Tuesday, November 29, 2011

SHIMMER ~ LYRICS ~ and Song Link ~MobiusTripz

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SHIMMER ~ click the link and sing or read along...enjoy

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SHIMMER ~ LYRICS ~ MOBIUSTRIPZ

I can see
sunbeams
water shimmering
as its rolling down the mountain

i can feel
the coolest breeze
caressing my soul
as it gently blows my mind

droplets of water
glittering
keep dancing
on my eyes
dancing on my eyes

droplets of water
glittering
keep dancing
on my eyes

well i'm not day dreaming
on this beautiful day
a day of life
fills my soul

each day such an incredible gift
like the water
one day too
I too
will flow

SHIMMER ~ MOBIUSTRIPZ

Steve Swygert
"rokkinroll"
       of 
MobiusTripz

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Peace friends...if your a fan or not...your a friend.

Peace

NO MAN IS AN ISLAND ~ lyrics to the blues song by MobiusTripz

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http://www.reverbnation.com/c./poni/24484534
or
http://www.soundclick.com/player/single_player.cfm?songid=9983727&q=hi

CRANK IT UP AND SING OR READ ALONG

free streaming 24/7 or paid download available too...enjoy

Life's Sometimes Lonely Journey - Original short poem
Life's sometimes lonely journey

song titled:

NO MAN IS AN ISLAND ~ lyrics to the blues song by MobiusTripz


On an island standing alone,
surrounded with all of my friends of life,
memories of yearned time lost gone by,
and time to strike now rich, love surrounds me,
no one comes along,
journeys spent alone, I ask why?

I try to catch a drift,
sliding gracefully to my friends,
my twisted word of expression,
misunderstood by many,
clues to an answer for all,
losing in rapid succession?

Souls that slip these surly bonds of life,
and time wins as always once again,
when I catch up behind it,
I promise next to be a better friend.

Now is the moment to share,
and be footloose and fancy free,
I just want to say I Love All My Friends,
that are on this island with me.


Steve Swygert
"rokkinroll"
       of 
MobiusTripz

All my songs stream free 24/7 @

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I enjoy and respond to emails and comments and welcome them greatly.

Peace friends...if your a fan or not...your a friend.

Peace

FUNKY COUNTRY ~ LYRICS ~ and link to the tune by MobiusTripz

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FUNKY COUNTRY ~ LYRICS and link

Play the tune and read the lyrics…fun song.


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I think something
Is sounding funny
I hear a lot of funky
When I hear country

Maybe it’s because
everybody is smoking
And getting funky
In the country

We don’t do things the same around here
As most of you do at home
yeah
We have family recipes for our mash
And we smoke some sweet homegrown

It’s country
We like to do it country
In the country
Because that what this countries all about

Being country
Having freedom
From persecution

Yeah man
There’s lot of country in this country right now
And we would take it back,
but ya’ll never had it
and never will

We don’t relinquish our grip on anything to easily
Out in the country
Because we’re country
Out in the country
Having fun and getting funky

In the country
Out in the country

This is simply a musical parody with a fun country twist.

However, the real issue is relevant, and not meant to be diluted lyrically, but rather shared in principle with a little country humor thrown in…

The legalization of marijuana is a major political issue today, finally!

…and you truly can hear it loud and clear all around…

and a whole bunch more in modern country music…crank it up…you may not like it…but that is the reality of this issue gaining a massive head of steam in politics after NORML has been actively been trying to legalize marijuana now for over 40 years…

If you like this song…check out my other tune that goes right along with this one…

It’s also a parody and a fun song…so crank up a couple and have a laugh…but ponder the deeper implications as stated please.

Share these messages abroad so we can accomplish these goals more quickly, and get onto even more important issues quickly.

We have wasted an incredible amount of time and money on this issue that should be a simple no brainer.

We have a plant that does better for most patients then anything man has ever created in a lab, and it can be grown at home when legalized, and consumed in private at homes or the proper business establishments.

Shall we continue to fund futile anti marijuana drug wars and campaigns of all sorts, incarcerate non violent pot heads and waste time and cash in our archaic, slow, and full of red tape, legal system…

…or can you think of somewhere else this money may be better spent, like on our infrastructure, new technology, and rebuilding this great dying nation…or we can continue to alienate the consensus and crush ourselves further?

That song is called:

“LEAGALIZE WEED 2011” ~ and I will rename it each year and re-release it until marijuana is at the very least legal for medicinal purposes.


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My second most widely read world wide blog posting is my response to the legalization of marijuana to The Huffington Post, and brings up enough thoughts to justify, in any rational and reasonable mind, that it should be legalized.

Read it please if you agree, but especially if you do not.


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We have been a closed minded country long enough. 

Shall we let Aids and cancer patients and other who are gravely ill and afflicted suffer more when marijuana help these patients to live healthier more productive lives if they choose to smoke marijuana?

Would it lose its stigma in a “pill” form?

Shall we continue to pollute our sick bodies with pharmacology? A sick science in most instances that supports the greed of far too many and thwarts well being, and crushes many financially, with the promise of  hope, so often not found, and with ridiculous side effects that are life changing forever, and in the wrong direction?

Shall we imprison a man or woman because they possessed marijuana for any reason?

Incarceration is very expensive per annum, and many many folks are in jails in prisons for non violent marijuana related reasons that our society has for too long looked down upon needlessly.

The onus of incarcerating prisoners is upon the taxpayer, us, and that is our decision to make, not just a few men, We elect!

I believe in speaking out while I am alive, because when your close to death with medical issues, it makes one think deeply, and search for answers to survive, and I will and I will heal, as my Faith and friends and family guide me with loving hands and thoughts, and opinions that can become reality and fact.

I absolutely do not believe in releasing violent prisoners, as they have no place in a beautiful society, until they are reformed.

On the other hand, who should be jailed for smoking a plant, if they do nothing to anyone?

Steve Swygert
"rokkinroll"
       of 
MobiusTripz

All my songs stream free 24/7 @

www.mobiustripz.com

I enjoy and respond to emails and comments and welcome them greatly.

Peace friends...if your a fan or not...your a friend.

Peace






GOODBYE MOTHER EARTH ~ LYRICS ~ MOBIUSTRIPZ~

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Written in 1992 – song recorded in November 2011

Story behind the song:


Lyrically written in 1992, I was and still am today vividly, acutely, and conscientiously aware of what we were and are still doing as a world of people...as far back at least as 1992 through to this day…sadly.

We are at the least on the cusp of collapse, both financially and in ways we have affected our entire ecosystem…it truly may be to late for future generation…please take all the lyrical words to heart and be a voice as well as take action peacefully for our planet, our people, and our collective future.

Please read my article published and dually recognized by The United States Department of Energy as well,

http://www1.eere.energy.gov/wip/news_detail.html?news_id=16404

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This philosophy I outlined for the Green Era in my article is certainly crystallizing finally into a new collective future we must implement immediately, or fail miserably…it is truly that dire!

Song link to www.soundclick.com: FREE STREAMING or paid download:

http://www.soundclick.com/player/single_player.cfm?songid=11202163&q=hi

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GOODBYE MOTHER EARTH

The car that pollutes
The landfills we create
The wars that we fight
Is it too late?

The nuclear power
The acid rain
The ozone layer
We must be insane!

Politicians talk
People don’t react
We are losing Mother Earth and
We are losing her fast!

The smokestack puffs
The fish they die
We are losing the rain forest
This is no lie

Wake up and smell the roses
While there are roses still to smell
Our poor Mother Earth
Is resembling hell

React now
Because talk is cheap
Start working now
Before we are really in too deep.


OR SAY GOODBYE TO MOTHER EARTH

Lyrically written in 1992, I was and still am today vividly, acutely, and conscious of what we were doing as a world of people long ago…sadly. We are at the least on the cusp of collapse…it truly may be to late…please take all the lyrical words to heart and be a voice for our planet.

Please read my article published and dually recognized by The United States Department of Energy as well,

http://www1.eere.energy.gov/wip/news_detail.html?news_id=16404

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as it is certainly crystallizing finally into a new collective future we must implement immediately, or fail miserably…it is truly that dire!

Steve Swygert
"rokkinroll"
       of
MobiusTripz

All my songs stream free 24/7 @

www.mobiustripz.com

I enjoy and respond to emails and comments and welcome them greatly.

Peace friends...if your a fan or not...your a friend.

Peace



FGJ SHOUT OUT ~ LYRICS and SONG LINK ~ MOBIUSTRIPZ

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LISTEN AND SING ALONG TO THIS SONG by me...MobiusTripz


Life in the forest

A perfect day to me
Would be walking seamlessly
Down the path not trodden very often
By most men

I would ponder who’s been here
Look around at all the beautiful things
That are still the same
That time can’t change

Like Cranesville Swamp
And Finzel Swamp
Garrett County Maryland
Cumberland

These beautiful precious mountains
Where I like to often hike,
Take many beautiful walks
Rainbows in the sky

And sometimes
Under the starry moonlit skies
It matters not to…night
I just love this beautiful mountain in stereo

Cradled in God’s hands
So, take a look with me
Walk along with me
Down
One of those trails in the forest

Lots of things to see and learn and study
Great stuff

There’s lots of things going on
Tough right now
And it’s really easy
If you want to get down

But you got to think up
And focus on the good man
Because that's the only way
We know how we should

That’s why I want you
To take that walk along side with me
In the forest
So free

Feel it all around
Don’t let artificial superficial things get you down

People stop being bad to one another
Me included
I'm no saint
Lord knows

Lets all just be good to one another

Peace friends
For real
Peace… friends

steve "rokkinroll" of MobiusTripz




Thursday, November 24, 2011

GREEN ERA PHILOSOPHY ~ TECHNOLOGY CHALLENGE 1

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I am outspoken at times it may appear, but the bottom line and truth is I have ideas to express that I would love to make a living from, but I think I better just throw this out there instead and let it be what it will be...it will be better for all of society...so I know in the day and age we live in, this will quickly inspire our new technological revolution to blast off in The United States of America, and start “Green Manufacturing” to new standards, producing new products with new technology. 

Here is my thought. 

It has long been desired by many to have a remote controlled home. 

There have been many systems designed, but before the technology we utilize today. 

Today’s technology is ready for those ideas, finally, especially with the advent of cellular digital radio communications alongside cloud computing, and quantum computing soon, and then I ultimately believe the combination of the two, which will very swiftly revolutionize all scientific knowledge we currently know and make it small by comparison to what we know today, as evidence already shows is slowing firing ups it's engines. 

Apps. 

Simple answer. 

Electronic thermostats, on even more efficient geo thermal heat pumps, controlled manually, as we do now as well as through a simple cellular app. 

We can manufacture all of these products in the United States and standardize a protocol for the business model, keep companies limited, by law to a certain maximum size in respect to a formula of variables to write soon in a business model. 

One maker could not come under scrutiny and upset the market place in this way. Profits would be more proportionately distributed among all. 

We will be more efficient, have more natural resources, and have a cleaner and hopefully healing environment. 

We will buy time for our Earth to heal, and help her along the way. 

Since the advent of computer technology utilized in the automotive industry, we have taken once terribly polluting internal combustion engines and have revolutionized their efficiency and lower the level of pollutants, truly getting more bang for your buck in more ways then one. 

Now imagine if you will your on vacation, and your home has been wired for free by a new technology, and you pick what features you want to have installed. 

You dream it; we can and will make it. 

Cameras for security? Cut your water off with a new solenoid electromagnetic valve for your water main; program your thermostat, anything you can think of. 

All things shall be able to be manually over ridden or disconnected at any time as well. 

Cars utilize, at it bare essence, a rather simple system of a computer, actuators, and sensors. 

This technology has been cheaper and cheaper to produce over the years. 

We can wire every home to be more efficient, as we have done with cars. 

We can have sensors that have lights come on and turn off as we exit and leave rooms, and it will know how many people have come and gone so no one is in the dark. 

We could program lights to randomly cycle to look as though someone is home when they are not. 

Stereos and TV’s could cycle too, to give more of the effect that folks are home, if so desired. 

…and all right on your cell phone in a simple app. 

So who wants to do this? 

Who is game to revolutionize the world? 

I hope our government. 

Solyndra was a great idea and a great try. It is abundantly clear that the market changed in these deep economic times, and affected them into bankruptcy, in what appeared a no brainer excellent investment. 

We can create a marketplace where none existed before and therefore since we design it, we build it and we perfect it, we continually evolve it, and remove those market factors and threat. 

Higher standard of pollution control and efficiency as well as conservation along with the belief in the philosophy would be enough to always naturally evolve these systems into better and better models, until a newer better model emerges. 

We have to take great leaps of faith in order to reap what we have sewed. Have we not sewn enough of this poor seed of which we reap now? 

It is clear what that answer is a resounding, yes! 

When we make a market place of and through new technology and philosophy, it exists no where else, we define that new market place and its philosophy and teach it, and help establish the infrastructure engineering and construction and the implementation to swift change that can easily be facilitated quickly therefore employing, I believe, millions of people. 

We build new products from this new technology and keep evolving it. 

NASA is facing sever funding cuts as is our military. 

These two entities, however feared by some, are the most influential and contributing to the advancement of technology and exploration. 

I am thankful NASA’s mission is an apparent one in Peace, and the military is getting more in order with the world today then ever. 

We will shrink our military when we have systems in place that are fail safe and protect us against any threats, as will other countries, however, in the meantime, we need to heal our country, stay out of war, and repair the damages we have produced in so many regions with a lack of respectable foreign policy, which has been changing, however slowly. 

Hopefully we will all transition into not armies of fighters, but armies of helpers promoting peace and sharing this new technology we are just on the cusp of. 

This is not solely computing. It is a new science from computing that we are embarking on. 

This is truly the next wave, the one we wondered about. What would top computing and technology? The two combined while further evolving into this new science with a spirit of clean efficient prosperity for all, and secured jobs. Education, and a future, as we rewrite what the American Dream is now, as the old American Dream have passed. 

I am sick of the politics of politics. I would rather focus on a solution, and forget the ego; it is just a better way to accomplish anything at all.  

Imagine every home, the place most of spend most of our time, wired for efficiency and safety, and only to what you, the home owner wants. 

Bluetooth wireless technology, WiFi, cloud computing, quantum computing, etc., etc., etc. the technology is here right now to start something incredible. 

Where we spend most of our time? We all certainly, at least at times, leave things on that do not need to be left on, and therefore using natural resources we do not need. 

Here is one example, the small AC Adapters that power so many things these days. 

They draw power all the time. It may not be much, but what if we all had them turned off when there is no demand upon them?  

Collective, we would save millions of kilowatt hours, and therefore use less raw materials in the process, with a trickle down effect of less pollution. 

I am on the computer a lot. I have one running 24/7. Sometimes two or three. Each dedicated to different purposes at different times for different things to accomplish, and each with their own unique strengths and inherent weaknesses. 

I need several tools, but I see that is quickly becoming a thing of the past. 

How about we all have a flat screen and a key board and a mouse and dump the home computers, and just dock the cell when we are home, and use it as we do a laptop, but now smaller and portable while we are out. 

We are a few steps closer to this reality.



All electronics should be able to connect via USB ports, always as well as blue tooth’ed or any other type of better radio communication technology at our disposal as it too evolves.



How is this for convenience?



Wouldn’t it be nice if we could just use the cell app to turn in on our computer 5 minutes before I am ready to get to work or home, whichever may be the case?



Or make me a pot of coffee or a cup of coffee with a simple App. It is very simple to write these programs today, and there is an infinite database of education on these languages all over the internet, and they are accurate and well taught if you look for the correct sites.



We coffee lovers should all have a new coffee pot that is supplied with a water source, a coffee supply, and all through a simple app.



I could save a lot of coffee making it a cup at a time, when usually because of convenience and ease of use, I will make an entire pot, often not finishing the last pot of the day, and that is wasteful…unless I make my ice coffees. Yummy.



An app is a user interface on a cell phone or laptop, or notebook, or pad style computer, designed to run a program, or several programs for a very definite outcome wanted by the user, and often different users have their own outcome different from others.



They truly are as simple as pushing a few buttons.



You can shop, listen to music, read, surf the web, watch a movie, make a video and upload it. Pretty much, you dream it up, there is or will be an App for it.



This is a huge marketplace to explore, and is mostly unchartered territory, and I see this clearly as one of the huge vast new territories of our new technologies we are utilizing today along with our older evolved and still valid technology today.



Apps can do amazing things and this is the wave of the computing technology of simplification, more power at your finger tips then ever, and now believe it or not, scientist have made contact lenses that are not only fully functional, but have a micro processor, visualization projections for you to see, and…well go Google away, Bing away, and what are the other search engines named?…fascinating stuff!



So dream it, let’s make it here at home, employ people to manufacture and distribute…use some old school labor, too keep a base of a workforce, and grow it from there.



Build quality not junk.



I want to spend my money on things that last a life time, not garbage that is inferior and a result of a philosophy that we need to leave at the fills and dumps with the products that its very philosophy created, and that is cheap junk in a disposable philosophical age.



The car uses pretty simple technology and lots of ranges of information to maintain a watchful eye on all systems, and through an electronic signal to the actuators, adjust most any aspect of a vehicle today.



There are computers you can hook to cars that can tell you the temperature of the inside of the fuel tank, if the car is so equipped with the sensor o send the signal to the computer requesting the information.



I have a business idea, I have product ideas, and I have excellent marketing ideas too.



I have experience and fundamental understanding in all of the related fields that a marketplace as this and a science as this will evolve into.



It should not be crafted as a way for a few to get rich, but rather a way to be more efficient, lower the cost of fuels and demands for them, clean the earth, and spread the philosophy for free for anyone to offer to help for free, or maybe for pay, as a good business model will prove profitable, and sometimes not as intuitively trained or as educated areas of the marketplace as expected.



Think of the free source code philosophy used in the idea of the GNU project, which has evolved into LINUX, which inspired so many awesome software evolutions, such as firefox, which evolved from NetScapes browser, when NetScape decided to release its source code for everyone to learn, utilize, and evolve.



Microsoft is struggling against the open source community, and they need to adopt this new philosophy in the market place or be the one to change everything, or else they will not fare well, and even could be dominated and fall victim to the very marketplace they carved a niche in for so long.



They would not be the first giant to have fallen, of course.



Right now Microsoft is exploring and weighing options on purchasing or merging with Yahoo… again. Am I mistaken, or did the Federal Government not just recently dis-approve this business merger or acquisition, or something similar to it…and why?for fear of a monopoly!



Is Microsoft that threatened by Google? You bet.



Read my blog entry on cloud computing, and you will see why, and you will see what it appears facebook and Google may be both up to, and it is becoming more and clearer as I had written when I did, what they are doing with their power.



Some things are great and awesome and wonderful to use, and other things are questionable, and some things revealed in the news recently are down right deplorable, and that is where my concerns lie. Not to point fingers and raise speculation so much, as opposed to awareness and promoting transparency and honesty in a market place.



Good and great Google stuff…



Android is simply an open source code operating system for mobile devices.



Do not think for a moment it is not at all powerful.



These open source codes can be contributed to by anyone, and they have proven to define new marketplaces more quickly then imagined, that are more profitable then what would have been without them. The greedy still get their stack of cash, and so can anyone else willing to invest time into their education and use creativity to think of something new.



Here is another million dollar idea I have to share…take this and do it!



We need an app for fast food.



Preprogrammed food orders, GPS sees your in the parking lot, you hit the app as you wait in line…CAREFULLY…and place your order, the system knows your coming through, and the person working inside can be more efficient because they do not have to take your order. They may just confirm it with you.



All fast food places could use my network I have thought about.



I am ready to launch if I write the program…who is game, once again.



All fast food places can use my App and the menus can be available on the cell, or on a monitor when you pull up…like you drive up, it knows your there, and the menu appears…The fast food places would save money in signs, and would use this service, be more efficient, and should have fewer incorrect orders.



Efficiency can lower prices, get a better product in your hands for less money, keep more people employed, and still be largely profitable.





This is my idea and this puts that idea out there to investors, I hope.



It should never be used to take jobs ever, as this undermines the very economy we are trying t rebuild, but rather utilized to secure and create jobs.



Can’t I make some money on my idea and help others in the process? Certainly, I believe in Moral Capitalism. But I do not have any faith in our modern day Capitalism that we have sold ourselves short through the use of.



This is a great way to have a peaceful productive crystallizing revolution that helps everyone. Utilizing the mind and putting an idea on the collective table of the world to ponder the possibilities, dream together, and then make our reality is today’s reality.



That is the true essence of free will, not the egotistical free will, the collective free will we all have in our souls.



Anything that the ego gets into becomes contaminated, as the ego by its nature is selfish, which is sinful, wrong, immoral, etc.



Kind of a hard fact to argue. 



Our model of capitalism has far too long been polluted by this old sickening philosophy of too many.



I worked for excellent businessmen, and many scum balls too. I have worked for myself, for proprietors, and large corporations.



Good and bad, as usual, can possibly exist anywhere.



We should no longer condone the poor business ethics we have for so long, and we should implement tougher standards that further along the “philosophy of monopolism”, and how to properly and fairly prevent it, while at the same time promoting a purer philosophy that benefits more positive dividends in every aspect.



We offer cell phones virtually for free because the service is vital for efficiency, communication, and virtually every aspect of a plugged in life today.



It is high time to leave politics behind and do what we all know is right!



We are developing a collective consensual conscience, and it will be even more and more revealed with the technology we have, and it is going to lead all of us across the world closer towards peace and prosperity and more quickly sending help where need, and communicating better, and understanding and relating to one another better.



If we do not, we all know the consequences, I do not nee to write anything to convince anyone there.



We are at a massive tipping point in terms of global warming…MASSIVE…the scientific community agrees. And more and more who once thought it hog wash are becoming firm believers, because as they have been educated to read the numbers and read the evidence, it does not lie, and it fully undeniable.



I envision when we start projects like this tomorrow after this has been read by a few folks.



If the government wants to change and rebuild this great country with its people, and I feel most certain they do, we must implement new evolving technologies of the green era philosophy.



I have written this before, and it may be read at this link, which is to The U.S. Department of Energy.



http://www1.eere.energy.gov/wip/news_detail.html?news_id=16404





My great grandfather, R.J.H. DeLoach, was a naturalist and a professor, a musician, among many other incredible things,  and friends of John Burroughs, Thomas Edison, Henry Ford, Roy Firestone, and the likes.



I dream of sitting with them back then on a camping trip they use to take together and observing, listening, and sharing in vision. Communing.



I dream of them being with me now, and what would they suggest?



How would there conversations have been?



A great inventor, a wonderful naturalist and heck of a poet and writer, a tire mogul, the father of the assembly line and now car mogul, but mogul is the least important, they revolutionized entire industries with thought.



They all invented, in different ways.



Often you hear it asked in the media and by friends, where are all the great minds of today.



They are out there doing what they do, thinking, working, changing, and later they will be revealed for what it was that they contributed, and it may not even be realized during the time it is taking place.



Steve Jobs is a great example of rock star like status, especially as the phenomenon crystallizes now that he has unfortunately passed away.



He was an inventor, a businessman, a philosopher, a deep thinker, and so on.



We have pushed our old envelopes of energy consumption and production to their limits. We are lower on natural resources now more then ever because we have too heavily relied on, for too long, and inefficiently used what was plentiful and cheap at a time, and polluted for far too long



I feel certain over time, we will have cleaner and cleaner everything and anything that we desire, if that is how we plan, and we must plan this way today so that we may have a future.



Impending doom is not paranoia when it comes to our Earth.



It is a matter of fact and will happen in the passage of time, those statements are undeniable.



Collective now, scientists are finally seeing the evidence that we are going through both massive and swift changes of geological evolution caused by many factors, certainly including people and their irrespective pollution.



Challenge on.



I can design this entire system with a fine team of specialists because I have the vision in my mind, or over many years wanted to the betterment of all if I try to do it alone.



I hope this will inspire change everywhere.



Instant voice and communication can change everything we expect from the future.



We have free will, and we need to use it collectively for the greater good and prosperity, and leave our selfish ways behind.



Any system may be implemented in this philosophy to enhance lives, and usually in more ways then one.



If it does not follow that protocol, then it shall not belong.





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Monday, November 21, 2011

HEART ATTACK - original title..."another full throttle ramble" and then I felt illl

(added following day)

So I started originally typing below the word START...and then felt ill like a heart attack

...and then watched a great documentary last night, and feel inspired to continue down my healing

path. I am not letting any more set backs get me down...life happens...so onward I march...I hope

there is something worthwhile someone can get out of this...you may email me and I will happily

reply...enjoy, think, rest easy please...smile...breathe deep a few times...it is health for us...get

centered, focused...and read away !...thanks and again enjoy...just a loose know typing on the

blog...content is my main purpose here...not grammar and sentence structure or vocabulary...just a

quick rant...so...

START - 11-21-2011

ramble on,
i sing my song

so here i am...just gonna hit the keys and what appears appears...will be an exercise in speed accurate...i am losing swiftly...the mind and stress...relax...so it will be fun...

i have this cool map of Rome, maybe from the 1500 by a man named Ligorio...printed from a hand carved wooden block, which was then inked, and then pressed onto paper

so my heart does not feel to well at the moment...

going to drink water and breathe deeply and calmly

being ill is quite nerve racking at this level i am at, heart, back, feet, etc.

chest still hurting at 818am...

taking breaks typing and breathing carefully

right arm numbing a little more now...i have nerve damage there already and this just makes it way worse all the way down my right arm

its a strange feeling to know you may just be having a heart attack this moment and kiss this world good bye... to travel onward

at this point I went to get a friend to watch over me

...


OK, next day...scary stuff...close to going to the ER but it all passed...but I am due for the lab rat run through any day now...

worst thing i do now is smoke...I eat well, exercise regularly, I am 160 lbs, 5'7" - I use to 5'9"...spine is that bad !...but I am usually chipper and ready to tackle the day to the best of my abilities...

I had heart cramping, chest pain, tachycardia (120 plus beats per minute)...I decided to tell my buddies I felt very ill...so I woke them up....concentrated on breathing...went to the window for fresh mountain air after I opened and breathed deep...the air instantly calmed my heart a little, as well as the view of the mountains let me relax deeply...I felt like if I freak I am having a heart attack...I will surely kill myself...so I made notes, got help, and it slowly passed ...and I really believe through being calm as possible, which i s very difficult to do when your thinking that you know its time!

So it is a little over 24 hours later...

I watched an excellent documentary last night titled, " Fat, Sick, and Nearly Dead".

An excellent show and one of the finest most inspiring documentaries I have watched in some time.

A great guy from Australia, my age (43), was well over weight, suffered from some chronic conditions, and went on a 60 day juicing diet...this is something I am going to do (for at least 10 days) after consulting my doctors...maybe.

I have 0% faith in any of them, they do not cross communicate, they show they could care less if they ever see me or anyone else again (on the surface) and had me loaded with drugs, which I pitched a long time ago.

I refuse to take 14 medications multiple times a day, regardless of my conditions and that they are prescribed...all by one doctor at the time...I just new in my gut this is not good, highly toxic, made me more depressed, and made me always tired.

I am not suggesting anyone do what I did...I am simply sharing what I felt, what my instincts were and what I did.

I feel so much better in the last few years with 0 or very little medicine, that there is no comparison.

In the last few years I have also lost a total of 30 to 35 lbs.

I walk and hike when possible.

My broken back and gout (when it acts up) stinks, as does my heart, so learn, study, change drastically and carefully, communicate to the docs, and if your having a heart attack, do not be stubborn like me, go to the hospital or call the ambulance.

I am stubborn, but I also think it is part of y character make up that makes me say, I am walking no matter what, most of the time.

The pain is gut wrenching, distracting, makes me forgetful at times, often excruciatingly sharp, also always deep and at the least dull, and this pain crosses the threshold of all pains before, with the exception of gout, which is a beast of its own all together.

...so on top of that I may have to have another axillary biopsy...that growth left behind huts quite a bit lately as well.

when it rains it pours, and I have been getting rained on a lot  lately - non stop!

So point is...with the movie...this guy lost major weight, quickly, with a doctor's supervision, and simply juiced only for 60 days.

He had a glow when he was done, meaning his color changed...

he lost around 60 lbs.

was able to discontinue all medications

his chronic condition (a very rare rash that is extremely itchy, and covers the entire body)  is in 100% remission

and so here he is from Australia, and he inspires a trucker to lose weight and try this juicer reset, and he called him 2 weeks after he returned to Australia, and he went all the way back to the U.S.A., and set that guy up with real help...and he even inspired more, if that was possible!

That's all I am saying...you must watch it...I watched on NetFlix...well worth the hour and twenty minutes.

Juicing works, I am inspired, and am doing it at least for the micro nutrient supplement if I do not start out full blast.

I eat well but very light, when less active.

Supplementally should be perfect for me, I already got the BP way down to normal for a long time now...so I have to fuel the wrecked vessel I am, and heal.

That's the plan, and to do it while being as active as possible;e, which could mean stuck in bed several weeks, to feeling better and better at times, as that is how this life goes.

So I will post some things up from time to time...but I am certain the juicing is well worthwhile, as with what I have studied and experienced, I need these micro nutrients.

Have you seen President Bill Clinton?...He looks better then when he became President.

A Vegan now, and a different regimen then this one, but with multiple similarities too the juicing.

After resetting your bodies set point, and then also having detoxified, you will not desire to eat the garbage we are served at fast food placed or off the shelves of the stores.

Most of our foods are over processed, macro-nutrient rich (not as healthy, and mostly complex carbohydrates), and the fruits and veggies that are NOT  fresh are only left with 10% of their nutrients as compared to with as picked, by the time we consume them.

So fresh is the best and juicing.

Also you're filled up and do not desire a tone of food after the juicing.

I have fasted many times.

I always feel healthier, clearer in thought, focused, and energetic.

That usually takes three days first, and these guys in the movie were identical to my pattern I have observed from my own experience.

I think I am ready to quit smoking, fast and juice, or eat light well healthy and juice a lot.

Or I can have a heart attack.

I still have a choice...that movie brought that point home abundantly clear.

If anyone wants to join, we can make a support group, do this together, heal and support and root for one another and share our experiences and keep track of our individual goals.

It would be wonderful to make 44 next month...if not...it has been a beautiful time no matter the circumstance...every event can be a lesson enjoyed, if not at the time then later...often long after and upon reflection, discussion, studying, sharing, and keeping an open mind...even the most hideous appearing tragedies always reveal great life lessons when we look for them.

Life is the most valuable assett...I think we may finally be realizing that as a people across the world, and together collectively, that is the power that is positive with instant communication in real time.

It gives us a chance to do anything we dream.

When I am 85, 43 will have seemed perhaps difficult in a few respects, but I am thinking more and more that I will see this was a time that will be the catalyst to who I am going to become, not who I have been or what my health is.

I want to leave these problems here which will be the past, and heal 100%. I am determined always, even when depressed from time to time, the under ridng current is stronger and one of determination.

Faith is miracle's voice singing subconsciously in our mind's undercurrent of constant streaming thought.

Faith opens every door to all of the great possibilities.

As time needs time, so does Faith need Faith.

Faith building can be tough at best sometimes, and that seems to be when we gain even more of it.

I find patience and clarity and peace in Faith.

Medical doctors are what they are, but I know Faith kept me calm and alive yesterday and felling perfect with no ill side effects today.

I have been through all of this for a long time now, so I know when to jump to the doctors orders, when to get help, when to sit and be calm, when to rest, when to enjoy music, writing, playing guitar, bass, singing, recording music, etc....all Faith building for me personally...and most importantly for me, Faith has placed the right people in my life at the right time...and I needed that...now I am neither lonely nor alone, and that is the best feeling to promote healing.

Last Thanksgiving, I was using a walker, as my back had me contorted and twisted and in excruciating pain, and I had gout too, equally painful but in a different way entirely...

so Thanksgiving is in a few days...

I was alone in my home ill after a three year relationship.

I got the mail outside, found a note, and called a friend and his girlfriend who were broke and stuck here and sleeping in their truck.

It's cold, my furnace is broken, but we are together and it is spirit lifting for me , as I hope it is for them as well.

This may be the best Thanksgiving yet...things can change fast...one year...all unexpected...matters not how well I plan...life always knocks on my door and changes my direction...

I am thankful to have anything to offer anyone, I have been such a wreck, and I am thankful to everyone who has helped me survive this long.

A step away from death and a step away from homelessness is stressful, if you let it be, or in an odd way invigorating, if you so shall choose.

I am passive and focused in Faith, but a fighter in my soul, because I love this life so much, I want to hang on always with everything I have.

Those are some of the lessons from a combination of sports, Faith, life experiences, music, writing, education, etc.

hey all sharpen the mind and help in planning, execution, conservation of energy, tact, etc.

and mostly I believe we all have a time to depart, but we at the same time need to be determined to stick around

Over and over again I get some kind of severe scare and they do not leave quickly, and perhaps ever.

They are each valuable lessons that make me on a daily basis see the value and fragility of life.

sometimes i write sloppy, and directly from thought, I may not spell check or edit, because I mainly want to record the gist of a train of thought, and then come back later and piece the good together in rough form and begin refining...so perhaps this will all be a book one day when I start the next big project...dreams

It is important to me to record these things as perhaps i am not around at a point in time, and my work stops there...hopefully to help many and inspire...i do not intend on everything being broken thought fragments rambling on...eventually...I will have proofed, edited, and organized all this and more I have in paper books at home, and at least get a book and a book of poems too...

I want to write a book, I want to travel, I want to become both smarter and wiser, i want to be a better musician, and sure I desire fame and fortune but never as my main goal, and in the meantime I work on these dreams, and what you read is that...but most importantly, I write because I am a writer, I play and write and record music because i am a musician, and no matter what successes I achieve there, I am thankful I am still here today just to record a few thoughts from my mind to share.

Writing is and even more continually becomes a center to my life that I find great pleasure in sharing and that is an incredible source of soul nourishment, just as is the music.

If perhaps one day I am passed,
and did not a chance have to offer you a farewell,
here it is in a few words now,
carry onward loved friend,
never looking back,
and look for me where time stands still.



Sunday, November 20, 2011

GOLD RECORD BLUES ~ LYRICS

MobiusTripz
ComScore

Record in Gold:
lest ye forget
the music
and word



OUCH  A BROKEN BACK HURTS ALL THE TIME. etc., etc, and so on, etc. blah blah wah wah wah 

VS.

STAY IN THE MUSIC AND WORDS...peeeeeeaaaaaacccccccccceeeeeeeeeeeeee



Is everyone sworn in ?



Record your whispering thoughts,

Be they musical, philosophical or sweetly whimsical,

As the mind does slip with time,

And read later you may and be perplexed with words so inspired,

you think you know not or from where they come.

my mind has started slipping

slipping time

as time slips

its slipping

a little here

and there



Pain on the skeletal system,

Strips the energy of the soul,

fucking broken back hurts so bad 24/7,

The power of the engine,

the body weaker,

Then the mind is stressed,

always sharp at the  moment,

However in continual overdrive constantly,

Knowing a body is dying quick.

heart hurts and cant keep its own rhythm any more

and gout, oh sweet gout


sometimes i get to hit the dirt knees first

no warning that i am even about to jump

i must have joined the paratroopers

spinal cord so compressed paraplegic

in the blink of an eye

then i am up again

walking



how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are



and sleep why

but i need it

or sleep and die

a balance hard to restore



how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are



and my heart ripped out once again

thrown across the floor

out the door

but you will hurt me nevermore

in fist a cuffs

thats not love

and no excuse to strike

thats not love


how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are



twas love

i poured from all my fiber

all the strength i had left

you gave me

i struggle on


how oh how?

sweet so sweet,

lord you are


signal to heart cut short

no matter through love loss and

spinal cord compression both

grip the throat a little more

you feel it all day long

and just relax

now breathe



can you?

or are the lights getting turned off again

never know, never know

toughest battle yet

character?

how deep?


how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are


and the axillary biposy

left right arm nerve damage

fingers always numb

cannot feel pick in hand



and the golf ball they removed from under my arm,

is growing once again

left hand numb too

i never could play music

but rather now listen to instrument screaming

no feeling where I touch

now i finally just begin to play

and stop i cannot

i am finally right where i always wanted to be


how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are


I do not know cannot remember

I must make a gold record

my mind will surely forget

but can hear my thoughts once more

record a record

record in gold


So pen hits paper,

Strings twang notes,

Words and emotion of musical revelry,

My spirit stays afloat,

It’s all I have,

With friends and family,

For all else is surely lost

and in the meantime forever changed.


how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are



music helps stay afloat, music helps stay afloat

music helps stay afloat

a little longer

and longer

another beautiful day of life


for if i await another moment

a song or thought may not be set free

to dance on resonating musical waves

time i will waste no more

until heavens door

until that golden door

my time finally thankful for



I see the ship will sink,

and it is sinking fast.

I was certified for S.C.U.B.A at sixteen,

A wreck diver I may finally be at last, my early dream

Never once thinking in my youth of my final voyage,

ever closer now

is me

is ok


how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are



Maybe I revel on for 10 or 20 more,

Or maybe hang around for 3,

Really does not matter in the bigger picture,

This world makes so plain to see.

pitiful greed

too much misery


10 or 20 what ?

and 3?

years did you read

not written


Forget too often,

Makes you forget more,

question your own mental stanity and sability,

did i read that write, or left perhaps, left me look once more, right?

where am I, i am lost, am i lost

slipping on things once so easily retrieved,

oh yeah,

forgot,

I am 43


how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are



maybe we all feel this way,

however I do not know,

but if I do not share it like most,

it’s just got no where to go.


how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are



And I am tired of all the pain,

And I just want to live my dreams,

I was living my dreams and they all just left,

a few weeks ago, honestly

This silly house of cards,

we all architects


how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are


SO FOCUS SON


no matter I am always thankful,

for the moment that is now,

feeling better already,

mind a little more,

settled down some how



words

magical musical melodious marvelous

moments

are words

are song

twang diddy twang twang . . twang twang!

now quit your bumming out !


remember now, live now, be now
at peace always
as it was at first
always this voyage through time
stronger healing now

don't walk
run,
my precious son

how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are

I am healed in an instant 
Faith so sweet,
size of mustard seed moving mountains,
my body cannot keep me down,
pass the French's please,

I'd like more then just a seed.
Thankful to be free

how oh how?
sweet so sweet,
lord you are