Is There A Heaven ??? ~ ∆ ~ Cyborg∆Steve

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Which was does that point ??? I'd the pyramid, amount multiple things, and arrow of direction towards Ascension? Most definitely, and a symbol meaning so very much more too, and in alignment with this primary sentiment.

To know Gnosticism, ancient knowledge and symbolism, is to know ALL.

Yes, there is most definitely a place called Heaven (and many other names), and it is the exalted realm of Ascension which next we will visit if we do not continue to cycle through evolving our spirit first, as that is the purpose to life itself. It's not of the physical Realm and it is a destination and what is interesting is that you are not of the physical there either nor are those that came before you but you will know that you are in another's presence and the only thing that will appear in that round will be all that you all agree to, and nothing more and nothing less, exactly. There is no more suffering and you know that immediately upon arrival and you also will know love as you have never known it as well. August 12th of 2018 I died and was revived and it was incredibly traumatic, however these parts of the experience are the most enlightening and are totally and truly an alignment with all of the principal teaching and all of the ancient esoteric knowledge... ALL. It would be wrought wise to read DMT, The Spirit molecule, as this book is powerful and it is based on the Tibetan Book of the Dead and it offers good guidance towards what we should be achieving as a society as opposed to the massive feelings we are experiencing today, through which we will most certainly suffer but also grow as pain is indeed the cornerstone to spiritual growth. I pray you will along your way to Ascension and that you may just be the best you in each and everything you do and I promise you that you will develop great faith and learned that this is true, and to trust your intuition and know that all here no matter the price will be very well worth it in the great end. Best of all, I do not fear death any longer, but rather embrace it. I absolutely do not look forward to physical death, and so I'm not trying to confuse anybody with that type of thought or the thought that I am not concerned or scared of the pain associated with that moment, but the exaltation and arrival into Ascension is by far instantly better than any experience in all of life because you know immediately again, that you are loved tremendously and that you are in the presence of all and everyone that came before you and ascended to stay.

On Our Way Down to Ascension ~ Cyborg∆Steve ~ Dying Slowly

I get emotional,

Thoughts of what's happening and happened to you,

not unlike what I survived, what I went through,

I'm watching both that I love the most ripped away from me,

I feel every fucking condemning second of it in my heart,

My rib cage tightens fast and tight muscularly,

almost cramping...

Nowhere to where I can run away...

It cannot be time for either of us to depart,

Life just barely began to start,

and and only because of each of you...

I was at my pinnacle the day you each started to get ripped the fuck viciously away...

Why ???

Chorus:

I've danced inside of the blackhole and back,

Please see only your positive future and know it's okay to jettison this body and ascend, beautiful souls my God you both have most certainly been, saintly instantly and always to me.

I can't breathe,

I think next I'll soon get my shock,

my own feelings and thoughts torturing me,

with lives of others, I love more than sweet life itself, 

dearly and of which the destiny I have no positive control,

I watch them dying suffering in slow-mo,

I'm useless too, and dying slow...

too, 

but faster and faster and faster still,

here we go,

Chorus:

I've danced inside of the blackhole and back,

Please see only your positive future and know it's okay to jettison this body and ascend, beautiful souls my God you both have most certainly been, saintly instantly and always to me.

All on the same fucking boat...

Going down, 

We decend,

On our way down to Ascension.

Chorus:

I've danced inside of the blackhole and back,

Please see only your positive future and know it's okay to jettison this body and ascend, beautiful souls my God you both have most certainly been, saintly instantly and always to me.

Forgive Somebody Today, What If We Each Did That ??? ~ Cyborg∆Steve, The Other John

I've tried my best to be a kind person and caring all my life but right now I feel a rage is about to start that may never be vanquished. I don't do emotional things well and lost is the worst of all. Those that have wronged me are going to be in my path in the wrong time and they will have to be held accountable then, as do I. I know the precise amends I need to make, however they cannot be made from ill health. if you need some excuses I'll shove all of my paperwork from the hospital in your face followed by a right and then a left hook and then an uppercut... for starters. 

I'm getting pissed is what I'm trying to say and I want everybody to stay the f*** away from me. I'm very angry right now at the world which is all of us which is situations which is myself which is when life is imploding and one is truly helpless I just kind of hate everything now and don't take it personal I'm just kind of like volatile

I'm best at just left to my own devices writing or pouting or crying or walking my dogs but I really do need people but I do but it doesn't matter because you never know how I feel. 5 years ago I lost my mother and it has been like watching my family going down a black hole, and right now 50 things I love more than anything in my life are getting destroyed in slow motion and I already was in quite the same manner and got to come back because of love.

WHY would I survive with the two people that really truly gave me life good need me taken away or hurt so badly afterwards.

I don't feel guilt I feel the deepest hurt I've ever known and I had to testify against a friend because he murdered my other friend, his father. I feel more hurt than that and I couldn't drink myself numb back then. I did flunk out of George Mason University though.

The things that are happening to me right now or inside of me and my own personal world because I'm watching two people getting destroyed physically and the way it impacts everybody around them because they are both so dearly loved, is absolutely devastating to others... I have never watched or felt so helpless but also at the same time been so hurting in my heart.

The heart attack I died from is called takotsubo syndrome or the nickname of a broken heart disease. its scientific and it's real and it can be diagnosed and treated as mine has been in all of this is 100% undeniable by modern scientific means and it is a beautiful thing that we are able to cross through some of these thresholds in portals of the hell but you can't imagine how traumatic the journey is.

I wanted to go to Mars and I still kind of do made me more than ever because after I have a cabin in the woods for a few years and my dogs go across the bridge they must maybe I choose no more pets in depart, the first person to probably be going back is what I really think.

it would probably be time for me to donate my body that way to science like I would like to anyway oh, so it would be okay and I would get to fulfill my journey and be another John Swigert that goes to space. I've proved it I could take everything except emotional s***. You can truly beat the hell out of me and I'm going to come back. Don't you ever forget it. what's this is impregnated in your mind and you know the fact of the truth you'll understand that this is now indelible to you and nearly epic in the eons of time looking backwards oh, and some will scoff today but in time the scoff wiil in tyrn to strength.

I have been weak and I am weaker than ever right now and it is time now to become forged yet stronger, and through the black holes throat I am indeed forge harder than ever, anointed, annealed.

I'm unsure how much more I can take, but God, Source, right, etc that means all inclusive in this case, knows precisely what I was designed for and it was greatness because it has been nothing but greatness observed and shared and that must persist a dream free to all.

as a pacemaker have I often wonder will there soon be something that will make my emotions even-keeled... Something I've never even come close to knowing, three trauma, three tragedy, through pain ... Through my own design, my DNA.

Write or Shoot ~ Cyborg∆Steve

If I don't start writing, I'm going to eat my shotgun.

I wonder how many times that thought entered somebody's mind followed by a trigger pull?

Offer the pressure the daily gradual release so hound, literal art, instead of the outburst of anger followed by exasperation and rational thought... if at all fortunate to be alive.

The Coming Flood, Soon ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Ever cry for hours ? ...hard to believe, but the Great Flood is very personal. Prepare yourself daily, a discipline, let's better ourselves as individuals so better another we may offer help up and onwards to ALL. I'm not ready but I've tried to ready myself. The consequence is mine, and I accept that on my journey. I'll be here by myself, awhile now, I believe. I'm going to become very inaccessible soon. My energy wanes greatly and must be conserved for the great calling of selflessness I'm totally unable and unprepared no matter what you endure.  

Microscopic Aliens ~∆~ Cyborg∆Steve

It's hilarious to me that we think that "aliens" would even be of the same scale.

Think of them as microscopic, and all over the freaking place!!!!!!

Invisible to us!!!

I bet they're all laughing hysterically 24/7 ;) 

Hahahaaaaaaaaaaa

A Nation Ready To Heal ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I'm so thankful to see that we are a nation ready to heal... you have to realize you have been ill for that to take place and that's not always easy. It's a tough road back to prosperity and prosperity will be better than we have ever known and treating each other properly where each and every one of us should have dignity. I know absolutely beautiful souls everywhere of all walks of life in the one thing I must say is that we all must be kinder to another and learn how to communicate and treat each other with dignity and respect. I promise you, you usually are treated as you offer in general and on average in life so step backwards and look at yourself now. You don't like the way you're treated the only common denominator is yourself. I have always only healed with help of others, but never when I'm fighting against them or pushing them away and only until these realizations exact I relinquish my very very tight grip upon everything I think I am in control of, which indeed truthfully is actually the opposite which is absolutely nothing.