I'm not trying to complain but...
About mid-october I had a wisdom tooth extraction that left a perforation and it feels like about half of my jaw was ripped off near that tooth.
This is taking so much out of me I can't even explain.
...of the health debunked whole of August 2018, I feel like this has been far tougher but I'm getting on the better side of it at long last.
I'm most often exhausted. I do what I can for a little while and then it's back to sleep.
I need to exercise the heart but I'm not ready yet. My body needs it in my heart needs it but my energy level from fighting this tooth infection and everything else that has just been an unbelievable toll.
I'm so thankful for the beautiful rut of winter hibernation and I am like a bear and it bothers me not a bit oh, so much so that I quite enjoy living in these cold brisk mountains where we can hide away for a few months and collect ourselves in our thoughts. In all reality, I couldn't be in a better place.
I'm healing well and it's just taking time... and I'm trying to get to know the new me also.
The most important lesson of everything I've ever been through in life is that you just shouldn't count on people because they will dependably let you down.
Without expectations how can one be let down?
Especially don't expect the most from those that should be able to provide it cuz they will crush you in the biggest way, and often happily.
People are mostly despicable more in the more it seems today, but perhaps my perspective is skewed, only because of each of you, each of you.
Give people the opportunity to f*** you and see what happens.
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