Tuesday, March 24, 2020

Pain & Passion, Shredded Life ~ CyborgSteve

Where my passions are greatest I have been forced to withdraw the most as my heart only aches more and more deeply.

Praying for a triumphant return, I tread forward, head down trodden In Faith, I push harder than ever now... deep writhing strength reemerging n oil w, as always before forged stronger yet again.

My emotions so real to this apocalypse slicer absolutely drowning me.

Shredded Through The Blackholes Throat ~ Intensity Previously Unknown ~ CyborgSteve

I'm simply asking for your prayers, thoughts, and blessings now more than ever.

In 5 days, starting Aug 12, 2020, I endured an incredible medical event. Thankfully,  a massive indetstatnent of a word here, I survived.

My father, since feb 13 has been fighting for his life at 89.

Hes needs your thoughts and prayers so he too can share a bit more time before its time for ascension.

My mother was a premier, my father a warrior. My mother an artist, father a mathematician and engineer. I'm of their image strong, and of person and accomplishment, not close.

Mom departed several years ago, now, and it was after out visit to her graveside the last two times that tragedy is always close in my lifes heels, and my family.

We are being humbled, prepared to depart, each and all, don't be fooled,  and it's a very difficult  time to endure. Every second of it hurts my heart !

I wanted to share love as long as possible,  and here, soon, I shan't ever again.

There, exalted ascension,  I'll be love as all that came before me to remain, and not cycle back.

Don't fearcwhats to come, but do embrace this present moment please, and drop quickly your ego and your own boundaries personal thatvonly quicker keep you more lonely boxed in.

I'm earning my wings, fir suvg a wretch I've been, and work to do is mounting, first my father needs your strength please.

I'm a little safe distance away, hurting, and truly slowly dying  for decades now,  nursed along further a cyborg proud,  watching everybody else now the closer I love the worse, getting truly, like going through a blackhole throat, their lives fucking ripped away and apart... and still we fight to cling for just another day to spend with the vfc apple of our eye, the lives of our heart.

I love you rach so, and I know how you hurt. Turn inward and upward now and silently take these lessons and become readied, for Asce6 for many comes too soon.

Of the survivors many, don't let differences cause divisive division and denomination...

Your never better off alone, as we need another so dearly in order to survive.

Share to those in need of this life promoting gift you can iffer6, otherwise be a great steward, and of the I'll many, keep them from themselves if addict,  and don't starve anyone of love... it's that starvation of live that makes a caged inner animal rage !!!

Do you know your duality ? Will you transmute this within yourself now ? Its time to stand up abdcshow yourself now!!! Just how weak and dishonest you've been to yourself.

If these words do not reverberate within your mind, bless you only more than my enemy I bless.

I've little left to offer in this realm, and I tried to give it all I have so I could better understand  each of you.

Please, pray for my father that he rebound and I can depart soon and soar.

Made in my father and My Fathers image. I beg you pray for them now against the worlds sin, and I pray for you each, be blessed eternally.