I joined planet fitness. If I do my 1 hour workout at home, I get to save my 1-hour commute back and forth to the gym. Membership, just knowing you have it is everything ! ;)
I do however stop by on Wednesday for pizza and just to say hi to everybody.
They think all I'm doing is eating pizza and rejuvenating I tell him it's the most amazing Pizza who needs to workout !!!
Just kidding, here's the point... I joined the gym 10 months ago but I have not walked in the door one time. I did this online and it's all about my mindset. In my mind I'm in the gym and I'm healthy enough to work out. I didn't tell my doctor yet and I didn't even ask for permission because well it's not quite time and I've got this until that next step.
I still have two dislocated vertebrae in my neck but somehow the tensile load on my spinal column seems to have lessened a billion times or perhaps through death and falling down the steps my pain threshold has been reset that's what it really feels like. I don't know what this reprieve is and I don't much care I'm just so thankful to not no pain as I had for 30 years.
Sick of being called or thought a liar is worse than anything. To be shunned or thought anything less than by others for no just cause inflicts the most damage upon an individual that anyone can imagine.
We have a vicious sick and disgusting society which I myself has been a part of and had my hands in and now would like to wash clean of, and each step forward in a new light and in a new way and with the new strength so that we will not let denominations divide and crush us any further and that instead all of our families shall thrive in prosperity.
I have been raped as a child. I have abused myself as an alcoholic and an addict. My first memory is a plane crash at an airshow look up Dick schram in 1969. My second memory is my father was shot in Vietnam and might not come home. You might switch the first two memories around as sometimes my memory is a mother f***** to access.
I can't believe each day I get to wake up enjoy this gift and that each day I'm getting younger now.
You do truly have to fight for life but that doesn't really mean fight what it means is work.
My thinking from a past life that is on the same life time continuum is this life since my rebirth last year is a story of a man who was not evolved to a man that could be evolved today but again it is time that holds the keys to these answers.
It is my works that will either prove my words truthful or lie. That is my works for myself proof and my works are not for the self but for all that is not the self and promotes life.
I'm sick of the arguing of every single type and to say that it hurts my heart would be an understatement. It f****** kills and we all need to get off the soapbox and grow up. Me most especially of all. But I realized that right upon rebirth and certainly upon departing.
I tell people I died and came back to life and they say will God had a plan for you, and I reply well he has a plan for you too don't discount him.
People look at me like I didn't know there was a God or that he existed and trust me I've known it for eons. What's interesting is that mankind around me seems to have forgotten. when you look that another that is ill and you judge them be careful what you're really pushing out of your life, because it is often the God to them you preach.
I've seen God's face more than once and I have known him longer than a million lifetimes and I don't need another to tell me anything about him, and most of what I do hear of him here on the earth is lies. Amidst the great lies there's also great and evident and obvious truth. Do you still not see it yet ?
A single man who takes credit for all is not a humble man but a man that takes no credit and gives it all to others is a man that will hold life for eternity, and I would like to be that man because I did nothing special except die on August 12th and then was reborn with a new life and A New perspective in a past to draw on that I did not get to start with in 1967.
the near-death experience part of it is extremely psychedelic and just in tirely too intense for most people to handle but you can go read about it somewhere like my blog or talked to another friend but it's best to just ask me. Just ask me anything you want because otherwise I will never be the person I want to be until I can find those answers to the logical reasonable rational questions that you'd like to ask about my health.I asked other people outrageous questions sometimes but it's because I've been walking or running or tripping or stumbling or falling down or whatever you want to say app on this path for a very long time and I know that there are those that have been here far before me and they always show me the way. We are always blessed and surrounded by angels and part of the psychedelic experience is meeting them and the psychedelic experience part of it is just a portal that is really an emulation of death meaning if you want to talk about certain molecules that are illicit but very popular today especially in silicon Valley because these portals offer answers in a God's eye view but are hard to bring back in entirety well it's just a whole different topic altogether but it is very real and it is a parallel universe and you coexist in it and when you travel to it in your mind you could be sitting in the exact spot you are as you read this and you might just all of a sudden realize that everything around you is as different as could be possible but it's as real as everything is to you right now except with an even greater certainty that this is the real and evident truth and you know immediately that we are all already won, connected, and that the great and beautiful things are surely just the head when we are ready to embrace life itself but let's get back to the reality that most of us know and can handle this cussing because as soon as you dive off this Cliff everybody thinks you're a f****** lunatic and the ones whose eyes spark up, well those are the ones that have had the same experience and so they already know.
now if you got lost because of what's above and you couldn't read anymore then I guess you weren't supposed to but if your eyes just saw the words that preceded this point in this verbal Continuum, then you will understand that you are here because you are on the journey of answers and for the meaning of life and there's only one meaning to life and that is to promote life on its continuum.
we most definitely cycle in and out of lives just as in our own life today we oscillate in and out of existence. Physics proves realities that we cannot perceive all the time at least with our own sensory data sets generated by our own sensory reception devices such as hearing and smell and touch etc
that's enough for part one hopefully I'll remember to label part 2 if not you'll find something that goes along with this next because when you are looking for the answers that are pure and when you need the teacher so will the teacher appear too.
Discount not or seek further you shall and judge not or further suffer until judge you shan't.
soon it will be time to do 20 push-ups which I make myself do at least every other day at a bare minimum and if I can do 50 or 60 and then I will do 50 or 60 and if I'm strong enough to do them every day I will but when the body is tired and says rest I rest and let my muscle rebuild and I feel myself perfectly well or as close to as possible as I push this craft and vessel even further an astronaut traveling through space time within.
I'm actually the astronaut I always wanted to be since I was a child and had my spacesuit. Since before this life I knew, and this astronaut I still am and as awesome as any craft is that man has ever designed, there's no Craft Like The vessel of the human body ! be well and good to others and journey will you Spirit within that vessel and treat that vessel perfect and treat those vessels around you perfect and to know that when you share instead of hoard you will only then no abundance and until you practice that you will know nothing but great suffering.
If you are suffering and you want to talk about suffering come find me. I'm always available and you will find me if you seek and I am always listening and you will know an answer when Ive have one to offer. Sometimes, no answer is the greatest answer also... So not think that in silence you are being completely ignored ever.
Learn to sit still in nature and patiently await the answers as you commune through life and be a good Steward wherever it is you find yourself this very moment and remember that it is only this present moment of which there is existence today directed from a past you participated in and a future you were going to own.
The tangibles do not last and it is only the traveling through the space-time Continuum itself that is permanent. What is worthwhile to take along with you upon this journey. What has stuck with you since birth ? What would you have liked to have had since then? What did you leave behind by choice? The flexible Living word changes with you and grows with you and knows you and always holds the answer flexible and dynamic too. the words change the answers change and the language itself oscillates and the math can prove it because it is the living language as life oscillates so you will find congruence in frequencies.
There are shortcuts but I don't want to call them shortcuts I just want to call them the rules of thumb that we have known which is a cliche to just mean a simple rule to keep in the front of your forethoughts.
As we walk further down this path of life and we continue to learn a new way to think and a new way to process we realize there are no shortcuts because shortcuts actually end up costing us because where we tried to save with less labor we steal from the quality of the final outcome. the living flexible word just as you experience gives you a continually growing amount of data sets to work with and therefore better statistics to draw forth from and that is indeed your inner sense of intuition which should really be a sense but since it cannot be measured in the Earthly realm we discounted completely but when it is realized that we live in multiple parallel universes that are right on top of the universe that we see and perceive this way, we will realize that that universe coexists immediately with us simulta
