Love Letter ~ Fantasy Shorts ~ MobiusTripz ∆ 2017

I think it's so sad,
if you think about all the things we could have had,
and we look back at all those things we failed to do,
and worst of all I did all of this nothing with you.

When we were youngsters we knew we were meant to be together,

there was indeed no storm we could not weather,

and we agreed we would be together until the bitter end,

we didn't need to be married to know we were meant to be together & I still love you my dear friend.

When we were teens we were running wild,

there was nothing that could keep us under control,

there was nothing you could teach us & there was certainly nothing we didn't know,

we were animals drawn to one another, full of so many chemicals that once before were unknown,

we were kids having kids & loving one another perfect just the way all of our Gods had planned.

It was a time before we all had our own opinions, and shredded everything apart with selfish decision, 

and we loved one another and sought goals without such division, 

it seemed we were always headed for that perfect destiny as promised, unlike like today nothing but collision.

We got older and life got real in time for one another did not see any longer exist,

My Queen no longer on her throne like her King besides her running mad trying to solve the problems that daily unfolded like they could not resist.

His it's not the future we made together even if not sure of all the facts at the time and what we were committed to and when I step back it's a beautiful life we've made I'd like to seal with a kiss.

It seems like without the coping mechanisms that was so many times that instead we would fight with one another and instead of love we chased one another with clasped tight ready fist.

I don't like to look back at the fax the way they were,

What to wear to each responsible and it's hard to get over the stigma and the hurt my life no longer straight with all these curves,

It seems a decade past now I almost can't look at most of it as it seems as though it was a blur,

And now I'm an adult with adult children and it's hard to believe that as much as I need to talk and need your shoulder you're gone and we seem to hate each other and can't even share one kind word.

And so I wonder what happened to you my love,

And I wonder what happened to myself you'll deer King,

And I don't want to point fingers because I'm not one to seek blame,

I want to heal and bring back together the only thing I know would ever feel such a void in our lives,

I don't care about anything except knowing that in the natural world that you were born and I was born and I know I'm your husband and you're my wife.

When we look at one another and deep into our eyes,

Think of the future that we could build if we could let go of that past and stop being so personal and you know it's not even that hard if we try,

It's a promise of Freedom when you let go and you don't put all your energy into those things that steal life from one another,

Pretty soon you see all of your new family surrounding you and it's hard to believe that once again first of all your life and that there is so much love that you can make in your life if you work hard and you share with each other.

Ultimately, we all seek security and desire the love that is in our Mind's Eye,

All of the above is fantasy but today there is one that fits this perfect perfect formula and she's in my site,

I am waiting patiently in trying to be the solid rokk I have been noon so easily in the past to have been and still be,

We all weather storms and still I stand in my darling I'm reaching out with my hand and did both of my hands because you my beautiful dear all my fantasy into my destiny,

And that does not mean that I own you or that I would treat you like an object,

I will adore you with all that I know and if anything you don't like we would both easily learn to be stronger together and reject,

I hope I'll future paths much together and somehow together we will find this place where we will be in his awkward as that might be think of all the beautiful things we have in common and we made together and that wants this was all just fancy, you and me.

And I'm trying to tell you that no matter what this the storm you know we made it and we weathered through it all and I want you back most importantly because I love you my dear and I want to learn to be an even better mine and love to adore you with the affections that should be showered upon you and hard I will look to fulfill not only my own dreams but help you on your path to your dreams and our together dreams most importantly and I promise you fast we will be in those places we think most impossible.

I build for you a castle to share and I hope you come soon and of course bring your brood, our brood, so that I can love and share what I have missed so long in my life.

Remember, no matter what, 

the sun is going up and down above you as always so as I do love you,

and when the moon is staring at us while going round and round and round, 

remember, I love you,

and when the stars are twinkling and flying soo  hugh above overhead,

remember, I love you,

and with each action I take, 

remember that I love you.

Love,
Romeo