On Our Way Down to Ascension ~ Cyborg∆Steve ~ Dying Slowly

I get emotional,

Thoughts of what's happening and happened to you,

not unlike what I survived, what I went through,

I'm watching both that I love the most ripped away from me,

I feel every fucking condemning second of it in my heart,

My rib cage tightens fast and tight muscularly,

almost cramping...

Nowhere to where I can run away...

It cannot be time for either of us to depart,

Life just barely began to start,

and and only because of each of you...

I was at my pinnacle the day you each started to get ripped the fuck viciously away...

Why ???

Chorus:

I've danced inside of the blackhole and back,

Please see only your positive future and know it's okay to jettison this body and ascend, beautiful souls my God you both have most certainly been, saintly instantly and always to me.

I can't breathe,

I think next I'll soon get my shock,

my own feelings and thoughts torturing me,

with lives of others, I love more than sweet life itself, 

dearly and of which the destiny I have no positive control,

I watch them dying suffering in slow-mo,

I'm useless too, and dying slow...

too, 

but faster and faster and faster still,

here we go,

Chorus:

I've danced inside of the blackhole and back,

Please see only your positive future and know it's okay to jettison this body and ascend, beautiful souls my God you both have most certainly been, saintly instantly and always to me.

All on the same fucking boat...

Going down, 

We decend,

On our way down to Ascension.

Chorus:

I've danced inside of the blackhole and back,

Please see only your positive future and know it's okay to jettison this body and ascend, beautiful souls my God you both have most certainly been, saintly instantly and always to me.