I now wonder if General malaise and depression are really the first early warning signs most often of heart disease, the number one killer.
I used to have complete bed soaking sweats and complained of this to my doctor's for decades! I even had a cardiologist and of all the things that I explain still, they thought a pacemaker was not needed when I adjust insisted several times that I didn't understand why. I had already been diagnosed with cardiomyopathy and an enlarged heart, and I think the enlarged heart most likely was the only sign of takotsubo syndrome and just not at the time recognized because in subsequent imaging, my heart had returned to normal size and I felt confident that was due to Curcumin, which I still use.
if your blood pressure is a little out of whack or if you're getting dizzy spells or if you're tired for no reason and you're not getting restorative sleep or you get winded up a flight of steps don't ignore these early warning signs and urge that you are regular doctor have you see a cardiologist and make sure you make a list of these early warning signs so that you can clearly just hand it to the Doctor, who usually reads super fast with often almost picture-perfect memory and trust that you're convinced of all of the information in an instance does you far more good than mumbling like usual when you're there and she's not feeling well. Recently, I showed my doctor the wrong shoulder and I only pulled up part of my shirt so I didn't get to show her my concern and boy you talked about feeling like an idiot but you know I've been through a little bit lately. You can undermine 40 the confidence others have in you if you are a good actor and you have good intentions but your follow-through blows. LOL, I'm very thankful that some people have been very forgiving, it's sad that more people are not. Things aren't what people think they are most of the time and most people are too scared to ask when all they had to do was...ask. I'm looking to heal continuously and tonight I did some light calisthenics and I need to be careful because I have three electrodes in my heart so I tried to do things with a very centered balance like if I was a gyroscope ensure that sounds crazy but the idea is to not have my body impacted hard and I'm not supposed to lift above my head so I've got limitations that I need to work around and find a balance around. there are no shortcuts and it just means that I have to work hard to maintain life but I already have been for years so it's nothing I'm not used to its just new routines and I like the challenge and the changes are beautiful. Life is back and worth living for and it always was worth living for us but it is exceptionally worth living for today. I don't feel like I'm fighting anymore I feel like I'm exercising and now I'm going to get the benefit beyond just life. I have been pushing myself so hard most people would not believe it and yes with assistance but it was because I needed assistance I was in critical states of help for a very long time of which there has been a miraculous healing and exceptional proof of great games in the field of modern science and the practice of medicine and that there is compassion during these great trials and tribulations but you have to have Faith or else you will not ever heal. The face is no guarantee of healing either... It's just a sensual if you want to heal. Faith doesn't even have to be connected to God but for me it most certainly is and I can't imagine a faith that isn't, but many carry that type of face and they also achieved exceptional things in life. I mean in the great face of the adversities of death constantly on your heels type of miraculous events. There is no faith that should ever be underestimated. What is important is that it is principled and what is principled is that which would promote a life simple as that and just forget about all of the denominations because it's killing us that we are all divided. It hurts my heart to think about it. we have great electrical engineers today, many friends of mine and they have made these incredible devices with the combined discipline of other educated sciences and this is not guesswork, this is precise engineering by teams of countless people that never get enough credit that saves lives on a daily basis all around us. I'm living and I'm a cyborg because people like you believe in the value of life in that is what a great and powerful educational system offers back to its people. That is the exact example of the promise of a good and principled system that serves the constituents of any country or organization or any type of thing of that type of hierarchical type of structure as far as a governmental philosophy as a guiding set of suggested directives and often commands.
Now it's time to chase the fruits of life, while life I have.
Lots of catching up in lots of amends to make but most importantly I hope just something to give back somewhere along this way that's what matters now, and first spending time with needs to be spent with My Father.
for background story here's what I survived on the date of August 12th of 2018 and I had an implant of a defibrillator pacemaker on August 15th of 2018 and went home 2 days later. I still have to dislocated vertebrae is, C4 and C5.
I was treated for a drop-dead heart attack and I was defibrillated after CPR.
I was treated for asthma, I was treated for sepsis, I was treated for lactic acidosis. I fell down the steps and I believe I break my neck but I slammed it into the floor three times and that's the last thing I remember before being revived from CPR.
I was immediately out again after that revival and did not have off and on memories that are very intense.
I also had ischemic strokes beforehand.
I think it's strange that they are all shocked at first of all I lived. I think it's strange that they think I broke my neck and that somehow still I walk and I even told them I am in less pain than I was, but I never said I'm not in pain I have just lived in years and years of absolutely severe pain. Now I only take Tylenol and Kratom tea every other day 6 to 8 grams and no more ever. my blood work was perfect for the first time and I take curcumin with black pepper and I take folic acid. I take all medications precisely as prescribed by medical professionals, as this chemical balance is critical to sustaining a balanced life, or life at all for me. I take an Ace inhibitor and a beta-blocker along with Omeprazole and allopurinol for my doubt that I've had since about age 24 or 25. I take fish oil and it reduced my triglycerides for the first time to normal range in my entire life. this has omega-3 and omega-6 combined and is very critical to maintaining the triglycerides to a normal level so that you do not suffer from hypo-lipidemia, severe thickening of the blood. Most importantly you must drink 8 oz of water in the morning in 8 oz of water before night time when you sleep and I don't do this even still regularly enough. We are composed mostly of water, this body. Drink filtered water would you want to swim in a political River? Demand fluoride is removed from your water !!! Decalcify the pineal gland and understand what is the seat of the soul !!!!!!! Awaken and rise up enlightened to a heavenly astral realm and here too stay if desired, or die and recycle again, the cycle is a choice, as is your sin!
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