I feel like I've gone to outer space and back. Mars will be cake !!! I'll be an astronaut too next!!! But first I'm headed down this path soon to heal and share so we can all find healing faster as opposed to later.
I always thought it would be great to be Lewis and Clark, and now I'm I. Early and virtually u charted territory, more are experiencing each and every day.
I wasn't personally near dead, I died.
I think the name is a mis-nomer, but I'm happy to complain ;) ...laughter heals... enjoy the glorious ride. Be good nd kind to another. Why complicate it??? What there was there is nothing that came from here except the you within.
Well,... I'm alive and I am full of Hope and Vigor today that I've not known for so long I can't even tell you... maybe two decades.
Blessed beyond words, truly.
Miraculous adventure still underway... I feel like I've always loved all my friends and family and now never more than ever.
I never felt more blessed then to know for a fact how blessed I truly have been. I've met some of my very own angels... I need to meet all of the rest of the real life ones because that's part of healing and I'll probably mumbled involve my eyes out like a little child and completely lose my composure, yet once again... dot-dot-dot ... this cycle.
I'm listening to Blue October right now and it's into the oceans. It's perfect for right now, thank you YouTube premium, and it's unbelievable the spark of memory that goes off when I think about this so very beautiful book called Tuesdays with Morrie.
God above I don't want this journey to ever end.
I don't want to know any more missing in any more hurt in any more pain like I have and that long last I know finally that soon we will all be together and just in a completely different way and they're truly will be a perfect and beautiful peace...
Faith says that you must have belief without any further proof than just that which exists within yourself that you believe in. You don't have to believe me. Believe in yourself. You already know what the god of your own understanding is and that's the only God there is for everybody.
We must get over this ridiculousness in religion, where everybody wants to hurt one another because of division lines. All principled regions are perfectly beautiful, it is people that are flawed. We are also flawed together as cultures and Society in interwoven beautiful people that live amongst another and we must start solving our problems well past our innate differences and our petty self-imposed systemic limitations that are placed upon us by those in greater power that choose to abuse so many that she used to do the next right thing, which is truly the majority.
Some people call that preaching but I call that my experience, my witness, my testimony. To preach would be to utter and spew to you something I know nothing about through any of those three means above for any other way. We have many of those spitting spewing filth all around us, you make all those that spread the ill will what you will but we need not listen or pay them attention anymore and we should shun those that act in this way, until they turn in an about-face in come together with us in the proper direction.
I am so absolutely imperfect and perfectly human just like each and every single one of you, none of ask you any more degree or less than the other, Julie. We are each flawed in significant ways oh, and there is truly salvation for all.
Does that mean the future is already determined and that today doesn't matter and that we should just throw caution to the wind and trees all around us terribly and do what every once in total Anarchy? No, because that is not what we as spirited vessels have found works best on this plane of existence where we currently reside while soaring through space-time spinning around on an orbiting Earth through the Galaxy that spins counter-clockwise through space Haim within the greater context of the massive and ever-expanding universe.
What a long strange trip it's been. !!! Gosh, I never thought that would be an understatement.
Exercise free will always with respect towards all life that surrounds you and be a good steward.
I'm so thankful I get to hang out for a little while longer. Part 2 should be as fascinating as part 1 oh, probably even better more than likely oh, that's just the way it always seems to go.
As usual, I am ready for launch. Bring It On !!!
This craft is designed so much better than we give it credit for. We've inhabited them so long, piloting the flesh, that we sick of it as self. It's the conscience that travels on light beams perhaps into the flesh made human on earth oh, and it is the light beams that we are which we will return again empty there's heavens.
It's incredibly beautiful there and what I can tell you mostly is it is like being an electron going through the conductor gold and that everything glows with a beautiful Aura of brilliant colors and that it feels perfectly comfortable, not too hot nor not too cold, and within emotionally there is a perfect peace as though we have never known and we'll never know on our Earthly inhabitants, and amazingly all you have ever known of others are with you there and you are aware of each other's presence and you share knowledge and language is simply thought. You are your conscience in flight. I felt like I was the same exactly but now after the metamorphosis, I had departed in my simplest and most energetic basic self, across space towards the black hole on light beams. I truly feel like I went to outer space and back and that was not just during my medical procedure. It started in death.
In death there was Blackness and my voice. I only thought of the one I love and how do I return end of my beloved dogs. In that instant I was back, as I remember oh, and so very much more it's hard to believe !!!
So far I've confirmed quite a few things but I'm not going into great detail with my doctors or medical professionals or attending staff yet, Perhaps I will but this is a process like healing and so it is wisest to take time and learn those baby steps all over again and make sure the tool boxes full of tools such as coping mechanisms so that I can get through to that other side stronger and better than I have ever been, as a human.
I almost feel as though a reincarnated soul that went back to the same body. I got the experience in the wisdom of the entire whole experience from birth to a fantastic incredible life all the way through death until it's completion. Then this miraculous medical staff brought me back, somehow. And here I am again, but different end in a different vessel but all still the same model. It was like a recall and then you have to fix it. Sometimes we don't know how to fix the recall because we don't even know it exists yet. That's what I always felt like beforehand and I tried to tell my doctors for years something was terribly wrong and so we pinpointed some things but takotsubo syndrome isn't intermittent problem and it's probably quite a bit more involved there and now I intend on throwing time and energy towards finding Solutions. Somehow I forgot to do it on my own I'm going to solve some of these things so that others don't have to suffer as I did.
Suffering is most certainly temporary and we should all have a great great faith in that knowledge, but it does not mean that we should tolerate it anywhere around us.
They're really truly is nothing more cruel than letting another suffer.
It is okay to let the terminally ill depart we just need to hold their hand and let them know that they are loved and give it to him the most enjoyable departure possible within socially acceptable norms and those socially acceptable Norms should always be more flexible and more accommodating as the passage of time goes by and we learn what is best, and we shall not discount personal testimony anymore. It is not a science certainly but it is discounted to Nary a single percent of what so many medical professionals wants to consider as a factor of the greater picture, composed of multiple factors were often we only seek one. We are a very very closed-minded, fearful, selfish race. We are so stupid that we attack one another and it is pitiful. It is all based in fear and we are all full of it because we are primally wired that way, but we can overcome these deficiencies. We will indeed overcome these deficiencies, or certainly this species will without a doubt parish for sooner then the programming would otherwise allow.
Sounds terrible to think that you are programmed but what do you think DNA is?
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