Let Love In ~ Poetic Inspiration ~ Mobius∆Tripz

Your craft can certainly endure well, but why tempt fate? Start looking back and learning now, before it's too late. Awaken to watching now your wake, lessons projected for all, you lost when eventually, consistently, as always you lose, when tempting fate. Until fate I see you again, I'm still who I am, your elusive forever escaping cycling friend. I am He that always escapes, mission defined well beforehand hyperspace disappearance in death, returning over and over reappearing again and again. I come back always cycling to help man. Some may think this alien.  It's who me and my brothers and sisters are, it's who I Am and I've always been. Friend

It's doesn't mean I don't bite and it doesn't mean this is all pretend.

You know not, most of you, what I have seen and where I have been!

Trust me now at last, and start by putting yourself to the help of another's helping hand, and if you cannot reach up than outward and down, it's time to now immediately stop hurting another, and lift with love you fellow child, woman, and in this order pay attention to, akways last,  man.

Let us now not wander anymore in this spiritual desert tribes divided and dying, but rather united, thriving, promoting only life a simple concept to support, and to recognize on this your God is not a name or reason to sin ;(

Let love in.

Theory of Scott Weiland's Life Struggle With Addiction

I think Scotts's addiction is all based around  first pain. Physical pain in particular, as I watched his curvature in his spine change over his short life, very drastically !!!

Look at his spine in videos over time

My guess what s self medicating because of severe pain !

I know these things too well myself. I see me possibly,band I understand how we lost him and we didn't have to. We can save others so our loved ones of yesteryear did not depart in vane or vain or vein.

... and I don't think he was just emulating Iggy Pop, but actually as a brilliant artist and man, working through,bwith, and beyond a disability otherwise that was stealing g his youth in more ways than one.

I think it could be true for him because it's true for me except I don't have that curvature in my spine as he did and I don't know his diagnosis yet but I'm going to start studying that today as I put forth this theory.

Check out the Velvet revolver song "Dirty Little Thing"...

look at the posture and then go back to the MTV series in watch plush even though he is sitting in a chair which would be something I might have done as I hurt my back the first time at 17 and it's never quit hurting since.

my spine is disintegrating and has a multitude of disease and I do my best to work through it and learn how to treat the body in the cleanest way as possible, and that is a challenge.

Did Scott succumb to this type of challenge because of poor alternatives and paralyzing law that does not allow for science to exploring new frontiers?

There will be those that say there were mental problems and emotional problems and I would say yeah I agree 100% as there would be with anybody that suffers from such terrible spinal conditions or degenerative bone diseases or of any type of condition or disease which is so excruciatingly painful.

now I'm going to explore what his injuries were and if they had been reported or known and either way I will publish here and I will be paying Keen attention to what is exposed furthermore afterwards because what is important about this article here is that we as a society failed Scott and I have been a part of this type of failure and what it means precisely is we have protocols and systems that are insufficient to treat patients mostly because there is poor protocol for the diagnosis and treatment of disease, which is something I also have suggested in a philosophy of medicine or a way to explore a patient's panoramic you of Health and best extrapolations about diagnosis and treatment will be congruent with their wishes and in their healths best interests.

Known Physical Injuries / Conditions / History / Disease, etc.:

Hand In Hand Our Destiny ~ I Am Program

You have built a building of 120 feet in height. Gravity is what it is. Your design of plumbing is state-of-the-art and consistent with no flaws. Where will most of your clogs take place?

I hope I articulated myself properly and I'm not trying to play a riddle or joke out but rather just think about this logically and rationally in an open forum like atmosphere with some others that like to explore with some brainstorming.

we are in namward today with Quantum Computing and yet we do not enough promote brainstorming, something that condom Computing will probably still never be able to do, until.... well there was computers and then super computers and now quantum computers so well it's just technology like normal on this awesome curve but only if we maintain.

so all that blah blah blah and of the above question if we maintained everything properly at cetera and we just looked at this question from the aspect of physics, I am wondering if there's going to be a problem in a certain place that I already suspect that other may not understand or have thought of before.

because now I'm going to overcomplicate the problem and say we have several of these buildings all at different elevations and that surrounding each particular one is a community of 100 single family homes to the 10 120 ft tall buildings.

in particular the focus I would like to have on the overall plumbing is actually it's exit and that means from the buildings and out through the infrastructure all the way to the sewer and even then after the treatment plants.

we use modern pumps but I often wonder how much they were all systems themselves are really understood from and mechanical idea with the forces of physics involved and I'm not questioning so much the engineering of each era as much as I am did we underestimate our overall growth and joined together too often subsystems that were already inferior and then exponentially multiply our complications?

when you live a mixed feeling and infrastructure in a city that is getting pummeled when you look at each job financially and piecemeal, we must find a solution and I'm wondering on a greater term if perhaps we should not start looking at solutions for the long-term that would treat communal water on smaller levels although for efficiency combining everything eventually is a must oh, there still might be a better and healthier more efficient way to go about this.

Bill Gates, for example, has spent millions if not hundreds of millions on basically waste disposal on the level of a green toilet philosophically speaking. What that means of course is that an individual that beholds this powerful tool would be able to manage their own waste in such a way that the end product would not be putrid or distasteful or really even maybe a waste product anymore but perhaps a byproduct that becomes valuable to those that garden and just a collection of chemica, , ls that would be processed in a better and more efficient way. Water might need to be managed this way to as there is always pollution just as a side effect of she came into existence upon the planet Earth and I think that we are alien because in a perfect system the life in the host would live in perfect symmetry but we know mankind refuses to do so.

In my book I am program, well it's not hard to sync like artificial intelligence and it's also very easy to understand why the greatest minds in the world are genuinely terrified within because they know that in the perfect logical and irrational thought thinker, human beings would not be allowed to continue to exist. it shows that on a psychological level each of these individuals accepts and understands the reality that we all live within and that is that we are not a very nice type of being.

Darwin wrote of the physical evolution, and I wonder myself will we mentally evolve another step now and overcome ourselves, our greatest obstacle ?

everything I have dreamed of I have seen in my life or worked towards it and that is included a hell of a lot of turmoil to but you can persevere and overcome with help and determination and faith and all of the things that you already know about. you can also use your energy and useless and futile ways of spreading negativity in multitudes I will not identify here and verbiage as I find it only insulting and something that doesn't promote life.

If you do not promote life I do not want anything to do with you until you are ready to make that change or I know that the type that I am in those like me will make you change. We will work hard to accelerate your wellness because we want you to see that this is such a better way to live and we do not need to feed the ego any longer that was just so evil and destroys us all.

this is absolutely ultimately the most incredible ego smasher and in reincarnation what next?

but why wait to go through all of these pains and not take the steps now and your life so that you can accept that you are on the path of eventually becoming an evolved being that today you get to make your choice sooner because now you all of a sudden hold the knowledge which a moment ago you didn't know, that which is the meaning of life the ultimate question.

I Am Program

P.S.

Larger than the Great pyramid of Giza and with a nanostructure lattice work of which Coral can we grow larger and larger uniformly in size and eventually leave a coral structure of multiple purpose and in a place of which one day we know water will be.nature will build for us we plan it to over the eons and what will evolve Force will prove to unite forever and eternity.

Peace is the ultimate destiny and all my eyes can never see, along with you standing along with me, hand in hand our destiny.

Alone or Lonely ???

Question:

Ever feel like you really have no one?
Alone is alone.

My Answer:

Do you have a pet ?

Are you lonely or alone ?

These two are very often confused... just curious. I often feel lonely, but never alone.

What is pulling me off center right now (I ask myself when/if I feel this way) ?

Faith is a most interesting aspect here very often.

You have a beautiful, sweet and sensitive, soul...it's easy to see in you.  My experienced guess is your probabbly easily hurt / upset and overly sensitive like me...which leaves me often alone because I'd rather just delete all drama by stating to myself most often... sadly that's become to easy too suffering from poor health.

As I'm getting healthier (personally, pacemaker/defibrillator in Aug 18 after massive heart attack, stroke CPR etc.) And I'm out a touch more each month, this overall feeling very similar to what you describe is departing.

In the past, I learned to often if not my initial feelings (never intuition) and address these things first if feeling anything at all peculiar.

H hungry
A angry
L lonely
T tired

Typically once one or more factors that need to be addressed are, the rest typically disappears honestly.

Quick healthy bite to nibble on. Pray / talk to nature, etc / remember your never alone and that your own personal higher power is always with you/ then I'd either take a nice short walk or take a nap.

We can't always as soon as possible, but on e we can, we should take care of ourselves.

Most folks in your boat are people pleasers that place themselves last too often out of life's necessity often.

Do something nice for you too...it's okay !

;) Hugs friend

Medical Marijuana Periodic Table & Medical Marijuana Color Spectrum / Marijuana Basics / Understanding the Medicinal Properties of Medical Marijuana Basics

Medical Marijuana Periodic Table (a.k.a. Swygert Marijuana Periodic Table)
&
Medical Marijuana Color Spectrum (a.k.a. Swygert Marijuana Color Spectrum)
&
Marijuana Basics
&
Understanding the Medicinal Properties

This will give you a very BASIC overview and primary foundational understanding of marijuana as a medicine, and also how to categorize it by it's appearance.

I call it the Medical Marijuana Color Spectrum

Keep in mind CBD oil is pitch black !

Essentially, if you have a bar color graph (or bar grap) imagine now that the lightest colors... whites and greens, etc. are on the right. On the left would be the extremes of black, the darkest browns and purples.

Often, if you break a bud apart and you will see multiple colors. You might see lighter whites with dots of purple and red or orange hairs perhaps. Pay attention to each of these facets as this is what's going to help you unlock this colorful spectrum.

If you were to just be observing a cured flower that was prepared and ready to smoke, upon breaking it apart and observing the facets mentioned above you will notice that overall this will fit somewhere from either the left side of the spectrum to where the darker colors are all the way to the right side where the lighter colors are.

99% of the time as your rule of thumb if you are on the right side of the spectrum you're smoking or utilizing marijuana that is higher in THC and of the Indica variety and if it is darker in color it is of the sativa variety and will be heavier in CBD and remember that you're going to be really looking at these comparatively on a ratio and so it's better to cross-reference this particular chart as your general rule of thumb against the other chart that I have not released yet and if I don't somebody else can because I am planting the idea here to make this exact science available to everyone and an easy study.

And another entry on my blog soon I will break down When you would rather have a sativa versus indica and what CBD does and what THC does and we will go over the finer points of what will be Medical Marijuana Periodic Table.

Essentially these will be things that are only quantifiable beyond basic identifi

Name / Strain
Type (Sativa /Indica)
Amount of THC
Amount of CBD
Ratio of another respectively ?.?%/?.?%
Parent strains, ancestery

We can have scientific ancestry of medical marijuana this way too

All Sativa will be color coded red and all Indica color coded blue. Green would be any hybrid(s).

The lightest colors in the spectrum on the right will mostly be indiciative of your "Indica" strains, and the other extreme the Sativa's on the left side of the bar color graph. In-between you have all the hybrids.

There are only these two types of marijuana plants, and what we want to understand is the aspect or ratio of THC to CBD respectively.

For Indica(s), my personal choice for many/most of my ailments, are heavily laden in THC, and less so in regards to CBD.

Sativa's essence is typically reverse to this.

Thinking of Indicas, they are the ones that are heavy in THC. Thinking of the Sativas, these are higher in the CBD content than THC... or opposite of the Indica(s).

A "hybrid" will be a breed of an Indica and Sativa often, although you could have a hybrid of two indica or a hybrid of two sativas as examples also, but referring back to hybrid that would be a breed of indica and sativa, you would have an overall ratio of THC to CBD which you would have to find desirable to your own personal tastes because ultimately that is precisely what gauge is what works best.

You may be treating a physical ailment that requires a certain ratio that you find works best. You may find that you focus best for a certain type of task with one type of marijuana versus another, but this is not to suggest that focus is better through the use of marijuana as opposed to not using it at all.

I can never stress strongly enough, moderation with respect.

THC is your psychoactive component and CBD is your non-psychoactive component. Both of these compounds and others found in the marijuana plant, act upon the cannabinoid system found within the human body.

THC is different for each user but it is something that you will immediately know has somehow seemingly almost altered your reality even though nothing around you changes.It's totally within you and your perception. When you are high, you know it. THC is therapeutic.

CBD has a powerfully calming effect upon the Central Nervous System and the body in general ! It's both calming and soothing.

There are many other cannabinoids in marijuana also, and many other chemicals as well, so it is important to understand that we are studying. These are the two most powerful aspects here, THC & CBD, but that does not include everything else through it's use and therefore, consumption.

The finest way to consume CBD or THC is in the absolutely purest form. Edibles and vaping are sensible if properly measured and respected.

There will be no pollutants in that way of consumption, and the body will have nothing to deal with as far as metabolizing pollutants, beyond its specific use within the cannabinoid system, an system you can read about and study through medical science.

Smoking marijuana is easy, but it is also detrimental to our overall health and is something that we need to try to shun more. It's an irritant & allergen. As society becomes more accepting of medical marijuana, so to will we pave the way to healthier ways of consumption. CAUTION: Edibles are wise but watch your dosage ! Give Time, Time !

One thing that is absolutely very critical to understand is that when you eat medical marijuana the liver metabolizes it completely different than if it were inhaled into the lungs, therefore these different chemical biproducts result in a completely different therapeutic and physical resulting metamorphosis that can be very important to understand and not be overlooked in medicinal use.

Of note,CBD will absolutely take away the cravings of marijuana which are purely psychological after long term use,and CBDwill help to crave the physical dependency as well.

With any drug,it is always wise to make smooth and gradual transitions so that the body is not charged in such a way that it sends shockwaves throughout our entire systems and this should be done under medical supervision or at least the knowledge of your doctor.
Again,as we move into a more progressive future where the average common knowledge rises to its highest levels and we evolve in the way we are able to practice medicine on the self with supervision, it will to be also understood that we will except medical marijuana in a short-term future coming soon and such a way that we might just be going to our grocery store to pick it up. When the shock and awe has worn off about this being legalized, and then we realize how commonsensical it is, it should be available to any adult.

For those that must hold on to law so that there will be some type of oversight then it would probably certainly be fine if it were made illegal to profit to grossly from the growth of marijuana, and it could become illegal to be conspiratorial and nature trying to control the pricing of any marketplace in the medical marijuana field, etc etc and we should follow through with more commonsensical and logical rational laws as such but remember where there is more law there's more government and where there's more government there is more cost in less efficiency, more bureaucracy and a greater cost to you the citizen in the end and this to the greatest detriment so really what MY CRY IS SIMPLY, LEGALIZATION NOT LEGISLATION.

I've made some tall orders herein, and as my health gains, I too will gain the upper hand on the promises I have made here, and elsewhere in my blog, and in life... as finally perhaps I will get to now enjoy the finer health God has granted me. That didn't mean it doesn't take due diligence. my own knowledge has come at great great cost and it must be shared so that others shall not suffer as I have, for what is a life not shared worth?

The main concept is to develop this as a tool so that others will be able to visualize the medicinal use of marijuana and how it breaks down from Indica to Sativa and this Periodic Table for Medical Marijuana will coincide with my graph, The Medical Marijuana Color Spectrum.

Essentially, there will be a protocol the breaks down the different facets as described and why they were chosen and based on this protocol a computer would order any strain based on its actual results or its median results depending on what criteria you would like to choose. You could use an electron microscope and be 100% right where you could meet use the median literature and probably be within range well enough to at least understand precisely how this medicine works.

This would work well accommodating the ever growing lusts if strains from myriad hybrids that will continue to flourish beyond even mankind, as likely it existed long before.

Plant life may be the most sentient of all, adapting and persisting in it's environments dynamic. We have much to learn in it's consumption and shall hold sacred it's gift of health and perspective.

Be not a fool in consumption of anything whatsoever.

Concerning medical marijuana, e're looking at more than just medicine. We're looking at science. We're looking at aspects of science that are critical to understand and therefore it is also wise to have a well-rounded foundational knowledge of those things of which this Science is based upon. That is simply so that you will draw forth the better understanding of the material that you are aasimilating today.

I am doing my best to compress for you, make a zip file if you will, more than a decade's work so that you can learn in an instant what it took a decade to compile studying and researching diligently.

Healing through more than most can fathom.

The body is a miraculous machine !

Plants give it it's best opportunity to heal naturally and through it's own systems.

Sometimes it's almost like each one of us is a Mother ship without a captain, and that is something that must change.

The basics of nutrition truly need to be taught and understood both, far better, and we must push further this envelope of becoming better, and better, stewards to our beautiful Mother Earth.

Being a good steward doesn't contain politics !

Care for your elders, as your turn awaits.

As He Creeps Closer ~ I Am Program

The closer death creeps, the harder I work to evade him... he thinks. He thinks he has me often, but I've proven more elusive thus far than he. I've got him out-smatrted, as I Am already here and there too, omnipresent and a sentinel against his call. In time we each humbly depart, but not ever early upon this watch.

One Time At Quantico ~ Stories of A Truthful Variety ~ MobiusTripz

I swam across a lake once. Definitely stupid, as I'm no distance swimmer, much less a swimmer !!! Insane, yes please... but I was following a green beret right ??? I'd be fine...I can hang ...my Daddy... blub blub blub

Ok...I made it but damn...half way is the worst time to think you cannot make it and so you want to turn around. It's confusing and terrorizing. Glad I didn't drown in Breckenridge at Quantico Marine Corps Base !

Ok, I swam across a quarry.

On another time ...

I ate a black snake there with my friends, like my Dad did at ranger school. I killed it, gutted it, shinned it and had a nibble while my friends feasted.

In another ocassion there I was filled up in my 1984 Mazda b2000. I can tell you when because I got in troulble that day pretty good. I coyldnt remember lyrics all if a sudden and next thing I know red and blue lights are swerving behind me... No I'm swerving.

Before that though I had an adventure in the woods on the Marine Corps Base until some guys told me yo get lust before a tank flattens me or a humvee demosishes my tuna can b2000. Funniest drills I bet they ever had...you should have seen their faces !!
My first car, a 1968 Torino GT went four wheeling back there !!! Tough fucking car!!!! I beat it like a truck and still drive her  home.

The fun we had ... I miss that old red gt c striped 289 fastback. She was a 302 but got a 289 transplant. I've got a pacemaker defribrillator now. Go figure.

This life will contain none if those shenanigans this time. Re-Born hard and evolved.

I convinced the beer truck to stay an additional two hours after the Texas a & m reunion. It couldn't hurt,...right...but the tequila and the dominoes.... Oh boy !!!

Then the drive through the woods in the Mazda.

I eventually made it oyt of the area... eventually, after driving lost outside the base too. The oil light on too, all the way to Zed's bar on route one in Alexandria...floored !!! 2.0 was flying and wouldn't blow up !!!

I'm not scared of much of anything, especially when I'm drinking. That was a weird life before. This new one is like looking back at an really entertaining movie !!!