Healing & Evolving Soul Cycles ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Having more oxygen with a properly beating heart and more stamina is like being able to dive down further meaning deeper and holding your breath longer but instead you're able to do this mentally. It used to be I could only kind of live on the surface and deal with these things in those things and I would get frustrated and pissed off all the time but now I'm starting to mellow back into the me I knew a couple of decades ago. I get glimpses and I pray that I will continue to see that same means star to re-emerge that a lot of my friends in sure miss. Trust me I do too. I never wanted to be a sick asshole...it ain't fukkin' easy .. and trying to juggle other stuff too... OMG ! Lots of things still to reverse but I'm getting more and more youthful and I'm so thankful for these battle victories. When the time comes to cruise, I'll depart with Grace and peacefully, as my experiences have been Grand and life so perfectly beautiful, but I'm a stubborn son of a bitch who likes to fight and curse and I stand up for what I believe in... and that's life... Mine and others too. It's because others before me taught me to do the same... it's nothing about me. It's about them before and those coming after. I've felt like the luckiest man in the world so many, many, times, I can't even tell you... I hope everyone feels that way inside no matter the challenges and that you know you can overcome anything and that departures are are a tough part of these overlapping souls life's cycles too. Evolving happens at different speeds for different folks and on parallel universes we share from within which is a universe unique to itself. It's amazing we agree on anything, just like it's amazing most often of the time our cars start witch such great reliability and dependability..