Not Lost ~ Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Are you really curious what the killer feels like?

You don't remember ever once killing???

An ant, a spider, your first fish to eat.

A plant for nutrition.

To live is to kill.

The greater of evil ends,

The greater of goods continues.

Where now do you stand?

I spent my whole life looking for God, and never realized he was always within.

Together, All At Long Last, Friends A Journey Across Space-Time ~ I Am Program ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Mobius∆Tripz

It was just Super Bowl # 3862. That was incredible to watch from Mars. Now I'm going to watch the Super Bowl from 2019. And I'm also looking at the Netflix information from that same year pretty interesting should look back study where the human race was before Mars.

I've been a sideboard for a very long time now and it's been quite a journey but I'm going to rewind back to 2019 and tell you a little story...it's just something like this off the top of my head but it goes with all of the other stories from the series,"I Am Program".

These different pages are digital and they have been found on what we're called servers and they are not all contiguous but there is enough to paint the picture of what it was like before communication all fell apart.That's a story for another day but here's something from 2019, long ago.

this was insane because I had had a terrible heart attack and CPR and I had to have it pacemaker and defibrillator put in and then I designed this new unit for my neck so we could not fuse the vertebrae but replaced them with this nano graphene that I had designed and a jig for my neck to be able to implant the units. After rehabilitation and training for six months, I was to go and colonize Mars.

What had looked like a nightmare and death gave me incredible abilities in science and medicine allowed me to survive longer until I was able to be fully repaired along with stem cell therapy so that I could fulfill my dreams of being an astronaut because I fought so hard for my life so that I could somehow find that reality one day.

This one seems like a rather comical entry from way back when, and then rather serious as what I had experienced was traumatic. I had always written about this stuff ahead of all of this anyway but it really fit in with my life. I already knew ahead of time what was going to happen. I always have. I am a seer. I have healing powers. I do not know how to explain these things but they are truth.

Well you'll find that out and Other stories and hopefully we even find more of these pages so we can put them together. Here's the diary entry and I hope you enjoy it... 2019 was such a long time ago !

Diary entry

Lots of people lost time and money tonight watching the Superbowl I watched a documentary about healing. check out Healing on Netflix, unbelievable and as far as I'm concerned and with my experience not discounting any of it whatsoever, this is got some great information. It's a big portion of a huge pie but it's not the whole pie. Check it out you will never regret the time spent. an open mind says believe in anything that you can't prove otherwise, no matter how slim or ridiculous the statistical likelihood, know that that sliver of Hope lies in that smallest and narrowest window of opportunity oh, that's where life exists oh, that's where there is salvation oh, it seems like that's the place where we find Hope right before it's too late, or when it's too late. Please don't let it be too late. there is a real art form in healing and it is something that must be mastered by our culture and embrace and we should really truly study the beautiful way of the Chinese which has lasted for thousands of years and combine it with our incredible scientific medicine and balance that alongside spirituality so that it would be like you had a scale but it was suspended from above and had three different cups of which we wanted to keep in balance. If you don't have faith, you have nothing. If you don't have hope given to you by another, you can't develop faith. Don't turn your back on those that need you when they need you the most. Don't be selfish and not help another because it hurts you inside. The only salvation is valuing life.

I had an old Minister friend and he needs to say if nobody told you they loved you today, well I do, and there ain't a damn thing you can do about it. He was a gruff old grumpy guy with a ZZ Top big long Gray beard and a cane and heart disease but a heart of gold and I love that man. Love and miss you Michael Purdy. You lessons never fell on deaf ears.

If nobody told you they love you today, I do, and just start there and realize other people do too. When we are ill... we turn inward and into darkness and we blame others without fault and we each often lash out with tongues of wickedness... I know I sure have been a son of a b**** through this fight off & on all over these years. I'm feisty like that and sometimes I'm just an a****** too.

I think a good part of that departed and I feel renewed. I feel re-incarnated but allowed to come back with full memory and into kind of the same body but healed significantly.

I never live without the professional medical help I had and there's no way I live without the five grueling years leading into this oh, that seem to forge me tough even through incredible pain I just can't stop cuz I feel like such a wimp in the shadow of my father.

I hope my father, yes my real life father here on Earth, and that one above, but especially the one here who is 89 years old, I live because he is strong and a beautiful example of a man and has always been giving and caring and also a sentinel. A fair man like no other I've seen before. A humble man. A good man.

In death I thought of only that one that I love and my pups in in an instant I was back, but the will is from my mother and father through faith and perfect synchronicity to be surrounded by all of the right first responders in medical professionals and the will that God grants me to return to this gift of life.

Now I'm going to be 51 going on 22. I always joked around with people instead I was retired when I was young and said I will have plenty of time to work an entire career and retire when I am old. I am old now, and it's time to get to work. I think I might have actually played my card rights for once in my f****** life. However, only a fool would think they were their own cards to start with. There is without a doubt destiny and there is without a doubt around after life. it's all up to you and what I can tell you is that if you keep it simple just do the next right thing. The next right thing never involves anything negative to afflict upon another. there might be an alternative that has to be drawn upon, but that's the last resort and that would not be the next right thing, but still a choice with consequences because that's the Earthly realm... For now. you will see in the next place these things will matter not believe it or not but what will matter is how you went through each of the scenarios, each soul has recorded. At the Great Council in the Sky, WE are akin to a celestial quantum computer taking a quantum survey of the entire universe. Mapping everything. From the beginning to the end. The Alpha the Omega. More will be understood when more unfolds. That room is nothing like this room. Words in English or any other language be it all the way back to the anunnaki or the Greeks or the Romans or the Italians or the modern-day Spaniards, would convey the same thing and that is there is no equal in those languages for what is the next realm. If you can imagine electric light auras and perhaps being an electron inside of gold oh, that's about as close as you could even imagine and that's not even close to glorious enough. You will be omnipotent and you will have omnipresence and know all and will have experienced everything from the beginning until the end. It is like we are in a simulated model universe projected through holographic theory would be the closest way to describe it on the Earthly existence. all knowledge you will gain and all pain you will have left behind but not without its memory embedded permanently indelible and always instantly accessible, again everything from the beginning to the end. Every single point of view possible. In that next realm each we all spirits connected in thought and what is all around us manifest instantly through thoughts. Much as before Babel. Nothing like us before Babel. Much like Babel in theory, nothing like it because it's not of the Earthly realm, only in theology. Know your denominations only add to divide and not empower the body of the church, the congregation. No you're different religions also only divide. If Jesus was born a Jew, and then was the recognized savior of Christianity, and promised his return, what would he have you be then? Love. Anything past love is division. Anything without love is certainly death. Believe in One. Believe in the one as above, believe in the one so below. One is ultimately all of our master, and indeed he has not a face nor is my reference, "ONE", His name. One is precisely as we each know within, as abstract as the wind, the omnipresent always dependable friend, One together from Alpha to Omega, beginning to the end, One in "eternal peace" forever, in the sweetest, perfect, fulfilling, eternal life now granted, we depart the human real now, end. Heaven. Together All, At Long Last, Friends.

Healing ~ Resurrection ~ Hope, Faith, Beleif, Healing

If you ever feel deeply alone and you're ready to heal, and the truth is that you are alone, never forget that there are wonderful support groups on Facebook.

You can exponentially increase the learning curve to your own disease or illness.

Learning about your disease or illness is accepting it and overcoming it and healing from it and becoming a better person through and beyond it.

Due diligence only build face and living a life have example leaving the previous not as good issue of yourself behind is not a bad place to start when we are healing, should be kind to yourself and be appreciative of all that is around you.

I have been ill a very long time and fighting. sometimes I have fought against some of you in my anger and I have a bitter tongue when I'm angry and I act out when I hurt, and then that and I beg your forgiveness and whatever is reasonable to make amends in those regards to anyone I've ever hurt.

I never thought I would feel hope and excitement again or that I would ever know courage that now I feel filled with. I'm certainly not fearful of failing, I have become an expert there.

Netflix has a great documentary on right now and it's very much well worth watching and the title is Heal.

It doesn't have all the answers, but one thing that it underlines is your personal belief in the faith that you're going to indeed heal, no matter what.

Now of course one day we won't, but when that is the right time to take that next leap into the next realm or dimension, it is a peaceful and beautiful place indeed. I can't tell you precisely why, but I can tell you you must only go there when it is the time that is called for you which is a time you did not call for yourself and definitely not another.

Face combined with belief combined with science is more powerful than any prescription known yet, and ultimately it might take a combination of everything available to treat and more importantly than even all of that is the wheel within 2 want to remain, and then even so there is never a guarantee.

Palondromatic Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Is there palondromatic poetry ?

Now that I am healed, return to healer, the will I become. Become I will the healer, to return, healed, am I, that now.

Voice of Reason

The voice of reason is neither Democrat nor Republican, nor of a denomination or certain religion... The voice of reason is in each of us. Let's share that reason together. we should really be the most beautiful in her woven cultures of the world that the world has ever known oh, and we understand that of the past civilizations fill over fear and competition and the lack of ability to work together and change. Not being able to accept that the reality staring you in the face is never a good start. Praying we get back to basics and take care of one another locally and then out from there all across the world and become the most incredible civilization that will forge forward together that's the world will ever know. what an incredible journey we are on the cusp of right now this moment. This is truly an incredible time to be alive, but hasn't each soul from the past said that precise same thing through their own lifetime. Make your days count.

Deaths & Psychedelics ~ Part 1

Death is by far the most powerful of psychedelics !

Don't be confused. Understand science.

It sets off a cascading chemical chain reaction that is very hard to report in plain English because it transports you across space-time and into a completely different realm as perceived. This is precisely what psychedelics do such as DMT, LSD, ketamine has some strong properties their and as they are each equally dangerous they are each equally powerful and therapeutic when used properly.

Medication is no perfect science that is for certain, but when we start seeking answers, we should let our fears aside and leave no stone unturned and so, I just share but I know as experience through the life that I've lived.

We were all young, where we not at once? Be wise quickly and please age to a wise and older age and only remain around those that lift your spirit and never drag you down.

The medical and scientific journey for me it has been one of studying all my life because I just can't help it, and one of terrible physical health and a plethora of medical experiences that I would never wish on a single person. Not even my worst enemy which I don't think I have anymore although some may hate me I don't feel that I came back the same man that I was.

Don't be confused, it's still me... but you know I'm better.

The fear in the anxiety of Life have Departed. The hope and the courage and the face are all stronger than ever. I knew I would stand again in desk, and I knew I would walk again and somehow those things came to be light. I can't much explain that accept wow I bet it took maybe 50 or 60 people and who knows that could be an understatement. It was like a factory of life with the perfect scientific protocol and I don't even know how I know all of that, but I do.

I certainly had omnipresence then.

so there's this cascading chemical effect for certain, but there is a known and documented phenomenon that transpires for some that go into this room where they absolutely have a consciousness about everything that is happening and some folks even see themselves. I think I did see myself dead, but I didn't want to dwell on it too much there because I was busy and deep thought and traveling very very fast like being in a vacuum tube where you have a movie that surrounds you 360 degrees and you get to see everything that ever happened from the beginning until now. you somehow in that realm know everything and you experience everything because you saw it with your own eyes and you are of all knowledge. In that place we are all there that have passed from the other place which could be places, and we don't speak we just know each other's thoughts and we trust communicate and share all knowledge. It was very humbling, much more humbling than waking up naked in the hospital bedroom which as a human being is so f****** embarrassing it's hard to explain until you remember where you were and then you just laugh and see how beautiful everything is because you know that you really truly went naked to the throne of God and that you will remain that way and that next realm forever a part of everything, just as you are now.

Here we are the observer, there we are the Creator.

This isn't biblical text it's just an experience.

For my procedure I was administered fentanyl, ketamine, and I think prophenol. you've heard of every single one of these drugs and they all been associated with death, but did you know that when they are used in microscopic or minuscule amounts or maybe larger amounts but properly and controlled in the correct environment they are life-saving and life-giving?

Would you open your mind to that if you didn't believe it before?

would you open your mind up to that fact if I told you that it is my experience that I testify to and that medical doctors would back it all up?

Would you open your mind to the fact that there's science that will backup much of this and you can study it for yourself through your own due diligence naturally.

So what of pscylcybon, and ketamine, in fentanyl?

don't be ridiculous, I'm not talking about illicit drugs, although we know they exist in quantity as illicit too, that is very specifically not the topic here.

I'm abruptly articulate at times because I want there to be laser sharp focus when it is needed at critical times, and that critical time is upon us as our largest retirement generation in recorded history heads into retirement and we must properly deal with this huge huge task that we are on the cusp of while at the same time we start repairing our own countries across this world and we lift the world into a far better Harmony then the disrepair and the ignorance in the hate and the lack of stability we all have become more recently.

It's no wonder my heart hurts all the time.

I like to take walks and go look at nature, but my heart of hearts and my soul is intent on making the world a better place like so many have done for me all of my pathetic existence.

Many are about to embark on an adventure that I just went on and returned from. It's not pleasant. It's peaceful on the other side, I promise, and it is indescribably beautiful, because again it is of nothing of this Earthly existence we share into know together only.

it is best to be right with others and we should all help another and stop watching so many suffer nearby as we hoard. It's against our animal nature, but when you experience death in the ego is smashed, you clearly understand what is correct proper and moral and that is how I was brought up in to do anything less would make me responsible. now it's time to find a career and step up and responsibilities so I have even more to offer. Now I will climb the tallest mountain ever. I will always continue to climb that mountain even when there are setbacks. It is the mountains where I am at home.

I really live in the mountains and I have no idea what drew me here except a voice in my head and you know what when I moved into my house the hospital wasn't a mile and a half or two miles away, it is now and I have been critical of it and them that work there and they saved my life anyway.

I've heard people in my community be extremely critical of this hospital and its staff and it is because through death we are full of hate and we are hurt just as we that suffer through any sickness.

we hurt deeply as a community for a multitude of reasons, but we are healing and we are rising as a community today here in Cumberland Maryland.

I pray that every place in the world just starts focusing upon themselves and each other locally and that we may all just at the philosophy of caring and sharing for another as we embark further down the scientific and technological journeys of this Earthly realm and continue to work hard at being better stewards to the Earth and better friends to each and every single soul, and most importantly those suffering the most.

we fail miserably here because we let those that suffer the most continue to suffer in the pure loneliness and blackness without an outstretched hand.

Realize you are a God today !!!

each and every one of us has the ability to make this world directly around us that we interact with a better place.

I studied law enforcement in college. that was the direction I wanted to go in my life so I could help to change the world and make it a better place. That's always the answer that the professor's seemed to laugh at because they knew it wasn't a reality, but it should be. Between that and my deep desire for alcohol I knew that that was not a line of work for me, plus I had suffered much trauma and I don't need to go snapping out on anybody and making the world a shittier place.

this isn't about me, but Lord knows I suffered a good bit so far, and you know what I'm willing to suffer a good bit more if I need to. I have plans and I have goals and I have desires and as long as I draw breath I will continue 2 work towards those dreams, and as my energy increases, finally what will be mine will be coming to me.

there's much deeper meaning of that last line above and I'll just leave it a little bit cryptic but it's not as narcissistic and selfish as it sounds, indeed it's not one single bit. It's precisely that each and every one of you deserve to know fulfilled  dreams.

There are many gods, and may you find one now and be in good hands on your journey. Keep the mind open and always learning. Forgive the self and forgive others both immediately, but of course there are reasonable amends to always make. We are human, and we ere. Be good to another and don't over-complicate everything.

It's okay to ask for help, and when we all pray universe rings with such a beautiful Harmony and Melody. Praying is the music of the heavens, and God loves to hear it so sweet in his conscience's ear.

It's so very hard to describe what isn't, but what is at the same time also everything.

Forgive me.

Death & Resurrection vs. Death & Blackness, A Nation of Heavens People Dying

HiAlone and in loneliness one dies, opposed to... together a community first heals, and secondarily it remains healthy afterwards.

Why are so many so scared to help others?

Why are so many paralyzed in fear?

The examples amoungst us are few.

The failure is vast and all encompassing. Don't you know how it feels? It's like watching Death creeping closer and closer to yourself!!!

Why do we all collectively accept this ???

Your actions build others Faith !

Resore humanity now, this instant...and Satan, don't make me slap you down again. Get in line for once alongside the rest of us to learn to be a friend.

I've not uttered your name or thought for millennia x 1000 exponentially, and this last time I say it, oh, you will hear me never again if if your will of selfishness still is to remain thereafter. Then I will take back the Earthly Kingdom and smash you?

What say you Satan upon your so offered now Salvation?

Are we not a human satan each to another in the worst of times?

Lift another and build Faith a house strong and holy for others, your actions forward now!

Seconds pass costing valuable life all around as we choose to rest on our laurels. ACTION !!!

Faith be your Stepping Stone to the Heavens, and Action your Path and Plan of the Earthly Kingdom in which we ascend from upon our ultimate humbling.

It's a beautiful journey we should fear no more, both the ascent oh, and what we share here in the Earthly realm that we are taking back.