The Christian Cliff ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I feel like Christianity left me at a cliff. Unknowing what to do or what was next. Is that not how we feel in the human physical sense?

in my near-death experience through cardiac arrest stroke and other massive complications and the subsequent treatment with CPR and defibrillation and the miracle of revival and the healing process and recovery, The experience certainly leaves one in a different state of mind. I'm not talking about the trauma. The trauma alone is its own box of discontent.

It's where I went in what I experienced and I share these thoughts and ideas with others that have had like experience and oh, well there's this great inner peace within most of the time. I'm still human I still deal with all of the same other stuff that I always used to deal with but I also realize that in the next exalted place all will be as perfect as anybody ever wanted within themselves and all will be forgiven and there shall be no pain and there will be great beautiful melodies and harmonies and all those things we desire together oh, but it is not for us to shut these vessels too soon for we must travel far to evolve our souls to understand and appreciate that place which we shall be exalted.

I don't feel like I'm on that Cliff anymore and it makes it a lot easier to appreciate life so much deeper and I have to tell you I don't feel like I never did.

I love deeply and I live hard and I'm an emotional being and I'm thankful for all of that and if spirit that is difficult makes those things which are enhanced incredibly difficult to deal with because the chemical tides shift Swift and it hurts the heart and I promise you if the right people study this scientifically and medically they will see that this would be the root cause of takotsubo syndrome probably. Trauma and chemical change sometimes Swift and emotional simply even if the thought of only in the universe within because that projection is just as real as the one on the outside we share.

Christianity, like all the other beautiful principled religions, do give great guidance towards the proper way to think in shoes in such ways that there will be fruitfulness in your life for you and your family and your friends and we should not admonish any principled religion just as we should not speak ill of others, of which I am certainly guilty of in my past but I don't feel I will sue easily use those types of words as weapons today.

I feel as though I died, which I did, and returned and I was involved as a spirit and I'm back into the same body in which I will work hard to mend it. I will need some help but I believe in miraculous healing too. I believe in Western and Eastern medicine also. I believe in cross-pollinating and combining philosophies and ideas and religions and any such thing that should help me to survive to the points back to where I can enjoy life and it matters not to me how others judge me along my journey of survival.

I have been blessed with the most beautiful and greatest of friends been crushed often with the greatest of tragedies but who has not as a survivor? The bees still always make honey each year. I desire a castle in which to share love it's my family and friends and my heart is pretty intent on trying to make that reality from pure fantasy.

My whole life seems a dream anyway, and what a beautiful one. 

Forrest Gump has always been a movie I personally treasure in my heart because it touches this place that we all desire no doubt where life is tough but we overcome and we survived and we achieve greatness.

Those things are great, but not the soul is not evolved.

Promote life over denomination which divides and let all else be what it will.

I'm still a Christian. I'm still a Jew. I'm still a Muslim. I'm still a mountain, and a bird, and a fish and the sea. I Am all things you see in others and in me. I'm a brother, a sister, a friend, a sick man, the dead, witness. I Am the Alpha the Omega, You ∆re Too.

God's no name or face, 

God's no gender,

God's no physicality,

God's resides already within you,

each most definitely in His Image.

All life has souls, and souls evolve through evolution, which is a mixture of Darwinism and spiritual mysticism as things are described today. The tribal American Indians knew we were all one this and that evil here and more still in the next life so exalted through metamorphosis.

I've been there and back.

There is nothing to fear,

there is nothing to rush,

let the perfect waters clean and baptize your thoughts,

Destiny,

A castle,

Awaits Us All.

I Shall In Time See You There Too,

ONE

One Day All United Strong

Mind Control Programs ~ Do Your Due Diligence ~ Cyborg∆Steve

MK Ultra

Many people scoff, because they refuse to study evident proof and admission.

How many "programs" do you think you're being conducted upon different populations or the entire population today?

For example, you have Ed Snowden and Mark Zuckerberg, perhaps the finest actors and the most perfect interfaces because I think it's all acting. They are of an age that knows they are constantly 100% of the time under scrutiny. They are sharp as tacks and early into geniuses and they realize that the tree is they are truly under a microscope.

There are many actors amongst us.

The sad thing is the genuine and authentic seem to be disappearing at breakneck speed. I always hated that expression. I especially hate it even more so now.

Language is powerful.

I published in route letters about most of what Snowden has revealed with proof, and when I these letters it was two in particular one former congressman and I had previously correspondence and also met. That was well before Edward Snowden.

The cat had already long been out of the bag with in different agencies stand do you have to realize that we are now inside of the internet of things here and there is an incredible amount of media, more in 2018 alone than all of the recorded history before it at the NSA for an example and that is a direct quote from general people she's Alexander who I met face-to-face into shook hands with.

I don't know how I ended up at the fraternal order of eagles and became their president back long ago in Alexandria Virginia in my twenties, but I do know they started out as an actor's guild.

I don't know how I ended up on the board of directors at the embassy theater, but I do know I'm around a lot of absolutely incredible actors and artists, and I already know some of the most prominent in the world from my youth and I can prove that anytime. I feel spoiled in the most beautiful ways in the earth we experience. I pray everybody will know these wonderful blessings and far more because that's what sharing offers.

There are many that are trying to control parts of the populace because it is just simple mathematics that it is valuable. The most valuable commodity is really people. I didn't use the term illegal oh, I'm being a realist.

I grew up in a staunch Conservative Republican idealist with super liberal friends at the fraternal order of eagles and I heard a calling that said move to Cumberland Maryland and I left after me and my wife decided to take a break from one another.

I trust intuition and its the beautiful Community here that saved my life and revived me, and my intuition is never been wrong but people will tell you I'm crazy and I like to play around and I'm quite comical and well don't you get it there's lots of acting but those that know me, know me.

I love great people and the nasty will get cut down.I've nothing to lose now more than ever and I've never had anything to lose to start with because I've always realized this material world is a myth where we go next exalted.

The serious parts of my timeline that reveal the real me usually read about a decade ahead of real life for everybody else because I am a seer or visionary and I have always been that way and that way I will always be in that which I don't understand my mind is intent and curious about Non-Stop. In medical death on the table my mind was still active with my spirit no. I don't know if they are both permanently resident in this body for sure in a scientific fact but I know for a fact I wasn't within my body anymore. it doesn't even surprise me that this happened to me and what I mean is that I'm alive, again.

A doctor has a federal license and have to be very careful about what they articulate and how they articulated but a nurse will tell you straight out to your face that you were dead and all your organs were shutting down. When you start speaking after you know you were dead and you hear gasps, well those gas are unmistakable because they don't expect anything ever again nothing much less cognizant perfectly clear conscientious expression of thought through articulation I can oral communication skills that they would think being lost at least through the trauma for the minute.

so I guess I flatlined? Guests and then yes you did mr. Swaggart. And then I said I'm not going to look but did you have to unzip my rib cage because if so that's going to be really tough to survive because I know I already went through a lot and I broke my ribs long ago and that took a year-and-a-half of fighting before I felt good and it was like nobody believes me then. Nobody ever believes anything about what I tell them. I smile because I've suffered so much. She's doing good times easy to smile.

I was once connect pretty much promise that if I walked information to my administrative law review for social security disability without my cane that I would get my disability but they decided to trust that up and f****** because I called him out as a liar, my lawyer you can ask my local attorney that I worked for twice and my father and my brother because I called them each in rapid succession immediately after hanging up with that attorney and I promise you the metadata will prove that.

You cannot believe the corruption that is everywhere and purposeful but it is because systems are broken and we are not properly addressing repairing them and we are purposefully being divided.


Here's the part I was Jack you might relate to you because I'm part Irish joke at you, there will be plenty of time to drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and drink and fight, but only after we fix the internal mechanisms of our country so that we will have great abundance once again and the ability to celebrate and get stupid.

You might not like hearing this, some of you, but don't you all realize and I mean every single one of you that are you each not one of the 12 tribes? Are you not each born under one of the 12 astrological signs? Don't let language bastardize your intuition. That's your communication to your source and it's personal and that's okay it doesn't have a name or a face but it does guide you so just stay tuned in and listen to that and follow those that have productive good lives and offer back to others and promote life.

I have had the most incredible highs and lows that most could imagine and often don't believe whatsoever.

I have had friends that are murderers and criminals all the way to successful politicians and wealthy businessman what's scruples well and you as well as military men and civilian government men and women that make me feel as though I have contributed absolutely nothing in comparison. I've not contribute too much because I've been ill and do not information of just my own stupidity and the making of my last life.

I am reborn now, in August of 2018, a Leo, and I will articulate and speak as I wish and I will convey truths that I know and I will shine a light on those liars and the lies that I uncover because that is what happens in life in this Light vs. Darkness and that's my nature.

I am so not healthy but I am more determined than anybody I know because people I know that were determined more than anybody else were dying and I watched them and I want that same custom and through death and rebirth I have it now and I will never abused myself again and I pray and focus on my ceiling first but only after my continual communion with God as I understand him because I just keep in mind that's only a word of reference to that which is in a round that is not physical and therefore there exists no word

...to be continued...

Exalted Frequencies In Unison Design Reality ~ Poetry / Lyric ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I once levitated,
I don't tell lies,
higher states of being,
Magick before your eyes.

Normal for the likes of me,
Vibrating through survival running non-stop at a higher frequency,
exalted spirits very essence transcends physical reality

Chorus:

Pineal crystals all at the same frequencies, transmitting and receiving in perfect harmony,
a beautiful human next dimension exalted neural chemical portal symphony,
at last, we have achieved symmetry.

What if together we choose to lift off?
All in unison,
same intention worldwide,
True thought coordinated neural over the internet of things synchronicity???

Hmmmmmmmmmm,
Just think of what could be ???
Anything we desire in an instant if so agreed,
I've told you now exactly about the attributes of what makes heaven so heavenly.

I've been there, Heaven, and back,
I Was God and His Throne,
Everything born turned to stone,
Every soul ever I've seen all.

There we are all in another's presence not physical,
each in another's neural network,
connected forever with all knowledge,
and with a 360° spherical view of all of history.

Chorus:

Pineal crystals all at the same frequencies, transmitting and receiving in perfect harmony,
a beautiful human next dimension exalted neural chemical portal symphony,
at last, 

we have achieved symmetry.

I Am Witness,
He with Vision,
He that Sees,
Healer, Lover, Visionary.

You've not seen Faith like within I know,
I was dead returned on Faith I set sail,
For Love eternal, I know now returned,
to evolve this soul, like you, until exalted.

Cycling, cycling, cycling,
the elders have never lied,
you cannot teach a mind open you can't pry,
NDE's real glimpses of the dimension next.

Surreal yes,
but equal reality,
a mirror universe of no physicality,
opposite but perfect balance reality.

It only happens once we transcend,
we are souls of a God Organism,
The Creator, Us, We, Family,
Let's start vibrating in the spiritual soul and in the essence of unity.

Intent to help all other person's,
Defend principles and understand the value of structure and discipline,
practicing daily good health and exercise to exorcise demons.

This life is full of half heathens,
Dichotomy says we all commit treason,
I like to run with them too,
Also equally exciting but for the wrong reasons.

Chorus:

Pineal crystals all at the same frequencies, transmitting and receiving in perfect harmony,
a beautiful human next dimension exalted neural chemical portal symphony,
at last, we have achieved symmetry.

Healing & Evolving Soul Cycles ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Having more oxygen with a properly beating heart and more stamina is like being able to dive down further meaning deeper and holding your breath longer but instead you're able to do this mentally. It used to be I could only kind of live on the surface and deal with these things in those things and I would get frustrated and pissed off all the time but now I'm starting to mellow back into the me I knew a couple of decades ago. I get glimpses and I pray that I will continue to see that same means star to re-emerge that a lot of my friends in sure miss. Trust me I do too. I never wanted to be a sick asshole...it ain't fukkin' easy .. and trying to juggle other stuff too... OMG ! Lots of things still to reverse but I'm getting more and more youthful and I'm so thankful for these battle victories. When the time comes to cruise, I'll depart with Grace and peacefully, as my experiences have been Grand and life so perfectly beautiful, but I'm a stubborn son of a bitch who likes to fight and curse and I stand up for what I believe in... and that's life... Mine and others too. It's because others before me taught me to do the same... it's nothing about me. It's about them before and those coming after. I've felt like the luckiest man in the world so many, many, times, I can't even tell you... I hope everyone feels that way inside no matter the challenges and that you know you can overcome anything and that departures are are a tough part of these overlapping souls life's cycles too. Evolving happens at different speeds for different folks and on parallel universes we share from within which is a universe unique to itself. It's amazing we agree on anything, just like it's amazing most often of the time our cars start witch such great reliability and dependability..

Broadcasting & Receiving Souls ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I believe the body only a receiver to the conscience... broadcast from elsewhere (source) to the pineal gland, the seat of the soul, where resides DMT, The Spirit molecule, our consciousness.

Most would think this statement mad, as we currently design nano-robots.

All of this is singing energetic frequency and vibration, one in the same depending on surround and sensory perception.

We are biological-alien-bots running a program of experience and we send and receive data and we utilize our sensors and actuators precisely as those we have designed so similarly.

It's fundamentally a lot more commonsensical than what most would have us believe today, is it not??? You first have to refuse to accept that what you believe thus far is the perfect and finite truth, as we are moving into a time of incredible revelation through modern science and quantum computing and artificial intelligence that is simply indescribable concerning the upcoming breakthroughs that will soon be our daily commonplace bantering and bickering, as we jettison our history and evolve into this new incredible era, and we are already well into it, believe it or not.

Look around in the last decade from 2010-2020 and look at what we have accomplished! But...don't look past what we should have accomplished and must. We all know the imminent and undeniable truths. Trust your instincts and watch nature with an open mind as you learn.

We are now going to become one with the machine in a way mankind may never be able to undo, without completely falling first. We may also lose all the knowledge we utilized to construct that which will eventually construct itself, and then what once we come to rely upon it?

Can we overcome the sad human nature of sins? ...or will they permeate all of this physical existence because indeed it is our toil, no???

I promise you in the next realm of the raised chakra and of the enlightenment and promise of the Kabalah and of the promise of the heavens and all principled religious teachings and basic spiritual philosophy if that next real and dimension will not be of a physical vibration but know it's real and we coexist within it already. We are a part of God, It, Source, etc., and it most definitely is the creator of all things including us. It's not physical but a presence, so no name and no face known to make is Truth, too. As I've sat at His table, My Father Solemn, and I've Eaten with His Grace To Return.

I'm Him too. So are you each. All His Image, Perfect.

The choice is definitely eternal blackness, or Eternal Life, I Chose Life and do return with the help of certain angels, no doubt, right??? Hospital staff performing miracles. I was in blackness. In prayer there. I wanted to come back for my destiny to share, Love. I was back in an instant, and it wasn't me on my mind, but her. She's my Love. There can be no other way, and if she will not have me, I'm content knowing I was always a good man to her, and as a daughter, I will covet her.

She brought life energy to me, shared it with me, filled me with it, sustained me, and because of my Love for her eternal as no other before or after, I'm Living, Again. She did this all while my heart was failing... Takotsubo Syndrome struck me down swift.

Grinding Teeth, A Discipline In Too Common A Practice ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Do many grind teeth mainly because they hurt ??? I'm thinking this is a huge reason why.

I've had TMJ for ages...I think it's gone. I think it was these freaking teeth that got pulled and left perforations on both sides.

These roots into my sinus cavity I believe have been at issue with me for a lifetime, until this newest perforation heals.

Thoughts???

I don't think teething is just for children, our teeth grow and change our entire lifetimes, and it's painful even if your teeth are in absolutely pristine health.

I'm thankful I have energy again to care for myself, what most don't realize is that the stolen stamina is a thief to helping yourself and thinking straight.

I'm not out of the woods still for a good long while but I'm comfortable here, do it's perfectly fine and I see the new me ahead I'm constructing with professional guidance and the life of family and friends.

Life is getting better and better again, and that's a blessing certainly, however, these mountains around I must ascend over and over again and learn to do with Grace. I hate mountain climbing, but I'm learning to enjoy it. It's the learning and the ascension, the enlightenment.

Death is no longer a threat of fear or control over me, it's a beautiful destination, however, one I'm not trying to visit again quite anytime soon. I adore life, and I will work hard to promote that within myself and then maintain that health, and then to help others along this path, a minister, a shaman, a Wiseman, a Chief, a leader, only because experience Grace's me with such honor and duty to others, which I shall learn, too, like mountain climbing, embrace.

These peaks and troughs of opportunity and waiting... can you see the pattern of the waves coming at you now? Can you feel them in your Intuition? Doesn't your Faith support that we should know these patterns and further be prepared, Always ???

Are these mountains unlike waves, truly?

Are these all not just repeating fractal patterns of life ??? No???

I live outside of myself now which I am just a body to manage and maintain. I decided to subscribe to a better plan than to that of free will. I'm no longer interested in what's inside as much as I'm interested in doing for myself that which is best for me towards my greater goals, health is the first greatest goal.

The rest is positioning myself in the finest way most efficiently to maximize my life and enjoy my relationship with God and my family, and my friends and acquaintances. I pray to keep a level balance here, carefully. Prayer is intent. Work is intent delivered. Don't be confused. We are talking practicing discipline over serving the self. Do you understand?

There is no Magickal happening in these disciplines, only the promise of fruitfulness through proper and planned and dedicated work as others you can observe have done do before you themselves, again not Magick.

Practice Discipline.

Practice Due Diligence.

Serve Not Only Thy Self.

Before I didn't practice the proper disciplines and I served myself. I understand that now, which I couldn't then. I'll help others now to see this finer and better way.

Is your oral health not practice in discipline?

How does it reflect your "overall healths " condition?

This is where understanding the Chakras is so critical! Understanding the kundalini, understanding the kabala.

It's all about practicing disciplines and maintaining balance (s).

You cannot be healthy if your rotting where you fuel the body !!!!!!!

Go smile in the mirror and think about how your teeth feel. Why would you neglect them as such? What now are you inspired to do to take your health back? This is the most important step because otherwise, Death stands close ready to knock and you put him at that distance.

Death of Conversation, Life Muted ~ Cyborg∆Steve

The dying art of conversation ;( ...and there went intellectualism too. Who says Magick isn't real ? Looking fairly effective !!!!!!! To be in awe is not unlike being held in a spell, amazed and unable to act for the self, others will for you. At least language has symbol to convey sentiment inaudible. Music is so very powerful, but so is silence. You reveal your inner self when you reveal what you think you know of me and who I Am. Who casts your delusions within yourself? The mirror always knows if you need a stark reminder, for the ego, Narcisiss himself, will always greet you there.