I feel like Christianity left me at a cliff. Unknowing what to do or what was next. Is that not how we feel in the human physical sense?
in my near-death experience through cardiac arrest stroke and other massive complications and the subsequent treatment with CPR and defibrillation and the miracle of revival and the healing process and recovery, The experience certainly leaves one in a different state of mind. I'm not talking about the trauma. The trauma alone is its own box of discontent.
It's where I went in what I experienced and I share these thoughts and ideas with others that have had like experience and oh, well there's this great inner peace within most of the time. I'm still human I still deal with all of the same other stuff that I always used to deal with but I also realize that in the next exalted place all will be as perfect as anybody ever wanted within themselves and all will be forgiven and there shall be no pain and there will be great beautiful melodies and harmonies and all those things we desire together oh, but it is not for us to shut these vessels too soon for we must travel far to evolve our souls to understand and appreciate that place which we shall be exalted.
I don't feel like I'm on that Cliff anymore and it makes it a lot easier to appreciate life so much deeper and I have to tell you I don't feel like I never did.
I love deeply and I live hard and I'm an emotional being and I'm thankful for all of that and if spirit that is difficult makes those things which are enhanced incredibly difficult to deal with because the chemical tides shift Swift and it hurts the heart and I promise you if the right people study this scientifically and medically they will see that this would be the root cause of takotsubo syndrome probably. Trauma and chemical change sometimes Swift and emotional simply even if the thought of only in the universe within because that projection is just as real as the one on the outside we share.
Christianity, like all the other beautiful principled religions, do give great guidance towards the proper way to think in shoes in such ways that there will be fruitfulness in your life for you and your family and your friends and we should not admonish any principled religion just as we should not speak ill of others, of which I am certainly guilty of in my past but I don't feel I will sue easily use those types of words as weapons today.
I feel as though I died, which I did, and returned and I was involved as a spirit and I'm back into the same body in which I will work hard to mend it. I will need some help but I believe in miraculous healing too. I believe in Western and Eastern medicine also. I believe in cross-pollinating and combining philosophies and ideas and religions and any such thing that should help me to survive to the points back to where I can enjoy life and it matters not to me how others judge me along my journey of survival.
I have been blessed with the most beautiful and greatest of friends been crushed often with the greatest of tragedies but who has not as a survivor? The bees still always make honey each year. I desire a castle in which to share love it's my family and friends and my heart is pretty intent on trying to make that reality from pure fantasy.
My whole life seems a dream anyway, and what a beautiful one.
Forrest Gump has always been a movie I personally treasure in my heart because it touches this place that we all desire no doubt where life is tough but we overcome and we survived and we achieve greatness.
Those things are great, but not the soul is not evolved.
Promote life over denomination which divides and let all else be what it will.
I'm still a Christian. I'm still a Jew. I'm still a Muslim. I'm still a mountain, and a bird, and a fish and the sea. I Am all things you see in others and in me. I'm a brother, a sister, a friend, a sick man, the dead, witness. I Am the Alpha the Omega, You ∆re Too.
God's no name or face,
God's no gender,
God's no physicality,
God's resides already within you,
each most definitely in His Image.
All life has souls, and souls evolve through evolution, which is a mixture of Darwinism and spiritual mysticism as things are described today. The tribal American Indians knew we were all one this and that evil here and more still in the next life so exalted through metamorphosis.
I've been there and back.
There is nothing to fear,
there is nothing to rush,
let the perfect waters clean and baptize your thoughts,
Destiny,
A castle,
Awaits Us All.
I Shall In Time See You There Too,
ONE
One Day All United Strong
