After revival, breathing and other involuntary functions were broken systems I had to monitor and sleep was never much without a nervous tension that tried to cut me down, as I always deeper within my spiritual go home of faith say, this too will pass and dissipate and looking back I will apply these great many and grand lessons I now so see with clarity.
I often woke to gasp for air, but I knew on confidence and faith I already made it today and I'm getting closer to answers and healing...right?
Fortunately, I was right. Beautiful answers and a lot of subsequent healing.
I'm still a stubborn broken mess that functions far beyond what should be possible, so I'm led to believe as I laugh and then always just say so yeah... You just truly cannot imagine the pain!
What can discipline and the mind overcome?
I also have some numbing injuries that could leave me paralyzed quite easily but I was already 13+ years past suggested cervical fusion...so yeah, no.
I'm wondering what's next and are my doctors as brave as I am...or my body seems to resiliently be?
Dang, I never took an ass beating like that one a year ago!
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