Promoting Life ~ A Non-Contiguous Partially Fictionsl Short Story ~ I Am Program / I ∆ Program / I Am ∆

Switch the exercise bike to slicks.

I was repairing another bicycle and needed intertubes and also wheels or I could repair what I already had, and I worked in bicycle shops for years so this was not new to me.

I decided, to look on marketplace and I scored this beautiful bicycle for twenty bucks.

I found my trainer in the trash years ago so I'm already and all I have to do is are the tires up and make a couple final adjustments.

I'm glad I have extra parts and I've got a bunch of stuff at my father's house that's going to come home soon so I can get back to my old hobby and now I will be looking for a bicycle repair stand if anybody out there has one.

I would really like a Park brand repair stand.

If I don't get to ride out much on the C&O Canal here where it's flat and safe, meaning my doctors don't clear me, at least I will be able to get back to a hobby I enjoyed for so very long before life got shattered in other regards, non related to health events.

When I was a child, I watched my brother built bicycles and it was always a deep love in the joy of mine and I desired deeply to opened up a bicycle shop one day and all that is simple life it would have been a good life and I did enjoy something rather close to that managing bicycle shops for a good portion of my early adult life while in college as well both full time. Truly a different life ago.

I worked in Georgetown at bicycle pro Shop. I first worked for towpath bicycles also known as Alexandria bicycles. I also worked for the bicycle exchange for a very short term before I departed for Georgetown and Mel pinto imports which was a lot of fun but nothing like working for Clay Grubic who is such a wonderful man.

Life is like this bicycle trails where there's twists and turns and ups and downs in great unknowns around every corner in times where we break down and must get repaired and then one day we don't get to ride anymore. I know those days are getting closer as opposed to seemingly so very far away like when I was a child and I know as a sickly child what brought me more of the great and wonderful days of life was riding a bicycle. My Health immediately started to go downhill as soon as I got my license and that's a fact. I wonder how many other people will admit that ???

It's so awesome to be able to start feeling energetic again like tonight I went ahead and put the slicks on the bicycle and took another step towards getting it all ready now I think I only need to air the tires up like I already mentioned. I have a beautiful camera, one like I had when I was a child, this excellent gift from a friend and I want to utilize that on a couple of short trips so all the things are planned out and most of my puzzle places are around me and I'm getting them in place at long last.

I'm wondering who I'm going to enjoy them with all these things in these plans.the people I thought I would have either departed or won't be able to participate and I guess what that means is that they're going to be these great many doors opening and I'm looking forward to the smiling faces on the other side and finally being able to greet smiling faces with a smiling face instead of a soul and a face that wears a grimace of pain and suffering.

If I've been hateful, I wasn't trying to be hateful at you unless I let you know it hey, which I've also done too many. All of these things are manifestations of illness and frustration and I own them and they are my responsibility and I have a men's to make as a very imperfect person but I'm not a terrible person and I never have been and I feel that I never will be.

Now through health, I have time to make the very simple immense I need to make and I have time to finally repay the debt that I owe and I pray now so my father that I am a worthy son and a worthy citizen to my country where I will give back and make some contributions where I can and I pray help others as I have so freely been helped.

I was once the president of the fraternal order of Eagles #871 Alexandria, Virginia and that might have been the Pinnacle of Life flight. After that everything was crash and burn. Crash and burn almost felt like a lifestyle and it's been a constant round after round after unrelenting round of getting punched in the face daily by Mike Tyson it feels often.

I'm ready to soar beyond the heights I ever dreamed of in that past life. I'm now ready to do all those things it seemed not that I was scared of but that I feared I would never ever get to participate because my heart. My heart has been ill for decades but just how ill nobody knew. I've argued this even in court and of course my conditions were not deemed as going to contribute or lead to my death. Well, it looks like they did. Now apparently am I cured?

I'm far from cured but I have a chance now and science and medicine advances and so I get to live a little longer and work towards this goals that I want so that others May recognize them. It's not about me and it's never been about me it's about what I can contribute that far out lives and outpaces me.

I'm so very proud to look at the METRO in the Washington DC area and to know that my father was the assistant head of construction there for quite some time. It's a reminder of 6th grade and mr. Gray asking us what was it that our parents, meaning just ask one of them, would think about what was the meaning to life. Essentially my father suggested that he prayed that he would make contributions that far outlasted its own lifetime. What an answer that still I find astonishing and nothing exceeds and never has even come close, certainly equal perhaps however, but most answers just haven't been able to compare.

Maybe that's just my spirit and my father's spirit and my brother's spirit and my mother's spirit and my family's spirit and it's probably your spirit to when you contemplate this pontification.

For just 15 minutes for the first 12 hours of the day do something really heart healthy as far as activity goes and then do the same for that second 12-hour session. The directions were not 30 minutes in 24 hours they were two 15-minute sessions. Of course check with your doctor first but what you want to do is get your heartbeat up to its Max and hold it there and you only do this after warm up. And then after you hold it for certain amount of time, you wind down nice and slow. Then just follow this up with like 20 push-ups. Add skipping rope after a couple of weeks. You can do 5 minutes 5 minutes and 5 minutes and it's amazing what will happen.

You could do it every other day and go ahead and put some music on your smartphone or YouTube and make yourself that special little part of the house where you look forward to going over there and rewarding the temple.

You shut your own stage and you make your own mood that you find beneficial and you watch your dreams start coming to fruition as you take care of the vessel and are able to port and support, yourself more easily from here to there.

I've been in this very happy zone of rest and nutrition and minimal no impact exercise and with the doctor's recommendation I will add to that my next phase of recovery and it should be the best part of the new adventure.I've been made an offer and I'm excited but guarded as I am every step in life but not overly so that I don't enjoy myself, as I've truly never been happier. I've never been so deeply thankful.

it's amazing what difference some healing and being good to your body during the healing. And some solid state electronics can make !!! But it all takes work and without the work there are no miracles. there are no miracles if people don't show up to the hospital to save my life that evening or I should say morning. There are no miracles at all if the people do not show up that are those beautiful angelic First responders that never ever get enough appreciation. In varicose don't happen if the scientists in the doctors don't go to school and study for years upon years refining their skill sets and thinking outside of the proverbial box, which we all have to stay out of a little longer !!!If we all don't show up for life none of these miracles ever happened so please participate and if you're not sure if what is going on around you is principled or not you only have to ask yourself this, does it promote life or not? If it does not promote life than you know it is your time to depart and find that which will.

Don't buy into the modern sins of alcohol and tobacco which will rob you blind for all of your life and then still your vivacity, your very life, your vivaciousness !!!

Cardiac arrest is the number one killer. Let's all change that with a change of attitude and a massive change in culture across the world which we must stress to one another and I'm only better if you help me not to smoke anymore. In the last five years, I did smoke 9 months. I'm looking forward to the days where it will be phased out and illegal. I'm so opposite of how I was when I was younger. I'm all for legalized marijuana and I'm all for Legalization not Legislation. I'm thankful in life for small victories in battle towards the greater victories of that which we wage war against which for me is sin. I know sin well. I would like to defeat it and help others defeated even more so by the lessons I have learned through my difficult life somewhat self-imposed and somewhat not whatsoever at all under any circumstances.

the past is just a bunch of lessons and it does define who we are to others but it doesn't have to permanently define you to yourself, but that's up to yourself ! You'll never get out of that place without help from something far greater than yourself though and I promise you that and the only definition for getting out of that place is meaning that you find a place that promotes life for yourself and all around you and anything else is not an answer.

Perhaps Life itself could be our religion.

Ben principled religions it is life.

In principled religion all gods are life hazard all symbolism for God.

Start by thinking positively and then follow those positive thoughts with positive actions and watch evil around you fall !

MINISTER SOURCE

I AM SOURCE

I AM PROGRAM

IAM∆

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Blackened Soul ~ Lyric / Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

I'm praying for you both as always

so happy that he doesn't have his claws into your spirit anymore.

I'm sorry he is such a blackened soul,
like a black hole. 

Just another theif in the night,

can you escape his undertow?

Run lady, run lady, run,

I'm a knight in the dark,

I'm riding swift just run,

I'm A Saviour, 

God's Hand, 

On the Trigger Always Riding Swift, 

His Gun,

just run !

Study Battered Partner Syndrome,

Get yourself fast as possible safely our of this conundrum,

It's not time to twiddle thumbs nervous on egg shells after another next coming concussion,

or suffer agonizing tragedy before Death's Destruction.

To choose sin is to choose no imortality,

to instead choose temporaryness over permanently exalted your next Faith elevated immortal reality,

to know all and one and know your with all your lived ones forever over fatality,

Choose wisely friends,

Ego paves a way to hell with individuality !!!!!!!

Let's March Forward for Mankind On Principled Plans Moving Forward, Sin Your Choice, Prices Will Be Paid

I now wonder if General malaise and depression are really the first early warning signs most often of heart disease, the number one killer.

I used to have complete bed soaking sweats and complained of this to my doctor's for decades! I even had a cardiologist and of all the things that I explain still, they thought a pacemaker was not needed when I adjust insisted several times that I didn't understand why. I had already been diagnosed with cardiomyopathy and an enlarged heart, and I think the enlarged heart most likely was the only sign of takotsubo syndrome and just not at the time recognized because in subsequent imaging, my heart had returned to normal size and I felt confident that was due to Curcumin, which I still use.

if your blood pressure is a little out of whack or if you're getting dizzy spells or if you're tired for no reason and you're not getting restorative sleep or you get winded up a flight of steps don't ignore these early warning signs and urge that you are regular doctor have you see a cardiologist and make sure you make a list of these early warning signs so that you can clearly just hand it to the Doctor, who usually reads super fast with often almost picture-perfect memory and trust that you're convinced of all of the information in an instance does you far more good than mumbling like usual when you're there and she's not feeling well. Recently, I showed my doctor the wrong shoulder and I only pulled up part of my shirt so I didn't get to show her my concern and boy you talked about feeling like an idiot but you know I've been through a little bit lately. You can undermine 40 the confidence others have in you if you are a good actor and you have good intentions but your follow-through blows. LOL, I'm very thankful that some people have been very forgiving, it's sad that more people are not. Things aren't what people think they are most of the time and most people are too scared to ask when all they had to do was...ask. I'm looking to heal continuously and tonight I did some light calisthenics and I need to be careful because I have three electrodes in my heart so I tried to do things with a very centered balance like if I was a gyroscope ensure that sounds crazy but the idea is to not have my body impacted hard and I'm not supposed to lift above my head so I've got limitations that I need to work around and find a balance around. there are no shortcuts and it just means that I have to work hard to maintain life but I already have been for years so it's nothing I'm not used to its just new routines and I like the challenge and the changes are beautiful. Life is back and worth living for and it always was worth living for us but it is exceptionally worth living for today. I don't feel like I'm fighting anymore I feel like I'm exercising and now I'm going to get the benefit beyond just life. I have been pushing myself so hard most people would not believe it and yes with assistance but it was because I needed assistance I was in critical states of help for a very long time of which there has been a miraculous healing and exceptional proof of great games in the field of modern science and the practice of medicine and that there is compassion during these great trials and tribulations but you have to have Faith or else you will not ever heal. The face is no guarantee of healing either... It's just a sensual if you want to heal. Faith doesn't even have to be connected to God but for me it most certainly is and I can't imagine a faith that isn't, but many carry that type of face and they also achieved exceptional things in life. I mean in the great face of the adversities of death constantly on your heels type of miraculous events. There is no faith that should ever be underestimated. What is important is that it is principled and what is principled is that which would promote a life simple as that and just forget about all of the denominations because it's killing us that we are all divided. It hurts my heart to think about it. we have great electrical engineers today, many friends of mine and they have made these incredible devices with the combined discipline of other educated sciences and this is not guesswork, this is precise engineering by teams of countless people that never get enough credit that saves lives on a daily basis all around us. I'm living and I'm a cyborg because people like you believe in the value of life in that is what a great and powerful educational system offers back to its people. That is the exact example of the promise of a good and principled system that serves the constituents of any country or organization or any type of thing of that type of hierarchical type of structure as far as a governmental philosophy as a guiding set of suggested directives and often commands.

Now it's time to chase the fruits of life, while life I have.

Lots of catching up in lots of amends to make but most importantly I hope just something to give back somewhere along this way that's what matters now, and first spending time with needs to be spent with My Father.

for background story here's what I survived on the date of August 12th of 2018 and I had an implant of a defibrillator pacemaker on August 15th of 2018 and went home 2 days later. I still have to dislocated vertebrae is, C4 and C5.

I was treated for a drop-dead heart attack and I was defibrillated after CPR.

I was treated for asthma, I was treated for sepsis, I was treated for lactic acidosis. I fell down the steps and I believe I break my neck but I slammed it into the floor three times and that's the last thing I remember before being revived from CPR.

I was immediately out again after that revival and did not have off and on memories that are very intense.

I also had ischemic strokes beforehand.

I think it's strange that they are all shocked at first of all I lived. I think it's strange that they think I broke my neck and that somehow still I walk and I even told them I am in less pain than I was, but I never said I'm not in pain I have just lived in years and years of absolutely severe pain. Now I only take Tylenol and Kratom tea every other day 6 to 8 grams and no more ever. my blood work was perfect for the first time and I take curcumin with black pepper and I take folic acid. I take all medications precisely as prescribed by medical professionals, as this chemical balance is critical to sustaining a balanced life, or life at all for me. I take an Ace inhibitor and a beta-blocker along with Omeprazole and allopurinol for my doubt that I've had since about age 24 or 25. I take fish oil and it reduced my triglycerides for the first time to normal range in my entire life. this has omega-3 and omega-6 combined and is very critical to maintaining the triglycerides to a normal level so that you do not suffer from hypo-lipidemia, severe thickening of the blood. Most importantly you must drink 8 oz of water in the morning in 8 oz of water before night time when you sleep and I don't do this even still regularly enough. We are composed mostly of water, this body. Drink filtered water would you want to swim in a political River? Demand fluoride is removed from your water !!! Decalcify the pineal gland and understand what is the seat of the soul !!!!!!! Awaken and rise up enlightened to a heavenly astral realm and here too stay if desired, or die and recycle again, the cycle is a choice, as is your sin!

Escaping the Recycler ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

A,
Life,
Renewed,
Incarnated,
Once Again,
Past death again,
passed death,
I've now passed death,
myself alive eternally,
both here and astral,
other planes too,
projected being,
Light,
I Am,
∆
Ra