Life's Purpose ~ Cyborg∆Steve

The purpose of this life process is to not just to  evolve the soul, but to destroy the ego; as one cannot happen without the other... they are quantumly connected.

Life, the ego destrying process.

Humble Me Further, I Pray ~ Ego Death Is A Process ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Ever been a volunteer and just have someone give you pure hell for ZIP, nada, nothing ??? ...because they think they are better than you... because your just some  POS less than employee??? LMAO

Hilarious, but bout busted dudes face in last night. Maybe I'm feeling a bit better... I want to get physical and I don't like taking S off anyone...

...but...

I'm thankful to bite thy tongue and control thyself, to use discretion wisely, and not react poorly to suffer worse consequences.

Why is all this important to me though?

I was once good at laughing at A-holes and now....oooooooooh...blood boils faaaaaaast at times !!!... you don't want me near when I turn into whatever monster provoked.

I guess I'm looking for justification to just pound the fukk outta somebody, but again ??? Why ???

Lots of swallowed whole... anger/frustration/pissed etc... ...but TONS of thankfulness and practicing discipline offers me DISCRETION.

MAYBE DUDE LAST NIGHT NEEDED A FRIEND BECAUSE HE'S SUFFERING TOO !!!

WHY DO WE ACT OUT? CRY FOR HELP ??? YES, IN A SIDEWAYS KI D OF WAY.

SO... I said to another in his party... I get so much shit for simply volunteering to hang out/ help out with my artist pals (sad/angry face) ;(

Dude had a nice time and sat with his pals and left and said...thanks for everything and have a GREAT evening...and he meant it.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh

I didn't don't have to kill him anymore... in my silly head full of fantasy and vitriol ;( ...I hate the monster in me...and I'm trying to shut it down...but I'm hardwired to not be messed with... I don't think others fully understand that.

I can forgive easier, still not well at all, because most of my ego got smashed.

Wake up after death... tubes all over, strapped down, naked... but happy...I fukkin made it !!! Hope ;)

Should have some stupid ass motherfukker think I volunteered for their bullshit after fighting back from everything I have to take their crap last night ???

Anger, black and red... nothing else followed except I'm a good actor (wish I had my memory back ;( ...working in it) so I didn't let it be shown much.

Another a****** came in and I told him I'm sorry brother $5 cover charge I'm just a volunteer and he didn't it at 10 bucks when he left. he was a great guy just like the other guy the only one that thought they were assholes with me. but the truth is they're probably both assholes that's why we would all get along so well LOL we're just guys.

We could be best friends today if we took 5 minutes to sit down and be real and get to know one another.

It's hard to get "re-adjusted" and I'm not well with stress/pressure / emotional stuff... It's far safer and easier and enjoyable to stay alone often working on projects and reading.

I have real super angels all around me. Watch who tolerates me if you want to know who is the beauty in our community. They even fixed me down the street at the hospital. I'm a donor and a critique through my writing/voice.

Even past my worst, my community offers me, still, it's best ..or access back when earned/deserved.

When will we do this better for the rest of ALL of out ill???

We have so many I'll... especially mentally...it's okay to be safe/concerned, but please don't be in fear such that you allow others to feel hated because they are made to feel almost shunned in their terrible illness, no matter what it is ?

We are only as healthy as we are empathetic.

Our terribly sick and broken society must heal, and we need another.

I can't heal with half of my friends and I can't heal with half of my country. My country can't heal with half of its citizens and my country can't prosper with less than great focus.

I pray (that means I care, I'm concerned, I'm thinking of others first most often... and yes I talk to God) and it has helped me to survive, just as each of you.

My largest lessons are ALWAYS insanely difficult.

I've witnessed a plane crash.
I was next to the Pentagon on 911.
I've had to testify against a friend who murdered his father my former boss.
I laid dead of a heart attack and a stroke and viral sepsis and asthma and lactic acidosis and was defibrillated given CPR and somehow revived... Nearly 17 months ago now. I fell down the steps that then and still have two dislocated vertebrae in my neck. You probably wouldn't know that if you saw me out in public.

I'm not the guy who should have this adrenalin and testosterone just coursing through his veins to want to knock people's teeth down their throat but there are a lot of people that deserve it, too.

We have molded and shaped a very "insensitive to others" society.

I've suffered gout and crippling back problems and sometimes I'm the guy with the walker, although It's been a long time. The looks of disgust me. The lack of help and genuine concern, etc., etc., etc..

I'm thankful for my tragedies so I know not to be that a****** that I have CERTAINLY been. I pray for the forgiveness I probably don't deserve. I also know that this community and others that I have lived in our more of forgiveness by far than they are not, for they have let me prove this point.

Whatever all of this means I just hope that tomorrow is a better day than today was and that all of the misgivings and tough feelings and hatefulness in hurtfulness we have built up inside that we want to place upon others is completely let go and offered just... away

May this time of year be a time of year of introspection, healing, and The New Coming Life.

Hmmmmmmm.... December Soltice Insanity In Politics ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Wonder whose mind in the Democratic party started to ring clear and realized that they were all about to hang themselves???

Ahhhhhh, doesn't matter... probably strike that definitely not too late.

The metadata is mind-blowing !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Q

You think Q is the same letter from the word quantum? They kind of look alike.

17 is an interesting number, and perspective is not just one single point of view. 17 is interesting from every single perspective.

The metadata screams criminal conspiracy, culpability, detailed methodical planning, agendas...

A roadmap to every sin.

You cannot conduct a crime in my house.

You still truly do not know yet who I Am ???

My spirit was once alive inside of you and it always seperically circumscribes you and welcomes you back. Your admission is to serve others, not thy self.

Serve not thy ego, but do take care of the self in proper regards. You should treat your pets well and yourself even better. I've often seen in life where people have higher regard for their pet than they do their self and that is an imbalance that is not healthy. There are simple everyday practices that we should follow.

When the vessel is free of pain in the mind is free of dwellingness, it is easy to follow the suggestion of all the spiritual guides and all of the doctors and all of the leaders and all that anybody would look up to, but when there is the physical pain there is the largest distraction that steals life and focus and desire and all that is positive energy. There are words in the Kabbalah that describe this there are words in the Hindu religion that describe this and they are all beautiful philosophies and more so to me when I study these more interesting and new disciplines oh, they are quite visual and good for the mind and soul.

In none of the principled religions do they tell you to feed your ego. In none of the principled religions do they tell you not to be a service to yourself and your community. In none of the principled religions is there any promotion of sin which is essentially something that would bring harm to yourself or others on purpose poor with will and intent.

I pray thee above paragraph repeat for you but if it's not I pray you go back and re-read it 10 times now and commit your heart to this new and a better way and watch your health change your outlook change your life blossom like the lotus flower.

I have been through terrible physical tragedies and I am still here and I am still fighting pain but I am learning to cope and deeper within the spirit I am stronger and of the physical I become stronger and of the mind more determined and I have been dead and degree awoken now as well and somehow I have skip this vessel going another 16 blessed months to try to get my house in better order and share time with those that will share love with me. 

I'm thankful for the beautiful men and women that composed the Cyber command and these newer intelligence commands that are leading the way and fighting for justice and standing up for what is right and hoping to continue to have the ability to work hard at organizing the legal standards that we really didn't have the vision to put the groundwork for when we launched quickly into the technological age. There was great debate about these times but we wanted to push the envelope because we can and these were all the things happening around us today, the things we discussed in my time of college. They weren't realities in many regards but they are today.

There has been the largest siop or social experiment in the world perhaps and I think it's not really done secretively by the government but by the voters and inclusion with the government because we are a societal experiment and we are a wise and logical rational people that evolves governmental systems however we have a constitution and a Bill of Rights and the amendments of which we are to respect or only through legal channels change. To change does not mean to bastardize or rip apart the foundation however, ever.

There are basic principles or concepts or precepts that we will keep intact and that is a must and these are the teachings through all the good institutions that have been torn down systemically by the enemy in the enemy is anyone that wants to destroy The Great State of the United States of America.

All eras have had societies that made sacrifices that we look back at in retrospect and we think ...wow what lunacy..., and so will they too think we are complete lunatics, as we will hang those that are treasonous and jail the traitorous soon.

I wonder if they will think it is a joke, right up until they hear that snap. I'm allowed to say these things, because I have felt that feeling and I know it well. Seek the X-ray and you shall see for yourself.

What of your will do you think now?

You are so much stronger than you know, one of the ancient secrets stolen away on slow.

I am patient and I will keep testing you until you show yourself.

Still, you know not who I am ???????

I am the eternal spirit, vessels many, voices many, in conscience, ONE.

Those misled are trying to replace the designer, Source (just whatever serves you well that we know for a fact people don't understand),  with technology that most will forget is synthetic and with back doors and flawed and built only for control ultimately. It will offer the greatest of the most perfect and beautiful benefits but there will be without a doubt strings attached that could last all of eternity

We are launching fast into this place through our technology and through chemical portals gaining glimpses of that place ahead, the next dimension of which typically only through death we gain entrance.

minisink There are UFOs and aliens but the Revelation right now as you read this across the universe for all eyes to see is that the spirit is an energy and it travels and in death it leaves quickly and for some they will see because they are aware and understand and accept this phenomenon, no matter absolutely how ridiculous it sounds.

There are those that stuff but the wisest of men who are not believers through science in 3 physics indeed become believers of just a great designer in general and that this is organized and purposeful and of a sentient being at least something that has thought and when we depart here from the single perspective of the physicality in the 3D and launched forward where we are just the essence and energy and into the fourth and other dimensions, you understand what it is I explain here now and I hope that that brings you into quicker and softer clarity when you cross over into that place.

I know that I have been able to come back but it took the greatest assistance from the most perfect of protocols to date and the finest of medical professional angels that dedicated precious like nothing time of their life to extend mine oh, indeed actually bring it back.

Our governments are run mostly by despicable criminal kindergarteners, but that's changing.

This is not the Awakening everybody thought this would be at the beginning of this new stretch of time but it is indeed in the wakening and it is huge and although it's not what everybody anticipated it is exactly what it is.

We either launched into a new era peacefully or we collapse worldwide.

this is the precise precipice that repeats cyclically through the eons of civilized living where the people become complacent and bitter and field that old tired Waze no longer work and that those that are more favored or only self-serving and all of a sudden it's like somebody slammed the brakes on and once the claps starts, like a house of cards, there is no return.

we have enemies counting on that and indeed they are doing their best to pull the first card of our structured societies apart.

there's not a masonic conspiracy there is a way of life that you are taught when you are raised and it's through many organizations but it's just principles and nothing more. These things are really not of private interpretation but we know in The human experience that happens all the time and placed in the paradigm of a financial world we are pitted against threats and pitfalls and things that are enticing etcetera etcetera etcetera and we are tried and tested but had true can you be to yourself in these principles???

again these principles are taught in tons of organizations but there is no conspiracy about our country being designed by these Masonic founding father because they built cities with certain plans and certain features and it was so that we would all know how to function and be a sufficient from one place to another because we became of the age of travel.

instead of realizing that there are reasons that are logical and rational and serve the better good of all of mankind, we have a dumbing down and stupid modern population that has lost the short-term history and instead has been pumped full of fear because they are triggered and are especially full of chemicals and poor food and they react in kind and it is very easy for them to say conspiracy and further play upon them these fears which really truly absolutely does hurt people deeply inside because it bothers their emotions which destroys the mental health in psyche and it is really criminal in nature in some regards the way we see some of the things that are transpiring across the internet, but it is in retrospect we are going to see this most clearly and I think we must prosecute but with great care because life is valuable. When there is a blatant disregard for others lives and people have knowingly taken actions with that knowledge first, those folks I have less regard for quite honestly I can't help but feel that way if I have to ever be placed in a decision to make in those regards. I could easily be the old testament God if you anger me but being the New testament God and trying to be objective I would have to say if I was the New testament God that I would want to practice forgiveness first and pray that another would change as I offered a helping hand and assistance and shared a better way of life and educated and showed the way, otherwise have I no other choice and if my goal is to preserve my life, I understand what I might have to do if that threat is really that truthful. That's the hideous place men go and some like it there while others are fearful but there's nothing to fear in that next place. There is nothing to fear here. Death itself can most certainly hurt but it's not long. as a human being I don't think we should ever terminate people on purpose unless they're absolute criminal animals or their bodily and mentally so far gone with no brain waves that to live on word with only keep them from the promise of returning to Source and/or cycling back. I believe the spirit Cycles or returns to source which is just where we are in the conscience of the creator as one instead of as one separate in the physical.

This is an important thing to establish and for others to understand which I have never read that before elsewhere.

Don't Get Caught Doing A Pelosi ~ Comedy ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Did you hear about the new thing ???

If you're feeling a little rattled... like you're losing control and your nerves are a little shot but you have to be in the public eye. Well, here is a trade secret, do two quick shots of clear vodka and take a zanny bar.

It's called doing a "Pelosi".

Scaring The American People More Than President Trump ~ Cyborg∆Steve

The American people are realizing something that is much much much worse than having President Trump in office, and that is to have one of the current Democratic candidates to win the election.

They have completely displayed their utter incompetence and I have been nothing but Criminal while purposefully trying to prevent progress, of which they've also failed hilariously when you look at it from a tactical political point of view, but terribly tragically for all of the American citizens and indeed the rest of the world because as America bodes, so does the world.

Walking Tragedy Ascending Through Spirit ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I think it's finally becoming a lot easier on me, for me to act respectable and more decent on my way towards Ascension.

I have truly been fighting ills, and these ills will kill us all if we let them get the best of us.

It's difficult to have respect for yourself, when others think they know exactly what's going on and decide to diagnose you and treat you with distance.

I'm not interested in anybody's excuses because we all have lives that call us Non-Stop. Every excuse is legitimate, as legitimate as the people that are there to help in the time of need. I'm not one to always rise to the occasion, as sometimes I am incapacitated, but at other times I can and I'm trying to become that guy again... and it's been a hell of a journey.

I am no longer scared of death and I saw the glimpse of the great beauty and promise to come. 

We are each hear of the spirit with a single perspective and unique, but when we cross the threshold we return to source and we are all of the same Spirit and of the same perspective which is All-Seeing, all-knowing... But it is not of the three dimensional realm that we understand.

It is somewhat equatable but our words are a disservice and only offer The Listener to think that, and trust me I've looked into all of your eyes when you've listened to me thinking, you're a f****** lunatic. I can hear your thoughts through your body language. You change the aura in the energy around your whole body as it distorts and doesn't that change the space-time shape into a frequency that's reverberating with less love as opposed to more? There's some physicists out there, they can put that into some formulas for you and we will make some proofs on a quantum computer to show us where our thinking is flawed and we will figure out the rest in time, but I'm telling you today !

I love cycling growing up. I worked in a bicycle shop. The owner's son, and the owner was a very good friend of mine and a very fine man from my perspective for a very long time in my life too. The son murdered his father oh, and on an evening where I had dropped him off and was the last to see him. Well, we are all cycling... together still. There is nothing more personally devastating in my life, but there's other incredible tragedy not to be discounted whatsoever. I don't quantify by action I quantify by what happened to the soul within me and this event almost made me kill myself with alcohol because the pain was so bad I couldn't understand anything and I lost my desire to live and be fruitful and I thought everything just such a f****** joke and a waste.

...and then I'm very close to the Pentagon on 911 and it gets hit and I knew it's just time to roll man it's time to run like a mother f*****.

My first memory was a plane crash and I instantly knew that Dick Schramm was dead. I didn't know the man that day but I know who he is today through Modern reporting and recordation. I was born in the very last week of 1967. This happened in either June or July of 1969 if my memory serves me correct. This is the first indelible memory I have and it is super traumatic. I don't recall ever talking about it with my family. I think maybe we were sworn to secrecy not to talk about it around me LOL ...the truth is we probably all just knew it's not something to talk about because in honor to others...

And it's an instant like that, we change... I pray for the better and I pray for that man soul.

Something happened in another family that sewed the seeds to tragedy. I will never know those exact details. We all understand the result and its magnitude and have tragic it is. There's a reason we are not to see poor seed. Do you see this message, in plain English?

I was molested growing up, and there was a time where I wanted to take that man's life by my own hands. I'm in no way ignorant in any of the regards of which I speak, very sadly. in the perpetrator doing this in the house of my airborne ranger Colonel father ! It seems that only the more wholesome an area the more likely the evil lurking. That's okay cuz I fear not death a single bit today. You try to bring me to source and take me from this place where you don't like the goods that is done because you think you rule this space. You are very sadly mistaken.

Can you forgive?

Can you truly wash your hands of a debt or where there is hatred and walk away and never let it affect the spirit within that reads these words ? Tell me your answer to that.

I'm trying to learn how, but it's tearing my heart up.

The Walk of forgiveness is a cold black walk that could be a brisk jog towards Eden, but I've beaten myself down hard along this way.

I watched so many walked by and didn't give a s***...

You thought I couldn't see or I was incapacitated but no you not who I Am yet ???

Tell me you haven't been that Spirit too?

I'm personally really sorry to each of you. I've been learning a much better way.

There are many principled religions with many guides to help you along your way, find that one which makes you, you, the better soul within.

Let's be more beautiful people together as we ascend.

Promote Life

Denominations Divide

Share Seasons Greetings Spirit With The Alone ~ Lift Humanity On the Way To Ascension ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Seasons Greetings:

Remember the "alone" this holiday season, and carry life to others to share with. It's personally kept me alive !

My debt in gratitude knows no earthly bounds.

Nothing is more hurtful or hateful than to forget or leave out others, especially the lonely suffering.

We are highly social creatures and the older we get the tougher this season actually becomes.

Focus on the festivity for the children, the young at heart. Promote Life. Share of yourself and offer meaningful momentos to those you're inclined. Nourish the body well and share your beautiful wholesome bounty.

It's the season to promote what is wholesome and appreciate what has been offered and become rested in restored for the coming season of work, and work means service to others... not your shallow 9-5 (occupation).

I pray you each enjoy the finest of holiday seasons and thank you so much for being in my life personally. 

Whatever discipline you practice that frames the spirit the best for you and yours to understand, bless you each now.

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