Hating & Love, of Spirt, Earth, and God Am I, As You ~ CyborgSteve

You only have the capacity to love.

I can only speculate as much in the opposite direction,

as equal,

you hate within your worst enemy.

To carry a heavy burden as such to be consumed with and dominate your time, 

for who else would you have loved to even share?

If there were ever opportunity, 

it's reaching a hand towards you now.

Call it whatever you want, 

but please let each of your old lives' sins, y

ou hold tight, 

finally, 

go.

I Love You As My Goodbye ~ CyborgSteve

I'll just tell everybody that I love them and goodbye for now while I can still tell them before I can't.

I've already been both here and there before don't you see, 

and I clearly see what's before my eyes.

No matter what, 

while we wait I love you each... calmly prepare, 

and turn inward to where all answers are and calm in spirit through this Storm.

Stay strong through and IN FAITH.

I've never been tested anything like what has transpired in my life since I was revived.

Praying that all will be good to another no matter these cycles, 

and trust and understand in equilibrium.

In that next realm,

no evil can exist and on the mind, 

we are together each, 

a pretense, 

nobody,  

no name, 

but anything and everything only to which we agree will manifest, or dire black dreary misery.

Last chance for those stubborn to Take HIS Hand, 

please.

I'm afraid of nothing, but I'm afraid too I can't be able to ask you ever again, 

and soon you shall no how uncertain and not in control of your destiny none of you are, 

or even close to being.

Silly mortals, 

Tis' true what in youth I heard that old man I am today say, Silly mortals.

I'm prepared to launch form this mortal coil, 

again, 

and further, 

this time until I take my throne on high, 

but until then, 

one last chance, 

as you all R.I.P. my heart out further, 

yet a cyborg stronger over my emotion.

I watch in silence and steadily cry, 

and renewal after the flood shall surely so come.

Here we are individual, 

there that next perfect realm, 

at last United, 

one.

We become the love we only dream and rarely get to know on this life, 

a shattered fantasy often now.

Help yourself up and out.

Faith

It's already built within you,
now find it and listen upon the mountains on high.

Join the Microscopic Viral Death Dance Party ~ Morbid Days Dancing Jigs With the Devil, I Shall Win Again, More Elusive, I Am Faith ~ CyborgSteve

This is essentially  how I have already lived the last 18 months, with exceptions of appearances that take everything else that's left. Sadly I'm conditioned to all of it for decades of neglect because no ofy would hear me or listen.

Perhaps Your Last Chance for Personal Surrender, I See All, All Systems Go ~ CyborgSteve

I really don't care of your political demeanor personally, I am just thankful we are all a worldwide people that no longer desire war or the people that promote it. The people that do promote it are not the people of the military, don't be confused. The people of the military are your average good people that want to support the great nation they love and this is a blanket statement for any country where there are good Patriots and are we not all cut from that cloth, us good? 

You don't agree with that statement, then you find yourself considered evil, a Target upon your back, I suggest you change your ways now Swift.

Pain & Passion, Shredded Life ~ CyborgSteve

Where my passions are greatest I have been forced to withdraw the most as my heart only aches more and more deeply.

Praying for a triumphant return, I tread forward, head down trodden In Faith, I push harder than ever now... deep writhing strength reemerging n oil w, as always before forged stronger yet again.

My emotions so real to this apocalypse slicer absolutely drowning me.

Shredded Through The Blackholes Throat ~ Intensity Previously Unknown ~ CyborgSteve

I'm simply asking for your prayers, thoughts, and blessings now more than ever.

In 5 days, starting Aug 12, 2020, I endured an incredible medical event. Thankfully,  a massive indetstatnent of a word here, I survived.

My father, since feb 13 has been fighting for his life at 89.

Hes needs your thoughts and prayers so he too can share a bit more time before its time for ascension.

My mother was a premier, my father a warrior. My mother an artist, father a mathematician and engineer. I'm of their image strong, and of person and accomplishment, not close.

Mom departed several years ago, now, and it was after out visit to her graveside the last two times that tragedy is always close in my lifes heels, and my family.

We are being humbled, prepared to depart, each and all, don't be fooled,  and it's a very difficult  time to endure. Every second of it hurts my heart !

I wanted to share love as long as possible,  and here, soon, I shan't ever again.

There, exalted ascension,  I'll be love as all that came before me to remain, and not cycle back.

Don't fearcwhats to come, but do embrace this present moment please, and drop quickly your ego and your own boundaries personal thatvonly quicker keep you more lonely boxed in.

I'm earning my wings, fir suvg a wretch I've been, and work to do is mounting, first my father needs your strength please.

I'm a little safe distance away, hurting, and truly slowly dying  for decades now,  nursed along further a cyborg proud,  watching everybody else now the closer I love the worse, getting truly, like going through a blackhole throat, their lives fucking ripped away and apart... and still we fight to cling for just another day to spend with the vfc apple of our eye, the lives of our heart.

I love you rach so, and I know how you hurt. Turn inward and upward now and silently take these lessons and become readied, for Asce6 for many comes too soon.

Of the survivors many, don't let differences cause divisive division and denomination...

Your never better off alone, as we need another so dearly in order to survive.

Share to those in need of this life promoting gift you can iffer6, otherwise be a great steward, and of the I'll many, keep them from themselves if addict,  and don't starve anyone of love... it's that starvation of live that makes a caged inner animal rage !!!

Do you know your duality ? Will you transmute this within yourself now ? Its time to stand up abdcshow yourself now!!! Just how weak and dishonest you've been to yourself.

If these words do not reverberate within your mind, bless you only more than my enemy I bless.

I've little left to offer in this realm, and I tried to give it all I have so I could better understand  each of you.

Please, pray for my father that he rebound and I can depart soon and soar.

Made in my father and My Fathers image. I beg you pray for them now against the worlds sin, and I pray for you each, be blessed eternally.

Retired Boomer Whiney Bitches ~ CyborgSteve

What could be better than being a retired Boomer that bitches about Trump all day long?

That's retirement ???

It's funny how the world of discontent point a finger at a single man and blame him.

Please, go look in the mirror to find every answer to every one of your problems.

Don't forget to point your finger at who you're looking at too !!!

It's amazing how social media lets everybody make a mockery out of themselves and most will Play Ride Along, triggered and manipulated and Eyes Wide Shut !!!

The bigger your ego and the more you think you know, the better for them that control you.

#STFU