Shifting Paradigms ~ Cyborg ∆ Steve

I've little dreams left to accomplish as I've glimpsed the things I desired, but what of the brokeness my heart and what of the financial and health challenges I desire? Is there now a part two that begins in about 6 months? Or do I just peter and putter out???? What do you do? You actually get to make the same call yourself at this point no matter how the story began!

Choose life and leave death over there by itself, please.

Cigarettes are robbing some of you blind daily and nightly of life can't health and even friends.

Alcohol... Well you've all seen me...don't be that guy from my last life! Go ask for fucking help and stop being sad and pathetic and dramatic. The problem is, when we are less evolved or not at all, we hurt and wallow and when nobody cares...

Funerals for most of the unattended. Cause fukk them right? You just denied the universe life... Fukking shame!

The piper is headed your way to collect. I promise!

Please look at the rest of the world as if you had a child you lived dearly and yearned got desperately with worry, that you gave you everything for them each your own.

Anything less is a rather sad pathetic all too common psychosocial illness we see daily magnified through social media, a microscope of society cast upon the big screen of intellect... fukking scary results thus far too!

Bring on 5G?

I find think the human animal, non-cyborg, is ready for what's on the way.

D you know how much more data 5G can carry then 4GLTE, and what this means when so combined with "neaural-links"???

We are deep already into the beginning of the quantum leap. We should invest heavy here and be keen to the rising stars and the unknown objects coming our way.

Microwave technology carrying organized data packets on very focused intense fast powerful waves of directed energy, the net of things incarnate, alongside fiber optic, quantum and super computers upon the cloud and the finest machinery ever dreamt of being designed by Artificial Inteligence, which can also mine and refine and build what it conceives.

It's thinking patterns are unlike anything we even imagined or even studied or learned through gaming theory....

We may very well be creating a completely different life form, if you start to consider this from another perspective.

I'm a cyborg (pacemaker/defibrillator). Very soon here are the facts:

Our mind is mapped neurally and will reside at least upon the cloud, or anywhere with the proper storage capacity and can be operated as an entity such that after biological body death, all I've written this far will fuel my computer machine spirit and if speak to you through these devices in a way you'd be unaware I was " dead" otherwise, and my contributions from this new frontier will be incalculable,and we each will know the greatness of genuine contribution through collaborative efforts that will be the order of the day in due time as the paradigm shifts.

We are already shifting.

I'm riding a wave, and  I'm going to do d a way to carve it up so we each and all get more than desired and with satisfaction but equally after gains left with greater desire to further thrust ahead unsettled for the sad state if the modern status quo.

Revival At My Death ~ Cyborg∆Steve

So far the gift of my revival is most wholly Anonymous beyond the doctors I can remember. In my greatest time of need, in death yearning and fighting for survival, my life saved could have been any gender, color, or religion, and do you think if care??? anything beyond something more powerful than I can describe with words that is. The petty things of being human suck and make life so silly on a certain level it's hard to believe we will soon look back and realize people use to be ridiculously stupid naively ignorantly judgemental in the worst of ways, ...and will that not be an perfect apple cart in philosophy to overturn? In a peaceful revolution, we change how we and others think and evolve to find a way to live in greater unity and harmony with nature and nurture, no matter that condition, and in acceptance and gratitude of this gift as we help others we see suffering as we each so certainly know...or did you somehow forget? In a few decades of time, you certainly know pain and suffering well by now... Survive through Faith that others will help you to survive, and judge not the hand that feeds as long as it nourishes life. Life is the Spirit...we each carry it and we each must protect it and we each must uphold it's inherent value under assault today. When my girlfriend had an abortion, did we together deny God? It felt as an affirmative in a life of torture, but I'm not that man anymore. I'm of those memories teborn of the same flesh a new soul with access to this recall. My body still failing and foreign. I'm learning to master what's left and carefully convey the vessel and the chalice to the mantel. I carry myself to the throne of God and not a moment too fast will I return, as I accepted this incredible journey for me upon my return. I saw glimpses of what will be through my patience and the passage of great time. Perfect peace and happiness after the hurting. The hurting is not come to pass yet. We will all know, and many already understand, just exacrly what it is to come...but we are a species most often in fantasy and in disbelief.

I'm looking forward to seeing my love, when my love is finally supposed to understand and see me, and so past death, easily, I wait strengthening, patiently. Jackie...

You showed me Grace because you cared, you were my sweetest dearest friend in my most desperate time of need, you carried only sweet love and life and light, and may you be forever blessed now as if my daughter forever forward from here forth.

I wish I knew a perfection as you in my life everyday, and at nearly 52, still silliyliy dreaming of you, well, I cannot help myself, you were within my mind before your birth, I saw you, and your perfection still takes my breath and focus away at a glance because you are such a sweet breath of life I've yearned a lifetime for, but this is only so selfishly...

I'm learn g how to heal and rebuild then build and I'll make a castle for family.

I'll never forget you and I'll always be within handsreach waiting, at least your dear friend, in hope of becoming in time together ours, your man.

I'm learning first to be the finest father, as a father so I have. I no longer serve just thyself. My capacity is now different, this different life and man to become, I Am.

Where Am I Today ??? ~ Good or Evil ???

I'm deeply fulfilled and defined already and oddly running empty in the facet of desire. I feel I've reborn to life a different sign, certainly a Leo now, and yet I'm unsure now who I exactly am, but I am not who once I was of December. August are my new stars, and my body is at home in this summer heat, once of the cold winter, strong through lonely cold fights, now heated and just starting to revvvv in life again, this time it's different,  ...im different.

I'm John Stephen Swygert, but I'm only a physical fleshy collection of cells and associated memories of a man I much don't like today and want to be better of in most regards.

I can kook at myself objectively backwards, as I died

I was revived, and in that revival, reborn.

My stars familiar now are where I found myself 1 year and 1 week ago now...renewed, strangely...at least in Spirit... the vessel wrecked worse than ever I will show you how to carry and push as too often we all rest on our laurels!

Exercise the animal self until you smile within, not trying to cleanse issues with convenient chemical answers in a tablet or capsule, sweat and cleanse with water and only keep yourself in clean areas not contaminated...body, mind, spirit, emotions.

Align the chakras. Say your prayers. Commune to God. Speak In Tongues. See Mirackes. Be A Miracle. What do you believe in?

Believe in me, that I was gone and returned. Believe in choice and your current free will. Believe in the truth of good vs. Evil, no matter how you perceive it.

I was once about me. The perfect woman of my minds eye cane to me... My perfect dream. I could not act against her ever. I would not and did not. I departed this life in deep love and only returned because of my live for her and my dogs I cannot bear to think I would dare to leave behind.

That's all truth above. You can't even imagine how it feels to live, as most can't believe it to hear or listen too. We've been conditioned to death. ;(