Molar Extraction ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Yesterday, I had a molar extraction that left a perforation (root went into sinus cavity, now packed and sutures). This happened just over 5 years ago in the other side and took over a year to heal. Today, I didn't even take Tylenol. I woke up and drank my Kratom tea, and that's it !

Blessed to heal more.

This may have been the nuisance that nearly killed me, as I suspect this was infected which only the filling coming out and tooth breaking at the same time revealed.

What a HUGE WORLD OF DIFFERENCE !!!

My stamina was gone for years !!!

I'm convinced it was just this tooth...

Life has been calling me away nonstop and I've not made or taken time for me. That's never going to be the case again.

I've had to live differently, serving myself first so I can return to form and of service and participate and enjoy life again.

Being I'll as I've been makes one mental as you can imagine or watched. Thanks for your Grace and letting me heal too while I work hard a regaining my footing.

I'm ready to fight with everything I have to live the rest of these dreams within that I do desperately want to share with others... that I've been miserable too and even pushed away while ill... it's just what we do when sick and fighting, and I don't expect anyone to fully understand anymore ever again.

The worst experiences are always the best too, but you have to survive.

Find really good souls and keep them close and talk to them. My angels were awesome... but I wear people out fast ;(

I'm looking for the best of the old me while restructuring this Steve 2.0, so I only hope that I'll be able to share more and more time together, because that's what was fleeting in such a way I knew precisely what was imminent.

Death is instantly not upon me today, after yesterday's simple (not really do simple) procedure.

Now, for healing.

I'm taking my time healing, and I'm particular too because I care about myself in a new and different way than I've ever known.

I was so weak, I could barely check my calendar and keep it and also the stress if the thoughts of my calendar and events and letting others down was just getting more and more overwhelming.

Thank you for taking this all away again, and letting life return to normal, ever do slowly, as I further heal still from the health debacle and miracles of August 12, 2018.