Iam Christian Star ~ Exalted Through Others Works

I'm only exalted to this point in life through everybody else's work.

Makes one deeply humble in a different way to know destiny is not their own, AT ALL.

I'm uncomfortable in a humble spirit, I'm use to riling, rising, raising, carroussing, boozing... Christ, please humble me even more so from myself now.

Why? Only answer I've ever known is to cope with the overwhelming pain life circumstances or others have afflicted upon me, and inside part of me is a killer trained stealth and Swift, sleek fast and powerful that strikes without warning, and the other part is calm and forgiving always, but in the interim, it's not me that's makes those decisions, but rather who it is that lives with the consequences. I certainly inflicted plenty upon myself as well, that needs not be said and there are hundreds that would bear witness to this. Do you believe in healing yet??? I know I believe in forgiveness, you've all proven that to me for sure, well... some. some will never give it when it's not deserved. They don't realize they reserved a space of their soul for illness when they hold onto these reservations, and that lesson I have to consume and it's made my gut hurt a long time. Revelations shall set you free.

I'm trying to be more thoughtful of others in my actions today since these lessons, I'm trying to understand now.

Death was and is not a cliff, but a launching point.

I am thankful for the God that saved the wretch I was.

It's amazing what others can witness and still not believe.

Do you think medical science was built on a lack of faith? Do you think protocols or followed with a lack of faith in mind?

Is life not programs of interactions of cause and effect with faith as our guide towards the desired outputs?

Is it really important that you want to set your way and I want to say it my way so much so that we must fight over that? 

The only person that says you don't have a valid perspective is yourself, and when you make outrageousness it is you that reveals that very weak attribute within, and then the others pounce hard fast swift and strong until death.

Tell me all of the above is a lie and that the struggle isn't real.

Without everyone, I am nothing.

I'm so thankful to have known and shared love. If that was something I could give away in x, I would do it until the end of time, all eternity.

Twelve 12

We are all of the 12 signs the 12 Stars the 12 zodiacs the 12 tribes. We are one and two combined three a trinity, 1 and 2 combined 12. We are a sequence that learns upon itself through DNA life travels over the spans of space-time generation after generation, recording what once was and with vision moving forward doing its best to overcome today's challenges. Life Is Persistence. Faith Is Even More Powerful. Work Is The Only Phofit/Prophet. $ is a tool often associated with sin, beware and be scrupulous.

Names Given & Chosen ~ Christian Star

I do adore the name my parents so honored me with, however... I am seriously contemplating changing my legal name to, Christian Star.

I have many various friends from many various walks of life and I absolutely don't mind whatever silly comments may follow.

I also don't want anybody to expect anything outrageous,... I've been through enough recently dammit.

Now, how you would like to interpret everything above is completely up to your own inner well-being.

Tell me in life an experience that is not dissimilar?

I came forth of utter blackness, a soul forged hard.

~ Christian Star

Iam Christian Star

I'm sorry my last life was so very disappointing, however, I am working very hard at making this life a great and beautiful success. It's good to know who is everybody in the beginning. I can't say I had that in hand last time. I know exactly who everybody is.

I've tried and tested everything and everybody and I know who is strong and I know who is weak.

I don't know of any other such second lease on life quite like mine oh, well... Honestly, I have heard of one.

There are others whose stories are close but I just wish to meet those that saw what happened right before their eyes.

Call me crazy but I feel bad for those who don't believe in faith and have no idea of it or real true knowledge of it ends it's because nobody has shared with them truth and witness and strength of those experiences in their own lives, and that makes for very dire times indeed.

Tell me, are we not in those dire times?

Perhaps all of my epiphanies are mythical fantasy within and I disintegrate and depart and the laughing can ensue some more. 

Perhaps I will build a castle, instead.

~Iam Christian Star

Fairmont Falling, West Virginia ~ Cyborg∆Steve

What can we offer each city, each county, and each jurisdiction in every state that will bring it better growth and stability, and starting absolutely as most quickly and efficiently as possible where statistically we know the most of our citizens are suffering?

I would like to watch all of us start focusing on real Life solutions today as a realist instead of these silly cyber warriors attacking one another with empty words and silly opinions like children. We are all guilty of being despicable in those regards and it's time to grow up. We'll see how long that lasts. 

Anyhow, after a trip to Fairmont West Virginia, I just have had certain Revelations that I think are critical and there is most desperately this multi million people population that are desperately suffering and there's just not people out there doing a damn thing about it because most people are only thinking about themselves and live in pockets of luxury.

In a pocket of luxury you are insulated from the view of the suffering and the real terrible tragedies that are happening around in such close proximity and two people that either don't have the wit or the resources to be able to help themselves react and upright themselves whatsoever.

If I don't speak up I'm nothing. I'm only up right because I've benefited of such a beautiful Community as where I live, where there is great deep suffering. 

We must quickly examine what is successful for populations and evolve as we depart from those systems that have failed us miserably and we should be able to do that with a transition that is very easy and bipartisan, as wouldn't you want the best for everybody as opposed to not and especially most especially at the most economically feasible price possible?

I will not entertain argument in here about politics because this is really just kind of thinking out loud and out-of-the-box philosophically and intellectually and not trying to get down to the sinister details of politics, a machine with tires that spin in place.

I know that there are places each day that present themselves in life where I am offered the opportunity to either do good or not do good and I will try my best to do what is good where I am and also take what I can as an excellent example of learning and experience and hope that I may share it with others so that we all may saw some of these problems.

How could somebody renting an apartment whose apartment failed inspection be put in another house without electricity at this time of year, let me ask you this?

How the f*** is that humane?

I'm positive my first-hand knowledge is not correct and I will not articulate names herein, but why do we accept this too parts of our population today?

I've been all of those people and I know because you get treated like hell and you get treated like you don't matter. Most give up. Those that treat them that way we want them to give up. Why do we all suffer in such a way is that there must be such a hate?

this is not a unique story. I live in Appalachia and this story echoes loud and clear and regularly and often and it repeats. I don't mean it repeats as an echo, I mean it repeats after generation and generation and generation of children that.. well, damn it... I don't know why we have not solved these problems...

They are not wholly made of people that made poor choices. They are wholly made of people that have been neglected and forgotten, and that's for sure and that is starting to include our veterans with your starting to get only a tiny bit of representation.

Nobody wants to talk about death and the dying but the truth of the matter is today is the fact that we have the largest recorded to generation in history upon the doorstep of retirement currently and we have a medical professional shortage.

I wish I could be there in front lines fighting against  that but I don't think I have the heart for it. This shit tears me up inside to watch...over and over and over it seems. 

An ounce of prevention is worth a pound of cure, but nobody seems to give a s***. Nobody equals the majority. There is a great many that of course care and give of themselves greatly, I just pray more will adopt that attitude and just help somehow where you see suffering or at least even if you're not hands on just to be a good guide so that that other one may find themselves at a crossroads one day to help themselves once again when they are ready because sometimes that is the juxtaposition but it's not the only juxtaposition.

That's enough out of me I suppose. I just I'm tired of all the suffering.

Modern Political Idiocracy ~ Cyborg∆Steve

How bad has the modern political Idiocracy become?

Is it not a kin to a child watching his parents battle it out, these cheap political parties taking non-stop cheap shots and flat-out telling lies against another through media outlets as weapons, and people as weapons?

Has that done anything positive for the adult human psyche in America???

I've got Friends on both sides of this and just like I have a mother and a father that thankfully I didn't have to watch fight, but if I did I can only imagine... well... I wouldn't have survived.

Who is it that would want us at another's throats? Seriously you have to ask yourself this friends at friends throats? Who would put others in this juxtaposition on purpose??? 

Everybody needs to start gathering their thoughts and biting their tongues and returning to respect and decency for one another and it's okay to hold your political thoughts close to the vest, that is indeed why we vote in private.

I know it's calling the kettle black when the guy with diarrhea of the mouth is telling everybody to shut the f****** and try something different... but... really... we got to think about this a little deeper don't we???

Let's be kind to another again. We are truly destroying families and a beautiful country. The best recorded history has yet known, with a lit of work to be done we can all agree, let's just spend this energy there, working productively.

There will be so much fruitfulness there will not be time for fighting, that was the system we already had in place... completely bastardized !!!!!!!

It's time for the media outlets to all changed their tune. It's time for all of us to change our tune and stop battling it out with one another, but I know this "thing" has a lot of energy. This thing is a powder keg and it's been put here totally on purpose, trust me there.

I had one professor in college and he was on the bomb squad in Washington DC. Dr. Larry Linville. I had a substitute teacher once he was on a bomb squad also. I think it was fifth or sixth grade. Mr. Lampshire. He had a flinch that one could mistake for tourette's. His partner didn't make it. 

I articulate the paragraph above because what I see today is a traumatized society in more ways than the ways I studied in college and I'm thankful that my memory sharpens as my heart strengthens in the oxygen starts to course through my veins better and better and better again but I've a long way to go before I can finish this fight.

it's a fight for our country and for our Constitution and for the foundation and ground work that has already been laid here that is under attack, and I will never ever stand idly by while my life is in my hands. When I am exalted to that next realm again, I will be at peace again as I was for a moment a year in a couple of months ago, but in two then I want a beautiful and peaceful country for this future where our political parties have kind and mutually respectful discourse and they put their personal egotistical bulshit aside and serve the great people of this absolutely most incredible bulk nation in recorded history. I did not say we were anything near perfect so do not get ignorant with me. In a superfluous system there is always great work to do moving forward, as that is the nature of life and survival is it not?

We argue the details and every great book of every principle decent good religion will tell you the same thing is that when you start dwelling there you are dwelling in the most sin you will ever do well in and it is always a path that leads to very dark and evil places in those are just the statistical facts of Life. All of the ancients have taught these things.

Perspectives ~ Cyborg∆Steve

Somebody asks a question... and you and I have different answers. 

If the consensus of your experience leads you to believe your answer correct and the consensus of my experience leads me to believe that my answer is correct, who would be wrong ?

Stepping outside of the self and seeing the larger picture allows one to realize and accommodate several perspectives.

I'm curious if our society today, our culture, we'll be able to do that on a consistent basis.

Should you see any drawbacks?

... ... ...

Before we get an attitude and start to fight, which only shows undue stress upon ourselves and our own personal weaknesses in the moment, try counting to three while you walk backwards in your mind's eye and adopt the perspectives of all, or One from above, a God's eye view.

I hate to say that used to not be my nature, but it's becoming more natural now in myexploration for survival and resilience.

It's strange the things I once knew and decided to act otherwise. I'm so thankful to this chance of having evolved or having certain damages mended and a better train of thought returning as my body's chemicals, a river or a wash, readjust in cleanse, as I have certainly been a polluted lot.

Is our body not an organism already polluted or cleansed?

it's good to step outside of yourself in this perspective to and realize that truth as written above. Think of these things when you're consuming food. It's incredibly difficult to overcome the overwhelming ridiculous amounts of craving that the human being can develop after being exposed to certain molecules. It's scientific fact that many chain restaurants have chemists that work for them and study this very topic and design very secretive recipes because they know basically how to trick your neural network and make you an addict. MSG is the best example and we know not everybody tolerates it well. It's a trick that makes your mind thinks something is exponentially tastier than it actually is. It's probably the most docile of the mall is my guess, since everything else is under lock and key.

I lived under at least two paradigms and I promise you in my youth with my mother's home cooking from natural organic food we were a healthier and happier people and we were younger too so it was easier oh, but healthier natural foods don't pollute a body. Doesn't that make perfect nutritional and dietetic sense?

I eat a crazy amount of cheese but guess what I need to build bones. I will let my weakness be my strength and finally I can straighten my neck after 14 months and look up at the night sky with almost zero pain. The bruising was so very deep. The pain is still ridiculous. There's a new level. Like everything was reset in death and revival. it's rather strange I still hurt but not like I once did but I'm also healing with my heart getting stronger and stronger and my will returning and by stamina wavering desperately back into 4th but on an upward trajectory most oft.

I hate long distance running and I've never run a marathon but now I feel like I have every day for the last 14 months because everything has to be thought of with the thought of God and life for my own sustenance.

It's nice when everything else gets stripped away and you can return so easily to basics without the trauma and idiotic distractions that were placed upon me a few times or mostly which I just put on myself.