Friday, September 28, 2018

I Am Program ~ Hypothetical Reality ~ I Think I Hear the Closing Bell, or Is That A Trumpet yet Again, for the Third Time Now, In the Distance Just Ahead

How do we stand as a Nation of ONE and equally better treat so that which we call our Southern neighbors today, Mexico?

Then, shift gears & fears and replace us as Canada and move our population to that which is Mexico today. 

They, our Mexican neighbors, are suffering and deserve a better life, which the majority has never had access to.
How do we help this country and in turn help ourselves where we are even more of service and less about serving ourselves and feeding the ego which always remains insatiable?
Hypothetically speaking, what if on a near future, we find 2/3 of the USA was under water and with what remained were free resources and little fertile land.
Yet Canada was the world power with far and away the largest military, budget, and  GDP and while only consisting of 10% of the world's population, they held control over 90% of the world's wealth and would not even assist us, who they did have warfare with about 100 yeah s ago.
What if they built a wall and the more desperate we quickly became, the faster they erected it to keep us "home where we belong" as opposed to the majority of us that voyaged north looked for just simple sustenance for our famikies??? !!! ??? !!! What if ???
Would you like Canada you let you in ?
How about your suffering starving family ?
Would you hope and pray that Canada may offer aide to you and even help your country rebuild your economy and look towards a brighter future that could be built together ?
Would you remain in the helpful country that dents help and suffers or would you break immoral law (not stating all laws are immoral) and persue happiness you knew you would never have where you were if you remained?
Would you be for a wall between countries if there were two with a few miles in between to utilize this space for transition housing and create some agriculture/industry?
The land sure doesn't seem productive now, but not is most of it "friendly", however, there was a time when LasVegas was chilly inhospitable too.
How about we pump ocean water I to parts of the dessert and let an environment recreate itself?
We could "terraform" parts if earth on a massive scale and test methodology for our planned and being planned Mars colinizations.
We could terra-form with organic waste and perhaps have the finest concentration of recycling and waste management & disposal in the modern world, where we create the mist modern of cities, all pre-planned and utilizing the finest technology.
Or we could just let those weak and pathetic Americans suffer.
Either way, reality or hypothetically, Americans suffer...  why do we forget we are all Americans in these Americas ?
Could you imagine the United Countries of Americans?
We wouldn't dominate that world because  there would be no need to, only prosperity we helped flourish and shared and promoted.
I think there is no seat to the right of God for those without real heartfelt empathy, and usullay not a decent seat in politics or business either, for this capacity seems to promise serving us best after the metamorphosis that will surely humble us each one day!
What's to be scared of truly, when we know the definite outcome of our human experience each?
Nobody aspires to failure, they are pushed and prodded, in ways you should pray to never understand, along that tragic path... it's easier and easier to continue to stumble once you've already started... so much so, it may one day appeartl to others from the outside looking in that you indeed are on a direction of personal will and towards only destruction, once you have moved so far from that original nudge to shove... whatever event or individual you let propell you on this trajectory.
Take back self personal control and work with those willing to help and you will be rebuilt stronger, forged tougher through the fire... these trials and tribulations of each our lives... and so seek what is just, joyous, and fruitful to others or turn and go in another direction until soon you find us here.









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Saturday, August 25, 2018

Setting or Rising ??? ~ Thoughts

In the blackness of your eye, the light reflected, a sun. Is it rising or setting and why ? Only you know and have those answers. Choose life always. Stranger than fiction... Still in a bit off shock and awe. It's strangely personal and on and on I didn't mean to be a bother or a bore, but just all a bit bizarre and surreal. Kinda' wonder if I'm really still here. Know I am too and going to stay tough and flexible... Lol ;) ... Mental and physical balance would be great. I'm always pretty centered spiritually, but finding a keel in the balance of physical and mental health is a son of a bitch. I'm not much into sugar coating. Ichemic stroke, or strokes ? Concussions??? I'm still fuzzy within but on auto pilot and prayers working hard at resting, eating, healing, as directed. Seems like I got a data wipe to a degree... I'll take it... Best forget and move forward when still possible. Thoughts and tidbits of imagination, at least my neurons are firing away like almost usual. It's difficult aging as I have and then to feel like you inhabit another completely different body, but yours and you know it too... so kind of familiar... well... I get to close to normal and mother fuukker it's like I change shells ...but my she'll is an endoskeleton turning statue fast within. Crazy molecular chemical and energy so now blend.

Sunday, August 19, 2018

Doubters ??? ~ A Short Story of Real Events

Doubters ?

Strangely, no opiates, as I take precisely as prescribed (max of 30 my p/d) but I think I was so ill (sinus infection too, severe 2 + weeks before my nearly ill fated tri-shit-fecta) that I didn't take any for a day or two before as my anxiety gets "jacked" on it too often.

Hoping to switch to hydrocodone or even kratom with permission. Lots to further consult about !

I'm set to transition now, kratom in hand, but only under permission.

I also have a ridiculously high metabolism, and my business is my business in the sense of my health, however no THC is admittedly odd !

I already spoke to my specialists super candidly, and THC and CBD alone should be of absolutely zero concern.

I use it for restorative restful sleep.

Recently, 3.5 months without was miserable and I also had no decent sleep in that time, but also this sinus infection that completely kicked my tail until my condition nosedived into I think a stroke (unsure still, a bit mentally fuzzy still too after concussion) then a heart attack where I coded dead !

I was revived (by the grace of many beautiful souls) and I am healing and getting slowly dialed back in.

Switched from oxy to hydrocodone, a massive difference upon my anxiety, of which I've twice or three times complained to my supervising specialists since I transitioned to it.

I am on 30% the amount of what I was once on as far as value, and that is comparative to stringer medications I needed until I solved an infection issue if which my doctor confirmed my wildly strange speculative but researched suggestion. Tests proofed me correct, and I was almost immediately able to cut my narcotics by first 10%, then again by a complete 2/3 or 67% !!!  Maintained this needed maintenance of severe spinal disease but with noted complaint of severe anxiety and
my return to cigarettes sadly after over 3 years of abstinence from any and all nicotine.

I'm on even less now after what just transpired.

I'm only utilizing of pure necessity, and I share so that the judgemental shall eat their words and better understand a fight I pray nobody ever has to wage over debilitating life stealing pain !!!

Anyone may and can think what you will, but the science is proof of my abstinence.

I'm imperfect but don't confuse that with insane, it's called "inpain" !!!

For anyone that doubts my over 10+ diseases, come see me and adventure with me through my files !

All disease genetics in my case or viral ! Not anything at all from any forms of abuse, very thankfully.

I could care less of another opinion if myself, and I share this to say, be good yo yourself and seek answers and the finest professionals.

If you are ever a patient at WMHS, sign up for the patient portal !!!

Praying to find solutions, many steps taken quickly as I heal at the speed of light, but paced and carefully asking please for your help in any way you see fit yo accommodate. Prayer is appreciated.

I desperately desire life, and I hope I have a bit left, as it's time to make music soon and hibernate in my new studio taking shape. Basic & sleek.

I want myself and my life like that new studio / media room, basic and sleek.

Time to part with many if my possessions.

I am unable to now arc weld for example (pacemaker/ defibrillator) and there are now many things I just may not attempt anymore, as I new today would gone, if I survived.

I've been thought a liar and called hideous hateful things by those that have never experienced the walk if my journey. May you, I pray never understand, but instead, be compassionate dammit !!!! Your evil words upon honestly deeply ill individuals kills more than anything !!!

When you judge and diagnose  others as an ignorant civilian and broadcast it out loud with hate, its sadly you that needs help.

Now will social security help me after two failed attempts and and one current open decision? It feels that they rather I die ! I love my country, but here in a particular regard see only needed reform, and a system that richens lawyers and kills clients!!!

If I cannot speak when I am gone, maybe again soon but permanently, well, I sure can now.

I'm begging for a demand on reform of social security disability !!!

I was even asked to lie by my last attorney at my video conference case review / determination in front of the video administrative law judge. I know why he asked me to lie, but I could not and will not.

He asked me so we could win dirty, instead of him working hard to present my clear and convincing case ! Being humiliated is despicable when you've done nothing wrong ! I'm worn hard and eroded in my soul and health through these continuous battles.

Beyond losing my life regained, but still remaining on this cusp, I will fight until I've not only win, but been a catalyst to that reform.

I've been robbed of my work credits and countless years of better care, yet still I will fight, properly only with honor.

The other cusp I'm sitting upon today is losing everything else I have, and in working hard to right that ship too, but it may be too late, and then what ?

I'll be under a bridge with my dogs and a guitar and my bird and cats, because after all, that's what I deserve right ???

Do you want to know what tired is ???

I pray for reform with social security and I pray for help to maintain my home I'm so very close to losing forever.

I cannot drive for 6 months with my "new parts / pacemaker/ deffibulater, and so I'm unsure if I could live in my slide in camper on my truck and I've nowhere to Take My RV.

& I need to reduce stress.......

Shattering again after already being shattered, called names like liar and addict, mentally and physically abused and battered, diagnosed ridiculous diagnosis often incorrect when I spoke honest & direct, complaining of my heart since 1997, 65 pounds less fatter, diagnosed unusual weight loss ? For dieting and busting my butt hard to achieve, I'm tired of the consistent beat down, I'm in tatters (RS),  my mind left echoing in clatters, tatters, tatters.

Sunday August 12th I departed this place. a voice said within me if you want to live you have to fight, repeating what I had said to my friend very seriously 2 days before. I stated to him that there Comes a Day once in awhile in these lives where we're dead or closed and we have to make a decision and decide to fight if we want to live. two days later I laid dead on the floor in full Cardiac Arrest where I coded. As I was just only the voice of my thoughts, and no longer connected to the sensory input of my body, I was in a place of complete and utter Blackness and tranquility, again just my voice, and it was at that moment when I thought about I have to fight and say what do I do next to get back to that fight?, the only thing I next me it was to jump back into that broken and tired vessel dead on the floor.

I came back spewing spit out of my mouth spraying the beautiful men and/or women saving my life, as I do not know who they were yet and  although I cannot wait to meet them I must as I have a pace that my doctors have sent me a pace that I must maintain.

I was back in my body and I need that I must take every ounce of energy I could muster and somehow push everything out of my lungs all at once, and of course that was probably due to the assistance from the outside and afterwards I inhaled the biggest breast I have ever taken in my life and I knew that I was back but I screamed bloody murder and curse those people that had me pinned down as I completely freaked out not remembering what really happened in reality.

I think that quickly passed but I'm quite unsure, although the pain was unbelievable and it was everywhere and a lot of it Still Remains, and I remain in a habitat in this broken vessel still, because I'm not done. I am very most certainly not implying that that was entirely my decision, but I certainly had a factor in the overall formula without a doubt. if I had seen a rainbow I had in my mother and the Beautiful light there's no way I would have ever come back, but in the darkness as I existed only a voice and I was worried about my dogs and said desperately love life I didn't care what it took and if I would be paralyzed as I thought, I do have back in from the black abyss and with the help of the medical professionals was home in 5 days.

My doctor told me I was an absolutely incredible patient !!! 3 times in a row !!!  he knows my fight is real and he knows that I am a great fighter and Lee's regards and that something makes me want to stick around.

For 5 days I had very intense Around the Clock care, it catheterization, and surgery to install a pacemaker and defibrillator and went from Dead on Arrival to home.

I am who I am, plain and simple.

the miracle workers are the wonderful beautiful professionals at the Western Maryland Health System which I just cannot thank you enough but trust me I will be working very hard on that task and I will be working hard to design a fundraiser for the Cardiology department at ever beautiful local hospital.

It's our choice if we want bitterness to kill us, or if we want to funnel the negativity into a machine of positivity, where outcomes May last longer than our lives so that we may help others not have to suffer the shortcoming of systems that fails many of us.

I have never ever been treated with such loving care and cared about so well as an individual until I died and was resuscitated and was dealt with by a conceit well-informed coordinated team that was completely aware of my multiple multiple diseased condition.  I have never ever had more respect for any medical care in my life, and I mean not even close.

On another project I am working on with a Maryland Delegate, of which I have the utmost respect, I am supposed to testify so that we can introduce our coordinated work as a bill asking our state / federal government for greater funding for our State's Attorney's office, and I'm not ready to depart this place until I'm Victorious and certain areas that I feel called too. Our state Governor has declared a state of emergency concerning opioids in Maryland, and we must smash this "culture of crime" here locally in Cumberland, and statistically we have fewer attorneys in the State's Attorney's office to prosecute the criminals than in any other County in all of Maryland.

I don't know what will be forthcoming, but I know I'm going to be working hard so that I can make it long enough to accomplish these dreams set before me.

If victory costs me my life but spares others, then it is a victory worth fighting for.

It's certainly a far sweeter victory if I'm able to survive.

In my city, the Battleground is all around us in there is not a single family that goes unaffected.

Soon, however, afterwards, deeply desire to have a cabin in the woods where I can rest, write, and study, and all in solitude, until my ultimate humbling departure.

Li did mix two issues to a degree but they intermingle and they are each a part of my life and a part of my college studies and part of my deep desire to be of Public Service in some way shape or form so that I can contribute more than what I have taken, which I feel is it that I may never be able to repay at this point.

I have multiple bridges in front of me I'm going to be blindly crossing soon and I don't even know what kind of help I am asking for but I know I need all the help I can get even if it's just a prayer.

All I pray for is God's Will and the power to carry that out, and I pray for grace and the acceptance of all outcomes, that I may move forward  only once Justice is served... Peace, Love, & Understanding !!!

My drug test fixture to be attached soon, as blogger keeps failing as I try to upload it and will not publish it with that content. That will be uploaded from my computer and resolved within a day or two. The drug test confirm zero drugs in my system, thus the title Doubters???
























Doubters ??? ~ A Short Story of Real Events

Doubters ?

Strangely, no opiates, as I take precisely as prescribed (max of 30 my p/d) but I think I was so ill (sinus infection too, severe 2 + weeks before my nearly ill fated tri-shit-fecta) that I didn't take any for a day or two before as my anxiety gets "jacked" on it too often.

Hoping to switch to hydrocodone or even kratom with permission. Lots to further consult about !

I'm set to transition now, kratom in hand, but only under permission.

I also have a ridiculously high metabolism, and my business is my business in the sense of my health, however no THC is admittedly odd !

I already spoke to my specialists super candidly, and THC and CBD alone should be of absolutely zero concern.

I use it for restorative restful sleep.

Recently, 3.5 months without was miserable and I also had no decent sleep in that time, but also this sinus infection that completely kicked my tail until my condition nosedived into I think a stroke (unsure still, a bit mentally fuzzy still too after concussion) then a heart attack where I coded dead !

I was revived (by the grace of many beautiful souls) and I am healing and getting slowly dialed back in.

Switched from oxy to hydrocodone, a massive difference upon my anxiety, of which I've twice or three times complained to my supervising specialists since I transitioned to it.

I am on 30% the amount of what I was once on as far as value, and that is comparative to stringer medications I needed until I solved an infection issue if which my doctor confirmed my wildly strange speculative but researched suggestion. Tests proofed me correct, and I was almost immediately able to cut my narcotics by first 10%, then again by a complete 2/3 or 67% !!!  Maintained this needed maintenance of severe spinal disease but with noted complaint of severe anxiety and
my return to cigarettes sadly after over 3 years of abstinence from any and all nicotine.

I'm on even less now after what just transpired.

I'm only utilizing of pure necessity, and I share so that the judgemental shall eat their words and better understand a fight I pray nobody ever has to wage over debilitating life stealing pain !!!

Anyone may and can think what you will, but the science is proof of my abstinence.

I'm imperfect but don't confuse that with insane, it's called "inpain" !!!

For anyone that doubts my over 10+ diseases, come see me and adventure with me through my files !

All disease genetics in my case or viral ! Not anything at all from any forms of abuse, very thankfully.

I could care less of another opinion if myself, and I share this to say, be good yo yourself and seek answers and the finest professionals.

If you are ever a patient at WMHS, sign up for the patient portal !!!

Praying to find solutions, many steps taken quickly as I heal at the speed of light, but paced and carefully asking please for your help in any way you see fit yo accommodate. Prayer is appreciated.

I desperately desire life, and I hope I have a bit left, as it's time to make music soon and hibernate in my new studio taking shape. Basic & sleek.

I want myself and my life like that new studio / media room, basic and sleek.

Time to part with many if my possessions.

I am unable to now arc weld for example (pacemaker/ defibrillator) and there are now many things I just may not attempt anymore, as I new today would gone, if I survived.

I've been thought a liar and called hideous hateful things by those that have never experienced the walk if my journey. May you, I pray never understand, but instead, be compassionate dammit !!!! Your evil words upon honestly deeply ill individuals kills more than anything !!!

When you judge and diagnose  others as an ignorant civilian and broadcast it out loud with hate, its sadly you that needs help.

Now will social security help me after two failed attempts and and one current open decision? It feels that they rather I die ! I love my country, but here in a particular regard see only needed reform, and a system that richens lawyers and kills clients!!!

If I cannot speak when I am gone, maybe again soon but permanently, well, I sure can now.

I'm begging for a demand on reform of social security disability !!!

I was even asked to lie by my last attorney at my video conference case review / determination in front of the video administrative law judge. I know why he asked me to lie, but I could not and will not.

He asked me so we could win dirty, instead of him working hard to present my clear and convincing case ! Being humiliated is despicable when you've done nothing wrong ! I'm worn hard and eroded in my soul and health through these continuous battles.

Beyond losing my life regained, but still remaining on this cusp, I will fight until I've not only win, but been a catalyst to that reform.

I've been robbed of my work credits and countless years of better care, yet still I will fight, properly only with honor.

The other cusp I'm sitting upon today is losing everything else I have, and in working hard to right that ship too, but it may be too late, and then what ?

I'll be under a bridge with my dogs and a guitar and my bird and cats, because after all, that's what I deserve right ???

Do you want to know what tired is ???

I pray for reform with social security and I pray for help to maintain my home I'm so very close to losing forever.

I cannot drive for 6 months with my "new parts / pacemaker/ deffibulater, and so I'm unsure if I could live in my slide in camper on my truck and I've nowhere to Take My RV.

& I need to reduce stress.......

Shattering again after already being shattered, called names like liar and addict, mentally and physically abused and battered, diagnosed ridiculous diagnosis often incorrect when I spoke honest & direct, complaining of my heart since 1997, 65 pounds less fatter, diagnosed unusual weight loss ? For dieting and busting my butt hard to achieve, I'm tired of the consistent beat down, I'm in tatters (RS),  my mind left echoing in clatters, tatters, tatters.

Sunday August 12th I departed this place. a voice said within me if you want to live you have to fight, repeating what I had said to my friend very seriously 2 days before. I stated to him that there Comes a Day once in awhile in these lives where we're dead or closed and we have to make a decision and decide to fight if we want to live. two days later I laid dead on the floor in full Cardiac Arrest where I coded. As I was just only the voice of my thoughts, and no longer connected to the sensory input of my body, I was in a place of complete and utter Blackness and tranquility, again just my voice, and it was at that moment when I thought about I have to fight and say what do I do next to get back to that fight?, the only thing I next me it was to jump back into that broken and tired vessel dead on the floor.

I came back spewing spit out of my mouth spraying the beautiful men and/or women saving my life, as I do not know who they were yet and  although I cannot wait to meet them I must as I have a pace that my doctors have sent me a pace that I must maintain.

I was back in my body and I need that I must take every ounce of energy I could muster and somehow push everything out of my lungs all at once, and of course that was probably due to the assistance from the outside and afterwards I inhaled the biggest breast I have ever taken in my life and I knew that I was back but I screamed bloody murder and curse those people that had me pinned down as I completely freaked out not remembering what really happened in reality.

I think that quickly passed but I'm quite unsure, although the pain was unbelievable and it was everywhere and a lot of it Still Remains, and I remain in a habitat in this broken vessel still, because I'm not done. I am very most certainly not implying that that was entirely my decision, but I certainly had a factor in the overall formula without a doubt. if I had seen a rainbow I had in my mother and the Beautiful light there's no way I would have ever come back, but in the darkness as I existed only a voice and I was worried about my dogs and said desperately love life I didn't care what it took and if I would be paralyzed as I thought, I do have back in from the black abyss and with the help of the medical professionals was home in 5 days.

My doctor told me I was an absolutely incredible patient !!! 3 times in a row !!!  he knows my fight is real and he knows that I am a great fighter and Lee's regards and that something makes me want to stick around.

For 5 days I had very intense Around the Clock care, it catheterization, and surgery to install a pacemaker and defibrillator and went from Dead on Arrival to home.

I am who I am, plain and simple.

the miracle workers are the wonderful beautiful professionals at the Western Maryland Health System which I just cannot thank you enough but trust me I will be working very hard on that task and I will be working hard to design a fundraiser for the Cardiology department at ever beautiful local hospital.

It's our choice if we want bitterness to kill us, or if we want to funnel the negativity into a machine of positivity, where outcomes May last longer than our lives so that we may help others not have to suffer the shortcoming of systems that fails many of us.

I have never ever been treated with such loving care and cared about so well as an individual until I died and was resuscitated and was dealt with by a conceit well-informed coordinated team that was completely aware of my multiple multiple diseased condition.  I have never ever had more respect for any medical care in my life, and I mean not even close.

On another project I am working on with a Maryland Delegate, of which I have the utmost respect, I am supposed to testify so that we can introduce our coordinated work as a bill asking our state / federal government for greater funding for our State's Attorney's office, and I'm not ready to depart this place until I'm Victorious and certain areas that I feel called too. Our state Governor has declared a state of emergency concerning opioids in Maryland, and we must smash this "culture of crime" here locally in Cumberland, and statistically we have fewer attorneys in the State's Attorney's office to prosecute the criminals than in any other County in all of Maryland.

I don't know what will be forthcoming, but I know I'm going to be working hard so that I can make it long enough to accomplish these dreams set before me.

If victory costs me my life but spares others, then it is a victory worth fighting for.

It's certainly a far sweeter victory if I'm able to survive.

In my city, the Battleground is all around us in there is not a single family that goes unaffected.

Soon, however, afterwards, deeply desire to have a cabin in the woods where I can rest, write, and study, and all in solitude, until my ultimate humbling departure.

Li did mix two issues to a degree but they intermingle and they are each a part of my life and a part of my college studies and part of my deep desire to be of Public Service in some way shape or form so that I can contribute more than what I have taken, which I feel is it that I may never be able to repay at this point.

I have multiple bridges in front of me I'm going to be blindly crossing soon and I don't even know what kind of help I am asking for but I know I need all the help I can get even if it's just a prayer.

All I pray for is God's Will and the power to carry that out, and I pray for grace and the acceptance of all outcomes, that I may move forward  only once Justice is served... Peace, Love, & Understanding !!!




























Wednesday, August 8, 2018

Waiting On You ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

If it was as the blackest of blinding nights after night,
I'd be night after knightly night,
protecting and serving you,
waiting on you.

If a hurricane category 5 was headed our way,
I'd keep you and the children safe,
even if I knew it was going to take my life,
because I adore you and always want to spend my life loving and serving and,
waiting on you.

There seems not much that I can't do,
but still only when I'm waiting on you,
and until that time comes to pass,
I'm waiting on you.

It's kind of made me a patient man,
and even more than I can seem to understand,
I feel this yearning followed by calmness in my heart and soul,
stronger than I've ever known,
waiting on you.

There is nothing more that I have ever desired,
You're close body warming,
a heart desires fire,
Yet so distant and far away as another galaxy it seems,
but close always in my mind and I'm,
lucky together when our stars as always realign,
waiting on you.

I may just spend the rest of my life waiting on you,
I'd be your man,
you my wife,
I may just spend the rest of my life waiting on you,
read the same exact words different meanings twice,
waiting on you.

I'm learning to be the man I've always wanted to be because you are who you are,
you tempt me but never give in to "hard to get",
and yes... I'm just as stubborn as you,
Independent cardinals in flight,
Hard to each tame,
Independent, stubborn free thinking, individuals seeking and self motivated,
Earth & Fire,
I'm you grounding guide,
You're my flame of longer love and life,
compliments of another's' desires,
coming attraction,
waiting on you.

Perhaps its all just in this other universe within my mind,
when we are close they are the best of my life's entire times,
please don't be scared and once ready,
let me in,
until your ready I'm better becoming your man,
waiting on you.

I'm praying to the seasons of our growing admiration and love,
I'm adoring the heavens for you just to be a part of my life,
time is always short never long enough yet perfect too,
the most special gift in my life I feel is simply,
today and after "I Do",
waiting on you.

As above,
And so below,
our stars forever crossed projected,
Earth below our Eden,
our together shared earthly light show rainbow,
I'm always ready for when you're ready, and until then my lady,
I'm in patience,
waiting on you,
to be,
waiting on you.

I would always adore you,
I would adore serving you,
I adore waiting for you until then,
I'm always your greatest best friend,
and I cannot wait to be,
waiting on you,
waiting on you,
I'm waiting on you,
waiting on you,
because I love you,
and all that you are,
waiting on you.

Sunday, August 5, 2018

Scientist Or Artists ??? A Hypothetical Question Mind Exercise

This is a difficult question/choice, and it is posed as a choice that you have to make between these two examples...

Sometimes in history, we as a society in general, value certain things or types of professions, etc. more over comparative (seemingly) others.

Paradigms shift and apple carts are over turned in fast motion. It's a damn turbulent world we are lucky to experience in relative slow motion galactically or universally (statistically speaking anyways) wise.

What was valued yesterday is worthless tomorrow, and so the dichotomy of life is displayed yet again, in example after non-stop example.

Sometimes the best choice is to make NO decision at all. However, here in this thread, you exercise the mind and make a choice as offered below, because this exists in this space, it's own little hypothetical universe, where we can communicate and learn what another thinks and reasons and more quickly assimilate knowledge and wisdom perhaps, at far younger and younger ages, to our collective and even individual greater benefit, statistically speaking, in the short and long term each.

Can we raise IQ? Can we raise educational knowledge more quickly and common knowledge in general at younger ages, if so challenged? Can we raise reasoning and logic? Can we learn and challenge ourselves for lifetimes and stop thinking about education as #'s & degrees? Can we each be realized and recognized exactly as we are more so, or do we accept happily the standards in place today???

Paradigms shift.

We have the tools today to accomplish great individual and societal gains, but enough purposeful distraction and splintering through divisiveness, that conquer & divide persists... and so even with so much momentum to push all envelopes that should be pushed, the mechanism to efficient change and production and balance, self sufficiency as a principle to seek and practice both, personally and professionally, seems to bind up and lose its effectiveness where greatness could have been gained yesterday already, and tomorrow looking even more promising already.

Would a non profit medical plan around the world, for world health care, and fair practice and the finest standards, instantly shift a paradigm so can't thought so long indestructible ?

Do we as human being hold on desperately to "comfortable" that we just look advancement today in the face and put it off with no gain ???

Are we so arrogant today ?

The philosopher says this, the painter that, and the engineer another while the lawyer argues this, and the doctor diagnoses that.

So now that your gears are turning, I turn to a relatively simple question.

...but don't forget about everything above, it a frame of sorts for you to intellectually engage with.

Simply pick one or the other ONLY, and state why in one to a million words.

Who (collectively) are the greatest geniuses today and why, scientists or artists?

Saturday, August 4, 2018

Cruising Through Spaces ~ Poetry/Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Why do we revisit old familiar places?

Why do we long for not for long seen friendly faces?

Where will you spend your limited time in most splendid places?

Find those times today cruising through spaces.

Leave past ills long out of sight losing traces,
amending what's so wronged,
this web carefully we should weave all interlaces,
forward swiftly without unfounded fears it's amazing how the Light Graces,
this life is so beautiful we share together and each of you beautiful and perfect as you are never-ceasing amazes.

Why do we revisit old familiar places?

Why do we long for not for long seen friendly faces?

Where will you spend your limited time in most splendid places?

Find those times today cruising through spaces.