Blackness I'm Coming Back from the Edge

I hope to be appreciated in this life,

But it's just unlikely to happen before my demise,

Are we all really just cows, really just cows, really just cows,?

We know what's coming,
yet we go through our routine each and every day as our eyes get bigger and bigger,
towards that ultimate demise.

I don't know why but right now I seen Blackness all around me,

I guess it's because a few times lately I've been right there at that edge,

I didn't want to be there but that's where medication left me,

And now I'm crawling back towards you my friends with everything I got all my everything I have because I want to continue with life I love this gift.

The Blackness will swallow and consume you, it will make you want to eat the end of the shotgun you know the business and I'm not talking about the in for pussies,

I'm talking about serious business and now finally I'm healing and not talking about terrible things but I'm talking about the positive things that a good Patriot and the contributing citizen should be focused upon and it's just amazing what chemicals can do to your body washed and a wash in chemicals.

My name is John and I am not a Baptist but I am John reclaim is no denomination because I do not believe in the divisiveness of any of that but I do believe in we need to be cleansed and in the holy spirit's name forever that is for you whatever religion you are I say in his name may you be cleansed and I say that you consume the fuel that is clean for your soul and pure and you have a snack if it gives you a lift but don't overindulge and your own religion never be a zealot nor harm another.

There is much Blackness all around as terror is the new Norm end of this I am ready and from my life already you motherfukers I have been forged

I always come back stronger than ever before and seen you're going to see me cut and hardcore and you're going to see gray on my head and on my face perhaps but you're going to think God damn this guy looks like he is ready to kick some ass.

I told you I'm going to be the best looking guy at 50 years old he have ever seen and now I am almost there but it took me getting to death's door and still not out of the woods I am crawling back I am crawling back.

Right at the most critical of times my best friend's return with help some of them thirty years and more I have not heard but somehow carries long these words and return with help they have returned with help and so time for grammar I have not it is upon you to carefully read these words

Encrypted, the babble of each day ever-changing, just naturally the way English works and remains alive and evolving language almost as if an organism.