Ego Stress Projection ~ Fear Is Control ~ Knowledge = Freedom ~ Cyborg∆Steve

It was nice smashing the ego and easing all of the tension within when I knew that everything of the physical realm that made stress upon me and hurt me... was all make-believe in my mind, projection.

I'm feeling that less and less each day.

I can tell I'm definitely back.

It's great knowledge to carry and share though, but means not that's it's okay to do different in whole, as part is function to our physicality.

A Divisive Boisterous Media ~ Digital Warfare Diary In Realtime

A loud and boisterous and divisive media at this point starts to become complicit in modern digital warfare.

Patriots ~ Prepare ~ Cyborg∆Steve

No good patriot wants war, and none turn their back to it's responsibility either. 

Terrance McKenna ~ Death Revelation ~ Cyborg∆Steve

McKenna & Mercury Hearing Aide Batteries, Causation of Death Highly Liklely

Attach video from YouTube titled Terence McKenna alchemy and the Hermetic corpus May 1991 workshop we are at the just about 16 minute marker and his statement and just passed this and I would like to leave a voice clip here also and will if possible.

what I am going to articulate hear something that may not be known but I'm going to postulate the Terence McKenna may have brought an early demise upon himself through the practice that is self-admitted herein.

what's important is that he left a beautiful body of work from his beautiful mind and that there is much that we can learn and much that we can learn is that we must get these heavy metals out of our environment.

the body does not know how to metabolize heavy metals therefore they stay in the body forever a radiating and doing cellular damage.

we are in a day and age where we can design nanobots that will be able to take care of this but what of the damage already done? hopefully stem cell treatment will be able to solve these problems but most of all we know that an ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure and therefore again, we must get these heavy metals out of the environment more and more so and that includes everything and it involves everybody.

there are great philosophical arguments going on right now but there is never a good argument against to being a good Stewards first.

We have principles in life for reasons and we work together for reasons and we are enlightened together and reach pentacles as a society 4 great reasons of deep design that are of course not coincidence.

I pray that we reap mini great lessons and vet if my life and experience that I bear witness to you in my short blink of an eye here in this dimension, where we reside on Earth together thus far oh, well so be it that others should benefit. That would make me have a greater deeper sense of purpose that would push me further and drive me harder than anything I have ever known before and I am a deeply driven Man even though it might not appear that way on the outside to some. I think it will be abundantly clear looking backwards over my life because science is revealing the truth about the mountains I've had to climb just to be successful at all, and I am certainly not aligned most importantly.

What if Terrence were still alive because he had better stewards before him?

What beautiful gifts would he still be offering and oh my God what a beautiful source of information that is somebody I would so much like to be able to meet today.

the beautiful thing is through his beautiful body of work I do believe that I already knew him to a degree, and I'm getting to know him more and more as time passes, and there is a great destination ahead where we will all have the perspective identical again.

I pray we should be kind to another until we find that place and that we shall each understand that when we are juxtaposed against one another we can always be 100% opposite of that we thought was identical to us. it might be a statistical anomaly and what that means is there's this idea that there is this possibility and that possibility when it happens because of it being a statistical anomaly appears the miracle.

Add YouTube link

https://youtu.be/rzjrl24aHiQ

@16:20...listen in his own words

Voice Recognition After Stroke Therapy ~ Upon Waking In A Snowstorm Cyborg∆Steve

There's definitely a different speech pattern or impediment to my speaking compared to the way it used to be if you were going to do a quantitative or qualitative analysis, however to somebody that didn't know me they would just think I was being silly so it's easy to play it off with a wink or a smile or laugh or just say well you know I had a heart attack stroke thingy event to my friends that know me, etc, etc, but on a deeper level, there's this undermining confidence which has already always been at play throughout the decades as memory has been like the tide that ebbs and flows. It would always return to the proper levels but it definitely had this rhythm to it. I know the rhythm of my health. but psychologically at this other level, there's this undermining that goes on and to think about that tide just kind of pulling away a little bit of the he is going to be sustained grade underwater that makes up the short that can't be seen and how that would weaken and weaken and weaken that shorefront and maybe that shorefront is where confidence has a small cabin. 

It seems like every time there's a mistake that is spoken, or audible, that if it is obvious to me that it was a mistake then it's like that bigger wave just came you took more of that sub shoreline surface away.

even when there's not, there's the neuroplasticity that runs me through the process to evaluate it and it seems like this is where things start backfiring because there's this repetition.

it's the repetition along with PTSD or ADD ADHD that has a very negative reinforcing behavior it seems because somehow instead of just being a normal loot that should be run for all personal safety measures, it's running such a way that it ramps up your body chemistry and that is not a good thing especially over a long extended. Of time and especially coinciding with other traumas most of all.

I often, purposefully, speak more slowly now and this only builds my confidence and it is also important because it lets me practice and find what I am still okay with, which is really 99% of my previous knowledge or maybe 98, and then after making these evaluations oh, this old dog will exercise his new tricks realizing that if there are certain places with restrictions now, just steer in another direction safely and carefully and in a pre-planned pre chartered way, to the largest degree possible where statistically they would be the most likely the best outcomes that are authentic and genuine.

neuroplasticity will have you jumping to the same place as quantum leaping in the mind however you can learn to take the steps into that more slowly and even speaking out loud to yourself is a very helpful tool. 

I appreciate voice recognition in so many regards, but in regards to it being a useful tool for rehabilitative speech therapy is incredibly important to understand and it is also incredibly important to understand how powerful this is in a therapeutic sense.

Psychdelic Highways of Death, The Adventure That Is Life, Alchemical Art ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Aging,

Blasting faster twisting,

Through the black hole throat,

Twisting itself a wave across Space-time,

Connecting two different external continumns,

internally a neural network,

All connected,

One.

My arms are stretching,

Telomeres shortening,

rods and cones twisting distorting casting,

I'm older leaning, 

wasting

listing.

Accelerating now,

Faster too in old age,

makes youth up to 75,

appear child's play,

Flying only faster,

accelerating everyday.

Looking back,

I always knew I was tough and strong,

and soon I depart this craft,

but I'll make it as long as it can last !,

I promise that.

Then,

I quantum leap again, 

Returning to other dimensions,

castles and my queen,

the future in heaven awaiting,

finally,

a patient man.

Life is faster casting ,

The journey more exciting,

Exhilerating,

Contagious to share.

Look for A Light On In the Eyes,

Fire In the Heart,

Spark of Spirit Present, 

Alchemical Art !

Fellow Citizens ~ Life Wars ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Fellow citizens... you all are right where the enemy wants you, distracted and fighting amongst ourselves. 

Please be quiet now... take care of your family and friends and stay prepared. Calm. Don't engage in this disingenuous b*******. 

Your being "triggered"... and it's working flawlessly !!!!!!!