Sunday, February 24, 2019

In Our Own Grave Already ??? (Or) Space and What Lies Ahead ~ I Am Program

I personally think space exploration is critically important for the preservation of the human race, however in the short-term, why so much Focus there and so far to little on the Earth's oceans and continents pollution alike, both. Pollution.

All prior civilizations peaked and then fell, and most knowledge was lost repeatedly.

The message is always the same, and that is that we were forewarned that this peak would come and that there would be massive failure.

that being told countless times over, truly lost in ancient history ground to dust in the conveyor belt tectonic Earth existence, why do we not spend more time being the stewards we should be to Mother Earth, and then as we are healthier and spending less on medical care oh, we can spend even more on science which will propel us to the Stars even faster.

I've always wanted to be an astronaut. I want to go to Mars and I told NASA, through an email, that they could send me when they figure out how to replace my spine. I will go with no questions asked if they are able to successfully perform this... Anytime.

You can say I'm crazy, but I'm the guy that died and got revived so whatever. I believe anything's possible. My mind is wide open. It is most definitely far from closed. My mind has been vividly ripped open like when I was 22 in would rip a 12 oz beer can in half with my bare hands after I drank the whole thing chugging it. I was like an animal. I have been known to be like an animal. I was an animal once. You might think I'm an animal still, but I'm cyborg now.

You think it's not different, but what do you know?

Did you tell all in attendance after you a rose from death in 3 days later when they implanted the device,... Were you the one that told them when it was activated? Were you the one that told them when each electrode was plugged into your heart before then it was activated? Were you the one that told them when it was downloading? were you the one that fell down the steps and broke your neck and slammed it into the floor 3 times until it got straightened out? That one can't be confirmed but everything else can ! And a whole lot more !

Now I was revived I think just by the old-fashioned techniques.

Now I was 148 pounds when I was released from the hospital and 50 years old and 8 months. I was not going to go run a marathon because remember I had a history of heart disease and I suffered a drop dead heart attack due to takotsubo syndrome. I had ischemic strokes beforehand and I fell down the steps and I'm searching broke my neck but somehow was able to get up and slam my neck down three times and scream for help in between, kind of forgetting that I did call forget help because I kind of thought I did but wasn't sure but in the back of my mind I knew I did dot-dot. Life was fading very quickly and I knew this already. I had indeed called for help several times because I was so flighty, starving for oxygen. No pulse off and on and a nail going right through my chest and straight through both arms... There's absolutely zero question about what's taking place.

now I'm sure I could get these recordings of 911 calls and I'm sure I can get all of the tapes from the hospital etcetera etcetera and I probably should but I just don't know if I'm quite ready for all that yet but you know who would be?

Is the world ready for this?

There has been and there is still great talk of people being revived becoming maybe more normal than it is today. Don't ask me exactly what that means but what it does mean is for those who have a fairly healthy body, there is a chance.

if you have a fairly healthy body and the tissue doesn't deteriorate and can be preserved then we have to address the problem and for me it was an electrical problem concerning the sinus node of the heart, and by implanting a pacemaker and defibrillator unit this problem can theoretically be fixed 100% depending on how my heart and myself as the patient respond. How I overcame the rest of everything I have no clue let's just say a multiple bunch of miracles not just one. If you ever needed proof of miracles will again this wasn't just one. This was like the statistical anomaly being hit over and over and over in several ways that morning.

I was born on a Sunday December 24th 1967 and I died on August 12th play Sunday of the year 2018, yet I write this today on February 24th, 2019.

I had been to five years of pain management for my deteriorating spine. I had solved my own problem of an open wound on my head and I proved it with the doctors performing some tests even though they argued with me that I was wrong, but tests proved I was correct and that has since healed with time and medications.

I've written and published some work on this but of course just like everything else it's overlooked and nothing's ever taken seriously because I am nothing but a worthless piece of s*** to most people in their eyes when they look at me.it's a judgmental world we live in and I'm not saying anything like I am not used to it because trust me I already understand and have understood this for a very long time. When I was very young and very good-looking or older and less attractive until 4 now that I'm getting stronger and good-looking again it doesn't matter what Walk of Life other people live, everybody is judgmental it's rampant like the black plague of death. It's pathetic. We are a very scared society and through fear we do not reach out with the hand of help, and even less so often if true victim we've been, however collectively still we are all to blame you're not helping those in dire in desperate need when their lives can be saved. Help starts with love.

When you turn your back on another, you own their death.

When we turn our backs on mankind around us and then the Earth as we have been such poor stewards, we are certainly going to own mankind's death. We will never get off this planet if we cannot first save our souls on this planet.

These words are now marked, and I pray they are not read by the next civilization that replaces us in short order, but that is the way in which we are headed swiftly... Far more swiftly than anyone can currently imagine, as now the pace quickens for certain. It's an increase in dynamics and frequencies and intervals, not easily first known or seen or felt, but most definitely present and surging in pulses.

We must quickly become better stewards, or in our own grave, we reside today.

Get Well Fresh Nutrition Delivered

I got zero get well cards !!!

I'm so much happier that money was spent on home cooked food that was prepared with love and offered to me instead of given to that getwell card company !!! I bet a lot of people have died because of good sentiments ;( ..."dry death humor" !!! ...sorry.

I hear there's going to be a big revival so I'm just writing some jokes ahead of time for The Big Show ;) see you there !!! (Again maybe ;) )

Hallmark..., I can make a great commercial for you all about healing, nutrition, heart health &  "fresh vegetables and fruit get well deliveries" for sick loved ones!!!

Save the trees, heal yourself and the planet too... eat the veggies and fruit!!!

More Thoughts On Life, Part 2

I'm 51 and I don't even know me anymore. I'm a different man in a different body that looks the same, worn and Haggard but looking younger. I've got a few close friends but everybody else is scared of this cyborg. I guess I'm just a freak that I knew I was stand on this island on which water approaches all shores from 360 degrees around, I'm more alone but never lonely. Faith

Whoever believes stories such??? Especially from the storyteller.

I'm not a man who has told no lies, but when judges twice past called me a liar... I promise no lies had come from these lips on those topics so spoken of as inquired about... and a truthful man I have been in those regards of which I have taken an oath to my God, as it's only myself I've ever betray. Judge of Social Security and Judge of Loudon County (I'll fill in the blank when I think of it). Thank you each, sirs, for your service. Even the wisest of men are, at times, wrong. What else would you expect of an imperfect world?

We have the best system in the world, but... it has more room for improvement then it does not !!! This attribute is part of what makes it the best system, it's innate flexibility.

What would it be like if less perfect gendered beings (the modern way of saying men or men and women, without getting into the stupid controversy of men and women and oh yes other genders as if things weren't already too complicated... Nobody understands that where there is denomination, there is no unity.) were serving? Think about that. What would it truly be like if lesser "gendered beings" we're serving?

Self-loathing in Cumberland.

This country I love has f***** me and left me alone, but not my beautiful state of Maryland and not its people in this desperately sad post-industrial City clinging to survival and beating our way out of this wet paper bag until we find ourselves shining bright with halos of gold for all.

My heart hurts so much and I am so tired and rivers of tears I have cried but still I have fight and I must fight forward, for the value of life because others are all valued.

All the arguing between friends about politics and I did not even receive one get well card. ;( It's okay... I don't need them and I don't need people. You all hurt and you hate too much.

I have had a few souls that love me, so few. mostly the rest are just lying faces saying what they think will get what they want because selfish is the way we designed together, sad.

I can't love, because nobody will let me love them.

It is beautiful to stand here alone with God and know that everything is in perfect order and will make even more perfect sense with the passage of sweet and precious time.

Do you not truly know what you hold in your own hands?

When will man realize he is a God?

Man, Woman... Mankind Is God

Spirit Blessed So Manifest In Surround and Lift Us Each Now.

If you witness anything that you can mend and you do not, you are of ill soul. Heal yourself this instant with the answer you in your heart know now.

Why do you lie so to yourself, each, so?













Outside In & Downside Up I Riseth' Through Faith

I've been in some pretty serious car accidents, but never anything so bad that my internal organs hurt. I'm pretty good at doing this when I go down my wooden steps wherever that might be or concrete.

My question is, what's the longest it's taken your internal organs to heal since a traumatic event?

Impatient and resting a ton but...

I cannot consume as much fluid as I used to. Not even close !

My metabolism is drastically, drastically different than it used to be !

I'm not exactly the same me that I was before I departed and came back, nor is my body. This is quite an experience, but it's not that big a deal either... really. perhaps more than anything it's the deepest most incredible psychological adventure one could ever imagine, and then some !!! Quite a bit beyond imagination, meeting where I was and where I went there aren't words because they are places that are not of the human realm.

I respect and appreciate each and every one's points of view on religion and spirituality and the likes. I've read many books and if you've read this books we could discuss this books. I only know a couple of people that went where I went. If you haven't been there, you're not qualified to talk about it like you know anyting about it whatsoever.

Have you ever been dead and then woke up and heard gasps of doctors and nurses? I think I did. I'm pretty certain I did. In fact I know I did. But, who would believe me???

Do you want to know what kills???

What kills the spirit of another human being is when the ones that they love have lost trust because they don't understand illness and they think something else completely different is happening but they stay closed mouth and only build their distance and shut you out and shut you down until truly everything is blackness.

I never had faith in man, and man saved me. I knew man would most definitely fail me, but that doesn't mean that man will always fail you it just means that most often they will. I knew God would never fail me and he has not. I know his destination is far greater than the minuscule imagination I have. you can't imagine what God can imagine and you can't tell me that God doesn't exist when you can't prove to me that he does? I don't have to prove to you anything personally because I know where I have been and I know what I have witnessed and I know what I have experienced and I also have professional highly esteemed witnesses to this as well as friends.

I am in a vacuum of confusion that is far larger than the vacuum of confusion I was in before I experienced death and rebirth in the same body. I hope my body will continue to bounce back as quickly as my spirit never ever faded.

Work hard and appreciate the laughter in the music because it's quiet head, and greater than all the combined words of which you have ever read of this place, not of our realm, but definitely ahead, a destination for all... just believe ! I implore you friends.

There's some of you I will never again see in this life. I pray that you make it there. Believe.

Prayers Always

Law Enforcement Smart Phone App

Would you use an smartphone app that sends / corresponds directly and immediately to the police department so you can upload video or pictures of drug transactions or any other crimes ???

Heroin / Narcotics / Fentanyl Overdose App Coming Soon

Did you hear about the new app???

You can mark the name and address of the last person that you bought heroin from. If you don't check-in to the app within 24 hours, it sends an email to the police of the person that sold you the drugs that killed you !!!

Only You Know

Am I a...

Snake ... Tiger ... Eagle ... Lamb

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