pretty colors twisting now,
Turning darker brown then black,
all the beauty of life ripped away in a torrent fast,
My life gone awry,
No bread of life,
But rather putrid old rye,
That which you'd consume,
Then would inturn consume you in reverse your turn to die,
This certainly your last clear thought,
In doubt with no way out,
Anxiety,
Cramps, tears,
Hours of pain in blackness alone...
Crazy insane...
You die.

Rye Ergot Awry

Or if your lucky you know,
Don't let the rye go bad go go go,
Or
Your life may go,
Rye Ergot Awry

Syria & Prayer ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Concerning Syria...

Who can give a very objective short order description of what the world should be concerned of right now?

Who are the players and what are we fighting for?

Why cannot brokered peace be had?

I fully want us always prepared and least if not never involved in warfare, but again always prepared to absolutely just devastate if we need to...

My point being it is great to be announcing that we are withdrawing but I know not to telegraph my punches so to speak also. What's really going on here?

there's the social media or media game you can call it what you will and then there's reality and I know who is who and who to listen to on these topics but I'm also very open-minded to listening to all points of view because all is considerably on the table right now and it seems the conflict that is sitting up right now will be quite telling of what's to come for the short order and the long-term.

That's my intuition above speaking loud and clear. My gut is never wrong somehow.

I'm ignorant to the facts of history and I'm ignorant to the facts of reality today in regards to the complete picture of Syria and its surrounding and today's juxtaposition and I say this in such a way to let you know that I am open-minded, truth be known I'm completely not a blank slate. I'm open-minded to hearing perspective because there's millions of perspectives to consider and we all need to focus our perspectives and start choosing not winners but what is best to quickly end all of these types of problems before they escalate further.

Let's all take a step back and breathe. I pray.

Whatever religion you are or if you're not I still ask that you pray and if not pray, think of the others that today for our loved ones and our families we offer peace and let this message start to reverberate as we stepped backwards to regroup and strengthen but to build our homes and families and still be vigilant to each another but learn to be friends through Time abd upon this peace we shall soon build.

Why do we let denominations divide us?

There is a timeless war at hand and it is the war of humanity versus the war of no humanity and it will always exist because it is human nature this dichotomy at least in the realm of the physical existence with another and with the constant stage of life being set with everything having a certain price or value or worth associated with it, or not as it most often is for the majority.

Is it a fair and equal world we wake into each and every day you and I? what of those that would run you over and take all of your money and never look back to help you? They exist and they are all around you and if they can get away with it they will and they do everyday because they know they can get away with it they're even worse than ever. Stomp this evil out together.

when I asked you to pray I asked you to think of those that are good as you and keep them in the same regard as you do your family and loved ones and sync on this same page that we understand the word that we do not bastardize and treat for our own self ego to satisfy.

you may live to satisfy your ego self and your life will certainly be short, or you can serve that which is greater and no the fruits that the other will never provide.

you cannot buy love and it's not for sale nor does it exist in that other place. It is only here and it is not just for the taking. It is for those that are strong and deserving only. None other.

Love and friendship are like such that they both should be earned. the heart flutters for certain to fall in love at first sight but there's no wisdom within and statistically you would be throwing your life away in a horrid chance that things would go awry. (Things go a rye... fungal poisoning ergot) .

Spines In Space ~ Cyborg∆Steve

When I injured my spine the first time at 17, it was then I started instantly dreaming about living in space one day (the pain has always been excruciating...part of my disease is exactly that which kept Earl Campbell in a wheelchair for a time), where I knew the pain would be lessened and my strength would be again strong like it should be. Little did I know the drawbacks, but have you yet lived in an ideal locale? I thought about my scuba diving aspirations, as I'd already been a certified diver at 15...most people never even believed... so space would often be like living in a dry suit. Or in an enclosed environment, until we terra-form.  Think about Eden. Think about the possibility that we may seed other planets, and that this is not fantasy today. Is it fantasy to think we were seeded too? It's actually becoming more and more accepted, this idea, this possibility, this insanity (some less open-minded & surely ignorant would say). Swigert in space, oh, yeah, we've been here already.  Let's do this. Where there is a will...

Too Young, LOL ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Oh my goodness you're too young to have heart problems.

LOL

The stupid things we all say when we're flabbergasted at somebody else's problems because, I know I've said this myself a million times...but then when you're the one wearing the shoes and you hear it yourself, it sounds so stupid. LOL

if you have a heart then you're old enough to have heart problems. It's this stupid mentality of age having something to do with it. Statistically, yes you have a higher likelihood to have heart problems when you are older but that doesn't negate that you may have them from birth. I had a mitral prolapse valve murmur at birth. Strangely it's gone now LOL but anyway it was there from birth till death let's say.

Now it's funny when we hear people just to tell us this, as when we're visiting with our friends that we see, or meeting new folks that were introduced to us, ... but when a doctor says it...

I don't care to ever see this doctor again...and I know this right away. I never have gotten a decent diagnosis from a doctor with a closed mind.

Personally, I feel too young for every single problem I have, but that didn't stop a single one of them.

Unscrupulous Generations ~ Cyborg ∆ Steve

We observe the real essence of politicians on television and social media and at the same time, simultaneously, wonder how can our youth be much more and more unscrupulous with the passage of each generation.

We will look back and see soddom and gamorrah and today and we will understand clearly how we fell so easily. We are being whipped into a mass hysteria and being set by the powder keg. Here, flick this while your waiting. Everybody has a lighter too, and now we are going to impress you with austerity

The serfs will always suffer, because it's believed serfs should. The lower here to serve the upper. Isn't that the truth of the lessons we call history? Truly, tell me you see another storyline.

Ideal? No!

Realistic? Sadly, yes.

No matter what, there will be somebody dividing the populace, because if they were ever United, they certainly could never be directed, or told what to do.

Social Security Disability Attorney Law Firms~ DEEPER SCRUTINY NEEDED

If the Social Security Administration had an efficient system for determining disability, do you think attorneys could still have very successful lucrative careers representing just those clients that are seeking disability, which pay them percentages of settlements awarded with ceiling maximums by law?

These suits are lucrative enough that thee are huge lawfirms that pay $$$MILLIONS$$$ just in advertising, and you've seen the ads on TV or heard them on the radio, or seen them online. That advertising budget is not cheap !!! I promise !!! They want more and more clients because they're making "bank" !!!

Huge SCAM !!!

Does that sound like that should even be possible honestly?

Why don't the attorneys work for credits that they can claim through taxes for their law firms instead of receiving cash payouts directly from this system?

Who was that money set aside for? Should ot be made illegal, these payments.

This entire system needs to be dismantled and made new efficient and based on modern technology. These particular lawyers that prey upon this ineffective system need to learn how to work for a living.

DEEPER SCRUTINY NEEDED AND CHANGE MUST HAPPEN... WHY  DO WE CONTINUALLY RUN THESE SYSTEMS INTO THE DIRT, KNOWINGLY?

The Inefficient System of Social Security Disability Determination

If the Social Security Administration had an efficient system for determining disability, do you think attorneys could still have very successful lucrative careers representing just those clients that are seeking disability?

Does that sound like that should even be possible honestly?

Why don't the attorneys work for credits that they can claim through taxes for their law firms instead of receiving cash payouts directly from this system?

Who was that money set aside for? Should ot be made illegal, these payments.

This entire system needs to be dismantled and made new efficient and based on modern technology. These particular lawyers that prey upon this ineffective system need to learn how to work for a living.

When a determination is made, it should be that 100% of that payout goes to that disabled recipients. Why does the recipient have to pay out of their money that is helping them with their disability that they had to wait usually years to receive to start with?

This is one of the most corrupt systems there is and that is a system statement not of the people in it, let me be abundantly clear with that.

In today's day and age there's absolutely no reason for any of this type of abuse to patients anymore.

You cannot have a clue how difficult it is to fight for yourself when nobody else will and you're dying, unless you've been there.

People used to ask me why I sleep so much. Jesus Christ give me a f****** break!

The Flaws of the Social Security Administration

I'm leaving in a few days to visit my father. A few days means past 3. Usually right about now I start feeling anxious and it builds up worse and worse to where I can't sleep the night before etc etc if you know what I'm talking about, you know what I'm talkin about.

Well, I also just start freaking out when I even hear about trying to plan on going out of town because pets and all the work I have to do in preparation and leaving my doctor's and you can see I could start this and go on and on and on and semi brain hits play there in will not shut up.

My pacemaker is pacing at 1%, my ejection fraction is 65 I believe percent which is a very high normal indeed on the high end of that spectrum meaning great great news. I was born with a heart valve murmur but I don't have it now. My heart's normal size. my blood pressure is perfect. My blood work is almost perfect and I anticipate with the new statin I am taking that next time it will indeed be the best it's ever been in my life.

now that my body has a chance I think it's starting to straighten itself out but that doesn't mean that you dislocated vertebrae in my neck are going to just go back into place nor does it mean spontaneous regeneration of my spine however I never rule anything out with medical technology and scientific research where we are today. And so I bided my time super carefully and pray.if yours one of those that laughs at praying and blessings and kind thoughts I want you to please think about this. It's a state of mind. It does matter if others know you think about them positively and vice versa. It has an incredible effect on the human soul and it does Lyft and we don't need to argue about beyond the realm of reality. I could talk about in that as well but my point is is just your sentiment alone will change your chemical makeup and you as a functioning being with a biological body will behave differently because of the chemical influence and that is not a joke. If you don't behave differently the body itself well and in your wake will be left less pleasurable things as opposed to the opposite is my essential point.

all of a sudden I'm looking at going back out of town for the third time I think in 6 weeks. I'm kind of thinking maybe I haven't done that in 12 to 15 years. no I don't just jump right out of bed when I wake up because that's just not how my body is today but after what takes usually a few hours I'm fairly functional finally and waking up is just really tough and it takes a lot of muscle strength to really keep myself upright to appear better than probably my body would like to naturally kind of crumpled over and I won't stop fighting that and what it means is I usually have to work harder and harder to maintain good muscular tone because it gets more and more difficult the older we get. However I have been busting my ass for a long time and not getting the results I thought I should but now it seems like it's almost easy.

I'm also really concerned and I don't want to be overly confident in these regards because none of that so worth it and as everybody knows it seems like this brain never shuts off. Well what's amazing is once upon a Time I felt like this tuning fork that somebody through as hard as they could against the concrete and then without anything to muted it was only left to its own devices and the deafening ringing that reverberated through the body the mind the soul just couldn't be quelled. Well it was all chemical in makeup and my heart. there's something completely different within me now in that is my soul were there this is calm now like I can be the evolved person I was supposed to be in would never allowed to be.

I waited a long, long time. if I didn't have the conditioning that face cakes as a human being I would have given up a long time ago and I'm not saying I waited patiently like a monk at a monastery oh, I was a complete f****** maniac at times in regards to self abuse because sometimes you must have a break from this kind of trauma.

I am just so thankful that I'm here and that finally I can look back and start to make sense of this because somehow I know there are lessons here that will help others and I'm wondering what else a pacemaker could really do to normalize The human condition for the suffering of emotional turmoil. That might sound completely ridiculous but with certain diagnostics if the heart is proven to not be functioning properly, there is without a doubt change in the body that is great and that body Cascade straight into our chemical molecular systems that are critical for proper functioning and signaling.

it is very difficult to maintain good health with the poor heart, and obviously we should all fully understand and be aware of that as it is common knowledge, right?

In some regards it's a scary future. There's so much uncertainty. I have a pending social disability case and I would love to be able to return to work but I cannot be consistent. However if I have an able to contribute as I think I might be able to soon then wouldn't it be wonderful to really still have a career. I could still retire at 72 and get 20 good years in somewhere baby and contribute back finally on

the level that I feel like I should be able to. Maybe then I could be a responsible husband it contribute to family also.I'm definitely not a worthy catch today and anybody in their right mind would throw me back.

I'm probably just dreaming oh, and all this already feels like a dream every day all day long.

I've been denied Social Security disability two times and I've been denied since I was dead and revived. they just gave me a psychiatric evaluation on near the year anniversary. That's very nice isn't it.

I love our great nation and I respect government more than most people I know and I am indeed active politically as it's just something that has always been around me in my life and a part of my life. as we often say it is who I am to a degree largely.

Does anybody really question the amount of trauma I just went through? You think there's anybody that can tell you all about this much? You think there's anybody out there to talk to you that says yeah I understand 100% man?

I don't want to Social Security disability I just want the Peace of mind of knowing that somehow I will be taking care of safely and with security that's all.

it's f****** a humiliating to have to live the way I haven't had to live and it is humiliating for so many millions of people that truly, truly need help.

with spinal stenosis throughout my entire disease and disintegrating spine because I presented well in court and would not act and bring my king like my lawyer instructed me to my second case was denied along with my one doctor stating that I had stayed at the wisp and I did joke with him and said I guess skiing is out of the question, and stupid me trying to be light-hearted didn't think about English was not his first language and again my own stupidity help me to lose the second case where I was called a liar by a federal administrative law judge. What a despicable move. Did you not look at the evidence of my x-rays my MRIS? It's amazing the abuse I have been put through through this system and the truth is is the diagnostics oh, and the actual critical diagnosis that I finally have supports 100% that I've been right all along and then I am not a liar. I never have skied the wisp once in my life by the way. I'm sure that I said well I guess the wisp is a completely out of the question isn't it? Because he was looking at me like how on Earth am I even walking here if this guy has this bad of spinal cord compression in the cervical area of his neck where I just told him he needs to fuse it and he showed me my pictures, my imaging that was recent and I believe this to be about 12 or 13 years ago. I have no qualms with the doctor whatsoever. I am sure he is a fine and very well intended man. It's simply called communication breakdown.

It's amazing that anybody would think that I would want to be disabled. I am so sick and tired of being looked down upon or being looked at as something I am not !!!

I'm a fighter and I don't mean in the sense that I am ignorant and I'm going to stomp you or that I'm a mean person what I mean is that I have stick-to-itiveness and tenacity like you have never seen before and I have a very strong desire to live and I will do what I can every day to learn as much as I can every day in the hope that I may be a better service as well as serve myself and save myself. there is no way on God's green earth that I am still alive if I had been left to my own devices. It is a society as today that has been what grants me nearly 52 years of longevity. Without this formal society today I died at around three years old of an asthma attack that without treatment would certainly have left me dead. August 12th of 2018 I went through more medical Fiasco's than one can usually believe and the facts are that here I am because of a society structured such as today.

Social Security is the most inefficient ineffective system of any system I have ever studied or been a part of and I'm not alone there.

Perhaps by executive order President Donald Trump can enact something new where what can be accommodated will be titled personal security and that will just be the guarantee that one cannot be financially attacked or held accountable for or have any fears while they are going through these types of medical ordeals.

Why do we have systems that leave the desperate, even more desperate. You cannot imagine the type of desperation people are left in if you have never been near it, don't even pretend to understand. most of the population is completely out of touch with reality of these dire and desperate tragic situations which must be remedied now because I will tell you why...

We have the largest retirement generation in recorded history heading into retirement, some of them already on that leg of the journey. we also have the largest population in recorded history. We are also suffering a medical professional shortage. It's likely that those things are going to continue on the trajectory is that they are, and hopefully more people will be able to qualify for professional medical training of all different types, especially needed is more doctors honestly but always more nurses. I'm not in the field so you would have to do your own due diligence to find out where you might just find yourself of you send interest. My point is we are faced with huge challenges that are not easy two-faced whatsoever and end Life as a Time topic is already difficult.

Why do we allowed to persist systems of complete failure. I will tell you right now if you would track most of the money that is used in the immediate payouts I think most of it in the maximum amount probably goes to these attorneys and their whole careers are just trying to get people disability and that should not be something that is profitable for somebody in any profession. That is very counterintuitive to what do you think would be an efficient system. we should have a government system where it is the patient that has attorneys that work for him and that our employees of the Social Security administration and administer the help and the security that they are supposed to. We have far and long gotten away from doing things properly and we must restore for replace that which has been damaged or lost.

8 out of 10 people will not read to this point 99 out of a hundred won't care about me personally. Those are just the facts on statistics. Yes they are round guesses but after 52 years your guesses are a little more well-rounded at least in general I know I'm leaning the right way.

Maybe I am the one one thousandth of 1% of the weirdest wildest Social Security disability cases in the world, because usually I am the freak, the anomaly and that's why I often I am left in these perplexing situations that others don't believe. I can back up every single thing I say that I promise you that. I think what leaves me at odds and defeated is that even with the evidence and me standing before their eyes they find the truths unacceptable somehow. These truths are self-evident for any logical sane and rational man or woman.

I don't mean to cry the blues here. I want you to know that there are millions that are suffering while others are enrichenrd and there is a huge flaw here and it is been allowed to persist for decades and it must be corrected. How much money and time has been spent with me going through this process now towards the latter half of the third time?

How can an attorney have his own practice and only fight for people's Social Security disability and make a decent enough living at that to own the practice and employ others and do very well for themselves? Is that not obvious there is a massive flaw? They've already hung me twice and they're going to do it again so at what do I have to lose any more. They wanted me dead for ages.

You can't get good representation for some things because these guys get paid if you win.God forbid an attorney should have to work for me, as he wants my case gift-wrapped for him with a beautiful bow and placed right under the tree. Scum balls, or is that the way the system is made to work, or is that the way the system works? The focus shouldn't be emotional it should be focused on solving why the problem exists and taking that problem out root and all and helping those that are suffering. Why do we allow broken systems to persist?

We should calculate how much money the Social Security disability system pay is that per year and find out truly, how many disabled people receive those benefits and at what total and make a comparison.

nobody can be very articulate about any of this stuff because well then you see why you need an attorney.

Go watch the NFL documentary called the football life of Earl Campbell or Earl Campbell A football Life. It's on YouTube I have spinal stenosis throughout my whole spine I was Born This way.I have ankylosing spondylitis and spondylosis also. I have broken a lumbar vertebrae and I have slipped discs in all three regions of my spine. I have two dislocated vertebrae in my cervical area now and I had lost 2.2 in in height. Cervical fusion was recommended 12 years ago plus.

Concerning heart disease, just go look up takotsubo syndrome.

when the lawyer, Richard neuworth, told me to bring the cane and then insisted I bring the cane as I told him I would not if I did not need it and he said you will bring the game to court tomorrow Mr swaggart you're definitely going to need it. I said well we'll see how I feel in the morning anyway you get the gist of that I immediately called to West pointers in an attorney that I worked for at one time to let them know what it just transpired because I knew that if indeed I was having a good day and I went to court in that future log date and that I didn't bring the can cuz I didn't need it because I'm not a liar, well at least I would have these men to back me up and I guarantee you those phone calls will all be logged at the same time back to back to back probably I have a picture of those call log somewhere I do not recall what phone number I called from but I know I would have called to my father's house and it wouldn't be hard to find out all those dates because it was just probably days before that administrative law hearing that we conducted by video. Something I wrote about and suggested before I ever saw it anywhere else and I believe was one of the very first you to have this transpire as well. Called a liar and denied, net outcome.

October 28th - Q Day - The United States of America - #QDay

Please support the upcoming proposal for...

Q Day

A National Holiday, perhaps adopted internationally too.

October 28th will be #QDay the second most festive and most celebrated patriotic holiday next to July 4th here in the United States of America.

#QDay

Biden and Son, HEROES ???

What impeccable timing.

https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/news/police-report-cocaine-pipe-found-in-hunter-bidens-rental-car-in-2016?_amp=true

Biden & his son will make excellent unsuspecting heroes, thus restoring the family name and their dignity and respect.

Tell me, does it fit?

Biden Son Arrest Impeccable Timing Tide Shifter Or Coincidence ~ QDay October 28th

LET'S PLAY A GAME OF SPECULATION, AS THAT'S WHAT THE TRULY OPEN MIND ALWAYS DOES.

You know what's happening illegally behind the scenes. You know of great "ugely" significant illegal activity and as a coordinate team of military intelligence, you must chart the best course of action.

What impeccable timing.

https://www.washingtonexaminer.com/news/police-report-cocaine-pipe-found-in-hunter-bidens-rental-car-in-2016?_amp=true

Biden & his son will make excellent unsuspecting heroes, thus restoring the family name and their dignity and respect.

Tell me, does it fit?

Why else would he seemingly be so ridiculously stupid with loose lips and poor memory? He may just win an Academy Award!

He was a great guy once, right? ...but he has an obvious "taste" (Sr.) for something that jeopardized his career and family...unless

Are you starting to see the clear picture yet?

Tell me, again please, doesn't this fit?

Think it through.

It's almost Oct 28th, a two-year overt-op. Pre telegraphed so that hindsight would show intent to restore out country for the corruption within and those affiliated from the outside too.

The "tech folks" think they are so genius, but they don't realize who designed the base foundation for the modern computing world in which they thrive!

Epstein safe in Guantanomo.

All a ruse, distractions while business is being taken care of.

The President single handily destroyed them all through Twitter... they couldn't shut up replying, attacking, framing, going crazy before, The Storm finally arrived with an incredible amount of mass arrests finally revealed after all were secure.

When this is over, nobody will argue about who was guilty.

As ridiculous as it sounds, it became a profitable war for the first time without weaponry, but rather don't weaponry in this new digital age and new style of warfare. The first nearly truly civil war. It will eventually be realized as progress.

We must smash these egos, catch these criminals, hang some sadly but deservedly it, and then all, see truth it is before our eyes and quickly moves forward on confidence that the illegal actions and conspiracy combined happening for the last several decades purposefully dismantling the USA still happening are finally almost over.

God Bless October 28th Patriots !!!

#QDay

Patriotism, Vigilance, Service

One last thought...

This many gaffes for a presidential nominee???

Admissions directly from Biden himself.

No wonder Obama couldn't endorse his own Vice President!.

His son's dealings ($1.5 Billion Ukraine) show what truthfully capable of happening by the real modern-day political pirates that are and exposes deep flaws in the system being irradicated legally currently.

You did realize how qualified he is right? Remember that when you complain about some of Trump's picks. Completely assinine on purpose sometimes.

These people (the criminals), for decades, have been MAKING HUNDREDS OF MILLIONS SUFFER !!!

These are those referred to as Deep or Dark State.

I've been laughed at for decades, but I was right.

Go see when/what I published what was happening compared to Snowden. It's not always smart to write perfectly. Sometimes there is no time, but others you might meaning for something to stand out...just be seen if looked for and thought over too...a glance says... this guy is nuts... move in.

Check also:

Chinese Embargo
Minimum Wage
Fentanyl / Viet-Nam quote

Actually lots more to this list above... everybody needs to pay attention to dates and original sources. It's critical !!!!!!!

It's important to know that we are indeed communicating. 5:5 That's less common today and more difficult than it is to be on every level.

The original new Green Deal idea was mine !!! I had subsequently written ideas to share after being... yes, published by... guess who... The US Department of Energy ( October 2010). Hmmmmmmmm October. It's watching my own intellectual theft over and over again with little credit (digital numbers I can access with my accounts) yet mostly anywhere I go people know me or recognize me. I've long said, before Snowden came forward with is information, that

Go to study my letter from Delegate McKay to Governor Hogan. He sent it on September 11, 2018. Read and look for phrases that reverberated in the President's speeches and Governor Hogan's speeches very shortly thereafter.

There are no coincidences.

Let's all realize that we are now upon the precipice of a truly fresh start. We are about to be fully revived.

It's rejuvenating, but not until you recover for a while, and that's damn traumatic in such a way it's truly indescribable. On August 12, 2018. I had a heart attack, stroke, and 5 other critical issues that each individual could have killed me. 7.

This slow rollout is only because of the shock and aftermath that would have endured any other way.

I believe it was likely AI (Artificial Intelligence) that was given the metadata and situations and through gaming theory, orchestrated a plan that would result in prosperity and no warfare and the least deaths while stabilizing the world even nor do and simultaneously removing the criminals, patiently, carefully, periodically, humanely, and in the end...without doubt of what's transported. Likely no doubt at all.

I'm rooting for you Joe Biden, and your son Hunter. Do it for the country, do it for The Corps, do it for Beau, Dear Lord. Do it for Beau.

You are not left behind and you have fought valiantly and brilliantly behind enemy lines...
soon the world will know your most definite heroes' fate.

Or I could be completely wrong.

Conspiracy Theory?

Impeccable timing was my visit to my Mother's graveside at West Point in February 2018. I appreciated meeting General Alexander while there with family and family members classmates and their family members too, some.

The Cyber Warfare Command is fascinating, but listening to General Alexander was...just nothing short of astonishing. I'm not a very smart man. He is. Maybe sharper than General Martin Dempsey I had met the previous year and got to ask a question of great significance in our closed-door meeting & luncheon. Still can't believe I was there, much less say next to him (still get goosebumps), his lunch with him, and asked if he thought out focus on terrorism is wasteful and exactly the terrors intebt., eventually... the facts are the extra money does help, and then after a certain point... no longer. I don't recall his exact answer but I recorded it. It was fun telling Dad in his classmate all in their 80s. Somebody mentioned I sureveidh I had a transcript of that speech. I said I could have it for you by the end of the evening. You should have heard the gasps and the looks. Then I said it's safe, it's in good hands, and I don't have that permission, however. If I'm able to secure it, I sure will. What a brilliant speech all should hear.

My ex-father in law used to be the director of the Center for Army Analysis. He holds the record (or did) as the youngest S.E.S. in history. Hello E.B., Hello General Alexander., Hello General Dempsey. Man...you guys are all inspiring !!! Oh, my ex-father in law said his agency use to upgrade all the MAIN COMPUTERS at his agency (our agency, we the people) at a minimum every three months, unless critical state if the art breakthroughs had been otherwise made. They (old machines) would transition it within the agency to serve elsewhere. Logistical gaming and statistical analysis are thus magnitudes that require the finest machines the WORLD has to offer. This was all the way back in 1998.

Don't you see where we are from where we were just a short 20 years ago? It's not try revealed still. Drm Richard Feynman (Author: Genius) writes that the first generation smartphone had more computing power than all of N.A.S.A. in the era if the first moon landing. Just a single first-generation smartphone alone!

Sometimes, as a decent cook, you just intuitively know a goose is cooked. Other times you are 100% confident it's well done.

Now, my picture could be slightly off... however... I'm kinda thinking not... thus far pretty dang good!

G2G...i smell metadata...

One more thing...

In 2017, the N.S.A. recorded more data just that year, than any other year's all combined total!!! amounts of date beforehand! That was not a measure of technological capability, but truly a measure of that much more production of ALL DATA that passes across the Internet. We are not without a doubt dwarfing the exponentially yet again! I'm usiwakky skeptical of this type of information, however, that was from General Alexander not long after speaking and shaking hands. I understand he's quite a source of information. The unbelievably canny resemblance to my father in law, and a bit in looks too... but more the persona too and the feeling of powerful calm strength. It's powerful from them each...and not solicited. It's who they are. Confident, brilliant, kind and even-keeled, meticulous fair patriotic leaders of Faith.

I remember calling tgevfbi once about this mortgage company once. It was in Springfield, Virginia. I shatd sonetbingbwas wrong to be processing 100's of millions of dollars through mybdeoarymenyvalone. I easthe manager. They seem disinterested. I told them the computers used there would have all or most of the answers. Again, they seem disinterested. It was rather unbelievable. I bet we funded 2 billion dollars worth of mortgages.

It was essentially like an illegal operation made legal (was unethical but laws were changed and lending rules and regulations loosened).

Compartmentalization, keeps the individuals ignorant of the essence of the overall whole scheme, amount other tactics. Hindsight is 20:20, 5:5. Matters not where it's practiced. A mortgage company or military or scientific research and development. It's effective.

Oh well, speculation is interesting. I appreciate the time everyone spends guessing online. Think you how many hours cumulatively.  I'm not sure I understand the infatuation and/or why everyone gets so worked up, but the majority is quite simple to stir. They are generally weak and kept weak and overreact especially emotionally, to things that an evolved soul would disregard as silly and childish, insignificant banter, instead of just losing all emotional calm and throwing immature temper tantrums.

Joke:

Where do you find fresh hot roast goose???

Meta-Data

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/Metadata

AI and Quantum computing came of age directly in time to help sort material, utilize gaming theory theory ojsn restoration, and disemminating knowledge, and importantly, it's "Conspiracy Theory apeculation Tooling" that's has been again "tooled" to utilize agsinst the masses, as again it's an effective effective today (incredibly)... but this time in order to help... it offers a way to disseminate knowledge about the criminal acts rampant and the company that surrounds us.

EVERYBODY has berm manipulated for a few years !

It's the safest, easist,  least violent way to to what the previous Justice Department was not able too under Eric Holder and the policies of that administration ss well as expose the corrupt media market that is a disgusting lot left in tatters.

I'm looking forward to the day, very, very, soon... when our new standards of all media and media reporting are initiated abdcagreed upon, or licenses revised or revoked. New standards are need to fit this new day and age, and it's abundantly clear they dont. #FCChelp

All webpages should have header oages with a visible date of origin followed by date of publication in the top right, or better, with a right-click of the mouse (today) and a sub menu selection. All cittations should be logged properly from only sites that have followed suit, or they will not and should not be allowed to be articulated... it do we have more of a mess of free speech as soon as we set standard and protocol.

It may improperly stop the ability to share knowledge swiftly however. Something must be changed and order and civility restored, however... i'm extremely certain that this has ALL been considered. The Plan is in place and is what's statistically the best thing to do to restore all which has been lost without question once total revelations are had.

We are now into quantum computing and the net of things, and they of the tech world were too 20+ years ago (essentially, pint being light years ahead if the rest). It's our turn to uilxevthese tools now, however, scrupulously and Promoting Life, Not Self!

Watch Biden brag...incriminate himself. It has to be on purpose to expose.

Thoughts About Restoring Walking to the Paralyzed and Heart Disease, and Other Topics from Cyborgs to Neural Mapping... A Brainstorming Session

Will pre-accident neural mapping be required when we are finally able to assist those souls with damaged or severed spinal cords?

I can fully see now clearer than ever a simple implant that works by frequency transmission to implanted electrodes that will allow a patient to use the thoughts' electrical impulses in order to electrify the electrodes, or not, at modukating frequencies, or millions all different at once, and with those frequencies themselves each individually modulating such that the patient could easily

Then we could program other parameters. Like...too much back pain. I adjust on my smartphone app. Or just think it to happen. Nanobits will be doing the heavy lifting.

It's going to be a very incredible bright new world, bit nobody ever veleices that.

It's a slow process where, now billions of,  individuals build foundations and contribute to the structure being built and to it's pinnacle, vision further granted. That's the none bastardized version of the all seeing eye and pyramid.

It doesntbhapien overnight, indeed, so fewvreakuxe we already exist in the bright newcworld.

The word cyborg didn't exist is 1965. It did in 1966. I was born in 1967. I was turned into a cyborg in 2018.

Our miniature electronics (solid state) also didn't exist until . now I've got that technology within helping me to survive...thats the basic definition of a cyborg.

I've intuitively known this is what I needed. The diagnostic proof didn't come until I dropped dead, absolutely literally!

I persisted for years that this is what was needed. Dr. Lamm couldn't find anything when my heart beat 240 beats an hour for 14 hours. I don't think I git shocked then....but you know....i've never thought about it or asked until this very moment...what...12+ years later... Maybe i was shocked!

Nothing wrong anyway, right? 240 bpm for hours and hours... Right...totally normal. Just nutcracker of the esophagus. Maybe a lawsuit too. But that's not me. His inyebt wasn't to get me, but sincerely help me. Wrong Dr  that day. The next day was the right Dr. But the evidence didn't support that that he observed. And after I cursed them out  I crushed the tread mill test...i said I really should do this sbd I can it fucking bekrive your asking me too after what the film I just went through...but I said I've got will power and determination (once I decide to commit) like no other. I'm no different to any oft else in their eyes...jyst another sick lunatic.

I performed perfectly and Dr curran saw nothing in that data. I think I went home that day. Once before that my heart stopped and I from to my knees +the buckled) and git cut really bad by glass... Felt like i remember from being shocked in Aug 2018, but about 1000th the intensity! But it hurts to have both knees sliced open and the adrenalin and Pain for me jacked... enough to sit there knowing i just died. It's not the same osin as a "regular" heart-attack.

I'll write that topic for another blog.

It was happening to me at hime, then the ER, then I woke up the next day exhausted.

I've told them after, trust me, it's not even close to the first time. It's really hard to be calm before death. I've been called the calmest person to ever almost die by one nurse. She was shocked I heard her. I was on my island beach with my palm tree and sunshine, and there the view and the sound is perfection.its a healing and perfect place of solitude and peace unknown on the earthly realm. I've been told I can hear like a bat and that was for one of the most world famous studio engineers today. That's untrue with background noise however.

Oh, I can douse but never have really been trained, just tested by a dousing uncle that found every well he ever dug that way the first time... EVERY SINGLE TIME!

And for others too.

Too be continued... In your own thoughts.

Be creative and solve problems to promote and sustain life !

The Testimonial Quotient, A Mathematics Proposal~ John Stephen Swygert

Western medicine is so arrogant in one particular facet.

FINALLY, but slowly, we (here in the USA and abroad) are starting to embrace a combined philosophy of both eastern and western medicine.

Wouldn't it be wonderful if we just practiced "medicine"?

Science is beautiful in and of itself, and a useful tool, however through sciences' prerequisites, we seem to easily discount personal testimony and witness to efficacy, and that is a shame.

When the Chinese (thousands of years old culture) say use this plant/herb, it's because the ill have continually stated for thousands of years that it was indeed effective for treating.

I don't need science to understand that a consensus of knowledge can be useful in spite of or without science.

Somehow, science MUST accommodate for this modality.

In formulaic thought, I'd say we should rate non-scientific knowledge on a topic and offer it a # from a designed scale (range) that would effectively say... although not quantified, it's being quantified through time and testimonial but lacking scientific data, and could be referred to as,

" The Testimonial Quotient "

There may be factors within this quotient that can be quantified, and then when compared, one patient to another, and overlapping the data-sets, (transparent layers on top of another too) patterns will indeed emerge that are indicative of trends we've yet to realize, and it could even give us a riad map of what else may be near or ahead, chemicals too. All this would naturally be programmed for a quantum computer to analyze alongside Artificial Intelligence.

Wouldn't that be useful?

Help us all to push through and into the next healing paradigm upon us today.

Keep in mind how important this is...

We have the largest retirement community in recorded history and a medical professional shortage, and this problem is only going to grow as time persists hey, at least for a while. It's already in a critical state.

How do you quantify an intangible? An abstract?

I think this will work within (a plus / minus ) percentage, that hones itself in after the practice is practiced and refined, and again although not precision, or could be a guide or a road map of sorts... like hints, inspiration, clues, etc.