I Kneel Facing North ~ Lyric / Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

I kneel so facing North Lord,

Looking only forward ahead,
dressed in black and kneeling on my knees this Christmas Eve,
face of Tears and my black dog Luna of course always orbiting by my side.

I think of what could have been and what should have been and why there is so much wasted energy and turmoil in between,

I pray dear Lord that we find our way or away quickly and stop fighting with one another and go back to building greater and greater dreams.

There's also perfect dichotomy in life and defenseless you cannot leave yourself at any time.

Is it not true that sometimes a paranoid man is right?

Lord, I pray you lift me above the places I have been and those people I have been with holding hands that we rise above our struggles and better so become.

I am truly nothing without you and I am humbled here in black, kneeling on the floor of my dark Kitchen on these hardwood floors, the cold air surrounds me, my dog having a feast of nuggets crunching once again, orbiting always by my side, and half of a butterscotch chow mein cookie earlier, she just feels more lively when she enjoys a tidbit together with me by her side.

My primal instincts take over with my dogs, Layla and Luna, and I remember I have to live for the moment, as I've no firewood and no food and my Mercedes wrecked I find myself on my knees, almost broken but knowing all will be just fine.

This is not the first time I've been so broken,
I find it almost comforting and at home sometimes upon my way,
it's familiar because I've gone down this road so many times,
It seems life guides me this way more often than fewer days.

I am truly nothing without you and I am humbled here in black,
my dog having a feast of nuggets crunching again,
orbiting always by my side,
and half of a butterscotch chowmein cookie earlier,
She just feels more lively when she enjoys a tidbit together with me by her side.

My primal instincts take over with my dogs,
and I remember i have  to live monentvto moment, butterscotch hopscotching from one space-time to the next over the fabric of space time,
no firewood and no food and my Mercedes wrecked,
I find a myself on my knees and well,
this happens if you're not even better prepared,
and I've been working on nothing but preparations since a short time ago I broke my back.

But I'm still facing north, never been good looking back.

Like Aqualung snot is running down my nose and I just am so tired of holding back and not focusing all of my energy where it can be utilized finding my life self-supporting once again no longer a pain in everyone's back.

If your eyes read these words you already know all of these trials and tribulations of yourself because we each live them daily and experience them most often uniquely with crossroads shared where we should understand one another and remember that when we are on the road up ahead a friend but prepared still must you be for evil certainly lurks without a doubt.

I just wonder what is it that makes that evil and is that perhaps each of us and the things we do?

Social mathematics and all kinds of different outcomes be they sums or products or quotients and so many other various terms we could apply,

When you study the data from an objective scientific point of you, point of view, well, I can just tell you that the data does not lie.

Know your sources, do your due diligence, and upon your knees each day pray,
after you have given each and all your best,
and made the most of this day.

Try your best to find peace and through forgiveness ye shall find you are so filled with gold.

Please never forget to be good to one another,
because we should each at least get to grow,
to be what we all call old.

Thank you Lord for this beautiful, beautiful, beautiful, gift,
on a half of a century,
I'm thankful so very much dear Lord, please let me forgive all others and shall you please one day lift us all up free !

Amen

Feed Prisoners Better Food

There shall be no cruel and unusual punishment.

We have prisoners that eat food that I consistently here at our local system is terrible. I hear that the food and prison is better than the food at the local jail.

I have a degree in applied science with a major in police science and I have to question the corrections system out loud to the general public and ask is this Fair?

It's bad enough we institutionalize our prisoners because that is what happens, and it's worse that we turn them back to society and core health where then they need our healthcare system which they cannot afford and we pay a greater price On the Long Haul while taking the most valuable thing in that is another's Time, Life.

This may be controversial that I cannot be a citizen with good conscience and in good conscience not say something out loud because again I have heard this at going far too many times.

It's funny cuz Garth Brooks says I have friends in low places in the whole song applies and so we share stories and some of them were pretty rough and some of these guys and gals have been through hell and trust me you can be judgemental as you want but until you understand how they grew up and what they have risen above just to get to the point where they're still alive today well give people a f****** break !

Some people don't give a s*** and some people don't care what criminals eat and some people think they shouldn't eat anything cuz they're criminals and that they've already cost us enough but then I would say that your anti-American because you don't respect the laws of the land.

You might think I speak harsh words but the only words I will speak of the ones that Echo the Constitution of the United States and its Bill of Rights. A lot of people think that's the Declaration of Independence and that's okay but I'm here to tell you you're wrong think about the titles. I just hate hearing stupid s*** today that we all should know I'm so if that's it somebody straight you can call me an a****** if you want but I'd rather set you straight then let you continue down the wrong f****** road and I can tell you all about wrong f****** roads cuz I've gone to have so many of them well why do you think I've got so many stories?

Life of will steer you down a million roads if you let it and it's going to that's just a matter of fact and there's lots to learn just stay alive and don't be stupid.

I'm thankful people have shared with me those things that have hurt them the most in the things that they have done that are the worst because somehow there can be healing there even as heinous as those things maybe and as much as they may hurt they truly do often hurt the offender.

I deeply believe in healing and I deeply believe that healing comes from love and caring and that is only through love and caring that we will find the healing that others deserve and may have never ever once had. Many people have their hearts stolen away and I will tell you right now women all over Appalachia have been beaten and raped some repeatedly and it is disgusting the way I have continually heard these same stories. There's no doubt if substance abuse problem in this thing all blend together and the sad thing is there allowed to continue when there are logical and rational answers that when implemented when a neck bigger architecture will Repair our legal system hour law enforcement system and our Corrections system so are they are more in alignment and complementary to one another and the greater Society because that is where it is most important because that is where it affects us all.

We must figure out a way to maintain a budget and feed our prisoners better because these are our family and friends if you'd like it or not and they do deserve better and I'd probably say not all of them but I've got feelings too and it's hard to be objective but my not all of them is different than you're not all of them, there for all of them deserve to eat better and we really should demand this.

We made a mistake when we made jails and prisons about big business because big business is about a profit. I grew up in a military family where the commissary was run only at 11 that would maintain that it wouldn't be run at a cost but be able to pay the employees and buy the stock and pass it along to the good men and women and families of our armed services at a reasonable price, indeed yes a discount that they deserve, and so much so to only keep the doors open and never profitable.

There are principles of such where we should move forward and reapply these things and if they work elsewhere Get Back to Basics in business such as this to where we can cut huge expenses and start returning dividends to the American people on a greater level of which we will find far fewer people in jails and prisons.

We just had the most liberal justice department in recent recorded history if not all of recorded history and I'm not suggesting that we have slammed the door shut on everybody or go after everybody but instead carefully examine where these huge massive wholesale level mistakes have been made so that we can correct the system that is broken and not point fingers and waste valuable time and valuable money chasing crazy victimizations of others through legal conduit that will only convolute the greater cause and therefore pollute the outcome.

The bottom line is you cannot argue that feeding prisoners of all types healthier food makes for a healthier person who mentally will be less of a problem in both the hands of the city the county the state or the FED Etc and AD infinitum and everybody deserves decent healthy food and that food should be nourishing to the soul as well not just nutritionally-balanced that is not enough. If you believe it's enough coming over and I will make you and incredible shake that has everything you need for your daily intake and then you can hang out and have that only for 30 days and you just tell me that how you feel.

I said it once and I'll say it again, it seems like we're all lobbing Boulders at glass houses.

This is kind of a PS but I've even heard that one of our local facilities recycles the sewage water and uses that so that the prisoners can drink that and so forth. As I recall we have some of the freshest water around in Deer Park even gets water from not so far away so I kind of just don't understand this mentality whatsoever but I'm sure it could be suggested and such a way to make sense however I find it too meaning to the human soul and demoralizing and an unfounded way to treat prisoners if indeed true as I cannot say that I have verified this but I highly suspect that it's exactly correct and will gladly remove these marks if so incorrect. Typically, I'm not proven wrong. And yeah I'd like to throw the gauntlet down when it's time, take the gloves off, you know let's get down!

Catch any of us in the wrong moment we can all be eating that food just remember that! Or making the tasty tea that I heard about.

The worst thing of all may have been that all of the new population would very quickly get a bad Outbreak on their skin which is the largest organ of the body and always the indicator that says something is out of balance first if you pay attention. That tells me there's a systemic problem and if it was something obvious they would have figured that out and so I can't help but question the water because my friend that told me this is incredibly smart and she projected some things threw me that helped me realize there's this problem that I've now been listening about for a few years because it takes a little while listening quietly to gather information and try to make a proper assessment in the proper assessment is I can't wait any longer I have to make a statement otherwise I'm just not doing the right thing and how many people have to continue to suffer?

It's called Corrections not Abusetions !

We are only as good a culture as we treat our most suffering. Please lest ye never forget.

Las Vegas What If ~ Chapter One ~ I Am Program Too

Let's get down this rabbit hole for a minute.

There is a dead suspect and there's a brother and we already know the Apple doesn't fall far from the tree.

Who could imagine that that man could single-handedly halt all these weapons to an area in the hotel and not be on every single camera from the parking lot when he parked all the way to his door and who knows about within.

So further down the rabbit hole with all the gun-running that happens and all the undercover investigations, can you imagine how many FBI agents and all kinds of other agents would be identified if these tapes were released?

There are people have the keys to the city so to speak and they are free to move about as they please and they are lest scrutinized especially those involved in covert actions actually and how could that even come as a surprise to anybody today?

Imagine you've been a drunk wheeling and dealing gambling full and somebody offered you a deal too good to be true and so you get in and all you got to do is drive rental cars and there's other money to be made on the way because you're a Wheeler and a dealer and what the hell it's all going to end soon anyhow but it all does in soon anyhow when you realize that day upstairs that you've been set up the whole entire time, played.

Now of course you're probably going to do one of two things or maybe two things together and that would be like go crazy and then in your own life or somebody certainly going to do it for you you don't even have to worry about it I'll probably be pretty quick but if it's not quick well

You must have known ahead of time pretty good and had enough wherewithal to get a plan together. It's amazing because I think there's some tape of him around the media of him playing poker but you know nothing else apparently.

They're showing us nothing because if they do it's going to ruin years of work that's always the story but they can't tell that store anymore because it would cause such an uproar after having such a massacre which look perfectly staged meaning planned that you would wonder if they purposely did that there for insurance meeting that something terrible wouldn't happen like this because it is such an event where you would think we could it be rejoicing.

I couldn't even imagine some terrorist stuff going on if there's wheeling and dealing like this going on cuz after all who were the guns being sold to?

And let me ask you this right now, you have to think about guns where do they come from and how do we track them it's pretty obvious if you do a little homework if you told him no already.

You can't tell me that there weren't people that understood exactly where these weapons were?

Perhaps that's the wrong Rabbit Hole to jump down to but you see there's some logic and rational out to some of this and that's what needs to be looked at because that's where there are Trails however we're not allowed to look at the evidence because of evidence would obviously reveal failure at a massive wholesale level.

How deep do you get in and then can you get out and well we know the devil's in the details in the deeper you get in things get twisted and that's always the story when you studied this type of action.

Would it be healthy to share information with the general public that could cause mass panic or mass Hysteria? I guess that kind of depends on he's in control and who is the general public doesn't it?

I said what this was from the beginning and I was laughed at but obviously the more time goes by it's pretty obvious and you know I wouldn't believe anything that came forth from this point forward anyway from any legitimate source because there's legitimate sources have already undermine their own integrity and therefore the Integrity of the American people and there should be a statement made about the truths of Las Vegas and then we could buy them or not but this silence doesn't make sense unless they say that they are conducting an ongoing investigation that continues and exist outside of the parameters of Las Vegas itself because it is a huge Network that goes on and on that they have infiltrated for years because that has to be what's happening.

A silence to the American public is a disservice and again undermines our trust in those that are supposed to Serve and Protect and I have citizen demand that there is a clear statement made to the American people that rest assured we are safer because and you can fill in the blanks because if you're able to do it with logic and rational it would make sense and restore some of the lost faith that once existed so much stronger as many of us still believe in The Roots of the justice department and law enforcement and Law and Order across our land and Civility and that we will we will return to those ways better than ever but mostly through helping our culture become stronger through providing great wealth through the benefits of all types of employment where we need emergency help in Appalachia immediately from the federal government or we can open factories immediately start producing goods and put people back to work where they want to work. These people have been crushed far too long and it is pointless and senseless and it is only hurting our country more and more each passing. You watch children grow up playing Jailbreak and then you watch them go to jail. that's the society we accept the culture we accept them grow today on a wholesale level and that's a failure a failure means change in a change means now and we need to learn to be efficient again and we need to learn to have transparency and Trust again and I fully understand that communicating the wrong thing to the American people the citizens of the United States can be detrimental but you cannot be quiet because that is as bad as a lie, again without some logic and rational in a statement that restores Faith or at least rebuild a tiny bit of the great amount stolen away through your failures but appreciated over what are certainly great victories of which I understand and of most hope for only more but with more Integrity however that may be maintained if possible, and indeed this may be the new normal and something we cannot change as there seems to be much deeply embedded all over and strong currents and schools of thoughts that connect or collide and it is many people that are not communicating with one another that undermines the greater good and where people will only get more often hurt.

I could go on and on about it but these are the basic thoughts I had tonight listening to some information and just looking back because I wanted to record what some of my thoughts were today remembering what things were like when it happened and then withdrawing from much more media attention so that I wouldn't be polluted.

I'm thankful things were not worse and I'm thankful we have already moved on somehow but there's certainly no closure and again, faith!