Eating Through the Sun ~ Lyric / Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

I run from the city as fast as I can,
I rip 7 off of a sheet of 100,
I'm not fucking around, you know!,
I'm taking a personal time out!,
It's all the rage in the tech world today,
Pancreatic cancer you don't say?,
So superficial... no way!

Yesterday,
I ate through the sun to the other side,
it was an incredible ride,
I soared above and beyond this great divide,
that's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!

That's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!
That's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!
The Truth Within All Resides.

Nevermind life's sinister complications,
I need to reconnect with my birthing mother earth from which I've been disconnect,
this grounding nourishing wholesome bosom of comfort always,
I give my soul towards her,
and watch over me through your moon, Mother,
as I rub towards these mountain and dense woods,
A homecoming is what already starts to take place right very precisely now.

Walking through the woods,
I heard a birdsong that struck me stone-cold still in an instant,
perfect pitch and clarity,
sophistication and architecture with grace and elegance,
feeling flowed out from this winged creature as only we together life shared,
me listening intently,
masterpiece after masterpiece effortlessly.

Nature a perfect teacher,
A bird so sent today,
A Chosen Day this Present,
as I forgive and forget the past,
at very long last,
and sing again like this angelic creature,
like ago so very effortlessly.

Yesterday,
I ate through the sun to the other side,
it was an incredible ride,
I soared above and beyond this great divide,
that's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!

That's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!
That's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!
The Truth Within All Resides.

I'm about to launch,
7 tabs down,
I'm holding on to reset,
and let go of all the trauma of that past,
now like a file only I can look in,
It's time to,
permanently compact and compartmentalize.

Yesterday,
I ate through the sun to the other side,
it was an incredible ride,
I soared above and beyond this great divide,
that's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!

That's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!
That's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!
The Truth Within All Resides.

It was glorious and bright within with plenty of energy for all and great health and wealth,
We had been close to Source,
r∆,
unending inspiration and Light,
He who claims to know his name knows Him not,
for He is not of our being,
but you'll know his omnipresence.

Watching over from a dimension above,
we are cast as His shadow,
sophisticated energetic prisms of light,
watch me dance past death and back,
what you can not believe your eyes?,
but here still I Am,
Promote Life.

Yesterday,
I ate through the sun to the other side,
it was an incredible ride,
I soared above and beyond this great divide,
that's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!

That's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!
That's alive,
that's alive,
the rest is lies!
The Truth Within All Resides.

Doctors, Healing, & I'm A Different Person Than I Once Knew

Cardiologist today @ 4 p.m.

Appointment three of four Wednesdays this month, two of four next month. Hmmmmmmm

Review the most recent (60 days old +) labs and data from the implant.

Hopefully, make adjustments to either heart medicine or pacemaker unit to help me to have a touch more energy.

I'm mentally drained and enjoy sleep and quiet more than I should... like I was starved for it for a lifetime.

Interestingly, my nerves are calming to a normal I've never known in my life.

Looking forward to my next informed coordinated healing directives from my heart doctors & team, a healing family... what a group of folks at W.M.H.S!

Strangely becoming a loner and enjoying it most often with the exclusive company always appreciated.

Hello me, meet the new (real) me. (Dave Mustaine ~ Megadeth)

September 11th Holiday & Observance Plea

Why hasn't September 11th been declared a national holiday; as a day of recognition, mourning, and resolve?

Isn't this long overdue?

After 18 years, let's reunite the country and it's beautiful citizens decisively divisively split, and start with this!

It's time to heal, reunite, grow and prosper further, and thrive like never before alongside our international friends. Working harder and harder towards the betterment and evolution of society in general and supporting the general wellbeing of others and humanity.

Everyone now an adult since the historic tragedy struck our nation and truly others too!

Let's all unite and let the healing begin, as we've been an adolescent emotionally crippled nation, stumbling in pain and heartache for a very long time.

Blessings friends.

Let's make September 11th a National Day of Observance and a recognized official holiday, as it's feels disrespectful to do anything less.

My Black Box ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Cyborg ∆ Steve

My Black Box

My black box
(creepy voice)
(echo x6)

I'm inside,
You can't hear me or see me,
you don't miss me or know I'm even gone.

I'm alone within depressed,
you've forgotten my existence,
my heart is broken evermore.

Depression,
my little black box,
where I often hide a lot.

Like somehow it can become my comforting friend,
getting dragged further and further away, and down into the eternal blackness of depths unknown to anyone before.

A nothingness but thoughts of terror on replay,
that fill my tired evermore mangled meandering mind,
how Am I still inside?

I'm right here,
you can't see me,
past my seemingly perfect smile.

My trusty facade,
I keep you intruders that hurt me purposefully so,
so far away.

Outside of my little black box,
I embrace my dark insanity for her,
even further.

Chorus:

(Chant / echo)
My black box.
My black box.
(Scream next two lines)
My black box !!!!!!
My black box !!!!!!
(Whisper/echo next two)
My black box.
My black box.

What Are You Going To Do ??? ~ Real Concerns of Modern Society ~ Battered Women

Where are the men when a "lil' punk bitch man" threatens a woman with a gun?

I'm not at inner peace, nor do I stand by idly.

Volatility is not my forte and I'm pissed and simmering towards insanity after the toughest year of my life...i'm tired of getting pushed, but you'd be amazed what I can take and what I've taken unbeknownst to anyone.

Our community must come together and stand together against and over violence and ignorance!

If i have to survive to testify and bear witness to such ignorance, or offer my life against it, that's my duty, otherwise I'm as bad as them, but I'm honestly unsure how to act right now when I would like to hurt this deserving pos.

I pray... pray they don't find themselves near me.   I pray for us each to think healthier and not hurt others. It's a fukked up sick cycle that repeats too. I still want to smash this person until I know they will never stop seeing me in their face again, until they never threaten another again... I know the hurt they are the only causation of, and it's going to stop.

What's your move if your me? Really?

There's nobody to speak to. That part of law enforcement has already transpired and failed, it appears, thus far.

So what's next? I know my studies and statistics. I want to prevent whats likely next. I want to make certain there can be zero further escalation in a case I understand, as a fly on a wall, and objectively... but equally passionately.

I watched the escalation in this difficult situation nobody can turn and run from, as it involves a family.

Where do we solve these problems in society and in the home and in the spirit?

How do we lead others to answers and with open arms?

I'm getting older, angrier, and bolder...and it's not at all my hearts desires, but the experience of life around me is really shredding me in several directions right now as I gain my strength and footing into a world I'm not very fond of anymore.

My house is sanctity to such insanity, I always promise this!

I can't be the Saviour, and if i don't say this, I don't want to be a hypocrite.

How do we heal?

Why do others abuse substances until a state of intoxication?

Why and when do we need interventions?

What's a cry for help?

How do you escape a dangerous volatile situation and save yourself when your a woman in need of help with children?

Without being ignorant please, share your experience towards positive answers or warn of cautions, as this record is nearing some kind of certain end.

Where is the corrections in rehabilitation?
Where is the accountability in the courts with the judges? The judicial? The legislative? The family and the individual?

Why do we settle for today abundant societal failures?

Why do we accept the multi pronged attacks upon our finest of well intended, solid, proven institutions?

" Healing - Bridge - Kratom ", the Introduction to Naturopathic Healing

Let's start Healing Bridge Kratom, a non-profit.

We design and tool out a nin-profit all can follow that emulates each states' medical marijuana programs. Voluntarily. Pay for testing source material and run this to distribute at fair prices and heal!

Also distribute educational information I'm going to publish.

Could help prevent abuses, and gouging, and insure the plan is to heal populations as the indigenous have for 1000's of years.

Each plan different as each states program. Probably be highly effective, and document all with 100% transparency open to the public for scrutiny 24/7 online.

We could build it and let others control the entity. Watch from a distance with a neatral panel.

Influential Artists of A Fleeting Past, This Future Britgher Than Any Previous Shooting Star

But if you're up for those that know me deeply. I know perhaps some of the most influential artists of the modern time... without a doubt once removed from anybody. Not three or five degrees of separation but probably just one maybe from almost anybody named today, honestly.

All of that means nothing that's important is what I'm about to say... Of my entire past leading up to let sit today of knowing some of the funniest people I have ever known in my entire life, I now know people that are even of greater talent than those that were some of the most productive in history perhaps. And I hate to be quick things for comparing things but it is part of the reality of the world we live in and so we can.

What I even more deeply meaningful to say is that I am so incredibly excited about what my new associations will fruit-forward and it is going to be incredible to watch and be apart of these celebrations and truly life-defining and even art in trend dictating and setting types of certain rhythms to follow. I've seen this all before but never as perfectly as what I'm starting to see the groundwork laid for today.

don't give up before the miracle and don't sell yourself short and if you are hurting you need to remember to just reach out to one of your buddies don't hold it all inside to yourself. Find out he's strong and lean in that direction, and other days find out he's strong and lean in the other direction, but remember when we all hold on and we swear to and fro we are dancing together and we won't fall over and stumble.

I have had some of the greatest friends to be honored to call friends and I to only see that growing more beautifully and more fondly in my heart than what I've already experienced which is a little over a half-century of bliss on top of tragedy because that's the top of the mountain we all should get to see once in a while.

It doesn't matter where you've been if you have the right perspective at the moment.