Thursday, August 24, 2017

More from "Endings" ~ Excerpt of ~ I Am Program

The future could be a terrible place where they have you in the hospital and tell you that you must depart although we could keep you around we just don't have the money right now and so we are sorry.

What do you think about that shock value?

I've heard horrible stories from survivors of incredible events so I know that sometimes others find themselves in these terrible situations because that's what the past has proven and so the future will too.

Let's make sure we don't go in that direction please ever unless only with a patient that is imminently going to pass with a disease it's already been diagnosed as terminal.

We are at the greatest Crossroads in Mankind's short-term several thousand year history because the truth is we don't know our real past but what we do have recorded well there's not quite anything like where we are today and these terrible things as the populations increase.

The largest retirement generation upon the world is now and so also with a medical professional shortage we move into the most difficult of times and we don't have to even talk about the international issues with business today as Government after Government after government falter and fail and fall on their faces as we swiftly and strangely turn into a place I don't quite recognize much anymore.

When you feel vulnerable you learn to shut your mouth fast and stay busy as best you can and stay blessed with whatever it is that you have to be blessed with and I am only to the point now we're finally I just appreciate that I have a warm cozy place that's soft that I can snuggle up like a dog and that sounds kind of sad but I find my greatest Solitude as I rest in my body is out of pain 100% because this body has been through a lot and I'm just wondering when this program terminates at this point for myself.

I almost ate a shotgun last night because you don't know the hell I live but nobody cares anymore anywhere and I'm not trying to disappear but I'm not also trying to let the other side take me out either so I decided to go through the vein one more night waiting for one more reprieve but don't you know many don't ever think that next step ahead or think through these kind of problems and so why is it that so many disappear so quick ... As we are overwhelmed?

We are as Despicable today is every great falling Empire before us and it is of the utmost discussed that I even have an eyeful of the utter disaster across the planet through the power of the internet but let your focus not remain always there and stay vigilant and appreciate life and remember you can communicate with your own private God within and you don't have to make a display of it or share with anybody what your thoughts are you have that right too.