Herpes HSV-1, HSV-2, HSV-3 & Heart Disease / Cardiomyopathy / Takosubto Syndrome

Associated links:

https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/m/pubmed/20865454/

HSV~1 & Herpes & Heart Disease ( cardiomyopathy, arrythmia, enlarged heart, non-congenital valve irregularities, etc.) & Fibromyalgia & Aiti-Immune Disease & Cancer & Stroke

I believe that hsv1, primarily and secondary lead the other herpes viruses, are the real underlying cause for this diagnosis below and read all of it because it is very all inclusive of so much that is not scientifically quantified as of yet.

85% of the population carries hsv1 !

We're going to find that this is a root cause to so many problems of our lives and complementary to this we must stop overlooking oral healthcare. Brush daily with a soft toothbrush only because you want to prevent periodontal disease which I have, and floss daily and be gentle.

Change your toothbrush is regularly. For me personally it's organic toothpaste and forget fluoride and forget fluoridated water too.

medically and scientifically speaking you can look up the blood-brain barrier and what I'm trying to tell you about oral hygiene and taking care of your oral health is that you bypass disa blood-brain barrier directly into the brain with any type of pathogen and it can be an almost instant death sentence !

I think doctor's first questions ought to be how are your teeth how is your oral health let me take a look ???

Why is this it the case?

Why don't they ask us who our dentist it is? I have never once had a doctor care to even ask and you think that this would be commonplace and in all of your medical records as it's critical to our overall health and for people that claim to be a science it's despicable that they would overlook such an incredibly important factor !

any way back to the main focus which is the herpes viruses in general, and predominantly the HSV-1 virus which 85% of the population carries, but keep in mind there going to be multiple side focuses also because that is just the way this type of a topic is going to work. There are multi disciplines to consider here in multiple disease that kind of gets all groups together with really unknown sources and I don't believe it's just a aging and the way DNA is the sign in that there are these telomeres on the end of the DNA chain and that in time this is just what happens, I totally believe it's due to external influence of carcinogens and things of that nature if we're talkin cancerous and if we're talkin non-cancerous then I believe these things are due to viral mutation which good inadvertently be called the carcinogen since it's a substance that causes cancer but we don't think of it as molecular Lee as a substance we come into contact with in the marketplaces of manufacturing for example, but not limited to, but that's just a thought as well. Virus is already been proven to cause cancer with the human papillomavirus and the majority of cervical cancer in women, so this is a fact today to consider along with my thoughts here.

think about math and restoring equilibrium and think about our body and now think about factors and let's just think about that they're certainly this huge factor that says yes virus is definitely a cause to some types of cancer and now let's look at the biggest common denominator perhaps of all and that would be hsv1, the herpes virus that causes the common fever blister that most people have or get on their lips at some point in their life.

Hsv2 and hsv3 are essentially sexually transmitted and the other being first what causes chickenpox as a child and then after laying dormant can appear again as shingles in an adult. These are absolutely hideous viruses and what most people don't understand is that they reside in the nerve cell ganglion which is the root and so when there is pain this makes you feel like a tuning fork that has been slammed against a tree that is reverberating out of control in pain !!!

I had an open wound on my head for over a decade and it was misdiagnosed and I figured out what it was and I explain to my doctor's what I thought was going on and I was proven correct and given valacyclovir which treated it.

I am immunologically challenge because I have 13 different diseases and counting I think we added to that now that I have had this recent heart attack and multiple other things that happened to me and what's important is to understand the overall picture and is that is that I am immunologically challenged and constantly under stress and this never bodes well for anybody but we have to find equilibrium.

In mathematics there is the letter q and you can solve for the equilibrium by solving for Q the equilibrium quotient. you could analyze anything that is out of equilibrium and applied this mathematical principle and formulate your plan but you've got to understand the factors that make up what it is that you are examining and if you're not in a little pool in those regards you will never be able to make heads or tails out of any of it. Quantify basically means we have to turn all this into numbers so we can then turn towards comparative analysis 3 formulation and being able to look at two sides of an equation and solving for variables in making sure that while doing so we keep all in balance until we find something that is essentially a directive towards an answer or indeed the answer itself.

I'm trying to look at my overall health that way and so when I go back to resorting towards the simple blood test that gives us a huge panoramic view of overall health then we know exactly what viruses we've already been exposed to, well that even saved a trip to the health department in STD testing or any other type of testing whether we're looking for viruses so look right here and how much money savings there is already and time !!!

We must change the protocol for diagnosis and prevention of disease and this is what I am demanding we examine today because if we do this properly we are going to prevent disease and we all know that a ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure and how could you ever argue against this ???

We have the largest generation in recorded history reading it to retirement and we need to be good to them on their way out and focus their and there will be more than enough work as we already have a medical professional shortage and it's only getting worse. We must reorganize quickly and become very efficient in all of these regards so that we can properly address the medical needs today more adequately and that means preventing disease and poor health in any and all regards where we can because that is always money better spent ahead of time as opposed to later when it will easily be ten times more and damaging to the communities in the families that are supporting on the lives that are now lost !

We must have a philosophical change

I believe we will find it and other herpes are the underlying causes to heart condition and cancer the number one and number two leading killers and you can put stroke up there with that also because it's all basically different parts of systemic failure under viral assault for ages.

https://www.columbiadoctors.org/condition/amplified-musculoskeletal-pain-syndrome-program-pediatric

We think these things dormant but they are wreaking havoc on what is naturally in a perfect vessel a beautiful system of cellular replication, however the virus will wreak havoc and cause vibrational discord on a harmonic level and molecularly just pure paced slip methodical chaos with a terrible and crashing crescendo at the end !

We are at a great day and age where it appears we have conquered hepatitis C. It appears for two cases best far we might have cured or eradicated patients of the virus that causes AIDS, HIV. My own girlfriend in the past I suspected of hepatitis C and she was tested and I was right and she has been cured so I've seen this before my own very eyes.

There is a test today with one drop of blood it will show every single virus a patient has ever been exposed to that is known to mankind.I have already written about a protocol that I believe should be put forth for the diagnosis and treatment of disease and it includes this step as a critical step that should be used regularly as this is a very inexpensive test and when utilized with genetic sequencing and other data sets, medically speaking, that went overlapped well it will be able to point the way towards medical disease source and also cure or at least better ways to deal with the demise towards our ultimate humbling, and perhaps for some not immortality but perhaps I don't believe that centuries of Life are out of the question with the cusp of technology that we are on today in this modern day and age.

I survived death and been revived by the Angels at the hospital nearby in today I have a pacemaker and defibrillator unit and I also survived sepsis ischemic strokes lactic acidosis and falling down the steps where I slammed my neck into the floor three times because I couldn't straighten it out and that was the last thing I remember before death. At least I think. I remember being revived but only for a second. Then I remember things off and on and some of it incredibly intense of course.

I don't want to get off the subject matter but my point is is I have lived a life of great medical suffering and I have studied through it all to the best of my ability to be able to convey to my doctor's what I think might really be happening because I'm trying to find answers so that I can survive and most importantly so that others might have hope also and that we might find yours and vaccines and make tomorrow a much better place in so that perhaps our loved ones will not know as much pain and suffering of losing loved ones as we have in such hideous ways.

it is not an ideal world and it is tough to have become a realist over these years that make me now just over a half-century old but a realist you must be in order to survive and we must start utilizing common sense and practical measures and also become excellent stewards to our loved ones that are departing and to our mother earth.

By working together and offering back we are able to build something and share something much greater than what we would ever know as individuals and it is through that type of dedication by so many others for countless generations that we are all the benefit.

Let's now launched all of our efforts in all of our funds towards these types of cures and let the world be free of these modern day black plagues, and most importantly let us design systems of efficiency that will propel us into the future ready and armed to face such types of possible assaults that we should almost expect of nature, and indeed to a great degree, do.

Pain Amplification and Heart Failure Hypothesis

I hope to slowly outline here and construct for you an argument either for or against pain amplification and heart failure. I'm looking for precursors to diagnosis of heart failure as well and I believe pain amplification very much greatly might be one factor of many but I want pain sufferers and possible heart patients to understand what all of this means if these ramifications are right and that is to just listen to the body carefully and know how to best articulate yourself to your medical care provider and insist that they listen until they hear you or find a new provider.

You're always best served to articulate yourself in writing and to give yourself a copy of that and keep it on file and put it on the proper letterhead and with the proper format and be very short and sweet which means articulate. The point is doctors are short-handed with medical stash today and we have the largest retirement generation in recorded history going into retirement and a medical professional shortage overall and we all must be considerate in those regards and you are your own best advocate. nobody else's responsibility is to be your advocate except you or to find yourself one for yourself. It's nice to think a doctor will be but that's not truly their job their job is to look at things objectively and to treat what they diagnose to the best of their ability using the most modern of science at hand to garner evidence to substantiate such diagnosis.

From here forward I will be doing research and adding to this so you may check back and bookmark this now this will be the end of the original text and I will only be adding supporting thoughts but mostly citing supporting articles and evidence towards my hypothesis or against.

Please feel free to contact me through this service here at blogger if you have something you would like to convey or share yourself and I would appreciate it very much.

thank you.

End Original Text 03-13-19

Let's Cure the Herpes Virus ~ Part 2

I know some folks might consider that the urbz actually caused my conditions however each condition was all present long before I ever even utilized herbs in my life.

There was a time where I was on 14 prescription medications daily which would be several times a day each and other things were on hand that could be utilized as needed.

my medical records will bear proof to everything I stayed here in and if I'm not a hundred percent accurate I will be very, very close !

When I think about curing herpes I think about all the things that could probably be prevented. I hypothesize long ago and I wrote several doctors, why I thought most cancers were probably caused by viruses and I did have a couple of them right back and although they said they weren't interested in pursuing the study of my hypothesis I didn't care because the seed was planted in that was the whole point.

I went to West Point wrestling camp 5 years in a row and we had a great man that taught us about nutrition and sadly I cannot remember his name. My brother went to West Point and graduated in 1982 and they wrestled until a back injury but my greater Point here is that we have this common background in that regard and in so many other ways and one time in Colorado while skiing we were sitting and talking about viruses and we were talking about Cancers and how we thought this in that and it just made the fireworks of imagination go off as they always do and I have just continued to down this chain of thinking and as I smell like new knowledge I want to try to I left my own studies and practices be known so that if they are hopeful for others perhaps others will know a better way and suffer less.

I suffered a tremendous amount but I have overcome and I have healed in the body is incredibly resilient but you have to give it a chance.

I have abused my body and it's still rebounds incredibly resiliently !!!

In the times that I don't abuse my body which are very long periods of time in my life and actually far longer than the times I have abused myself, my body bounces back incredibly well, so well in fact that doctors would tell you I'm a miracle and it's not just once this has happened.

I still get called a liar but time will prove all that I stay and so will my medical records.

I have diagnosed myself two times and been correct where the doctors have been wrong and I have been proven right. I study this stuff Non-Stop and the amount of material at our fingertips today is only growing and volume from many great scientific institutions and it is quite amazing what we are able to study and understand about ourselves just from even a very "smart-phone" itself.

here is where the problem mostly lies. I'm a good actor and with 13 diseases you would never know it. You would never know my spine is disintegrating you wouldn't know I had a pacemaker probably you wouldn't know a lot of things about me to look at me. but I can tell you is that I suffer all the time and my immune system is weak and I'm looking for balance and I'm getting closer and closer and now I have the pacemaker and defibrillator so I have a big big favor on my side that's going to give me an immune system boost to kick butt now and I'm ready to go run like the wind and be in shape as well because you know what 99% of the time I actually do all of those things. I have been an idiot off and on for a while but it's just because I've had enough and I'm going crazy isn't that okay to say ???

My first memory is an airplane crash. My dad was shot across the head and Vietnam and we didn't know if he was going to come home. I don't even think I'm 18 months old yet at this point. On nomination day when President Bill Clinton was nominated for his first term oh, indeed when he was just a Bill Clinton, my friend shot and murdered his father who is also my friend and my former boss who I was going to go back to work 4. I had to testify against him. I could go on and on and on about these things that go on in my life.now I have survived everything I told you in part 1 and been revived and have a pacemaker and a defibrillator so at least I have a great story but you know who would believe any of this stuff anyway ???

I'm not a doctor but I understand suffering and pain and I understand strength and experience and I understand how to instill hope and I understand how to study and assimilate knowledge and I understand the difference between herbal remedies and toxic pharmacology and I also understand it's all walking on a tightrope and now it's not just the wind blowing that might knock us off this tightrope but a multitude of factors against us. That's what aging is but the tightrope I will continue to walk because I love life and I have a great great lust For Life and I love sharing time with my friends and I want to get back to those things and I want to wipe out the thieves of the night.

The herpes virus is the next biggest thief in the night that we must defeat and I believe it to be the root cause of so much disease and conditioner that goes unnoticed and unchecked. I'd almost guarantee it's the underlying problem for fibromyalgia for example ! you'll read about this elsewhere soon but just look at the date here first and you'll know where the thought originated. My blog is like that. It's nuts because it's hard to articulate stuff that nobody's ever talked about sometimes or others have only hypothesized and not discussed much.

I reported everything Edward Snowden did before Edward Snowden did I just didn't have paperwork to hand out that I stoled but all of my guesses were correct and you can look elsewhere with things I have reported too.

I have been published at the United States Department of Energy in the past and I have been a musician now for a good part of my life and an artist and a mechanic and I have had a wonderful journey that I just want to keep enjoying and I want everybody else to have these pursuits of happiness that I have known also available to themselves.

I'm so thankful for all the beautiful people in my life and then wonderful angels that saved my life and now I hope to find my career working locally in the health field and I have been made an offer and so we will see how the Sun shines upon me from here.

Because my tragedies have been journeys of victory finding many great blessed saints along that way that have been surrounded by angels and they are out there to save tough stubborn guys like me that won't give up but you got to hang in there and you got to want it and even that's not a guarantee but promise me you won't give up.

I'm excited about these prospects today that we are going to now defeat a lot of these viruses and we are going to know better Health we are going to know better prosperity and we are going to know better productivity and we are going to be able to focus on the answers that will help us to be the better stewards that we need to be and should already be towards our mother earth. That's where the focus needs to be in all regards and always should be as any principled life promotes life, and anything else is denomination. Denomination is division and I'm not interested in that personally I'm interested in your unity and prosperity and it starts first with good health improper excellent healthy nutrition which is another topic altogether that really should be the number one priority in the United States of America if not the entire world today !!!

There are many great focuses and they all deal with health ultimately.

Most importantly if you change nothing else take 15 minutes for the first 12 hours of your day and 15 minutes for the second 12 hours of your day and do something heart healthy and just to make sure that you talked about this with your doctor first.

God bless you each.

Lets Cure the Herpes Virus ~ Part 1

I hypothesize that if we both cure and can vaccinate against Herpes (1,2,3, and more) that we will make the largest leap in prevention of poor health and premature death and disease and a multitude of conditions you, all which I believe root in one or more of the Herpes viruses. I believe these virus ate likely the tooth of most or all autoimmune disease, which can be treated starting within the human microbiome, or within the gut in lay terms.

find a good internal medicine doctor and a good infectious disease doctor and make sure you explain this or let your primary care doctor reads this.

It starts at home though, you're healing in your care and that starts with eating plain Greek yogurt. You need probiotics, live living cultured food.

You have a body to care for and you have a chemical equilibrium whichmust be kept in balance and most of all of us are greatly out of touch with this balance and are completely out of balance and Ill.

Do that which brings you back to balance. I eat eggs that are soft and I put a little bit of cheese and Amanda don't overdo it and use a little bit of natural butter that the Amish make and I return to only organic foods and I tried to stick to these things as well meaning that I continue to practice these healthful benefits I have found where my stomach seems to settle in from their emanates at word and much more healthful soul mind and body without a doubt.

I utilize curcumin and I utilize folic acid a b vitamin, and with curcumin I utilize this with black pepper in my diet regularly for absorption purchases and you may study about this online. I watch my salt intake and I miss you much more conscientious about my sugar intake which is still ridiculous but being curved continually in a downward trajectory in a paste manner so that I do not shock my body. 50 years of abuse is not erased overnight. It is a slow methodical process and it begins with the rewiring your own brain in the way you think and what you know is good for you and what you think you can get away with or no you can get away with and I think that's where we'll make the stupidest mistake !!!

You think you're a rockstar until you're a rockstar and you're dead at 27.

That's that age that's like something happens inside the body and says I'm not young anymore and if you keep abusing me I'll show you how young I'm not. Surprise !!! ...you wake up dead !!!

My point is if you are a bad boy or a bad girl and you learn your limits young, you're an absolute idiot if you think you know your limits for life because the moment they change your dead. You're not practicing black magic you're living a progressive disease. You're not some magician or some chemical technician or some chemists, you're just f****** with chemicals that are poisonous and toxic and a ticking time bomb. The moment you turn your back oh, they will kill you !

Isn't it bad enough that this world is under chemical assault from chemicals directly from China? The United States is under assault right now by chemicals that are produced and shipped here directly from China. Are you listening? it's our country was shipping chemicals to another country where it was killing more people than a recent War they had been in, because in 2017 in the United States more people died from opioid related deaths from illicit opioid use then from the entire Vietnam conflict combined (American Deaths)  !!!

So again, if our country was doing this to another country, wouldn't we be considered at war with that country? What's the difference here?

Your getting Satanism jammed down your f****** throats and in your eyes everywhere you look in your getting bathed and chemicals to kill you be at from this company or that company or from this country or that country it's everywhere and all around us. That's truly being and you best be careful what you consume because somebody wants your cash and they apparently do not want you to stick around to be a long-term customer.

These chemical baths are weakening the body and assaulting the internal organs and the skin is the largest organ of the body and this external organ is often the best indicator or sign with symptoms that will show us right away that something is amiss.

If there is one single persistent wound or scratch or bump or blister that will not heal within its normal amount of time for you then you know you must go to the doctor and it's time to mark the calendar and pay attention !

We can cure hepatitis C in most cases today. It has been reported now that two people have been cured of the virus (it's been irradicated) that causes AIDS. Cuba reportedly has a cure for lung cancer, and this was reported in the news actually about two years ago from this date of March 2019. Almost everybody in the world laughs then but I have a friend who used to run in medical research department and he told me the reasons why he believed that this was probably very likely true. He also shared with me that most of the gains we have made for cancer treatments have been due to the amazing amount of time and research by so many professionals that are working very hard to find a cure for AIDS, perhaps the world's largest mystery puzzle ever !!!

is in Jeopardy every day she the idea that we might actually have a cure for herpes or an even better treatment than let's say valacyclovir is an exciting prospect because we might have already cracked the code on more difficult prospects, but you can never discount any virus oh, and I don't think you can ever discount antivirus as even cured cuz the very nature is to mutate and adapt and change to the environment in order to survive which is intelligence itself is it not? However, some viruses will kill their host!

By restoring the human microbiomes equilibrium, and sometimes this might even actually take a fecal transplant, which really needs a new name that's a name from The dark ages of science where today this whole simple pill swallowing process has been changed to simply swallowing clean hand healthy organisms. well anyway in that broken sentence above my point was that once we restore the equilibrium then the immune system can start see fire on all cylinders. The immune system basically is a rooted in the gut. There are certain chemicals that are made only there and nowhere else in the body it is scientifically proven and without these chemicals there are other factories essentially that gets shut down and can't perform their functions and these are critical functions for the human body.

My personal approach is very organic where I can you seem organic items first and then only in a last resort do I take pharmaceuticals and I must for my heart with an Ace inhibitor and a beta blocker and I must for my gout with allopurinol and I must for my gerd with Omeprazole but past that it's only an occasional Tylenol and Kratom tea every other day only six to eight grams maximum in an boiled filtered water infusion with 4 teaspoons of sugar because it is wicked bitter. I will take two Tylenol a day if needed but often I just skip it and deal with the pain. I will wear my neck brace if I feel I need support and I still have two dislocated vertebrae in my neck but I'm pretty tough in my neck is pretty strong. The doctors kept repeating that they thought I had broken my neck and I said yeah well I probably did but I never explain to them that I slammed it into the floor three times and that was the last thing I remember before death.

I was revived. I was treated for asthma and I was treated for sepsis and I was treated for lactic acidosis and I had iced tea mix strokes and I had a heart attack and I fell down my steps and I believe I broke my neck but the end result was I have and still do have two dislocated vertebrae is C4 and C5 in my neck and they already wanted to fuse my next 12 years ago however I am waiting for laser surgery and I have worked very very hard at trying my best to stay healthy so that I may convey this vessel into the future into that time where I may be made whole once again.

Somehow after CPR and being defibrillated I was revived but I think the truth is I just woke up after they were done and I had died. That hasn't been confirmed yet but everything's on video apparently I just don't think I can watch it yet.

Beforehand I had been in pain management at a minimum of monthly appointments for about 5 years and I went from some super heavy-duty medication down to a very moderate amount in comparison less than 1/3 towards the end and right before the hospital I didn't even take my pill because I felt so bad.I now do not take any prescription medicine for pain only Tylenol. I do utilize Kratom and I have studied it very well and it is a very powerful and very safe to use medication /herb.

If you want to be stupid you could probably kill yourself with it but I'm not trying to kill myself. I'm simply using it as the indigenous people have used it for thousands of years and will continue for thousands more. as an herbal supplement in moderation and only enough to help ease the pain of old age and skeletal suffering from breakage and disintegration along with the stimulating effect of the molecule that is related to caffeine fandom coffee. the analgesic effect certainly does come from a compound that is related to and classified as a narcotic and it is very mild and seems to have zero or very little side effects and it has not affected anything about my heart whatsoever since I have had my defibrillator and pacemaker implanted.

I share these things is my personal testimony to triumph of modern medicine and the incredible Health Care professionals what I call my angel that saved my life as well as my own personal testimony to the fact that since before this I have used echinacea and goldenseal combined to destroy a tumor which is found to be a necrotizing granuloma and that was in my armpit years ago, that's just cold and axillary biopsy with lymph node removal, and then I've used curcumin and at one time had an enlarged heart and then it was restored to normal size. Now this could have been takotsubo that was overlooked, as that is what I did suffer from also known as a drop-dead a heart attack and I used curcumin to restore my heart to normal size and as it is a blood thinner my thought was my heart would not have to work as hard and as it was an antioxidant I knew it would be excellent to help in the prevention of cancer as well as it is an excellent

Promoting Life ~ A Non-Contiguous Partially Fictionsl Short Story ~ I Am Program / I ∆ Program / I Am ∆

Switch the exercise bike to slicks.

I was repairing another bicycle and needed intertubes and also wheels or I could repair what I already had, and I worked in bicycle shops for years so this was not new to me.

I decided, to look on marketplace and I scored this beautiful bicycle for twenty bucks.

I found my trainer in the trash years ago so I'm already and all I have to do is are the tires up and make a couple final adjustments.

I'm glad I have extra parts and I've got a bunch of stuff at my father's house that's going to come home soon so I can get back to my old hobby and now I will be looking for a bicycle repair stand if anybody out there has one.

I would really like a Park brand repair stand.

If I don't get to ride out much on the C&O Canal here where it's flat and safe, meaning my doctors don't clear me, at least I will be able to get back to a hobby I enjoyed for so very long before life got shattered in other regards, non related to health events.

When I was a child, I watched my brother built bicycles and it was always a deep love in the joy of mine and I desired deeply to opened up a bicycle shop one day and all that is simple life it would have been a good life and I did enjoy something rather close to that managing bicycle shops for a good portion of my early adult life while in college as well both full time. Truly a different life ago.

I worked in Georgetown at bicycle pro Shop. I first worked for towpath bicycles also known as Alexandria bicycles. I also worked for the bicycle exchange for a very short term before I departed for Georgetown and Mel pinto imports which was a lot of fun but nothing like working for Clay Grubic who is such a wonderful man.

Life is like this bicycle trails where there's twists and turns and ups and downs in great unknowns around every corner in times where we break down and must get repaired and then one day we don't get to ride anymore. I know those days are getting closer as opposed to seemingly so very far away like when I was a child and I know as a sickly child what brought me more of the great and wonderful days of life was riding a bicycle. My Health immediately started to go downhill as soon as I got my license and that's a fact. I wonder how many other people will admit that ???

It's so awesome to be able to start feeling energetic again like tonight I went ahead and put the slicks on the bicycle and took another step towards getting it all ready now I think I only need to air the tires up like I already mentioned. I have a beautiful camera, one like I had when I was a child, this excellent gift from a friend and I want to utilize that on a couple of short trips so all the things are planned out and most of my puzzle places are around me and I'm getting them in place at long last.

I'm wondering who I'm going to enjoy them with all these things in these plans.the people I thought I would have either departed or won't be able to participate and I guess what that means is that they're going to be these great many doors opening and I'm looking forward to the smiling faces on the other side and finally being able to greet smiling faces with a smiling face instead of a soul and a face that wears a grimace of pain and suffering.

If I've been hateful, I wasn't trying to be hateful at you unless I let you know it hey, which I've also done too many. All of these things are manifestations of illness and frustration and I own them and they are my responsibility and I have a men's to make as a very imperfect person but I'm not a terrible person and I never have been and I feel that I never will be.

Now through health, I have time to make the very simple immense I need to make and I have time to finally repay the debt that I owe and I pray now so my father that I am a worthy son and a worthy citizen to my country where I will give back and make some contributions where I can and I pray help others as I have so freely been helped.

I was once the president of the fraternal order of Eagles #871 Alexandria, Virginia and that might have been the Pinnacle of Life flight. After that everything was crash and burn. Crash and burn almost felt like a lifestyle and it's been a constant round after round after unrelenting round of getting punched in the face daily by Mike Tyson it feels often.

I'm ready to soar beyond the heights I ever dreamed of in that past life. I'm now ready to do all those things it seemed not that I was scared of but that I feared I would never ever get to participate because my heart. My heart has been ill for decades but just how ill nobody knew. I've argued this even in court and of course my conditions were not deemed as going to contribute or lead to my death. Well, it looks like they did. Now apparently am I cured?

I'm far from cured but I have a chance now and science and medicine advances and so I get to live a little longer and work towards this goals that I want so that others May recognize them. It's not about me and it's never been about me it's about what I can contribute that far out lives and outpaces me.

I'm so very proud to look at the METRO in the Washington DC area and to know that my father was the assistant head of construction there for quite some time. It's a reminder of 6th grade and mr. Gray asking us what was it that our parents, meaning just ask one of them, would think about what was the meaning to life. Essentially my father suggested that he prayed that he would make contributions that far outlasted its own lifetime. What an answer that still I find astonishing and nothing exceeds and never has even come close, certainly equal perhaps however, but most answers just haven't been able to compare.

Maybe that's just my spirit and my father's spirit and my brother's spirit and my mother's spirit and my family's spirit and it's probably your spirit to when you contemplate this pontification.

For just 15 minutes for the first 12 hours of the day do something really heart healthy as far as activity goes and then do the same for that second 12-hour session. The directions were not 30 minutes in 24 hours they were two 15-minute sessions. Of course check with your doctor first but what you want to do is get your heartbeat up to its Max and hold it there and you only do this after warm up. And then after you hold it for certain amount of time, you wind down nice and slow. Then just follow this up with like 20 push-ups. Add skipping rope after a couple of weeks. You can do 5 minutes 5 minutes and 5 minutes and it's amazing what will happen.

You could do it every other day and go ahead and put some music on your smartphone or YouTube and make yourself that special little part of the house where you look forward to going over there and rewarding the temple.

You shut your own stage and you make your own mood that you find beneficial and you watch your dreams start coming to fruition as you take care of the vessel and are able to port and support, yourself more easily from here to there.

I've been in this very happy zone of rest and nutrition and minimal no impact exercise and with the doctor's recommendation I will add to that my next phase of recovery and it should be the best part of the new adventure.I've been made an offer and I'm excited but guarded as I am every step in life but not overly so that I don't enjoy myself, as I've truly never been happier. I've never been so deeply thankful.

it's amazing what difference some healing and being good to your body during the healing. And some solid state electronics can make !!! But it all takes work and without the work there are no miracles. there are no miracles if people don't show up to the hospital to save my life that evening or I should say morning. There are no miracles at all if the people do not show up that are those beautiful angelic First responders that never ever get enough appreciation. In varicose don't happen if the scientists in the doctors don't go to school and study for years upon years refining their skill sets and thinking outside of the proverbial box, which we all have to stay out of a little longer !!!If we all don't show up for life none of these miracles ever happened so please participate and if you're not sure if what is going on around you is principled or not you only have to ask yourself this, does it promote life or not? If it does not promote life than you know it is your time to depart and find that which will.

Don't buy into the modern sins of alcohol and tobacco which will rob you blind for all of your life and then still your vivacity, your very life, your vivaciousness !!!

Cardiac arrest is the number one killer. Let's all change that with a change of attitude and a massive change in culture across the world which we must stress to one another and I'm only better if you help me not to smoke anymore. In the last five years, I did smoke 9 months. I'm looking forward to the days where it will be phased out and illegal. I'm so opposite of how I was when I was younger. I'm all for legalized marijuana and I'm all for Legalization not Legislation. I'm thankful in life for small victories in battle towards the greater victories of that which we wage war against which for me is sin. I know sin well. I would like to defeat it and help others defeated even more so by the lessons I have learned through my difficult life somewhat self-imposed and somewhat not whatsoever at all under any circumstances.

the past is just a bunch of lessons and it does define who we are to others but it doesn't have to permanently define you to yourself, but that's up to yourself ! You'll never get out of that place without help from something far greater than yourself though and I promise you that and the only definition for getting out of that place is meaning that you find a place that promotes life for yourself and all around you and anything else is not an answer.

Perhaps Life itself could be our religion.

Ben principled religions it is life.

In principled religion all gods are life hazard all symbolism for God.

Start by thinking positively and then follow those positive thoughts with positive actions and watch evil around you fall !

MINISTER SOURCE

I AM SOURCE

I AM PROGRAM

IAM∆

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Blackened Soul ~ Lyric / Poetry ~ Mobius∆Tripz

I'm praying for you both as always

so happy that he doesn't have his claws into your spirit anymore.

I'm sorry he is such a blackened soul,
like a black hole. 

Just another theif in the night,

can you escape his undertow?

Run lady, run lady, run,

I'm a knight in the dark,

I'm riding swift just run,

I'm A Saviour, 

God's Hand, 

On the Trigger Always Riding Swift, 

His Gun,

just run !

Study Battered Partner Syndrome,

Get yourself fast as possible safely our of this conundrum,

It's not time to twiddle thumbs nervous on egg shells after another next coming concussion,

or suffer agonizing tragedy before Death's Destruction.

To choose sin is to choose no imortality,

to instead choose temporaryness over permanently exalted your next Faith elevated immortal reality,

to know all and one and know your with all your lived ones forever over fatality,

Choose wisely friends,

Ego paves a way to hell with individuality !!!!!!!