Death and Easing Away On Psychedelics

The truth is, death is far more traumatic to the survivors ! This is a survivor issue.

The issue for death should be let all individuals choose end of life personal alternatives for themselves, or plan your directives ahead for loved ones / professionals to follow.

I've watched death... and now even experienced it... and the only answer is whatever a patient is comfortable with.

What I remember is horrific, but in death... it's not permanent memory except for the survivor (again)... I'm at ease personally and know completely the temporaryness of what we think as reality. To move to the next realm, or dimension, there is no indelible impression left from this existence and pain is never known again.

To depart is easy, to survive, to live... one must be forged tough and fight with everything still at times !!!


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Thoughts & Prayers for Considerations

Do 99% of the words you read and hear ring hollow and onward as effortlessly as a bell once wrapped upon, reverberating non-truths and fear?

Surround yourself with better life vibrations and find balance again against manipulation as you withdraw daily from your electronic life a short while and commune in nature.

Surround yourself only with those that care of you and yours and of others on their way they shall go... and fret not in this natural Faith.

I trust only the truth I know within, and it's all I've ever known perfect ! Man always surely as sin lets you down.

Where am I of service today to myself and others alike ? That's where I most belong.

Watch when blessings both reign and rain upon you each as you share in abandon with others in the new paradigm shift underway at long last.

Actions are the fruit of intent.

Lived & Died, Laughed & Cried ~ Poetry ~ MobiusTripz

Have you ever told somebody you were an artist and then were laughed at in your face ???  It's the lot of the artist. Bread crumbs & pain... lucky for a blanket and privacy. What's a pillow?  I can paint an entire room for a meal and peace. I only desire to enjoy the present moment and not be a burden. I know romance and I know a shredded pained heart.... hurt, cheated upon, neglected, abused, beaten, battered, and more. I've frozen and cried, lived and died, suffered and thrived, through faith survived, I love and cherish this valued life.

Why do others let so many suffer needlessly?

Traveling Not of This Earth Any Longer, Always Just the Observer

Is it more important to you to be both tolerated and tolerant or silent?

Must you be heard today or are you at peace within that your just an observer in a material world where we all get to interact with another.

If your unkind here, silence and blackness follows for certain. If kind, imagine any future desired and it's certainly yours to experience.

Have you ever seen and known all? ...then felt as if you had that same feeling as forgetting a name of a friend you know so well... flight of thoughts not anchored fleeting.

Have you ever traveled the DNA Akashic record?

Have you ever been a beam of light suddenly everywhere, from this Earth bound finally escaped in perfect balance at last and not in love but love becomes you?

The Death of Washington DC 's DC101 & iHeart Radio ;(

Why share this ???

I've listened to DC101 since I was a child, born in 1967 and moved to DC area (Alexandria / Mt.Vernon) in 1970. Your music and your reporting are worthless and it's sad to say that in nearly a half century, you suck now ;(

I thought DC101 would rule forever but sadly under larger corporate influence, you have sadly lost your way to serving your listening and watching / reading fans.

I moved out of state in 2002 but still followed... but time to move forward without you DC101.

I hear taps ;(

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Two Dead People Having A Conversation

And this morning I'm talking to my niece. She died on December 27th of 2018 (asthma attack) and I died on August 12th of 2018 (cold/flu, ischemic stroke(s), heart attack (takotsubo syndrome), dislocated vertebrae C5 fell down flight of wooden steps during heart attack, severe asthma attack). Survived CPR and seve so uses of the defibrillator. You might not believe it but I actually take pretty good care of myself, and I think you'd have to do to survive what I went through. I remember an awful lot of what happened to somehow. Nothing about anything I experienced makes any sense. It beats any logical or rational explanations!!! Scientific or medical.

We were both revived, obviously. I don't even know how to begin to tell you how strange any of this is. we were having this conversation on messenger tonight and I laughingly said, LOL two dead people having a conversation.

I read a lot about medical science and the things that are happening they are unbelievable. I also believe that nothing can happen without our own personal inner faith and belief and that of others too when so combined, that we all work together towards progress and than miracles for.

I'm the results of hundreds of people working thousands of hours at the Western Maryland health system. I am the result of failures before me and a learning curve. I am the success that was planned for and achieved and work towards. I could be a glimpse of the future, where we have an opportunity to extend life. I am a cyborg today by definition. I'll probably get all those shitty jokes just like Dick Cheney, my ex father in laws friend. Anything beat the f*** out of feeling like I did for the last 20 years plus, and doubted the entire time !!! Through modern technology I'm reborn and I feel it. I'm regaining strength and stamina but this is a serious heavyweight fight and I'm in it to win it. When I'm dedicated I don't f*** around and this is the only focus I have. For nothing else matters but friends and family but you have to work hard to hold the grips on the reigns of  life... and of course there's still no guarantee ever.

I can just tell you that there's a better place coming in there's not paying their and there is not fear there and there is an all-knowing this and there is a silent type of communication and this place that we go it is not anything of the earthly existence but it is everything of the cerebral existence. This great Castle in the sky has given me an inner calmness but the event that happened to me as still shaking my foundation as far as my nerves are concerned but those reverberations are calming. I am being forged into something I know not what to expect yet.

if you think all this sounds like it's crazy to read, try living it and waking up to the reality of it every day.

I can't wait to get back to normalcy and you wouldn't believe the things I've already been attempting, and doing. I've never been one to be scared to live, because death has always been fast on my heels since birth.

Keep your faith and build your faith strong.

Never give up but know when to not fight back too.

Trust your deep inner voice of intuition.

Step forward in life without fear.

Thank you for the emergency and medical professionals that save lives !!! I'm in eternal awe !!!
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Broken Hearted Takotsubo Cyborg ~ Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Spend time not too long weeping whence a heart so easily by another so crushed, life a currency better spent in positive appreciated balance,
surrounded by friends and family of love, in our wake of yesterdays,
our shared memories forgotten in the passage of time melting away behind us... meaningless eventually,
but painfully so,
a death experienced indeed upon this journey now we are forever together united upon,
and indeed in that way,
a bright future so quickly downstruck...
and so now,
free as always once again,
love,
as always,
eludes me,
like before and certainly again...
once more,
or truly,
perhaps,
I've no heart left anymore,
it will always be you,
last and most I loved and adored.

I'm done !!!,
I bow in defeat at your feet,
my Queen,
my Love,
who I will always love and adore...
who I'd have served this way,
always faithfully,
forevermore,
however denied in silence,
never now can you know the honor that was our love.

I knew beauty once and she stopped a minute to stay with me,
she is so divine.

Forever,
we share that "together" forever,
no better eternity,
I once knew love,
and she,
me.

Perfection in Plutonia

Love once looked into my blue oceanic  eyes,
a soulfelt reflection from the other side of a heartfelt attraction both bodies so warmed,
but again as usual,
I knew like always before and in anticipated perfect rhythm,
I patiently awaited for you to peacefully depart,
in perfect timing as for me always precisely repeatedly before,
she'd make her exit,
she'd have to leave as always before,
once more,
and this time I'd be honored incarnate,
waiting in love on call at anytime from here and forward forever onward,
I'm yours at anytime,
a simple lovingly beckoning desire,
I'm always now and forward forever yours.

Love, so always elusively,
teasingly,
tantalizing,
temptingly close...
escapes me,
once more,
I'm devastated.

It was my dying devotion and love for you that let me return to life,
and it is a life I will apparently never get to share but rather only through dreams,
this love in life heartbreaking,
a cyborg's heart aches "ner'again" no more.

I died as human,
revived with CPR and a defibrillator of multiple uses,
a pacemaker retrofitted to mend my mortal devastation,
but my heart can never be truthfully for love,
or ever again,
restored...
crushed... my most adoring love so offered,
other than for convenience,
fully emotionlessly,
ignored.

Crushed ~ ... because I did nothing but love and adore,
now permanently defeated,
a broken-hearted,
takosubto,
cyborg.