Tuesday, March 20, 2018

Snag & Thunk

I've got one dog that can snag anything out of the air if it's food and you throw it in her vicinity and then I've got another dog that will a let it hit her head every single time.

Just tossing them bread ;)

I just ate a whole loaf of raisin bread ! (They split about three peices, I ate 12@*80 calories/p lol = 960 calories

They enjoyed some tidbits along the way, peices I walked up or tore up and left alone.

Snag and thunk !!!

My dogs love raisin bread... I think that's pretty cool ;)

They like to eat fruit once in awhile too.

Beef, fish, chicken,  pork... Adios.

They are super active and fit and it is awesome to watch them bond more and more each day.

They had their snow run earlier for about 45 minutes and didn't want to come in anyway. Some dogs are like that they would just stay there all day if they could and play and play and play.

I did a little work too so we worked up an appetite I can't believe I ate what I just did and I could eat another loaf.

I've had a voracious appetite recently and been eating well I'm eating very good choices along that way overall and I've been active with my dogs they keep me busy, kind of like the way the wood stove keeps me exercised.

Great Accounting Is / Begins Today ~ I Am Program ~ ∆ ~ MobiusTripz ~ Part One

Who is the finest actor you know, and why?

Don't be stupid and name names but simply state that I have this distant cousin etc etc etc...

This would bring up another point that might be rather interesting today as well. It could stand alone as its own worthy thread.

If you are being vague for changing the past when conveying events to others, but you're doing so in honor of their protection,...

Is that right or wrong?

Does it matter what actions those friends were taking?

Do we forgive and forget or do we keep an accounting?

Who is the ultimate accountant?

Should you go forward in life with no fear of yourself and no fear of God?... It's okay if you don't believe he exists.

I remember days of go of having the deepest yearning and desire to be a DEA agent so that I can wipe out the drug problem single-handedly. What a f****** laugh that is.

A friend murders his father and after I drop him off no less, after a night out with other friends sharing wonderful times in youth. It's the most emotionally devastating blow one can take when one cares for the two people.

When you take an accounting and you just can't seem to forget some indelible marks in life, and you stand strong for your beliefs because you believe those that commit such acts should be held accountable...

Where do you speak up and where do you lay quiet?

To run from the hills of Cumberland back towards the nation's capital, Washington DC, a place where I grew up Alexandria Virginia, well to know that George Washington followed these routes and even to Pittsburgh and Fort Duquesne where I still at least own a piece of property, I just can't help but think the things that I think and do the things that I do because I am who I am and I just don't know any other way.

I'm a brat of a long gray line that never lives up to the expectations of others but quickly made his on because I deeply desire experience and I want to have a little taste of everything in life that are the things that we should enjoy and bear fruit to others and I try my best to stay away from that which would do others or myself know Justice.

As a country, where do we speak up as Citizens for or against other citizens and where do we Lay quiet?

Can you truly handle going through the emotional and gut-wrenching heart twisting and pounding that is trying to stand up against murderers.

Once I felt successful and still that murderer I speak to you. I helped to successfully prosecute him for what I felt 100% he should build held accountable for by and deemed by the laws of the Commonwealth of Virginia where I resided, and as I studied law enforcement and earned an associate's degree in applied science with a major in police science and then transferred to George Mason University and simply fell flat on my f****** face with alcohol several times and that's not even an embellishment. Let me tell you I know how to fall down some f****** stairs and I've done it so many times it's hard to believe. I've been the most idiotic stupid person you could meet at times and I am thankful for others Grace and I have held a pretty poor accounting with myself and the state of Virginia but I did what was asked of me in return 4 the embarrassing mistakes that I make for myself when I drink alcohol.

I can tell you a million excuses but one thing that's most important is that I stay away from alcohol in the way that I never overindulge. That's a very difficult line 2 not cross and often when the urge is strong it seems one beer and no more than two and that's only once every year, but this year of little more often, and some champagne I did enjoy with orange juice the other day, just to celebrate, again for me myself through my own experience, in moderation, and exceptionally rarely if even in that event.

It seems the body holds an accounting.

If I'm not mistaken, because I'm not truly trying to count, I believe I have eight disease is diagnosed by doctors and I'm working hard kicking their ass.

Again, it seems the body holds an accounting.
There is most definitely a very humbling end.

My first memory was a plane crash and it made me realize immediately, this first true thought I had, that life was just incredibly valuable and I felt so vulnerable in the stroller where I knew I was safe with my family but of nothing could I do for myself. That could have landed on all of us, my family in The Spectators in the surround at the airshow. Godspeed Dick Schramm, Godspeed.

That accounting kind of makes no sense to me. Nor did the murder of my friend by my friend. A son, a father.

Of what these f****** accountings?

Blessed is he that appreciates life and learns to abused less the self and the surround and be a better Steward of all the better things there are. Follow not my example often however my lessons may be worthwhile to hear, does anybody care, Is there anybody out there?. (Roger Waters)

I respect and understand your right if you wanted to have a weapon and I also respect and understand from a military point of view and all points in between as a civilian that there are times to ramp up and there are times to ramp down and you best do it carefully and with the guidance of experts and others.

You don't have to look at credentials and you don't have to look at titles you have to look at those that live by example.

This great accounting taking place everyday all around us collectively and individually.

Why is it in life this thing we should value most do we build upon systems that compete.

Capitalistically and philosophically speaking it is a beautiful thing.

These ideals alone can missguide.

In the reality this competition is partially what builds and feeds greed.

Each one it seems this accounting, this financial insanity. And for what? I pray more do the Finer Things for others in life then immerse themselves in chasing insanity. Perhaps another gray area.

Why are there so many gray areas and why these Financial systems that truly steal away from the very very short amount of life so offered to us each?

This first day of spring and the incredible weather outside is really something and time spent well with family recently I feel more blessed than I have felt in well over a decade and somehow able-bodied with professional guidance in very difficult hard work and little celebration along that way safely and have absolutely no concern, as I said professionally guided, I am healing and at least deeply in my soul I feel more satisfied in life that I have felt forever before.

I truly have some of the finest and most beautiful friends and I just cannot believe how incredible each of you are.

I don't know why but I worry that my fellow citizens just can't get along and I stand somewhere not always on one side or the other but watching trying my best to be a sentinel on the fence.

I can see the offense and I can see the defense and I can understand many incredible things.

If given that chance I like peace and that we stand for life together in value life and please I beg and I'm floor that no person steal another anymore.

Let the universe have the accounting of each of Our Lives and let's stop taking of others.

We have seemingly lost our way but upon foundations still strong.

There was a recent solar storm and this is a tree scientific fact and it said or suggested in quite reliable and easily Affirmed articles that it could disrupt many a thing including emotion and sleep patterns.

We are just but an ember, a Flicker,  barely aglow.

Let each and every Ember burn their brightest in not anothers take.

I had a really old Mercedes that was an impeccable condition except for I ripped seat it was quite incredible and I finally found what I had been hunting down for a long time to fix and drive. It was years of looking for a very specific model and year until one fit the bill. I appreciate that I was able to purchase that car at a ridiculous price and fix it within 1 hour. Some people cut their losses and are happy to move on and it is kind when they pass a beautiful favor along and it's nice to know that also you are taking a stressor away that they are happy to be rid of and at the same token they appreciate that they are offering to another much greater than what they previously had.

I had a premonition I was going to die in a car accident in my Mustang. Another car from another trade that I appreciated reciprocally so.

If you ever gone through a divorce you understand that two people who loved each other incredibly so somehow found themselves in the jackpot, sarcastically so of course. I'd say typically for myself usually people that are not able to manage their lives well and it may be one or both but when those Two Worlds Collide it can really be something.

Why do we need systems that tell us what is right and what is wrong and that we are married and such and why do we make it so difficult to undo when it would be much wiser and less emotional and less volatile so to make these things simple to erase, when two parties agree which can happen and with less volatility to which we should each demand of ourselves none.

I pray we each become smarter and wiser each day and value our own lives and that of others and also be respective of each other's points of view and argue without bitter resentment but instead just sharing from the heart and educating one another so that together we can move respecting life and finding a better way that should exist right now and an incident if we would all learn to just stop and walk away.

The realist would argue rightfully so that of course this is the perfect idealist utopian dream and that history proves that this could never be.

What is it of this accounting end of what does this all mean and for where do you stand?

Sometimes I appreciate the most with those I often disagree, we each open-mindedly educating one another and sharing something from different points of view.

I care about my country and my fellow citizens and of course that is the way I was raised but further through experience and education I only stronger feel this way.

I really truly the only deep and disappointing thought in life for me personally is that this beautiful Journey will one day so humbly end.

I want so much to enjoy incredible long journey together as I have watched my mother and my father so beautifully share their lives.

I feel like I'm watching a comet amongst many, I most often just kind of riding that comet's tail in disbelief and in all of

Great Accounting Is / Begins Today ~ I Am Program ~ ∆ ~ MobiusTripz ~ Part Two

I feel like I'm watching a comet amongst many, I most often just kind of riding that comet's tail in disbelief and in all of the beauty that surrounds and want so much for us each to cherish life.

I know we all want to agree that we want to make progress moving forward. Can we throw our own emotions to the side and get to work?

I spent the most recent Sunday in the room where 3/4 of those in attendance were nearing 90 and so well into their late 80s.

It's times like that where I really appreciate listening and I have not much to say unless so asked. To see what they understand and to know how deeply they have embraced and enjoyed their own respective and beautiful lives.

Obviously all good and wonderful people at heart that have given much of themselves and equally earned well what they have achieved in a seemingly more fair balance than what we experienced today.

Somewhere upon solid foundations we have built a system of greed.

Evidentiary speaking you follow the money, at least as one of the first and foremost trails but certainly just one of many.

It is you who holds the great Accounting in your hands.

Upon what Foundation would you build a system of love? What begets what?

I have a wood stove to fill and bread I can make when the exercise for the core of my body makes me stronger and stronger and I rest and I go and I fuel my body and its most important I do this with great intentions along that way.

The cold winter snow storm on this first day of spring and returning home and resting with my pets as my projects I work slowly upon progress each day.

Fuel well and do not consume yourself, and consume not others upon your way.

There is always an accounting.

My friends, I love you each so dear and please let's understand and be good to one another through and above our bickering and respect life upon our way.

I Am Program~ ∆~ MobiusTripz