I'm only exalted to this point in life through everybody else's work.
Makes one deeply humble in a different way to know destiny is not their own, AT ALL.
I'm uncomfortable in a humble spirit, I'm use to riling, rising, raising, carroussing, boozing... Christ, please humble me even more so from myself now.
Why? Only answer I've ever known is to cope with the overwhelming pain life circumstances or others have afflicted upon me, and inside part of me is a killer trained stealth and Swift, sleek fast and powerful that strikes without warning, and the other part is calm and forgiving always, but in the interim, it's not me that's makes those decisions, but rather who it is that lives with the consequences. I certainly inflicted plenty upon myself as well, that needs not be said and there are hundreds that would bear witness to this. Do you believe in healing yet??? I know I believe in forgiveness, you've all proven that to me for sure, well... some. some will never give it when it's not deserved. They don't realize they reserved a space of their soul for illness when they hold onto these reservations, and that lesson I have to consume and it's made my gut hurt a long time. Revelations shall set you free.
I'm trying to be more thoughtful of others in my actions today since these lessons, I'm trying to understand now.
Death was and is not a cliff, but a launching point.
I am thankful for the God that saved the wretch I was.
It's amazing what others can witness and still not believe.
Do you think medical science was built on a lack of faith? Do you think protocols or followed with a lack of faith in mind?
Is life not programs of interactions of cause and effect with faith as our guide towards the desired outputs?
Is it really important that you want to set your way and I want to say it my way so much so that we must fight over that?
The only person that says you don't have a valid perspective is yourself, and when you make outrageousness it is you that reveals that very weak attribute within, and then the others pounce hard fast swift and strong until death.
Tell me all of the above is a lie and that the struggle isn't real.
Without everyone, I am nothing.
I'm so thankful to have known and shared love. If that was something I could give away in x, I would do it until the end of time, all eternity.
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