Going Home ~ A Calling Within ~ Lessons Many ~ Cyborg∆Steve

At 52, I understand when you have a call and within that starts calling you home.

You can't say that you understand it before your time, because that just wouldn't be the truth for anybody.

I don't want to depart anytime soon and I adore this life and I will continue to fight to make this a better world for all well I am in it and I will give all I have in those regards, and at the same time I am looking so very forward to the beautiful place I am going, back home.

I'm saddened by the state of affairs on this Earth and that we are so cruel to one another. 

Every time a child gets bullied it gets worse. Every time you make fun of anybody, it gets worse. When you hurt another it gets worse.

I don't mind getting the call. Not everybody gets it. It's kind of nice to be able to say farewell and get your house into order so to speak. It's a good way to live your life anyway because it takes practice and discipline which always bears more fruit which always makes us of more service to ourselves and to others.

Some never get the call. Well they might not in this lifetime.

If there are lessons within, take them please, and be well upon your way.

52, a powerful # !!!

Bolton, The Hawk, Starts World War 3, but Gets Fired Gloriously First Before The Deep State Falls ~ Pallets of Cash for Terrorists ~ Restoration

John Bolton, the hawk, would have had us throes of World War 3 right now.

I want you to think about who was urging War !!!!!!!

I want you to think about who has steered us clear of it.

Get over the personalities and start looking at realistic outcomes. The proof is fact and that proof is now past in the world has seen it. 

The consensus of the world demands Peace !!!!!!!

It is going to be beautiful to see the proper order and prosperity re-emerge and just the natural flow and balance of the world take charge again.

Think of all of those decisions that have been made recently and who would have been making them and what direction they would have been in and where that would have let us had anything else been different.

Could you imagine if something bigger than 9/11 was just about to happen but was prevented. Just conjecture a little bit that a rogue General was about to really do some pretty insane stuff and this was a network of people all over the place. he has been removed and now those that have been hoodwinked have been asked to stand down bye those that, they look up to and they realize that, like we realized, we have all been lied to.

There's no more narrative to buy and there's only one agenda and that is peace. there's only one agenda and that is for more of our troops to come home and stay home then leave.

John Bolton Had Us In World War III ~ Cyborg∆Steve

I want to hear precisely how John Bolton would have played all of "this" ?

If this "all" happens and John Bolton is still in the administration, we are now in the middle of a war with Iran.

Instead soon I think we will see a slow and steady reversal of and easing of embargoes and an outstretched hand towards peace but promised with a fistful owing if so needed but never desired and soon with very wishful thoughts to ease that tension much further.

We don't have to see perfectly eye-to-eye but we need to be good principled nations that are both excellent stewards our mother earth. We must learn how to become better neighbors and understand another much better. We all know there's no room for zealots.

Let's all work on striking balance and equilibrium at home and the rest of the ripples will start to smooth out. 

The right professionals in the military and in the intelligence communities are now solving these problems instead of exacerbating these open wounds for decades longer.

We will rebuild this military stronger than ever with the finest technology that it's ever held and with american-made equipment replacing anything from outside of our country the sooner the better, and we will spend less time on foreign soil and we will bring our family members home and protect our country from our borders and our bases abroad.

We are truly interesting a very exciting new time we're Europe can now start to follow the lead of the United States and also rebuild and learn to become better neighbors with all of the Middle East as well and all of our nation states must embrace and assist all of the world's refugees immediately.

John Bolton clearly stated that he wanted to war with Iran. The hawk.

Is that where you would like to be right now? At war with Iran? Imagine that Russia and China immediately get drawn in because they have interests there too, and look at the jackpot where in instantly.

You might not like the president or his maneuvering but can you argue with the outcome? when you do you only play right into the political hands he desires anyway and the outcome further bolsters the political plan that was set out as achievment anyhow.

The World Weeps As We Heal Together and Erase Sin ~ Cyborg∆Steve

A terrorist General is terminated. Iran strikes the revenge and now it says we will be a world player. Now, the president will have less power with the war Powers act and thus the executive branch will have better checks and balances as a likely outcome in the future. Who could argue against that? Do you think this was all by design or by accident ???

Forget about yout attitude... your own feelings... look at the outcomes... look at what the product is... understand the dividends. Far less loss of lives is much more a likely outcome already very quickly with the loss of only a very few that were abusing power.

I don't believe it ran is going to be our best friend, but I don't believe Iran will be our enemy any longer. I believe we will ease the embargoes and sanctions end Kern this into a way to help them stabilize their country and help their people and show them that in good faith and in Goodwill 4 the progress the show the help they shall gain. 

Our hand will always be extended towards help and peace first, but there will be a left fist... waiting and trailing, cocked and ready also and always.

I want to hear precisely how John Bolton would have played all of this ?

If this all happens and John Bolton is still in the administration, we are now in the middle of a war with Iran.

Narcotics and Oral Health ~ Oral Health and The Decay of Humanity and Society

We must pass this simple mandatory Federal legislation that mandates that absolutely no patient shall be prescribed narcotics of any type unless they have a clean bill of health orally and the exception would be a terminal patient, for a patient in the process of getting an oral surgeon and a dentist working together on a plan to help them to become healthier individuals.

We must think carefully of common sense type of laws that keep those that are not well far away from that which is most tempting and can do the most harm. 

...and why would you give a patient narcotics that is neglecting their mouth and letting their teeth rot where their condition will only get worse and you are giving them the opportunity to mask that pain and if I'm not getting attention essentially signing their death certificate so that they can deal with the pain while infection easily crosses the blood-brain barrier and can cause death with very rapid onset.

if you are a patient that has been told that you have TMJ, you better demand to look at the x-rays of your teeth by yourself and make sure that you do not have wisdom teeth or other teeth that have roots that grow into the sinus cavity which is called a perforation. Make sure that these teeth are not rotting or cracked and that can be up under the filling. If you wake up in constant pain in your ears crack and pop and you have been sick like you've never known before, you have to take a look at your oral health. If one tooth hurts, it shouldn't. Teeth should never hurt. Your gums should never hurt. Do your fingers hurt? When you are young and healthy and a child your fingers and your thumbs will never hurt as we get older they might with arthritis but they shouldn't. As we get older or just through life we might injure them but otherwise our fingers shouldn't hurt. Our teeth are the same way.

You will keep little in this life that you do not maintain and you will maintain little in this life without the help of many many others. He will maintain nothing of any length of time without discipline. maintenance is a practice in discipline and those with the most discipline that appreciate it the most will be those that are able to maintain the most efficiently and also run businesses to most efficiently employed others the most efficiently and only the most as well as be financially well-off and prosperous and so on and so on. There's no substitute for hard work. It's been a long stated and well articulated as truth that Thomas Edison once said that success is 1% inspiration and 99% perspiration.

I had TMJ in both joints of the jaw.

I don't have it anymore. My ears never crack in the jaw joint anymore and I never ever ever wake up in terrible pain from grinding my teeth because those teeth are gone. They were terribly terribly in poor shape and one was rotting from the inside out with a cavity that fell out finally really revealing the whole problem.

I share all of this tragedy with you because I want you to know you should never have these kinds of pain and I believe the most TMJ is a terrible teeth like mine and I'm going to add pictures in here with your going to be quite graphic but I want you to see the kind of root that I had and I will show you how things are healing up now with pictures from about January of 2020 and this was extracted in the middle of October of 2019.

It's been 3 months and I have been very exhausted this entire time but I had an incredible Health event in August of 2018 that has left me exhausted anyway and it was incredibly traumatic. Both physically and still emotionally.

I think I finally just starting to feel stronger, but I never ever brag about being out of the woods, because I think that's a very poor naive attitude to take and preparation and acceptance of the condition of the right here and right now, this present moment, is truly the best place to keep the mind focused if the mind is not practicing the discipline of preparation 4 of aligning the chakras and the frequencies into harmony and then upward into Ascension.

so there's not a practice most will learn young and it is not a practice most will learn old oh, but it is a practice more and more will read about and start to understand better today. I am not trying to claim that I am in any type of guru but what I will tell you is that I understand fully what these practices are and what they teach and that these lessons are real and that they are wholesome in the they do guide you to a higher realm of which we will all achieve through the metamorphosis that is the passing through the threshold that we call death but we should look at really as renewal and either cycling back through to further evolve the soul or to actually ascend to the next dimension. You want to look at this from the perspective of physics that is fine, and any decent principled religion is fine as well, you can work with what works for you. the main thing is to study on the vibrational frequencies in the nature of frequencies share us a funny interesting modern example.

automobile tires were once very loud because the tread design that offered the greatest traction also offered its active vibrational frequency is produced by the tread shape going over the roadway surface with produced frequencies that would clash with one another and truly make a cacophony of noise and once modern computing came 2 age with computer-aided drafting we were able to better design tires and we had better knowledge of frequencies also and we were able to make tires that had tread design that would actually produce frequencies to cancel another out and quiet the tire much more than anything that had been seen before and that is just one small example of practical application of theoretical philosophy that came first but in the spiritual realm you can see how this would make sense.

It is said that there are seven chakras or centers of energy along the column that is the housing of the central nervous system.

Just believe it for the moment hypothetically speaking, at least.

Would it not make sense that if indeed there were 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 different centers of energy all atop another in a column that if they were vibrating at different frequencies it would make more sense that they would be in better alignment if they were vibrating and complementary frequencies as opposed to what would be an obviously poor alignment if they were each vibrating at frequencies that were not complementary to one another and therefore caused a lack of equilibrium or discordant to vibration and indeed destructiveness at a multitude of levels in a range of anywhere from the most minuscule to the most devastating.

So now one can easily see where this application that is first thought out can actually be worked out in the physical realm as well as in the spiritual realm.

The ancients have many times been quoted as saying that all of the answers are within, and it is true, no?

Urban & Rural Decay, Insurance Must Practice A More Fair Way, Stop Discriminating ~ Forward Future Thinkers

Maryland really needs a state law that mandates that insurance companies must & shall:

Provide minimum property insurance on hubs with mortgages such that the principal balance of the mortgage at a bare minimum shall be covered.

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You can own a $20,000 house not worth a penny more and have to pay insurance on it like you own a $300,000 home because they will base it on the rebuild price even if you just owed $15,000 as an example or nothing.

The problem here is that people in the lower socioeconomic echelon have a hard enough time paying the bills and areas are in more and more bad disrepair because homes get taken because they can't keep Insurance on them and therefore the mortgages are Boyd and then the cities or municipalities or counties are encumbered with taking these properties back and this is an even larger liability to the tax base and if we had a simple solution here on what my targeted facet is, this could truly prevent a lot of Urban decay and a lot of rural decay and give folks that are struggling a better chance as well as keep them in the proper legal requirements of their mortgage which is better for business and better for everybody.

I have been fighting for my life. I have been fighting to organize my finances. I have been harassed by people that I owe money, understandably so, to the legal degree. I fight myself to get organized with all the energy I have left so that I can stick on a trajectory that I know I can handle and make progress and get everything paid off so that I will no longer be a burden to anybody, but my health always throws a curveball at me and steals anything I've ever earned. It might look like I have a lot but I have nothing of value. property that is owned is really just a hole that money goes into it that you will never see again.

It's fine if it's to maintain it and it pays off in the way such that you get used out of it but there are other types of situations where people don't even get that but they still have an obligation legally and so those types of properties end up abandoned and in disrepair.those are homes that some people don't care about for the most part anyway and are often on the abatement lists and should be or need to be torn down so it's not like anybody who wants to recover the property anyway. The banks don't want them in the insurance companies don't want them, therefore nobody offers policies to cover these bottom rung properties.

Folks that are trying to get their lives organized and buy a home usually don't have good credit.

I thought there was a law somewhere that stated something about not being able to discriminate against others.

They're definitely laws that change lending standards or amounts that must be paid due to your credit score, and insurance is one of those companies that takes advantage of this and charges the poorest the in exorbitant largest percentages compared to those with the most money that can easily afford insurance the least amount in percentage to equal or equivalent policies... meaning in more lay terms... and please forgive me and please do add anything to this and educate me and paint a clearer picture for all of us if you have any good information to share or ad, I beg you.

We got to exact same families a husband and wife and two kids and they each by identical homes. Couple one has perfect credit, couple to has perfectly ruined credit, couple two will pay more in insurance for the house and it will be obvious that they have struggled more and will continue to struggle more and be the ones that are actually least likely to meet their obligations under the circumstances missed especially and now the cards are being stacked against them even more so.

I don't want the perfect couple that has worked hard and been responsible to be penalized because we all know that that's totally not fair.

we also know it's not fair if the poor couple is paying let's say $100 a month for that homeowner's insurance and the couple that has been doing well as paying 20.

Now if we took the same cookie-cutter house that was identical and we put it in a different locale it would be a worth a different amount of money and there would be a different amount of median income in that area, as well as most other variables being different and not comparative, etc.

However here is where the rub is with the amount being based on rebuild value, I can be paying more money in the area where I live let's say Cumberland Maryland then another man that might be in Hagerstown for example.

I could be made more Insurance per month and a house worth 20,000 then a man that owns a house worth $350,000, for example. I'm quite mature am not mistaken and I'm saying if I am like couple number one that's had a difficult time.

Keep in mind these hypotheticals are just throwing out there and they are round numbers but I do actually know of a case where the numbers are close enough. I know that there's a problem here and I know that no good insurance broker has ever been able to answer me reasonably and with logic and the rationale like one would expect from a college professor him is teaching and a student would inquire of... or much like a constituent might ask if they feel like they're not being properly or fairly represented.

I don't have time to write all the things that I would like to ask because believe me, I can scrutinize, but this is one of those things that's been on the list and tonight was the night that I needed to say something.

This will be in my blog too !!!

here's the bottom line I'm not going to read all of your answers and I don't want to hear the snobbery or the terrible remarks or even the people that are kissing my ass and agree with me a hundred percent LOL I love you all

Here's the real rub !!!

there is a broken system and I have painted enough of a picture here that you can understand where the problem is and what remedy it needs.

...but there's no way we would want to facilitate that it is easier for families to lose their homes across the United States of America, but indeed I promise you we have.

This is another solution that is not Democratic or republican but fair and proper for the American people and for the American dream to be able to prosper, both.

The housing market needs great scrutiny and so do lending rules and regulations and guidelines, but that is something that the president will be working on soon, I assure you.

The great accounting cometh, I cometh', I promise, rather one likes it or not.

It is best, therefore, to be prepared.

I am trying my best to get my house in order and it's taking all the energy I have and then some and I am still far behind because I have suffered for a long time but I have so much fight left in me and I'm going to get my finances straight and I am going to have my dignity when I depart because a man should have at least that.

I'm tired of the stress and I'm tired of feeling disgusted with myself and I'm trying to juggle 30 million batons at once in the air and I can't...

I have lawyers that want money and doctors that want money and insurance companies that want money... Otherwise, I think everything would have been under perfect control but isn't it always those three above???

Doctors, lawyers, and insurance ???

That's not a repeating trio coincidentally???

I grew up in Washington DC, the capital to lawyers. Who are also politicians now that work closely with insurance companies and doctors.

I have been cared for by the greatest of doctors and I have had incredible medical coverage here in the state of Maryland but it has been through years of terror and hard work that we have gotten this far and I promise you that 10 years ago, I would not have survived after being published at the United States Department of energy in 2010, to be writing this for you to read again anything that would come from me after the health debacle events that I went through in August of 2018.

This debacle consisted of all of these events on August 12th, 2018.

Stroke, heart attack, lactic acidosis, asthma, viral sepsis, and I fell down the steps and likely broke my neck and still have two dislocated vertebrae. The last thing I remember before Awakening to CPR for a few combative moments and then apologizing and drifting back out was first falling down the steps with my heart attack before help came. I had called nine-one-one. Somehow after going all the way down the steps when my heart gave out, I was able to stand up and I screamed as I use my right hand to force my left hand that would barely work to reach over and see if my bones were sticking out from between my shoulder blades and my back. And my head, it was cocked to the right and I couldn't straighten it up and I thought for sure they would be been sticking out and blood but I didn't see any of that so I quickly sat down knowing my heart wasn't beating and that I only had maybe one shot... One opportunity... Okay, this is no time for humor I already know what you're thinking ;)

but it is a time for humor because what happened next is the complete opposite, I slammed my neck backward as hard as I thought I could try to knock the bones straight so I could straighten my neck out. It did not work the first time and somehow I'm thinking to myself here I am awake again still somehow really never knocked out yet and I ran as hard as I could again backward while I screamed after taking a big breath. It didn't work the second time and I got a third opportunity.

I received CPR I had to be defibrillated three days later I had a pacemaker and defibrillator implanted and I went home in 5 days where I have been since.

I couldn't drive for 6 months but I do. I've taken care of myself the whole time with help from friends but I've lived alone and taken care of myself. if I had to do everything by myself I could and I can and I'm thankful, so very thankful for that.

I can't tell you how thankful I am for the miracles the medical professionals and the first responders and anybody involved all pulled off together because they are multiple miracles.

I suffer to drop dead heart attack from takotsubo syndrome. Dropped its heart attacks are most made famous by athletes that are playing actively and then just drop dead right before everybody's eyes. Typically only about 6% of those folks are revived.

I had all of these other things happened on top of that like my ischemic stroke.

I may have missed something in that list above but I think it's fairly clear.

I won't survive if that happens in 2010. Most people don't survive if it happens in 2020. Miraculously, it happened to me in 2018 and, I lived.

I'm trying to put my house back in order but it is so extraordinarily hard.

I have my hobbies and that's what keeps me going and keeps me fit and keeps me determined and hoping that I will outlive all the odds and have a new spine one day like I will design and I believe in miracles.

I want others desperately to understand that faith is real and that it is okay to believe in miracles because they can happen and they indeed do. ask any of the doctors or first responders that were on hand that saved my life what they think.

The story is interesting and gets deeper but this is about people being able to live manageable lives so that there's less stress on them and they can be healthier more productive citizens of a healthier society that practices empathy and is forgiving through its practices also, setting fine examples, not like the examples that exist today.

do any companies offer you, and I mean large companies that could easily afford to, a year or two or three with no bills and no accruing fees as long as you have certain paperwork at least? maybe there can be a federal law that states that if somebody goes through x y and z then they should have this amount of time to regroup and not have to declare bankruptcy and never be penalized for etc etc etc

I'm far beyond that because my finances are and have been terrible for so long but I think of those that are going to go through something similar to me or whatever happens that is catastrophic and how we can help them and help ourselves to help our communities so that we can get through the process of healing easier and keep the damage isolated instead of letting it spread out in hard ripples like a pebble hitting a pond in those rings spreading out in concentric circles.

If I am where the pebble strikes and I am ill then those concentric circles will be spreading outwards through my community and they will affect more than just my family, indeed it will affect those that my family deals with, and then intern continues to cross-pollinate complication, often exponentially.

Is the best systems are flexible in a dynamic world and accommodating.

We have the technology today and we have the smarts today to be for more flexibility in this dynamic world and therefore far more accommodating, and we should be.

Talking about dilapidated houses, we should also build in the destruction cost at the beginning when the home is purchased, and that money should be set aside and federally funded accounts that are insured by the FDIC and that grow interest and therefore later in time when monies are needed to buy any municipalities or whatever type of jurisdiction a privately owned building blaze upon the property of, then these funds for destruction will always be available instead of having to encumber new fees on his suffering victims, let's say, a hundred years from now.

Sanctuary Cities & Crime ~ What Are the Facts ??? ~ Who Is In Charge of These Cities

Hello we are MS-13 we are the Crips, we are the Bloods, and we conduct business and "sanctuary cities". These cities represent ripe market places for us with a lack of law enforcement and judges that don't enforce punishment. We just wanted to say thanks for helping us thrive.

15 minutes in this problem can be solved !!!

The issue of sanctuary cities is where it is and what it is only and precisely because of the obstructionists.

Keep your eyes on those that only enrich themselves through politics.

Follow those that bear fruit and realize the others' fraud.