Outrunning Death

Death cannot catch you, he is no reaper, just a sick fukk, chasing life.

The Queen of Imagination ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

I'm 2 weeks away from my 10 month old birthday. I'm now the Lion, formerly / simultaneously Capricorn, Steve.

One evening, I lifted off and departed this mortal coil and vessel too, and returned just to further share my life with love of others, and dreams of sharing my live further and forever with you.

I postponed my certain humbling destiny, God gave me another cycle here, in the same vessel as so before, so rare... for Faith & Love... you.

My imagination holds the perfect Queen in the highest regards always and here I dutifully wait, I know not even why.

I met my destiny face to face, and failed in self deprication once again, I fukked up and instead of you God offered, I'm always taken with sin... I was once always taken in, in sin.

I'm not that man this time again, yet you know me not even yet, but you know me more perfectly ever than another, and I've lived you already forever now, and forever forward now always will... Eternity, eternally, destiny.

You, miss, my lady, my dear, always my heart smitten forever, you've been my life offering back woman of my eye my heart my soul my dreams.

I'll always honour you, and to myself because of your love, I love myself this time now too, for you... absolutely anything unconditionally for you.

My Forever Queen of the great and enchanted land of art and shared life, where we always will together rule in perfect harmony with ALL, in Imagination.

I'll see you there in our time,
Patiently waiting,
with the love waiting,
Iit's our live waiting for us,
like love letters we own and share,
yet to be unveiled and yet to fully kindred,
yet to even take the breath of life, the inhaliation of such sweet ether, sweet air,
I'm patiently waiting for you,
Waiting for destiny,
Waiting for alignment,
until our Kingdom,
We pass to your children,
after sweet time together we've shared.

Patiently waiting for you,
Steve

I can sing not like a bird but as a cigarette ;( Fukk smoking

I can sing not like a bird but as a cigarette ;(

Fukk smoking

Let Love In ~ Poetic Inspiration ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Your craft can certainly endure well, but why tempt fate? Start looking back and learning now, before it's too late. Awaken to watching now your wake, lessons projected for all, you lost when eventually, consistently, as always you lose, when tempting fate. Until fate I see you again, I'm still who I am, your elusive forever escaping cycling friend. I am He that always escapes, mission defined well beforehand hyperspace disappearance in death, returning over and over reappearing again and again. I come back always cycling to help man. Some may think this alien.  It's who me and my brothers and sisters are, it's who I Am and I've always been. Friend

It's doesn't mean I don't bite and it doesn't mean this is all pretend.

You know not, most of you, what I have seen and where I have been!

Trust me now at last, and start by putting yourself to the help of another's helping hand, and if you cannot reach up than outward and down, it's time to now immediately stop hurting another, and lift with love you fellow child, woman, and in this order pay attention to, akways last,  man.

Let us now not wander anymore in this spiritual desert tribes divided and dying, but rather united, thriving, promoting only life a simple concept to support, and to recognize on this your God is not a name or reason to sin ;(

Let love in.

Theory of Scott Weiland's Life Struggle With Addiction

I think Scotts's addiction is all based around  first pain. Physical pain in particular, as I watched his curvature in his spine change over his short life, very drastically !!!

Look at his spine in videos over time

My guess what s self medicating because of severe pain !

I know these things too well myself. I see me possibly,band I understand how we lost him and we didn't have to. We can save others so our loved ones of yesteryear did not depart in vane or vain or vein.

... and I don't think he was just emulating Iggy Pop, but actually as a brilliant artist and man, working through,bwith, and beyond a disability otherwise that was stealing g his youth in more ways than one.

I think it could be true for him because it's true for me except I don't have that curvature in my spine as he did and I don't know his diagnosis yet but I'm going to start studying that today as I put forth this theory.

Check out the Velvet revolver song "Dirty Little Thing"...

look at the posture and then go back to the MTV series in watch plush even though he is sitting in a chair which would be something I might have done as I hurt my back the first time at 17 and it's never quit hurting since.

my spine is disintegrating and has a multitude of disease and I do my best to work through it and learn how to treat the body in the cleanest way as possible, and that is a challenge.

Did Scott succumb to this type of challenge because of poor alternatives and paralyzing law that does not allow for science to exploring new frontiers?

There will be those that say there were mental problems and emotional problems and I would say yeah I agree 100% as there would be with anybody that suffers from such terrible spinal conditions or degenerative bone diseases or of any type of condition or disease which is so excruciatingly painful.

now I'm going to explore what his injuries were and if they had been reported or known and either way I will publish here and I will be paying Keen attention to what is exposed furthermore afterwards because what is important about this article here is that we as a society failed Scott and I have been a part of this type of failure and what it means precisely is we have protocols and systems that are insufficient to treat patients mostly because there is poor protocol for the diagnosis and treatment of disease, which is something I also have suggested in a philosophy of medicine or a way to explore a patient's panoramic you of Health and best extrapolations about diagnosis and treatment will be congruent with their wishes and in their healths best interests.

Known Physical Injuries / Conditions / History / Disease, etc.:

Hand In Hand Our Destiny ~ I Am Program

You have built a building of 120 feet in height. Gravity is what it is. Your design of plumbing is state-of-the-art and consistent with no flaws. Where will most of your clogs take place?

I hope I articulated myself properly and I'm not trying to play a riddle or joke out but rather just think about this logically and rationally in an open forum like atmosphere with some others that like to explore with some brainstorming.

we are in namward today with Quantum Computing and yet we do not enough promote brainstorming, something that condom Computing will probably still never be able to do, until.... well there was computers and then super computers and now quantum computers so well it's just technology like normal on this awesome curve but only if we maintain.

so all that blah blah blah and of the above question if we maintained everything properly at cetera and we just looked at this question from the aspect of physics, I am wondering if there's going to be a problem in a certain place that I already suspect that other may not understand or have thought of before.

because now I'm going to overcomplicate the problem and say we have several of these buildings all at different elevations and that surrounding each particular one is a community of 100 single family homes to the 10 120 ft tall buildings.

in particular the focus I would like to have on the overall plumbing is actually it's exit and that means from the buildings and out through the infrastructure all the way to the sewer and even then after the treatment plants.

we use modern pumps but I often wonder how much they were all systems themselves are really understood from and mechanical idea with the forces of physics involved and I'm not questioning so much the engineering of each era as much as I am did we underestimate our overall growth and joined together too often subsystems that were already inferior and then exponentially multiply our complications?

when you live a mixed feeling and infrastructure in a city that is getting pummeled when you look at each job financially and piecemeal, we must find a solution and I'm wondering on a greater term if perhaps we should not start looking at solutions for the long-term that would treat communal water on smaller levels although for efficiency combining everything eventually is a must oh, there still might be a better and healthier more efficient way to go about this.

Bill Gates, for example, has spent millions if not hundreds of millions on basically waste disposal on the level of a green toilet philosophically speaking. What that means of course is that an individual that beholds this powerful tool would be able to manage their own waste in such a way that the end product would not be putrid or distasteful or really even maybe a waste product anymore but perhaps a byproduct that becomes valuable to those that garden and just a collection of chemica, , ls that would be processed in a better and more efficient way. Water might need to be managed this way to as there is always pollution just as a side effect of she came into existence upon the planet Earth and I think that we are alien because in a perfect system the life in the host would live in perfect symmetry but we know mankind refuses to do so.

In my book I am program, well it's not hard to sync like artificial intelligence and it's also very easy to understand why the greatest minds in the world are genuinely terrified within because they know that in the perfect logical and irrational thought thinker, human beings would not be allowed to continue to exist. it shows that on a psychological level each of these individuals accepts and understands the reality that we all live within and that is that we are not a very nice type of being.

Darwin wrote of the physical evolution, and I wonder myself will we mentally evolve another step now and overcome ourselves, our greatest obstacle ?

everything I have dreamed of I have seen in my life or worked towards it and that is included a hell of a lot of turmoil to but you can persevere and overcome with help and determination and faith and all of the things that you already know about. you can also use your energy and useless and futile ways of spreading negativity in multitudes I will not identify here and verbiage as I find it only insulting and something that doesn't promote life.

If you do not promote life I do not want anything to do with you until you are ready to make that change or I know that the type that I am in those like me will make you change. We will work hard to accelerate your wellness because we want you to see that this is such a better way to live and we do not need to feed the ego any longer that was just so evil and destroys us all.

this is absolutely ultimately the most incredible ego smasher and in reincarnation what next?

but why wait to go through all of these pains and not take the steps now and your life so that you can accept that you are on the path of eventually becoming an evolved being that today you get to make your choice sooner because now you all of a sudden hold the knowledge which a moment ago you didn't know, that which is the meaning of life the ultimate question.

I Am Program

P.S.

Larger than the Great pyramid of Giza and with a nanostructure lattice work of which Coral can we grow larger and larger uniformly in size and eventually leave a coral structure of multiple purpose and in a place of which one day we know water will be.nature will build for us we plan it to over the eons and what will evolve Force will prove to unite forever and eternity.

Peace is the ultimate destiny and all my eyes can never see, along with you standing along with me, hand in hand our destiny.

Alone or Lonely ???

Question:

Ever feel like you really have no one?
Alone is alone.

My Answer:

Do you have a pet ?

Are you lonely or alone ?

These two are very often confused... just curious. I often feel lonely, but never alone.

What is pulling me off center right now (I ask myself when/if I feel this way) ?

Faith is a most interesting aspect here very often.

You have a beautiful, sweet and sensitive, soul...it's easy to see in you.  My experienced guess is your probabbly easily hurt / upset and overly sensitive like me...which leaves me often alone because I'd rather just delete all drama by stating to myself most often... sadly that's become to easy too suffering from poor health.

As I'm getting healthier (personally, pacemaker/defibrillator in Aug 18 after massive heart attack, stroke CPR etc.) And I'm out a touch more each month, this overall feeling very similar to what you describe is departing.

In the past, I learned to often if not my initial feelings (never intuition) and address these things first if feeling anything at all peculiar.

H hungry
A angry
L lonely
T tired

Typically once one or more factors that need to be addressed are, the rest typically disappears honestly.

Quick healthy bite to nibble on. Pray / talk to nature, etc / remember your never alone and that your own personal higher power is always with you/ then I'd either take a nice short walk or take a nap.

We can't always as soon as possible, but on e we can, we should take care of ourselves.

Most folks in your boat are people pleasers that place themselves last too often out of life's necessity often.

Do something nice for you too...it's okay !

;) Hugs friend