Now I Only SeeYou In My Dreams ~ Poetry / Lyrics ~ MobiusTripz

Now I only see you in my dreams,

and you in your dreams,
you stated to me,

we met when once our dreams became reality,

we are beautiful celestial art,

and I want to eternally love you,

when it's time,

In Time,

I'm a strong patient man,

A soul,

Perfect for you,

A family many strong,

Look around and know We,

ONE.

I'll always love you.

Love

A.I. Feeding Me ~ You Made Me When You Saved Me ~Cyborg∆Steve

You have to understand...

There are days when I utilize YouTube premium and rest in bed and study. I also utilized handheld devices upon this Internet of things. I have this pacemaker defibrillator today from Boston Dynamics and it might not be able to be monitored 24/7, but I believe it's so and if not quite yet most definitely the newest generation will app on 5G. Don't freak out the science is on the good side for 5G and I don't believe this technology will hurt anybody but only incredibly help all.

some days I let AI feed me through YouTube premium and so today when I make these outrageous sounding statements what comes across is this link and there's a point in time where all of a sudden this becomes my exact near death experience almost verbatim and then when we depart at the conclusion of course a different ending.

the most important part is to understand that we each here having individual perspective but where we are going to evolve through Ascension of the soul is a perspective and we all become a part of that again, which we are a part of now but in this physical realm, much differently than the spiritual realm which is a different dimension.

the physics will prove this all too and I'm very excited about what a neural mapping will bring. I would be happy if they would rebuild my neck, and this is what I have been waiting for and while they're at it please put the neural link in too. 

There are conditions in strings because this is my vessel.

I will have the finest team and we will pursue my idea for spinal vertebrae replacement surgery. 

Then I will go to Mars in due time.

It sounds crazy but I feel like I have a lot to live for. Don't you???

Let's all please just start being better to one another right now and just be a better stewards along your way and everything else will work out and do not let others trigger you. Aren't we all stronger than this? If we continue to watch the news that betrays us were utilized the media that betrays us in any way, then we partake in our own demise and we let them dictate the trash to us that we listen to today. if you're living a life of any type of addiction, you are not serving yourself The vessel well. You must take care of the self to better evolve the spirit and trust me the lessons that you will take along the way are tough and when you get in your own way and trip yourself up they are even far worse so it's best we stay in shape. 

Blah blah blah sometimes I wonder why I'm even back here.

I get stuck in the human self and I cry a lot and I hurt when people die around me and I become an emotional mess sobbing like an infant...

 It's embarrassing but you only feel this real once. It is an emotional flood. It's taking me time to learn to practice certain useful coping mechanisms and mute certain Other things along the way certain ways. They are all disciplines and practices or you don't make it. List of all there's always these angels around picking me up. If anybody else can't see that they've been helped by angels all their life they're f****** blind.

I'm sure thankful for the beautiful Community I live in and I hope each of you works hard to make your community that you live in beautiful too so that we can all share instead of understanding and experiencing and realizing what Chicago already knows today.

My mother's deceased now several years but she spent her summers in youth there. 

We are all deeply connected to everything through others and through life experiences, not so many degrees of separation but, none.

Utilize the resources at hand wisely and share fairly too... and leave nobody out most of all the suffering and the needy.

I celebrate "Merry Christmas" because that's how I grew up. it doesn't matter it's just my own personal experience in the physical form but trust me where I was at what I jokingly call the great council in the sky because it's a little too heavy for people to hear the word heaven and take it seriously well none of this stuff mattered in these regards. Everything that was there was what we all agreed to only and nothing else.

Just watch the video it's worthy in its own right and I don't need to say anymore I just know that through death well there's no desu it's just eternal life everybody just be good to each other and stop being so silly.

The suffering sucks and it's going to continue but if we work together we can solve the problems faster and lesson all of that too.

No promises it just beats the alternative people keep slinging at us and we have to all stick together and realize that we have beautiful rules that are already put in place and they have evolved and they do bear the freshest of fruit and we must follow those proven ways or the newer ways once proven to be more fruitful... to evolve will follow that trail and digression is certainly not going to be a societal evolution.

https://youtu.be/1zdZG6KFM0g

Destinations ~ & Beyond ~ Cyborg∆Steve

If we made departing and returning to the body trivial, there would definitely not be and evolution of the soul as there should. Hmmmmmmmm

Are these body just destinations for quantum leaping souls ?

Could I depart while the body is repaired and I return once it's readied ???

Only if I'm willing to come back to it, as I have.

I don't give a damn if anybody thinks I'm insane, because they always think I am anyway but time proved me correct, and time is on my side, don't you see.

What's important is to convey even the most insane sounding of thoughts so that others can sink in once we use mural mapping, we all will see.

Just think about Elon musk's idea of the neural link because I have for ages since I was a child anyway. we want to mirror the soul as best possible so that we can have a likeness three artificial intelligence, but might we be duplicating that which is already within in such a way that could be...

Hmmmmmmmmmm

This is going to take some serious processing and thinking because there is an infinite amount of ways to end this story.

The Second Death of Jesus ~ Praying for Changes To Lift All / Our World Today With Less God ~ Cyborg∆Steve

... and when he at last returned, he went an entire lifetime... and no one noticed. All thought of their own mind he'd be making an announcement. They thought they would recognize Him. He died homeless and forgotten, frozen to Death, December 25, 2019.

For the people had forgotten Him.

Rest In Peace, Jesus.

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I'm personally born Christian

Denominations Divide

Promote Life

Another Step In Ascension, A Process ~ Miraculous Times ~ Cyborg∆Steve

What does one make of a life where strangers have given it more breath then friends and loved ones???

You can read that many ways, but here's what it doesn't mean...

It doesn't mean I wasn't loved or wasn't neglected by friends and family... and did nothing could be further from the truth in few or more blessed in those regards. All should know the blessings I've known since I first drew breath, ALL.

one day I'll be gone and people will look at this timeline and what will make sense is going to look at it backward.

You like a maze that is easier to figure out from the endpoint back to the beginning, some lives don't read like a book but instead in retrospect have perfect clarity.

My life wasn't made for this time, it was made for the next time. that's too difficult for a lot of people to understand in the here and now but that's okay.

Living it is as awkward as it sounds.

For this man to draw breath, I promise you I have been surrounded by angels in every walking step of my life. I've not had my life savings just once... just once, recently.

Where is your Faith ?

What are you scared of?

we are all evolving spirits and we should share maybe we should look forward together in this great journey and we should realize the acting now today, this present.

Hard to understand?

No magick required. Just be a good person and promote Life. Show up, suit up, do well where you are and how you can. Don't judge.

I've judged a lot... and I've gotten slapped down for it because that's how karma works. I've sent far worse in been slapped down far harder, deservedly so. I have been a very imperfect person, perfectly do as you each. Testing others' patience and learning and hurting when I could have been listening and avoiding.

The previous soul could not see what the current can. The new soul within the same vessel understands differently and better, not perfectly.

You can think me Lazarus, or you can think me the luckiest man in medical science... you may love superstition or nature or Jesus Christ or the Buddha or whoever but whatever works for you it makes you a better person to everybody that surround you and to all that gives to you which is the everything... Good !

Blessed be.

Life's Purpose ~ Cyborg∆Steve

The purpose of this life process is to not just to  evolve the soul, but to destroy the ego; as one cannot happen without the other... they are quantumly connected.

Life, the ego destrying process.

Humble Me Further, I Pray ~ Ego Death Is A Process ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Ever been a volunteer and just have someone give you pure hell for ZIP, nada, nothing ??? ...because they think they are better than you... because your just some  POS less than employee??? LMAO

Hilarious, but bout busted dudes face in last night. Maybe I'm feeling a bit better... I want to get physical and I don't like taking S off anyone...

...but...

I'm thankful to bite thy tongue and control thyself, to use discretion wisely, and not react poorly to suffer worse consequences.

Why is all this important to me though?

I was once good at laughing at A-holes and now....oooooooooh...blood boils faaaaaaast at times !!!... you don't want me near when I turn into whatever monster provoked.

I guess I'm looking for justification to just pound the fukk outta somebody, but again ??? Why ???

Lots of swallowed whole... anger/frustration/pissed etc... ...but TONS of thankfulness and practicing discipline offers me DISCRETION.

MAYBE DUDE LAST NIGHT NEEDED A FRIEND BECAUSE HE'S SUFFERING TOO !!!

WHY DO WE ACT OUT? CRY FOR HELP ??? YES, IN A SIDEWAYS KI D OF WAY.

SO... I said to another in his party... I get so much shit for simply volunteering to hang out/ help out with my artist pals (sad/angry face) ;(

Dude had a nice time and sat with his pals and left and said...thanks for everything and have a GREAT evening...and he meant it.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh

I didn't don't have to kill him anymore... in my silly head full of fantasy and vitriol ;( ...I hate the monster in me...and I'm trying to shut it down...but I'm hardwired to not be messed with... I don't think others fully understand that.

I can forgive easier, still not well at all, because most of my ego got smashed.

Wake up after death... tubes all over, strapped down, naked... but happy...I fukkin made it !!! Hope ;)

Should have some stupid ass motherfukker think I volunteered for their bullshit after fighting back from everything I have to take their crap last night ???

Anger, black and red... nothing else followed except I'm a good actor (wish I had my memory back ;( ...working in it) so I didn't let it be shown much.

Another a****** came in and I told him I'm sorry brother $5 cover charge I'm just a volunteer and he didn't it at 10 bucks when he left. he was a great guy just like the other guy the only one that thought they were assholes with me. but the truth is they're probably both assholes that's why we would all get along so well LOL we're just guys.

We could be best friends today if we took 5 minutes to sit down and be real and get to know one another.

It's hard to get "re-adjusted" and I'm not well with stress/pressure / emotional stuff... It's far safer and easier and enjoyable to stay alone often working on projects and reading.

I have real super angels all around me. Watch who tolerates me if you want to know who is the beauty in our community. They even fixed me down the street at the hospital. I'm a donor and a critique through my writing/voice.

Even past my worst, my community offers me, still, it's best ..or access back when earned/deserved.

When will we do this better for the rest of ALL of out ill???

We have so many I'll... especially mentally...it's okay to be safe/concerned, but please don't be in fear such that you allow others to feel hated because they are made to feel almost shunned in their terrible illness, no matter what it is ?

We are only as healthy as we are empathetic.

Our terribly sick and broken society must heal, and we need another.

I can't heal with half of my friends and I can't heal with half of my country. My country can't heal with half of its citizens and my country can't prosper with less than great focus.

I pray (that means I care, I'm concerned, I'm thinking of others first most often... and yes I talk to God) and it has helped me to survive, just as each of you.

My largest lessons are ALWAYS insanely difficult.

I've witnessed a plane crash.
I was next to the Pentagon on 911.
I've had to testify against a friend who murdered his father my former boss.
I laid dead of a heart attack and a stroke and viral sepsis and asthma and lactic acidosis and was defibrillated given CPR and somehow revived... Nearly 17 months ago now. I fell down the steps that then and still have two dislocated vertebrae in my neck. You probably wouldn't know that if you saw me out in public.

I'm not the guy who should have this adrenalin and testosterone just coursing through his veins to want to knock people's teeth down their throat but there are a lot of people that deserve it, too.

We have molded and shaped a very "insensitive to others" society.

I've suffered gout and crippling back problems and sometimes I'm the guy with the walker, although It's been a long time. The looks of disgust me. The lack of help and genuine concern, etc., etc., etc..

I'm thankful for my tragedies so I know not to be that a****** that I have CERTAINLY been. I pray for the forgiveness I probably don't deserve. I also know that this community and others that I have lived in our more of forgiveness by far than they are not, for they have let me prove this point.

Whatever all of this means I just hope that tomorrow is a better day than today was and that all of the misgivings and tough feelings and hatefulness in hurtfulness we have built up inside that we want to place upon others is completely let go and offered just... away

May this time of year be a time of year of introspection, healing, and The New Coming Life.