Shaman I Am ~ Free Verse ~ Poetic Rambling Storying of A Shaman

Tonight, I'm dreaming of what will be. What I saw where I was nearly a year ago as i was departed. The adventure to come to this place in time has been like nothing before it and in ways I've feel I've been to Mars and back, visited with the next beings of our evolving lives into other known dimensions of existence we will surely transverse, and I'm fighting to overcome obstacles that I feel more pediment to the mind as impossible than I believe for my body, as the body adapts it seems almost instantly, if you can manage pain. That's a critical juncture in this journey to make it through, where we are failing in wholesale levels on a million aspects in society and medically speaking too, but there are new emerging proven practices and technologies that are revolutionizing possibility today and you must be good to the self and bide your time that we may each be of benefit, if do desired, before that next journey will most certainly begin. It's ok to embrace the journey and release the fears, as it's the fears that control and stagnate these lives all too often not well utilized to the better benefit if humanity and self too, a reality that can coexist when we are all finally in alignment in principle and act simply promoting only life with our actions and resources too. All else would be a lie usually motivated by greed $$$ or one persons self service purpose. We shall find another accountable and think of better systems that promote transparency and the pure impossibility of greed. Perhaps too lofty, these dreams

I'm looking forward to this year be a year of shared successes and leaps and bounds taken moving toward together with my incredible growing circle of friends and their own personal incredible talents on display I watch and am just in pure awe of.

These are truly the best of times within tsone of the most very difficult of times.

Love rules!!!... fukk lies

It's also ok to stand strong in peace for peace, prepared.

I'm that guy, but near me are others that will cut evil down without thought to protect thisshared spirit in life we cherish all so.

I'm that guy.

You know how many times I've heard..."hey you're that guy" a million times a half century in life and at this jumping off place nearly a decade ago under jerry's stars...his birthday in terra alta, the sky went purple delight line my minds eye.

The World has been most beautiful and ive been forever healing, eversense. Sorry if I've appeared list looking for answers along this way. I'm healing myself,and healing to do... a shaman finds his way. Faith.

Rising Up While Falling Down, a.k.a. The Cumberland Poppy & Concrete Death Waltz ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Hey bro, 

Supppp???

Listen man...

I'm heading up this way, 

do please stop running yourself down,

Grab my hand and run faster and faster right by me now,

Let's escape this darkness,

Again,

right now.

You know how fast and easy life can "fall you down",

You and I old enough and been around...

so listen.

Hey brother, 

are you really there, 

Father is that you???...& Jesus too ???

Come on,
No time to waste,
Death and dying catching up...

All around...

All-around,

All-around.

I'm whispering,
i'm crawling,
Barely alive,
I'm trying to get out...
Too late...
Falling down.

Is this really happening?

My city and my family dying?

Now I'm half way falling in motion towards the concrete sidewalk, ...falling down.

I'm whispering, 
I'm crawling,
barely alive,
I'm was trying to get out...
too late...
falling down.

If you hear this song they found it in my pocket,

pulled from my flannel this cool fall mountain day,

and FYI, 

I didn't make it,

I died and didn't ask for help,

I didn't make it out,

I tried you can't fake it.

If you talk,

they'll take you out,

others always in service bitches also unknowingly taken already... falling down.

Now I'm dead,

Now I'm dead,

I'm created and surrounded by tears and lies now.

Now in dead,

Now I'm dead,

I'm created and surrounded by tears and lies now.

I was weak,

you could helped me back then...

I wasn't fighting anymore,

but yall' already gave up on me long before then...

then I was...

so quickly falling down.

whispering, 
crawling,
Barely alive,
Trying to get out...
Too late...
Falling down.

whispering, 
crawling,
barely alive,
trying to get out...
Too late...
falling down.

whispering, 
crawling,
barely alive,
trying to get out...
too late...
falling down.

The Cumberland Poppy & Concrete Death Waltz,

If it's synthetic, 

your high felling electric,

Right the fukk out of your socks!!

But...

It's a dance that ends,

Concrete upon your face,

You've now id'ed face first on the sidewalk,

Somewhere within your traveling,

Sukking the devil's cock,

And kissing the devils luptuious red seductive vacuum like lips.

Your dead,

Man that really fukkin' rokked !!!

Now your with a needle in your arm,

On your face bloody dead on the concrete,

It's Called, "Sucking the Devil's Cock".

You thought it looked seductive at first.

You got drawn in,

Or you were in physical pain,

The doctor helped you out,

Whatever it was,

Here you are now,

Sukking the devil's cock !!!

Addiction and chasing the dragon,

and sucking the devils cock!

Sucking the devil's cock.

One last thing here...

me the narrator and us family members and friends...

Well, ...

I'm about to blow my brains out,

Watching you all,

Dancing this Cumberland Poppy & Concrete Death Waltz.

What an deliberate illicit lethal on purpose,

directed resource consuming personal and personnel consuming, 

life consuming chemical assault.

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If this is you or somebody you know please get help now just ask at the hospital and start the journey back to recovery please I pray for you now and to know that your eyes read these words when you said nobody cares you were wrong. There are those that care but find them. You have to want life and you must go get it now with all the strength you walk the other directions that you know which is killing you. You already know this Within so set yourself free.

If you know somebody suffering don't co-sign their activities but do let them know that they are loved and not forgotten. It does hurt to watch and stand by their side but they're hurting more than you so stop being so selfish because Society acting like this is killing our families and our loved ones and our communities in the most massive numbers in recorded history.

Education is the answer and the demand that we continue 2 attack this problem at the source and demand that other countries cut the flow towards us and that we double down or triple down where we must better detect this before ever gets to the streets.

Blind Visions ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Everybody has observed a seeing man who is oblivious, yet all still think themselves somehow impervious.

Ever buy a vehicle, and magically see the model everywhere seemingly all of a sudden?

The only thing that changed was you! Within your own mind, the perception of the entire world around you changed. Awareness was activated in an aspect.

Don't play into today's games... be the stronger inner you and be an independent, and educated through due diligence, thinker.

Don't respond to triggers through social media. Many of you... Make that each of you, are uniquely predictable!!! Big data says this is a scientific fact through proven mathematics.

Who is in charge of your view of your life?

Hopefully yourself, however we all know many where it appears untrue, yet again, perhaps, even think ourselves imprevious.

There is great communication happening today and bridges are gapping divides towards national and international success stories, while experiencing obvious growing pains and unfamiliar experience the majority are innately resistant to.

This next decade is going to be amazing in a multitude of great ways and we are soon going to feel like this was the dark ages. That's the promise just ahead, if we help by contributing and working harder, legally always, wherever we each feel we can best serve mankind and society.

If you don't subscribe to that philosophy, bless yourself, and realize too, you are blessed. Even if you lack Faith, those of Faith carry you forward.

May we each inherent instant vision now.

It's nothing to do with "God" and everything to do with ourselves, us, and how we choose to coexist together in harmony practicing tolerance and following reasonable systems because we have learned through the eons this evolution in culture serves mankind best so far.

I pray to remain flexible in thought always, that I nat ever adapt to changing environments and the ever changing self.

State of Affairs In All Cities Across the USA

This Presidency, all 8 years, will be best viewed in hindsight, for ALL !!!

Revelations, Acceptance,  Sentences, Rebuild.

It's going to hurt a lot more than this... better toughen up!!!

Now, watch Baltimore bloom into the beautiful city is should shine up to be !!!

May all of our decaying cities now... and also may the populous understand that your communities, your familial spirit, has long been under attack successfully.

Look around. It's time to clean up too !!!... and take care of our selves and another too.

We are taking a beating because, again, look around. Can many broke cities' residents not keep every city clean? Definitely not if you do not try when we have lost our pride. I see it here at home, and all-around too, but it's not where I try to focus... I bet we all go a lot better starting today forward.

Nobody throws down a gauntlet like Trump.

Awakenings 2019 Begins At Last ~ Cyborg∆Steve

We need to realize that today we live in a Middle Ages compared to the modern technological age we could live in because we have purposeful massive disruption through Society to make the sheeple go in only the direction pushed and prodded. Follow the money trail! ... that's what a degreed investigator would tell you, and pay particular attention to motive & character along this way. The masses will not suffer any longer for the few. Rewards through work ariuvecquick now. Do not yourself betray. Stay true towards your principles. Awakenings

Now less gets focused towards work and healthful wholesome things and family and friends here too, caring for another and building towards the finest health care today, of which we have the finest models alrady to emulate.

We must value life more deeply, and hold accountable properly too, so that we return a balance in which we all know life will flourish in balance and equilibrium.

Think of the dividends if we spent 50% of the military budget on education, in proportion too and not in lieu of...how could this not be of benefit if so properly and efficiently carried out?

That's the fastest and safest ticket to get where we want to go. It's an economic paradigm shift as well. The conduits exist are in place to emulate and evolve and deliver this to society today.

I'm surfing the very fine oeak edge of a fast wave ripping towards the surf, and into this technological world I faster and faster push, pressing this vehicle further and harder against all force and odds, surviving,  evolving... It's nothing, if nothing given back for others in my wake for they to thrive.

Never dare to build foundations under your dreams becoming your principled and flourishing reality.

Meta-Data Revelations ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Ready for Revelations from Meta-Data? Ready to un-cloak the most definite liars? The election was won on July 24, 2019. Now we move forward but first, there will be far deeper pains from the coming revelations, I promise!

Meta-Data Truths Right Out of the Data-Gates, but, Only After Tale Spinning Demonic Lies ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Watch the newscasters' eyes...

Can you think for yourself perfectly and clearly when you're reading from a teleprompter clearly more concerned about your delivery and articulation?

Anybody will lie, if they believe what they are saying!

This is where I find technology leaves us... upon this very difficult precipice of time, and with far too many more than cannot think for themselves even as much as these others, already failing in the precise same regards.

My friends of this party and my friends of that party all believe themselves intelligent, and most I know are honestly somewhere in that top echelon of intelligence, however one side is incorrect. I see it clearly, although I'm registered with a party, I'm the guy who voted for the other party recently, and I'm happy y have returned home for this most recent election.

We must move ahead, and that takes getting over yourself!!! Not anybody else!!!

An older prosecutor, indeed special counsel, ,and a man for whom I have deep respect for...well, look at him today !!! Broken, old, forgetful, feeble. He looked strong when this started, healthy, a stalwart.

Lies and Manipulation have left this a nearly broken marine, and I'm certain this has not been easy on him, or anyone at all for that matter. It's terribly tragic that others are so hungry for power that they will completely crush a multitude of lives in their own selfish persuits. The amount of lies are incalculable and the Truth will remain wholly a mystery, to a degree. The digital trail, however, which is secured from corruption upon the blockchain, has long been secure, and its metadata is intamperable!

Now, we will observe a methodical and scientific and indisputable uncloaking of all of the actual digital facts, and as a clock, these recordings alone will clearly dictate a direction one way or another towards definite truth. Watch !!!

We will soon watch a very powerful revelation(s) and it will leave many flabbergasted beyond belief, but no longer will you have any questions as to what the actual and real truth was... it will certainly be clearly self-evident.

Please get comfortable, the show is soon to begin.

Enjoy