Iam Christian Star

I'm sorry my last life was so very disappointing, however, I am working very hard at making this life a great and beautiful success. It's good to know who is everybody in the beginning. I can't say I had that in hand last time. I know exactly who everybody is.

I've tried and tested everything and everybody and I know who is strong and I know who is weak.

I don't know of any other such second lease on life quite like mine oh, well... Honestly, I have heard of one.

There are others whose stories are close but I just wish to meet those that saw what happened right before their eyes.

Call me crazy but I feel bad for those who don't believe in faith and have no idea of it or real true knowledge of it ends it's because nobody has shared with them truth and witness and strength of those experiences in their own lives, and that makes for very dire times indeed.

Tell me, are we not in those dire times?

Perhaps all of my epiphanies are mythical fantasy within and I disintegrate and depart and the laughing can ensue some more. 

Perhaps I will build a castle, instead.

~Iam Christian Star

Fairmont Falling, West Virginia ~ Cyborg∆Steve

What can we offer each city, each county, and each jurisdiction in every state that will bring it better growth and stability, and starting absolutely as most quickly and efficiently as possible where statistically we know the most of our citizens are suffering?

I would like to watch all of us start focusing on real Life solutions today as a realist instead of these silly cyber warriors attacking one another with empty words and silly opinions like children. We are all guilty of being despicable in those regards and it's time to grow up. We'll see how long that lasts. 

Anyhow, after a trip to Fairmont West Virginia, I just have had certain Revelations that I think are critical and there is most desperately this multi million people population that are desperately suffering and there's just not people out there doing a damn thing about it because most people are only thinking about themselves and live in pockets of luxury.

In a pocket of luxury you are insulated from the view of the suffering and the real terrible tragedies that are happening around in such close proximity and two people that either don't have the wit or the resources to be able to help themselves react and upright themselves whatsoever.

If I don't speak up I'm nothing. I'm only up right because I've benefited of such a beautiful Community as where I live, where there is great deep suffering. 

We must quickly examine what is successful for populations and evolve as we depart from those systems that have failed us miserably and we should be able to do that with a transition that is very easy and bipartisan, as wouldn't you want the best for everybody as opposed to not and especially most especially at the most economically feasible price possible?

I will not entertain argument in here about politics because this is really just kind of thinking out loud and out-of-the-box philosophically and intellectually and not trying to get down to the sinister details of politics, a machine with tires that spin in place.

I know that there are places each day that present themselves in life where I am offered the opportunity to either do good or not do good and I will try my best to do what is good where I am and also take what I can as an excellent example of learning and experience and hope that I may share it with others so that we all may saw some of these problems.

How could somebody renting an apartment whose apartment failed inspection be put in another house without electricity at this time of year, let me ask you this?

How the f*** is that humane?

I'm positive my first-hand knowledge is not correct and I will not articulate names herein, but why do we accept this too parts of our population today?

I've been all of those people and I know because you get treated like hell and you get treated like you don't matter. Most give up. Those that treat them that way we want them to give up. Why do we all suffer in such a way is that there must be such a hate?

this is not a unique story. I live in Appalachia and this story echoes loud and clear and regularly and often and it repeats. I don't mean it repeats as an echo, I mean it repeats after generation and generation and generation of children that.. well, damn it... I don't know why we have not solved these problems...

They are not wholly made of people that made poor choices. They are wholly made of people that have been neglected and forgotten, and that's for sure and that is starting to include our veterans with your starting to get only a tiny bit of representation.

Nobody wants to talk about death and the dying but the truth of the matter is today is the fact that we have the largest recorded to generation in history upon the doorstep of retirement currently and we have a medical professional shortage.

I wish I could be there in front lines fighting against  that but I don't think I have the heart for it. This shit tears me up inside to watch...over and over and over it seems. 

An ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure, but nobody seems to give a s***. Nobody equals the majority. There is a great many that of course care and give of themselves greatly, I just pray more will adopt that attitude and just help somehow where you see suffering or at least even if you're not hands on just to be a good guide so that that other one may find themselves at a crossroads one day to help themselves once again when they are ready because sometimes that is the juxtaposition but it's not the only juxtaposition.

That's enough out of me I suppose. I just I'm tired of all the suffering.

Modern Political Idiocracy ~ Cyborg∆Steve

How bad has the modern political Idiocracy become?

Is it not a kin to a child watching his parents battle it out, these cheap political parties taking non-stop cheap shots and flat-out telling lies against another through media outlets as weapons, and people as weapons?

Has that done anything positive for the adult human psyche in America???

I've got Friends on both sides of this and just like I have a mother and a father that thankfully I didn't have to watch fight, but if I did I can only imagine... well... I wouldn't have survived.

Who is it that would want us at another's throats? Seriously you have to ask yourself this friends at friends throats? Who would put others in this juxtaposition on purpose??? 

Everybody needs to start gathering their thoughts and biting their tongues and returning to respect and decency for one another and it's okay to hold your political thoughts close to the vest, that is indeed why we vote in private.

I know it's calling the kettle black when the guy with diarrhea of the mouth is telling everybody to shut the f****** and try something different... but... really... we got to think about this a little deeper don't we???

Let's be kind to another again. We are truly destroying families and a beautiful country. The best recorded history has yet known, with a lit of work to be done we can all agree, let's just spend this energy there, working productively.

There will be so much fruitfulness there will not be time for fighting, that was the system we already had in place... completely bastardized !!!!!!!

It's time for the media outlets to all changed their tune. It's time for all of us to change our tune and stop battling it out with one another, but I know this "thing" has a lot of energy. This thing is a powder keg and it's been put here totally on purpose, trust me there.

I had one professor in college and he was on the bomb squad in Washington DC. Dr. Larry Linville. I had a substitute teacher once he was on a bomb squad also. I think it was fifth or sixth grade. Mr. Lampshire. He had a flinch that one could mistake for tourette's. His partner didn't make it. 

I articulate the paragraph above because what I see today is a traumatized society in more ways than the ways I studied in college and I'm thankful that my memory sharpens as my heart strengthens in the oxygen starts to course through my veins better and better and better again but I've a long way to go before I can finish this fight.

it's a fight for our country and for our Constitution and for the foundation and ground work that has already been laid here that is under attack, and I will never ever stand idly by while my life is in my hands. When I am exalted to that next realm again, I will be at peace again as I was for a moment a year in a couple of months ago, but in two then I want a beautiful and peaceful country for this future where our political parties have kind and mutually respectful discourse and they put their personal egotistical bulshit aside and serve the great people of this absolutely most incredible bulk nation in recorded history. I did not say we were anything near perfect so do not get ignorant with me. In a superfluous system there is always great work to do moving forward, as that is the nature of life and survival is it not?

We argue the details and every great book of every principle decent good religion will tell you the same thing is that when you start dwelling there you are dwelling in the most sin you will ever do well in and it is always a path that leads to very dark and evil places in those are just the statistical facts of Life. All of the ancients have taught these things.

Perspectives ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Somebody asks a question... and you and I have different answers. 

If the consensus of your experience leads you to believe your answer correct and the consensus of my experience leads me to believe that my answer is correct, who would be wrong ?

Stepping outside of the self and seeing the larger picture allows one to realize and accommodate several perspectives.

I'm curious if our society today, our culture, we'll be able to do that on a consistent basis.

Should you see any drawbacks?

... ... ...

Before we get an attitude and start to fight, which only shows undue stress upon ourselves and our own personal weaknesses in the moment, try counting to three while you walk backwards in your mind's eye and adopt the perspectives of all, or One from above, a God's eye view.

I hate to say that used to not be my nature, but it's becoming more natural now in myexploration for survival and resilience.

It's strange the things I once knew and decided to act otherwise. I'm so thankful to this chance of having evolved or having certain damages mended and a better train of thought returning as my body's chemicals, a river or a wash, readjust in cleanse, as I have certainly been a polluted lot.

Is our body not an organism already polluted or cleansed?

it's good to step outside of yourself in this perspective to and realize that truth as written above. Think of these things when you're consuming food. It's incredibly difficult to overcome the overwhelming ridiculous amounts of craving that the human being can develop after being exposed to certain molecules. It's scientific fact that many chain restaurants have chemists that work for them and study this very topic and design very secretive recipes because they know basically how to trick your neural network and make you an addict. MSG is the best example and we know not everybody tolerates it well. It's a trick that makes your mind thinks something is exponentially tastier than it actually is. It's probably the most docile of the mall is my guess, since everything else is under lock and key.

I lived under at least two paradigms and I promise you in my youth with my mother's home cooking from natural organic food we were a healthier and happier people and we were younger too so it was easier oh, but healthier natural foods don't pollute a body. Doesn't that make perfect nutritional and dietetic sense?

I eat a crazy amount of cheese but guess what I need to build bones. I will let my weakness be my strength and finally I can straighten my neck after 14 months and look up at the night sky with almost zero pain. The bruising was so very deep. The pain is still ridiculous. There's a new level. Like everything was reset in death and revival. it's rather strange I still hurt but not like I once did but I'm also healing with my heart getting stronger and stronger and my will returning and by stamina wavering desperately back into 4th but on an upward trajectory most oft.

I hate long distance running and I've never run a marathon but now I feel like I have every day for the last 14 months because everything has to be thought of with the thought of God and life for my own sustenance.

It's nice when everything else gets stripped away and you can return so easily to basics without the trauma and idiotic distractions that were placed upon me a few times or mostly which I just put on myself.

The Christian Cliff ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I feel like Christianity left me at a cliff. Unknowing what to do or what was next. Is that not how we feel in the human physical sense?

in my near-death experience through cardiac arrest stroke and other massive complications and the subsequent treatment with CPR and defibrillation and the miracle of revival and the healing process and recovery, The experience certainly leaves one in a different state of mind. I'm not talking about the trauma. The trauma alone is its own box of discontent.

It's where I went in what I experienced and I share these thoughts and ideas with others that have had like experience and oh, well there's this great inner peace within most of the time. I'm still human I still deal with all of the same other stuff that I always used to deal with but I also realize that in the next exalted place all will be as perfect as anybody ever wanted within themselves and all will be forgiven and there shall be no pain and there will be great beautiful melodies and harmonies and all those things we desire together oh, but it is not for us to shut these vessels too soon for we must travel far to evolve our souls to understand and appreciate that place which we shall be exalted.

I don't feel like I'm on that Cliff anymore and it makes it a lot easier to appreciate life so much deeper and I have to tell you I don't feel like I never did.

I love deeply and I live hard and I'm an emotional being and I'm thankful for all of that and if spirit that is difficult makes those things which are enhanced incredibly difficult to deal with because the chemical tides shift Swift and it hurts the heart and I promise you if the right people study this scientifically and medically they will see that this would be the root cause of takotsubo syndrome probably. Trauma and chemical change sometimes Swift and emotional simply even if the thought of only in the universe within because that projection is just as real as the one on the outside we share.

Christianity, like all the other beautiful principled religions, do give great guidance towards the proper way to think in shoes in such ways that there will be fruitfulness in your life for you and your family and your friends and we should not admonish any principled religion just as we should not speak ill of others, of which I am certainly guilty of in my past but I don't feel I will sue easily use those types of words as weapons today.

I feel as though I died, which I did, and returned and I was involved as a spirit and I'm back into the same body in which I will work hard to mend it. I will need some help but I believe in miraculous healing too. I believe in Western and Eastern medicine also. I believe in cross-pollinating and combining philosophies and ideas and religions and any such thing that should help me to survive to the points back to where I can enjoy life and it matters not to me how others judge me along my journey of survival.

I have been blessed with the most beautiful and greatest of friends been crushed often with the greatest of tragedies but who has not as a survivor? The bees still always make honey each year. I desire a castle in which to share love it's my family and friends and my heart is pretty intent on trying to make that reality from pure fantasy.

My whole life seems a dream anyway, and what a beautiful one. 

Forrest Gump has always been a movie I personally treasure in my heart because it touches this place that we all desire no doubt where life is tough but we overcome and we survived and we achieve greatness.

Those things are great, but not the soul is not evolved.

Promote life over denomination which divides and let all else be what it will.

I'm still a Christian. I'm still a Jew. I'm still a Muslim. I'm still a mountain, and a bird, and a fish and the sea. I Am all things you see in others and in me. I'm a brother, a sister, a friend, a sick man, the dead, witness. I Am the Alpha the Omega, You ∆re Too.

God's no name or face, 

God's no gender,

God's no physicality,

God's resides already within you,

each most definitely in His Image.

All life has souls, and souls evolve through evolution, which is a mixture of Darwinism and spiritual mysticism as things are described today. The tribal American Indians knew we were all one this and that evil here and more still in the next life so exalted through metamorphosis.

I've been there and back.

There is nothing to fear,

there is nothing to rush,

let the perfect waters clean and baptize your thoughts,

Destiny,

A castle,

Awaits Us All.

I Shall In Time See You There Too,

ONE

One Day All United Strong

Mind Control Programs ~ Do Your Due Diligence ~ Cyborg∆Steve

MK Ultra

Many people scoff, because they refuse to study evident proof and admission.

How many "programs" do you think you're being conducted upon different populations or the entire population today?

For example, you have Ed Snowden and Mark Zuckerberg, perhaps the finest actors and the most perfect interfaces because I think it's all acting. They are of an age that knows they are constantly 100% of the time under scrutiny. They are sharp as tacks and early into geniuses and they realize that the tree is they are truly under a microscope.

There are many actors amongst us.

The sad thing is the genuine and authentic seem to be disappearing at breakneck speed. I always hated that expression. I especially hate it even more so now.

Language is powerful.

I published in route letters about most of what Snowden has revealed with proof, and when I these letters it was two in particular one former congressman and I had previously correspondence and also met. That was well before Edward Snowden.

The cat had already long been out of the bag with in different agencies stand do you have to realize that we are now inside of the internet of things here and there is an incredible amount of media, more in 2018 alone than all of the recorded history before it at the NSA for an example and that is a direct quote from general people she's Alexander who I met face-to-face into shook hands with.

I don't know how I ended up at the fraternal order of eagles and became their president back long ago in Alexandria Virginia in my twenties, but I do know they started out as an actor's guild.

I don't know how I ended up on the board of directors at the embassy theater, but I do know I'm around a lot of absolutely incredible actors and artists, and I already know some of the most prominent in the world from my youth and I can prove that anytime. I feel spoiled in the most beautiful ways in the earth we experience. I pray everybody will know these wonderful blessings and far more because that's what sharing offers.

There are many that are trying to control parts of the populace because it is just simple mathematics that it is valuable. The most valuable commodity is really people. I didn't use the term illegal oh, I'm being a realist.

I grew up in a staunch Conservative Republican idealist with super liberal friends at the fraternal order of eagles and I heard a calling that said move to Cumberland Maryland and I left after me and my wife decided to take a break from one another.

I trust intuition and its the beautiful Community here that saved my life and revived me, and my intuition is never been wrong but people will tell you I'm crazy and I like to play around and I'm quite comical and well don't you get it there's lots of acting but those that know me, know me.

I love great people and the nasty will get cut down.I've nothing to lose now more than ever and I've never had anything to lose to start with because I've always realized this material world is a myth where we go next exalted.

The serious parts of my timeline that reveal the real me usually read about a decade ahead of real life for everybody else because I am a seer or visionary and I have always been that way and that way I will always be in that which I don't understand my mind is intent and curious about Non-Stop. In medical death on the table my mind was still active with my spirit no. I don't know if they are both permanently resident in this body for sure in a scientific fact but I know for a fact I wasn't within my body anymore. it doesn't even surprise me that this happened to me and what I mean is that I'm alive, again.

A doctor has a federal license and have to be very careful about what they articulate and how they articulated but a nurse will tell you straight out to your face that you were dead and all your organs were shutting down. When you start speaking after you know you were dead and you hear gasps, well those gas are unmistakable because they don't expect anything ever again nothing much less cognizant perfectly clear conscientious expression of thought through articulation I can oral communication skills that they would think being lost at least through the trauma for the minute.

so I guess I flatlined? Guests and then yes you did mr. Swaggart. And then I said I'm not going to look but did you have to unzip my rib cage because if so that's going to be really tough to survive because I know I already went through a lot and I broke my ribs long ago and that took a year-and-a-half of fighting before I felt good and it was like nobody believes me then. Nobody ever believes anything about what I tell them. I smile because I've suffered so much. She's doing good times easy to smile.

I was once connect pretty much promise that if I walked information to my administrative law review for social security disability without my cane that I would get my disability but they decided to trust that up and f****** because I called him out as a liar, my lawyer you can ask my local attorney that I worked for twice and my father and my brother because I called them each in rapid succession immediately after hanging up with that attorney and I promise you the metadata will prove that.

You cannot believe the corruption that is everywhere and purposeful but it is because systems are broken and we are not properly addressing repairing them and we are purposefully being divided.


Here's the part I was Jack you might relate to you because I'm part Irish joke at you, there will be plenty of time to drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and fight, but only after we fix the internal mechanisms of our country so that we will have great abundance once again and the ability to celebrate and get stupid.

You might not like hearing this, some of you, but don't you all realize and I mean every single one of you that are you each not one of the 12 tribes? Are you not each born under one of the 12 astrological signs? Don't let language bastardize your intuition. That's your communication to your source and it's personal and that's okay it doesn't have a name or a face but it does guide you so just stay tuned in and listen to that and follow those that have productive good lives and offer back to others and promote life.

I have had the most incredible highs and lows that most could imagine and often don't believe whatsoever.

I have had friends that are murderers and criminals all the way to successful politicians and wealthy businessman what's scruples well and you as well as military men and civilian government men and women that make me feel as though I have contributed absolutely nothing in comparison. I've not contribute too much because I've been ill and do not information of just my own stupidity and the making of my last life.

I am reborn now, in August of 2018, a Leo, and I will articulate and speak as I wish and I will convey truths that I know and I will shine a light on those liars and the lies that I uncover because that is what happens in life in this Light vs. Darkness and that's my nature.

I am so not healthy but I am more determined than anybody I know because people I know that were determined more than anybody else were dying and I watched them and I want that same custom and through death and rebirth I have it now and I will never abused myself again and I pray and focus on my ceiling first but only after my continual communion with God as I understand him because I just keep in mind that's only a word of reference to that which is in a round that is not physical and therefore there exists no word

...to be continued...

Exalted Frequencies In Unison Design Reality ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I once levitated,
I don't tell lies,
higher states of being,
Magick before your eyes.

Normal for the likes of me,
Vibrating through survival running non-stop at a higher frequency,
exalted spirits very essence transcends physical reality

Chorus:

Pineal crystals all at the same frequencies, transmitting and receiving in perfect harmony,
a beautiful human next dimension exalted neural chemical portal symphony,
at last, we have achieved symmetry.

What if together we choose to lift off?
All in unison,
same intention worldwide,
True thought coordinated neural over the internet of things synchronicity???

Hmmmmmmmmmm,
Just think of what could be ???
Anything we desire in an instant if so agreed,
I've told you now exactly about the attributes of what makes heaven so heavenly.

I've been there, Heaven, and back,
I Was God and His Throne,
Everything born turned to stone,
Every soul ever I've seen all.

There we are all in another's presence not physical,
each in another's neural network,
connected forever with all knowledge,
and with a 360° spherical view of all of history.

Chorus:

Pineal crystals all at the same frequencies, transmitting and receiving in perfect harmony,
a beautiful human next dimension exalted neural chemical portal symphony,
at last, 

we have achieved symmetry.

I Am Witness,
He with Vision,
He that Sees,
Healer, Lover, Visionary.

You've not seen Faith like within I know,
I was dead returned on Faith I set sail,
For Love eternal, I know now returned,
to evolve this soul, like you, until exalted.

Cycling, cycling, cycling,
the elders have never lied,
you cannot teach a mind open you can't pry,
NDE's real glimpses of the dimension next.

Surreal yes,
but equal reality,
a mirror universe of no physicality,
opposite but perfect balance reality.

It only happens once we transcend,
we are souls of a God Organism,
The Creator, Us, We, Family,
Let's start vibrating in the spiritual soul and in the essence of unity.

Intent to help all other person's,
Defend principles and understand the value of structure and discipline,
practicing daily good health and exercise to exorcise demons.

This life is full of half heathens,
Dichotomy says we all commit treason,
I like to run with them too,
Also equally exciting but for the wrong reasons.

Chorus:

Pineal crystals all at the same frequencies, transmitting and receiving in perfect harmony,
a beautiful human next dimension exalted neural chemical portal symphony,
at last, we have achieved symmetry.