Are You Evolved ? ~ Visions & Poetry ~ I Am Program, Part 1

Perhaps the most powerful literature I have ever read was during my twenties struggling as an alcoholic and taking spiritual adventures through the writing of Deepak Chopra.

If there was a man outside of my family that can single-handedly inspire me, and even maybe more is that what you're incredibly with mere words, this lingual artist I feel almost single-handedly saved my life and taught me things that I didn't understand or no and helped me come closer to being an evolved being.

I died in August of 2018 and I've come back. That's not a joke or a twist of words that's true fate and destiny and all with proof. I don't know what it means other than that I'm sharing the facts.

I feel I was but a heathen in a family of angels once, and that now I've come back if evolvd and ashamed and dare I say humble, not even close says the evil ego, but closer indeed, for no man that says he humble, is.

But forget all of that personal stuff, the distractions, you know the details... That's all there to exist to keep you from becoming an evolved being, but what does that mean?... To become an evolved being ?

When I came out of the hospital I did smoke a few cigarettes because my nerves in the trauma or just unbelievably, well there's not words in this lifetime to describe what transpired and what I can recall !

There are circumstances in life today that would make the heathen me a murderer, but by praying and then listening quietly and isolating myself for a long time to safeguard myself from myself and my powerful emotions which will and have killed me three life's circumstances that I have observed, again just the facts that nobody seems to ever wants to believe, what I have learned is that I don't need to be a murderer.

Part of me really wants to act on this but as a higher evolved being I don't have to turn to my animal instincts and lower myself to that which already is and become that which I despise.

I can't tell everybody what I want to do but I can tell you that those who I have told, well... None of them have told me don't do it !

I don't know what that means, but the lack of words is scary because I'm unsure if I'm getting this signal telegraphed to me that says I'll go because I've been sick living in a sick world and that's the way you get wired up to think when you're not evolved, or all of a sudden I have the prayer answered in the realization that God offers me that this just purely isn't my responsibility.

I could even be making this all up, but hindsight will likely prove these words, many times I've done before, and it's not about me it's about the words, truth.

It would be easy to wipe out that which wipes out a community, trust me, I could do it in a moment and quickly.

Think of the decades of turmoil and familial suffering that would reverberate forever when people act stupidly as I described above and if you are one that is thinking about something heinous, please turn to God and listen for answers and trust me as an evolved being, violence is not an answer.

I am a fighter, but today I will try stronger than ever to not be combatant and lay down and let you take me, but only if it's because your vile and that's your desire, to stay less evolved.

I will not be the reverberation of time shattering a family never again or any more or at any part or things of that nature, for I want the blackness far behind me and away from my brethren and sistren.

I always underline any statement above that's peaceful with a strong alloy of determination and will alongside warning that says that what I will stand for is Justice, and where Justice calls to be served, I will serve her, this daughter of my country.

As an evolved being what that means is that I believe in the societal systems that are in place in that they are most often statistically productive enough to safeguard the greater majority which is exactly the point of being in evolved being, that you are part of a greater sum that the individual elements that make up the whole cannot add up to individually, ever.

If a murderer I'd become, the money that could be spent on medical science which saves lives, precisely like mine, could be spent instead helping instead of healing.

healing is critical, but helping is most critical if it's beforehand and in a way that is not reactive but proactive. You cannot place enough funding in proactive measures that are efficient and effective because it is through these types of measures that money's spent will Garner the greatest fruit for everyone, and evolved beings understand ethics and rules and they choose to play by those societal norms that we have long-established through truly thousands of years of evolution since recorded history, and who knows how long by word of mouth.

We too often discount the old and forget about so many things that we should be considerate of and respectful towards and in that lesson with the greatest retirement generation in recorded history heading into retirement, we must underlie powerfully that it is time to be respectful and considerate towards our elders and treat them properly upon their exit.

If you want to heal and you want to talk to me about pain and suffering because you are going through pain and suffering and you need to heal, you may reach out to me and when as quickly as possible I can I will return your kind words. In the impossibility of life's busyness, if I were unable to do as such, realize the above isn't the promise but that the above is more to let you know that you are never alone and that even though you may not hear my words I am listening, and if you are aware answers you shall see.

I'm thankful I prayed.

I'm thankful with a few short hours of rest and just a tiny bit of closure and still with maybe even now the greatest pain ever in my life because it's the totality of all pain and the newest tragic pain that I am just thankful for a moment of clarity.

I've told many people what I'm thinking that I might be doing soon and it scares me to even articulate it but I must let these things burst out of me in constructive ways that hurt no one and it is only human to think such absolutely terrible thoughts to be haunted by when going through such complete and utter strife.

Now, I feel confident I absolutely would never harm another human being and I've never wanted to before. I have and I will defend myself of course in a moment, and if I'm more evolved, perhaps not. This concept is rather new to me so I guess I'll have to mull it over and see what happens in the moment but I'm thankful I didn't leave the house the other night.

In 2018 I died one week after my niece's birthday. I was revived unbelievably 2 most and if you understand what I went through it's quite unbelievable and if you don't believe in miracles you might start thinking about it at least, but anyway my niece then died one week after my birthday in December. I was reborn a Leo, formerly a Capricorn and a feel like I'm making some crazy transition like I thought maybe I have been reincarnated, and so in a philosophical and theological sense for those that are studied, then you would understand this properly and not with an attitude of scoffing.

As a Leo and feeling calmer and more centered and you have to understand that it's the month of August in that August is a powerful name !

I'm not your typical Capricorn of my old self, then as a Capricorn I was almost more Sagittarius on the outside but the interior was completely Capricorn. Very much a complete facade on the outside and probably just the way I am but I'm changing Swift.

I am an old man that it's working really hard at saving what's left and I am going to work in my community and I'm going to give back now and I'm going to remember that no matter my daily struggles, they are nothing in comparison to what I have conquered with the help of the local Angels here, and I will not let those people down and hurt all of those that saved me by hurting another even so deserving.

I will work hard funneling old anger from a past life into this positive funnel of productivity and I will surround myself with those like-minded people that want those that are not yet like-minded to benefit and heal and then soon perhaps not know suffering any longer so that we can all share and prosperity in each other's pursuits of happiness and with respect and civility and most importantly of all with the value of Life absolutely the only thing that matters.

We know the arch angel that fell to Earth and we know who rules the kingdom where we reside and we know we are born of sin, so what will you do of these things ?

an evolved being will always do what is principled and that which is principled is that which promotes life.

Then we should promote all life and in my past life I wanted to be for the death penalty but as I aged I wasn't so sure anymore and now...

...but don't you see that this is not a discussion we all need to have, it is your experience and you need to not react upon it, just accept experience in to be flexible into ready for everything you know to change and turn upside down in for reality to be that which once you thought purely impossibility.

The future we see collectively when we use our energies funneled in constructive ways towards the betterment of all of mankind and never just a select few, will always pave the road to heaven where we will together in one spirit Co communicate through thought and wear that which we will desire will manifest in an instant perfect for all.

This new beginning is going to be fantastic, however it doesn't come at no expense, because apparently without the cornerstone of pain oh, the spiritual growth, the evolution into being an evolved being cannot take place.

there is no pain like the indelible pain of suffering from direct experience and there is no deterrent against acting out against of the self or against others like that type of experience.

There are a great many animals that prey upon society, obviously not yet evolved beings, these animals I speak of our men and women that are serial killers and the like, and in time perhaps two whatever their life story is as it unfolds, they will in turn become evolved beings as well. I do not have to like them today for that reality to be a possibility and the possibilities that exist are infinite and if you don't believe that then you do not have an open mind, and with a closed mind nothing Grand ever will you see.

I have to choose

To Murder, To Not Murder ??? Hindsight & God Only Know ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

What an example as a murderer will I make ???

Most Definite First Degree!

Planned, Surgical Strike, Finite With Purpose.

A Warrior Stands for Peace and Slaughters Only Evil.

I Know Evil,
I Know Their Dwelling,
I Am A Theif In the Night,
A Black Knight.

Strike Coming,
You'll Never Know.

I pray a murderer your free will did not make me yet,
for now,
only God and hindsight know.

Watch Your Back,
Change Your Ways,
I'm More Quiet Than the Wind,
Than A Whisper,
You'll Hear Me Within Calling Now Always,
Know My Face !!!!!!!

I'm Back Again Too,
Precisely for Both of You!!!
Not quite identical,
but Death for you each twins,
Karma, God, Blackness, Me,
All Voming No Matter What Now For You.

My Horse Is Black,
He Is Swift,
Imagine Me Now,
You'll Only See Me,
In An Instant,
Than Nothing Else Evermore !!!!!!!

Depths of Blackness Crushed

I am powerless and without answer and in the depths of blackness.

Life & Death Dance To Fate's Sweet Soul CL ~ Poetry /Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

A Destiny of Fate,
Ahead,
Awaits.

Certain pinnacles,
and countless tragedies,
sure.

Life,
this lively comorbid dance,
with Death.

Oh,
it's a sweet ride until its physical always tragic ending,
but other dimensions a soul renewed now ascending,
Heaven to US each,
through time,
Revealed.

Herpes HSV-1, HSV-2, HSV-3 & Heart Disease / Cardiomyopathy / Takosubto Syndrome

Associated links:

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/20865454/

HSV~1 & Herpes & Heart Disease ( cardiomyopathy, arrythmia, enlarged heart, non-congenital valve irregularities, etc.) & Fibromyalgia & Aiti-Immune Disease & Cancer & Stroke

I believe that hsv1, primarily and secondary lead the other herpes viruses, are the real underlying cause for this diagnosis below and read all of it because it is very all inclusive of so much that is not scientifically quantified as of yet.

85% of the population carries hsv1 !

We're going to find that this is a root cause to so many problems of our lives and complementary to this we must stop overlooking oral healthcare. Brush daily with a soft toothbrush only because you want to prevent periodontal disease which I have, and floss daily and be gentle.

Change your toothbrush is regularly. For me personally it's organic toothpaste and forget fluoride and forget fluoridated water too.

medically and scientifically speaking you can look up the blood-brain barrier and what I'm trying to tell you about oral hygiene and taking care of your oral health is that you bypass disa blood-brain barrier directly into the brain with any type of pathogen and it can be an almost instant death sentence !

I think doctor's first questions ought to be how are your teeth how is your oral health let me take a look ???

Why is this it the case?

Why don't they ask us who our dentist it is? I have never once had a doctor care to even ask and you think that this would be commonplace and in all of your medical records as it's critical to our overall health and for people that claim to be a science it's despicable that they would overlook such an incredibly important factor !

any way back to the main focus which is the herpes viruses in general, and predominantly the HSV-1 virus which 85% of the population carries, but keep in mind there going to be multiple side focuses also because that is just the way this type of a topic is going to work. There are multi disciplines to consider here in multiple disease that kind of gets all groups together with really unknown sources and I don't believe it's just a aging and the way DNA is the sign in that there are these telomeres on the end of the DNA chain and that in time this is just what happens, I totally believe it's due to external influence of carcinogens and things of that nature if we're talkin cancerous and if we're talkin non-cancerous then I believe these things are due to viral mutation which good inadvertently be called the carcinogen since it's a substance that causes cancer but we don't think of it as molecular Lee as a substance we come into contact with in the marketplaces of manufacturing for example, but not limited to, but that's just a thought as well. Virus is already been proven to cause cancer with the human papillomavirus and the majority of cervical cancer in women, so this is a fact today to consider along with my thoughts here.

think about math and restoring equilibrium and think about our body and now think about factors and let's just think about that they're certainly this huge factor that says yes virus is definitely a cause to some types of cancer and now let's look at the biggest common denominator perhaps of all and that would be hsv1, the herpes virus that causes the common fever blister that most people have or get on their lips at some point in their life.

Hsv2 and hsv3 are essentially sexually transmitted and the other being first what causes chickenpox as a child and then after laying dormant can appear again as shingles in an adult. These are absolutely hideous viruses and what most people don't understand is that they reside in the nerve cell ganglion which is the root and so when there is pain this makes you feel like a tuning fork that has been slammed against a tree that is reverberating out of control in pain !!!

I had an open wound on my head for over a decade and it was misdiagnosed and I figured out what it was and I explain to my doctor's what I thought was going on and I was proven correct and given valacyclovir which treated it.

I am immunologically challenge because I have 13 different diseases and counting I think we added to that now that I have had this recent heart attack and multiple other things that happened to me and what's important is to understand the overall picture and is that is that I am immunologically challenged and constantly under stress and this never bodes well for anybody but we have to find equilibrium.

In mathematics there is the letter q and you can solve for the equilibrium by solving for Q the equilibrium quotient. you could analyze anything that is out of equilibrium and applied this mathematical principle and formulate your plan but you've got to understand the factors that make up what it is that you are examining and if you're not in a little pool in those regards you will never be able to make heads or tails out of any of it. Quantify basically means we have to turn all this into numbers so we can then turn towards comparative analysis 3 formulation and being able to look at two sides of an equation and solving for variables in making sure that while doing so we keep all in balance until we find something that is essentially a directive towards an answer or indeed the answer itself.

I'm trying to look at my overall health that way and so when I go back to resorting towards the simple blood test that gives us a huge panoramic view of overall health then we know exactly what viruses we've already been exposed to, well that even saved a trip to the health department in STD testing or any other type of testing whether we're looking for viruses so look right here and how much money savings there is already and time !!!

We must change the protocol for diagnosis and prevention of disease and this is what I am demanding we examine today because if we do this properly we are going to prevent disease and we all know that a ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure and how could you ever argue against this ???

We have the largest generation in recorded history reading it to retirement and we need to be good to them on their way out and focus their and there will be more than enough work as we already have a medical professional shortage and it's only getting worse. We must reorganize quickly and become very efficient in all of these regards so that we can properly address the medical needs today more adequately and that means preventing disease and poor health in any and all regards where we can because that is always money better spent ahead of time as opposed to later when it will easily be ten times more and damaging to the communities in the families that are supporting on the lives that are now lost !

We must have a philosophical change

I believe we will find it and other herpes are the underlying causes to heart condition and cancer the number one and number two leading killers and you can put stroke up there with that also because it's all basically different parts of systemic failure under viral assault for ages.

https://www.columbiadoctors.org/condition/amplified-musculoskeletal-pain-syndrome-program-pediatric

We think these things dormant but they are wreaking havoc on what is naturally in a perfect vessel a beautiful system of cellular replication, however the virus will wreak havoc and cause vibrational discord on a harmonic level and molecularly just pure paced slip methodical chaos with a terrible and crashing crescendo at the end !

We are at a great day and age where it appears we have conquered hepatitis C. It appears for two cases best far we might have cured or eradicated patients of the virus that causes AIDS, HIV. My own girlfriend in the past I suspected of hepatitis C and she was tested and I was right and she has been cured so I've seen this before my own very eyes.

There is a test today with one drop of blood it will show every single virus a patient has ever been exposed to that is known to mankind.I have already written about a protocol that I believe should be put forth for the diagnosis and treatment of disease and it includes this step as a critical step that should be used regularly as this is a very inexpensive test and when utilized with genetic sequencing and other data sets, medically speaking, that went overlapped well it will be able to point the way towards medical disease source and also cure or at least better ways to deal with the demise towards our ultimate humbling, and perhaps for some not immortality but perhaps I don't believe that centuries of Life are out of the question with the cusp of technology that we are on today in this modern day and age.

I survived death and been revived by the Angels at the hospital nearby in today I have a pacemaker and defibrillator unit and I also survived sepsis ischemic strokes lactic acidosis and falling down the steps where I slammed my neck into the floor three times because I couldn't straighten it out and that was the last thing I remember before death. At least I think. I remember being revived but only for a second. Then I remember things off and on and some of it incredibly intense of course.

I don't want to get off the subject matter but my point is is I have lived a life of great medical suffering and I have studied through it all to the best of my ability to be able to convey to my doctor's what I think might really be happening because I'm trying to find answers so that I can survive and most importantly so that others might have hope also and that we might find yours and vaccines and make tomorrow a much better place in so that perhaps our loved ones will not know as much pain and suffering of losing loved ones as we have in such hideous ways.

it is not an ideal world and it is tough to have become a realist over these years that make me now just over a half-century old but a realist you must be in order to survive and we must start utilizing common sense and practical measures and also become excellent stewards to our loved ones that are departing and to our mother earth.

By working together and offering back we are able to build something and share something much greater than what we would ever know as individuals and it is through that type of dedication by so many others for countless generations that we are all the benefit.

Let's now launched all of our efforts in all of our funds towards these types of cures and let the world be free of these modern day black plagues, and most importantly let us design systems of efficiency that will propel us into the future ready and armed to face such types of possible assaults that we should almost expect of nature, and indeed to a great degree, do.