Friday, March 1, 2019

Personal Faith Your Conduit To God

Only the men and women of the strongest of all faiths, FAITH ITSELF AND NO SUBSTITUTE,  can take a constant onslaught of personal attacks.

I trust that precisely when the God of my understanding needs me, I will be delivered to heaven precisely when I am due.

For the Rest of Time, I Am His Still, of Service Always, Eternally

Personal Responsibility

If you do not learn to think for yourself, trust me others will make every single choice for you?

What of your own responsibility do you think now?

Trust Within, Faith

If you do not learn to think for yourself, trust me others will make every single choice for you?

What of your own responsibility do you think now?

A Man Of Peace, First A Warrior

Who is this man who is a warrior first, and of peace also?

Mankind's Rebirth, At Long Last ~ I Am Returned, Thankful and In Peace, A Warrior Still

This country of The United States of America and its citizens is the most beautiful expression of the pursuit of happiness that has ever existed in the recorded history of mankind.

It is time to soon come together and lift the entire world around us, all finally United, in the pursuit of solving the greater worldly problems that affect positivity of mankind and will turn us for from the negativity we have all somehow dwelt in too long.

This current CRISIS IS KILLING your families, all !!!

You'll be too numb to see what is happening around you, in fact you probably already clearly are.

You'll be pummeled into a corner where you just want to protect yourself. You will not be able to stand up for others any longer. We will be powerless like you don't have a clue yet.

I've been utterly powerless for well over two decades. Looking backwards at life, it starts to make far more sense, and I am thankful to the god of my understanding that I met mr. Arthur Menke, and Auschwitz survivor.

If you're offended by those that value life, trust me, your life is now at stake.

I have faith in something far above mankind. I push forward through the most incredible challenges, as we each do, for life and that pursuit of happiness guaranteed as a promise, a right of life !!!

I never thought I would see such a struggle in my lifetime, but I remember deep down inside that deep deep terrible pain is the precise cornerstone to spiritual growth, or the precedent to death.

May we each learn to bite our nasty tongues.

My focus is my tongue, my home, my family, my friends, my community and outward from my focus this shall radiate and a new beauty will begin to grow finally at once and we can leave this absolutely hideous chapter behind.

If you think I hate you, you are probably farthest from the truth yourself in your thoughts. I hold no hate in my heart and I only stand for justice. I only stand for justice so that you will be served well, not ill, as you have been.

I pray that all will gain sight through unity.

I pray for healing.

Wednesday, February 27, 2019

A White Horse Saviour Comes

Remember, the finest President in The United States of America never wanted to be President.

When there's failure return to the basics and exercise the fundamentals.

There's no shortcut for work.

There's only division in denomination. Wood splinters along it's grain when overly stressed and is rendered worthless through the division (splintering) of the growth denominations, and society is not too much different, where if you think about a piece of wood, you can image society getting pummeled and splitting into manageable denominations... but by who and why?

Is it international & national growing pains ???

~or~

Purposely done perhaps???

I don't know the answers, but an open mind must entertain all possibilities, or else the trap is already sprung.

Who is our modern Washington riding his white horse towards us already today?

Ephinany's Tears River @ Phoenix Eden Within, Eternal Peace ~ I Am Program

I'm 51.

It dawn's on me just how tough my parents were, at long last. This is a short but powerful epiphany.

My parents grew up during the tail end of the depression. I felt like I've never known any suffering in my life by comparison. they made a beautiful life together of 63 years before mother passed away in 2014. There's no couple like my parents, and there never will be another... at least for me, now, and of course, I'm biased... but, they were the beautiful perfect romantic fairytail incarnate I guess I'm just never going to know first hand for myself, but I got to know it to observe and witness and learn from and that is so far greater.

To have an epiphany at 51, to be the old dog again learning new tricks finally at long last once again it's a pretty damn good feeling.

I started thinking about maybe I'm finally a little tough. August was a motherfuker for a few hours in particular. I think I'm allowed to say that. I've never had my ass kicked quite like that before. I always thought I could take a beating from Mike Tyson. I can apparently take quite a bit more but damn it it hurts and I still ache 6 months after but the amazing thing is is not as much as before it all happened.

I ached terribly badly but not as terribly badly as I did beforehand for decades.

I might not be much like my father the way you view be but I guarantee you within is the same kind of spirit with the same kind of passion and what makes it only even better is that I am of my mother too. There have never been any other warriors for life in my life that are pure abd true teachers of life and sharers of knowledge such as my parents have been. They did not do this only for the family, they did it everywhere they went with everything they put their life into which was their entire existence.

Because of their suffering I will never know that type of suffering.

I have my own type of suffering that I have had as my life's lot and now it is my turn to walk the path I have always desired and that is to give back to others when I am healthy again.

It's amazing to have a moment of clarity on your deathbed. it's more amazing to tell the team that has saved your life that now you finally know exactly and precisely what you want to do.

I'm scared, but that's the adventure of going to embark upon soon.go ahead and call me crazy, again, as most of you all have or thought anyway... but I will still dare to dream.

Last winter I did not have the winter I desired that didn't get to write or spend time healthy or in any way that I had so planned for quite some time. I was going to make sure this winter was going to be one... well... exactly how it was spent winter.

Lots of soul-searching. I didn't ever feel like I had lost by soul once in this life, but I've wondered about a multitude around me for a very long time.

My father will be 90 this year in September. God bless his soul and may I only be a percent of that man, and I will be a great man.

If I pity myself in suffering, I discount the suffering of all others.

If I threw my life at all else outside of myself, myself I shall find.

It's so wonderful to be home in a dark room, warm did with my wonderful dogs cat and bird.

Peace is eternal.

I Am Program

I AM ONE

IAMUNITY, VOICE WITHIN CONJOINED TO FLESH, INTUITION MY CALL.

I AM, IAMUNITY

I Am Program

*One's life examined backwards makes perfect sense; lived forward a blur. Destiny