Today I watch the survivors.
I went to Aldi in Frostburg and it looked to me that by the rate at which people looked a little lunatic, and the amount of things that we're going off the shelves, and comments I made pfishing well talking to other customers, I see that today we were the survivors of what's to come. I saw determined people that have plans and are definitely fierce folks that you do not want to mess with but at the same token the exact leaders you want thinking and planning ahead for everybody else because there's a determination here and it didn't look like crazed and greed but it definitely is a different breed and it knows not a color nor a face it's wholly & holy something within.
I grew up at least a weblo I think I became a boy scout, I'm quite unsure, however Always Be Prepared. Of my father's and brother's Walk of Life,... Duty, Honor, Country. West pointers in to my father a Mason, myself demolay. I'm a Christian born on Christmas Eve, I can't help but look at this individual facet, but a shaman also am I, and a mystic with a growing wealth of ancient gnosticism, knowledge with wisdom as far as the eye can see and further, illuminated...
Only Kings are anointed,
and anointed Am I.
Divisions of my youth I have prayed will never transpire seem to only come closer and closer towards at least is similar fruition, however these lessons here now happening exponentially fast in exponential times already, well it's a great thing I have this pacemaker and defibrillator... I just pray it's built in with a faraday cage too.
The greatest of all writers that watched the fall of an era definitely route from the perspective of the eyes of disbelief oh, but this is no surprise to I.
Being human, I came home and unloaded the groceries which kicked my butt as I have many steps to go up and down, and little do the gym I need. It's a discipline a practice as much as paying its bill because I never even appear in my face. Thank you planet Fitness, your contribution each month i make keeps me at perfectly at Bay...I'm just busy enough now building stamina but soon I will be visiting often, you. My rhythm and my stamina are a perfect flow currently only missing is social life with more authority.
The next news that struck my ears was that Kobe Bryant and his daughter and a coach and his daughter and some other individuals perished in a helicopter.
Here was a man in youth that was held accountable for a mistake and forgiving truly and dearly loved and held close to the heart which when he departed mini felt deeply and it hurts in the way I heard all the time and maybe others understand me a little bit more so when I watch this world slowly just like that everyday hurt me this way.
It takes all my energy and so I went to bed and woke up to the same message because if you tune in it just was everywhere oh, it is the way of the web and social media, no ???...but it is the way of human nature is it not? There's a crate MD beauty there and I know that Kobe who I never met is now with that great presence of which we all will be in time or he has already cycled back to start not a new but further towards Ascension oh, it's a destiny, another realm another dimension and the gnostics know it the ancient started and science and physics today prove it quite well.
you shall now be open-minded to the idea of residing outside of the physical Realm you call your body and understanding that you are just as woke and coherent in this next dimension for realm and indeed so enlightened as to understand immediately how everything works precisely that you will look back to your earthly existence into realize that you as yourself alone trapped within that in physicality are infinitesimally small.
I am a part of a much larger awareness and presence and knowing this and that is all that came before me and to me now. I am here and I. I am here and we. I am with and of The Spirit. I'm not unique. We are each receivers, or maybe not, farthest point is I'm not unique. Its not difficult to know who hears the voice of intuition, the essence of God communicating within.
I will tell you that women are the most beautiful of healers, and carefully tread before you trust a man.
Throuhg the healing process he must watch the heart carefully. I fell in love with my heeler who is also my muse and young enough to be my daughter and it's because she filled the void of everything that was empty within and so perfect to my inner eye, and the woman I have already seen of all of my eternity. Surely I must be mad, but this is how it's been. I know not what else to know. I know my friend understand me well and he might as well feel the same. Ann he has stood steadfast by me, him, and I appreciate they. Jesus had a brother named James. How can you go wrong upon that way???
Recently I met the beautiful mother Mary and feel like my mind is just been blown away. I'm starting to feel like the blessings of heaven are already shining bright all around me, and it's hard to believe that as difficult as it is and exponentially harder each day, the better it still gets along this way.
I'm seeing life and youth and rejuvenation and healing and vitality and that sparkle within the eye, I am seeing all those things that we all deeply desire and I am smoting all the blackness a red dragon's fury scorching as I fly, for I am your new king.
I will lend hands in healing and watch from a distance those which soon shall dominate. I am not the captain of your ship, that is free to self. I am the master of your ways.
I pray to only inspire and others deep deep faith that they will work hard to heal themselves and they know that through their own works and faith that their own ills shall be removed.
I can promise nothing, but you can watch me. I think most are too scared to get close or stay long. I wants to thought everybody should let one lead the way but there is not one for which two lead but rather instead be a cross-pollinating bee.
What are the works of one man and what are the worst of another man independent of another, and to let me ask you now of those two combined aren't we now is summation of work product greater than 3, if they are each healthy of mind body and spirit and proper efficiency?
I would rather teach and he'll so each these fruits will be known by birthrights their own of your hands, your dream to live I'm trying to help you find those paths.
I never mean to be a vampire along that way and there are many out there yes they do indeed exist, you can feel them when they get nearby because they suck all of your energy away and they do it so devilishly and sinister you can't resist.
That is not me and if that is what you feel please do go the other way and to know that must mean I am an ill and help me find my way.
...of intent, the road to hell was paved with good intentions, so think now what you will, but think, and think of me.
When next you see me look for that sparkle in my eye and know that I am alive and smile back at me. If you see not that sparkle oh, some humor and some wit of genuine authenticness can usually and most often revive.
I want you to watch the Netflix documentary about Aaron Hernandez. It is incredibly powerful and the deeper question is what else can you do in a civilized society with a person as such. I'm talking about after the societal failing and once we have lost the individual. We must work hard to prevent ever getting to that point or else everything else is failure. We cannot stand for systemic failure that only involves bloody clean up with a mop and chemicals.
The series is called killer inside the mind of Aaron Hernandez.
Sadly there is one intellect that we seem to be pitching against and it is one as this that will trick us but is only fully out for the self and it really matters not exactly how it gets there it's just most often of route similar to abuse and a broken home. That spirit multiplies in that arena. Notice spirit is NOT capitalized. God or source is the spirit. I will not entertain arguments about his name or gender or the looks of his face because in that next round he has a presence that trust me, you will know, and too will become part, and perhaps understand already now you are, truly cast out from Him and His energy and in His image oh, you are. Him/His not him/his, understand.
Tell me your punctuation and your grammar is worthless. I will see you immediately such a fool before my eyes.
Pay attention to what is happening around you if you want your animal body and soul to survive. Get prepared. Don't waste time with words. Do listen. Start watching nature and the animals. It is time.
I don't know how prepared I need to be if I want to survive here but I'm going to be prepared as though I would like to survive and if it's time to depart again and stay this time, I am not in fear of a single thing.
Today, I was just observing everybody else and that's why I was urged to go shopping while I could, and the panic in their eyes you, those that are not prepared, well you can see it and there are some that aren't even aware didn't have no clue what, yet and in their ignorance define internal Bliss perhaps and quicker towards Ascension perhaps upon their way.
Some people will still be seeking Eden, even the day before Revelations are made, and Armageddon begins.
It's been one hell of a day.
Stretch and yawn and smoke a huge Doobie...it's time to hit my knees and pray. My nerves calmer, I call home and share with my Father that surrounds me in all I do a Halo, the lessons upon the day, and how better tomorrow I will work on being as I continue this long process of healing, atonement I must continue to make.
I pray Aaron Rodgers soul forgiven by all to ascend, however I think she will continue to cycle quite a bit more, but we know of not if he lifted any others along that way, and even if it's the smallest amount of hope I asked you to hold on to that and I can't hurt you how much this is important, I implore.
It's really been one hell of the day.
In a second we can be in his nightmare.
Every nightmare elsewhere started because somebody else was disgusting to another.
We stop the nightmares when we just stop with retribution and getting back at others and deadspin things of that nature with hatred and gangs disintegrate when we have communities that share and spread the love and it is perfectly fine to do that and illegal lawful societal Manor and those things have been already evolved to incredible degrees, and are Dynamic and flexible and ready to grow further like our souls.
We are all in process.
The great accounting undeniable will come for each and all.
It's really been one hell of a day.
The coronavirus is just begun,
A two-week incubation time,
[02/02/2020],
and North exactly then I must go,
exactly two weeks from now.
