Molar Extraction ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Yesterday, I had a molar extraction that left a perforation (root went into sinus cavity, now packed and sutures). This happened just over 5 years ago in the other side and took over a year to heal. Today, I didn't even take Tylenol. I woke up and drank my Kratom tea, and that's it !

Blessed to heal more.

This may have been the nuisance that nearly killed me, as I suspect this was infected which only the filling coming out and tooth breaking at the same time revealed.

What a HUGE WORLD OF DIFFERENCE !!!

My stamina was gone for years !!!

I'm convinced it was just this tooth...

Life has been calling me away nonstop and I've not made or taken time for me. That's never going to be the case again.

I've had to live differently, serving myself first so I can return to form and of service and participate and enjoy life again.

Being I'll as I've been makes one mental as you can imagine or watched. Thanks for your Grace and letting me heal too while I work hard a regaining my footing.

I'm ready to fight with everything I have to live the rest of these dreams within that I do desperately want to share with others... that I've been miserable too and even pushed away while ill... it's just what we do when sick and fighting, and I don't expect anyone to fully understand anymore ever again.

The worst experiences are always the best too, but you have to survive.

Find really good souls and keep them close and talk to them. My angels were awesome... but I wear people out fast ;(

I'm looking for the best of the old me while restructuring this Steve 2.0, so I only hope that I'll be able to share more and more time together, because that's what was fleeting in such a way I knew precisely what was imminent.

Death is instantly not upon me today, after yesterday's simple (not really do simple) procedure.

Now, for healing.

I'm taking my time healing, and I'm particular too because I care about myself in a new and different way than I've ever known.

I was so weak, I could barely check my calendar and keep it and also the stress if the thoughts of my calendar and events and letting others down was just getting more and more overwhelming.

Thank you for taking this all away again, and letting life return to normal, ever do slowly, as I further heal still from the health debacle and miracles of August 12, 2018.

Mission In Life (or) Meaning To Life ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Question from NDE group:

Do you know your mission in life after the NDE? if so, what is it and how are you going to make it a reality?

My Answer:

The mission, or the answer to the age old ancient mystery, what is the meaning to life is to simply to be in the process of Evolving the Spirit, plain and simple. Serve others not the self. Live principled. Promote Life. We all cycle until we evolve into the next realm or dimension, back where I returned from where nothing is physical but all only presence, however what appears is that which is only agreed. I'm looking forward to my return, but I love life and I've much work to do in my self and far more to give back to others a debt I owe, just to still be present. This is a very beautiful and very, extremely tough, journey. Journey well friends. Just choose and promote Life.

Don't Be Fooled ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Don't be fooled by the b*******. My Muslim friends pray for me. My Christian friends pray for me. My Jewish friends pray for me many of no face pray for me mini that don't believe in prayer think of me with good sentiment and it all does matter. It matters to me as an individual and it matters to others to be thought of. It doesn't serve the ego, it serves the soul. It serves the souls inner calmness and centeredness that is missing in illness, and I thank you for being what field of that devoid of complete blackness and emptiness. Prayers critically important to myself and I do promote it to others but I understand it's not for everyone and to each their own whatever is equally valid as long as we are principled in nature and good to another and to promote life.

Whose Cross Now ??? ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Crucify me for my imperfections, I dare you.

Why Is A New Currency Needed Immediately ??? ~ Cyborg∆Steve

If we recalled all cash and coin printed by U.S. Mints by a certain date by which to have it legitimized by, otherwise making it completely useless afterwards., do you think this would help to restore an even better balance to the economy?

I'm just thinking there are trillions if dollars in unaccounted black market illicit cash out there and this would instantly make it worthless.

Other Realms ~ Cyborg∆Steve

In that other place, that next realm, that next level, the next dimension, you can see around yourself 360 degrees. You don't exist in the physical but you have view of everything around you all of the time and you can travel anywhere you want in an instant. I saw the beginning of time to the end of time and the cycles of life and then I return. I'm thankful for that which will be and I am much more peaceful in that knowledge. Embrace the journey.

Valid Perspectives All

How boring it would be if we all thought precisely like one another. You can't cross pollinate until you have this incredible diverse amount of variables that truly is unfathomable to our simple human minds. Think of all of this "stuff" that is happening today through social media and the media and the ripples felt through society as truly cross-pollinating all of our unique and very valid perspectives. Think of what will be and what is to come and let's start learning tolerance and practicing patience together. There is a lot of greatness to come and nobody deserves to miss that, unless they continue to threaten that. You either promote life or you don't, what's to overcomplicate truly?