Is Dark Matter Possibility Unfulfilled ? ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Is dark matter possibility unfulfilled?

Cyborg∆Steve

Lifes' Plans And Life's Planned ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I had this incredible life all planned out. I made it to George Mason University and I would get my bachelor's degree and then apply to their law school. If I didn't go to law school that would be perfectly fine as I would be into a professional career into law enforcement and if I made it into law school I would work hard at becoming a diligent attorney and I would pursue something along the lines of assisting in criminology or becoming a prosecutor but exactly what I wasn't sure.

I did not plan on diving headfirst into the Jack Daniel's bottle after my friend murdered his father and I had to testify against him. I did not plan on flunking out of George Mason University which I worked so hard to get into. I had to work hard because I stack the cards against myself as I was already a pretty hard drinker, but not an insane alcoholic yet. Little did I know what election day held for me. Little did the world know how the world would change on that ill fated election day.

Do you have to understand I grew up the son of a West point colonel who was a staunch Conservative Republican and I could not stand the little tiny bit I knew of Bill and Hillary Clinton and it wasn't that they weren't likable because they were extremely likeable. They were too likeable. It was like they were acting.

You know it's interesting now looking back having so much more knowledge, yet little, because you start thinking about things and well for example you learn that autistic people can learn to be better socially adept if they study others. Well it's interesting to understand that psychopaths do this exact same thing !

It's even more weird when I was the president of an organization that started out as an actor's guild, the fraternal order of Eagles, and was the founder of mother's day. The same very organization that offered gifts too many jurisdictions with the ten commandments placed on those gifts and these gifts would find themselves in arguments about being placed on State properties around the United States, and the first judge to pass judgment upon if these gifts with the ten commandments could stay put on state property or not his self was a West point graduate.

Today, I'm in my fifth year of service on the board of directors at our local theatre. I am an artist and I was appointed to that board of directors by a friend who passed away one day after I died and was revived. he appointed me not because we were deep Long friends, as I had only known him shortly, but rather because of my artistic merit of which he knew and most importantly because he knew that I was not a perfect person but a good and solid person. Authentic and genuine.

My heart doctor knew I had died and been revived. The first time one of his assistants met me he just pointed at me and told the other guy look at him. The other guy looked at the doctor like he was crazy and the doctor kept pointing it in me and just kept saying look at him with a long pause in between look at him. Then he said I'm telling you that's the real deal right there.

I'm good at communicating stories and experiences, often stuff people can't believe. It's probably why the soul I am was placed in this vessel to bear witness. I can't make much sense of it otherwise and like I said call me crazy if it makes you feel more comfortable, it doesn't change the way I feel about myself is single bit. I'm actually anything but crazy. I'm one of the most Zane logical and rational people you will find who likes to take chances with his self because he realizes his own life has shown him that there's no guarantee for the next second or beyond.that doesn't mean to be insane and throw all caution to the wind, but what it does mean is don't be scared to live for crying out loud!

I wanted to be a lawyer and then I had to fight this vicious lawyer in court when I testified against my friend. I could not talk to anybody at the courthouse nor could I attend court while it was taking place and people were testifying because I was a witness potentially and eventually of course was indeed a witness. I was not just a witness, I was the star witness for the prosecution and Jim Horan one of northern Virginia's most notorious prosecutors in Virginia history. Others were not capable of articulating the things that needed to be articulated and although I was emotionally crumpled and destroyed, somehow in between drinking bouts I would get my composure and I would honor my friend's life, while I destroyed my other friend's, his son's, life.

It took years to sort that up and realize that I didn't ruin a f****** thing. It took years to sort out that I got ruined. It took years to figure out that my friend who got blown away in his sleep, apparently, was the kind of guy who would have said don't drink yourself to death over my murder because life is worth living and enjoying like we did together and like your parents have worked hard for you, for.

I don't much like disingenuous inauthentic people at all !

As I'm getting older and I'm getting jaded I am starting to truly start to get this feeling that I don't much like people anymore. I'm really fighting off the getting jaded part because that's not my nature ! Anybody who knows me knows that's not my nature at all ! I am one of the kindest most caring and free loving spirits that you will ever meet that will truly give you anything I have if it will help you and not expect a damn thing in return, unless we have decided that it's in the each other's mutual benefits to make a deal otherwise.I'm not one you're going to stomp all over, but I am one that will reach out a hand to help you... indeed it's already reaching unless you slept it away before, that's entirely up to you always... well, the first time.

All of my studies and all of my life I've really been studying individuals or psychology or studying groups of people such as sociology or culture and of course religion and many other topics fit well into these beautiful geometries.

Soon we are going to start looking at the arts as more science like because we are going to start neural mapping of individuals and as we are going to do this so much is going to be revealed about what we have thought to be rather random to a large degree such as... imagination. I jumped at this point in time shifting gears from the previous paragraph because it is the realization of quantum computing and cloud computing combined that upon the Internet of things platform we are now finally at the beginning of this great voyage of which I read about very early in youth.

I'm not interested on taking forward the non angelics. the liars in the psychopaths in the sociopaths can all stay behind.

The problem here is they are blazing the trail in that direction faster than the rest that only use intuition, into this we of intuition that are going to have to strengthen ourselves to take them the f*** down and out.

What's amazing about words is that they call out to certain individuals or they don't.

We each already know precisely who we are at birth. Each birth experience, indeed. Don't you yet know who I am?

...of those you know that are fake, disingenuous, lie regularly for no reason whatsoever, who are unscrupulous and are only self-serving, if you watch them carefully you will see that they're lost chasing everything here that will not exist in the next realm. 

In 8th grade we had this wonderful project to make a lifeline. There was this great jumping-off point when alcohol was introduced into my life. When I was combined with murder, well I never returned to those dreams again because they were tracks impossible to return to. You don't know what desperate and alone is or dark and black... well, I pray you don't. I pray you can only imagine them.

I'm going to show you "this place" has through neural mapping. I've also written of neural mapping and we are going to neurally map psychedelic drugs as well as the afterlife !

You should hold on to your seat, because things are going to become far more exciting than you've ever known in your earthly womb.

Please, stop treating each other so poorly silly mortals !!!!!!!

The hate you express is the pain within you experienced being purged. When you find yourself in similar places doing the same thing purging this hatred, you must ask yourself why do you place yourself there over and over again. Don't ask yourself if you are a glutton for punishment, know it! Now that you've had this realization, change your entire life immediately ! It's not about other people want to hurt you and it's not about you you you because it's not personal... we are all hurt and sometimes there is good chemistry and sometimes there is not. If you are living in poor chemistry, leave.

When you search and seek your future starting now, you look for one that has the things that you desire in your heart of hearts and you observe and you listen and you learn, quietly, best.

When I pray for you as I pray for those that are sick, you are in my thoughts as you are in others thoughts... and it is our intentions are that we are together and that you are not alone. It is amazing today how many people are offended by prayer. I wonder if they are just as equally offended by the kind gesture of waving and smiling with good intentions.

If inversion is a tactic, and there's already division, what happens halfway through? 

Chaos

You're all being played. 

I promise you nothing of your sensory perception will exist in the next round where I promise you you will find yourself in time. I promise you you will still be you and you will still know the presence of you as yourself in that next realm. I promise you you will know others in that next realm precisely as you do here. I promise you you will know when they are present. I promise you that what will be in that next realm although not physical, will only be that which we all create together by our vibrational frequencies of existence. I'll end with a joke. 

The best part about heaven is... well, there, the matter doesn't matter.

Souls ~ Cyborg∆Steve

It is only in the experience of life which we are each unique, otherwise the same soul resides within all vessels, evolving at different speeds through experience.

To hate another is to hate yourself... don't act upon the hate, but rather find the root and remove it all with its body.