I'm deeply fulfilled and defined already and oddly running empty in the facet of desire. I feel I've reborn to life a different sign, certainly a Leo now, and yet I'm unsure now who I exactly am, but I am not who once I was of December. August are my new stars, and my body is at home in this summer heat, once of the cold winter, strong through lonely cold fights, now heated and just starting to revvvv in life again, this time it's different, ...im different.
I'm John Stephen Swygert, but I'm only a physical fleshy collection of cells and associated memories of a man I much don't like today and want to be better of in most regards.
I can kook at myself objectively backwards, as I died
I was revived, and in that revival, reborn.
My stars familiar now are where I found myself 1 year and 1 week ago now...renewed, strangely...at least in Spirit... the vessel wrecked worse than ever I will show you how to carry and push as too often we all rest on our laurels!
Exercise the animal self until you smile within, not trying to cleanse issues with convenient chemical answers in a tablet or capsule, sweat and cleanse with water and only keep yourself in clean areas not contaminated...body, mind, spirit, emotions.
Align the chakras. Say your prayers. Commune to God. Speak In Tongues. See Mirackes. Be A Miracle. What do you believe in?
Believe in me, that I was gone and returned. Believe in choice and your current free will. Believe in the truth of good vs. Evil, no matter how you perceive it.
I was once about me. The perfect woman of my minds eye cane to me... My perfect dream. I could not act against her ever. I would not and did not. I departed this life in deep love and only returned because of my live for her and my dogs I cannot bear to think I would dare to leave behind.
That's all truth above. You can't even imagine how it feels to live, as most can't believe it to hear or listen too. We've been conditioned to death. ;(
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